Remembering a time I felt something similar tore my heart out

sometimes you have to put that nice girl act in your back pocket, stop being so shy, stop being so self conscious, and just do whatever the hell you want. look out for you.

did anybody else have a moment as a kid/teen where you suddenly realized that you were more than likely never going to have one of those big adventures that you read abt in YA novels. and u were going to just have a normal life with normal problems, and got real sad. and even tho u now see value in a regular life, part of you still wants magic powers and a rag tag group of ride-or-die friends who are out to save the world

Tall Girl (2019) is your typical meh netflix film but the fact that her guy friend literally carried round an apple crate for like 4 years just at the chance that he might be able to kiss her did smack my heart a little.