We need more media about a younger woman psychosexually obsessed with an older woman

choosing to ignore my weirdly symbolic dream because i have a lot going on rn already

one of the things that makes crime and punishment so fascinating is that it’s about such a horrible thing and what comes after it but also there is just so much love all the time. raskolnikov is going out of his mind after committing murder but can’t stop thinking about how his sister is going to marry someone she doesn’t respect so their family can stay afloat financially. dunya is trying to take care of her horribly anxious mother and support her family through a humiliating marriage but she still finds time to make sure rodya is okay because something is wrong and she knows it. she knows him. pulcheria is so worried and over the top and she’s annoying her kids and she knows it but she gets everything organized so she can go see her son who she hoped could go be someone in petersburg and he isn’t and she doesn’t care about that anymore. she just wants to see him and hold him and tell him she loves him. razumikhin doesn’t really know what’s going on with his weird avoidant friend and maybe he doesn’t know how to heat up the soup he’s bringing to him but he is by raskolnikov’s side at every second and will make sure his family is ok in petersburg when rodya can’t. a thousand horrible things have happened to sonya and all she has ever known is people who will take advantage of her but she just keeps pouring out love

it is so funny that raskolnikov’s whole family believes the dunya/luzhin engagement drama is the A-plot of their drama in petersburg while raskolnikov is like going around the city in a complete delirium telling everyone about how he killed two people. and the thing is raskolnikov ALSO thinks his sister is the main character

I think that when you watch a movie you should be able to enter a pocket dimension completely outside of time so like I could start a two hour movie at 8pm and watch the whole movie and then it’s still 8pm and nothing has changed except for now I have seen movie <3 also I think in this dimension you are safe from bodily effects such as having to go to the bathroom or feeling any pain or anything like that. now you may think this is simply impossible or crazy but have you considered how many movies I could watch this way???? checkmate

I ship absolutely no one in Widow’s Bay except Gerrie the historical society maven and Wyk the local harbinger of doom and I make no apologies for this. The rest of these freaks aren’t anywhere near emotionally level enough for romance.

patricia i’d RSVP to sunset cocktails. patricia id invite you to my wine and cheese party and drink the wine you brought.

i love sluts i love perverts i love dykes i love faggots i love aromantics i love freaks i love librarians i love ibuprofen

you have to be careful reading too many things that are good/smart/well-written bc then you encounter something that isnt and you get confused like ? why didnt they just make this good ? were they stupid

the idea of constant accessibility through texting feels like a genuine infringement of my autonomy to me like it’s hard for me because i am a dope conversationalist and enjoy really engaged, long, wandering chats but mostly over the phone or in person instead of text. texts feel… depleting to me, exhausting. it’s shallow but it’s constant, at once both understimulating and overstimulating for me. it’s fucking wack being a face to face girl in a phone world. i’m sorry i never text back—it is actually because i love you too much to send you some bullshit just for the sake of it.

what’s crazy about being in your late 20s is that you’ve only been an adult for a decade and people are really out here believing your life is over

babe wake up...i need to tell you multiple thoughts that don't corelate at all that i had in the span of five minutes..