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Uhm, Iâm sorry about being gone so long.

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âAhâŚâ Aster began, before holding is hands together in front of himself. âYes. My name is Aster- Aster Laker. Eh⌠Iâm sorry about the⌠I didnât mean to be so, energetic, I guess? Richter always used to tell me Iâm gonna overwhelm peopleâŚâ
The maleâs speech trailed off; blinking again. âOh, how do you know my name, though?â The researcherâs green hues looked to the female. ââŚAlso; can I know yours? Itâs not very fair if I know youâre name but you donât know mine.âÂ
The male smiles sheepishly. âIâm still sorry about that. I didnât mean to shock you.â Aster assumed he was far too energetic around her, which was hard to control for him, sure- but he could get himself to tone it down.
He managed to for his research, often enough- itâd be much easier to do it for other people. Or so heâd imagine.
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âItâs okay,â Marta said quickly, âI just wasnât expecting anyone to be there.â Especially someone who as far as she knew was supposed to be long dead. And while she might notâve believed him when he claimed to be Aster, he had mentioned Richter.
She might be being a little too trusting right now but Marta couldnât help itâAster looked so much like EmilâŚ
âŚAh this is probably what Richter had felt isnât it?
âLike I said, itâs okay.â Marta managed to smile faintly. Asterâs smile was infectious even with her bad mood. And it really wasnât his faultâsure sheâd been surprised by how much he could talk at one time but it had really been his appearance that had startled her.
Though now she was curious as to how he was here.
The spinner wielder tilted her head slightly. ââŚ..Why are you here? I meanâShould you be in Sybak?â Marta asked. Or was he looking for RichterâŚ?
âOh, about that!â Aster practically jumped up a bit in excitement, pointing in some random direction. âSee, there were these kids, and they were hurting this snake, so I chased them off, sorta, and I went to check if the snake had any wounds, right? âCoz they were hitting it and stuff, it was so mean to do to the poor thing! I canât believe how cruel kids are these days! Donât their parents have any morals?...â
Aster realizes heâs getting a bit derailed from the main point, so tries to get back on topic. His face is flushed from speaking so much, so quickly. âSo, uhm, anyway, I went to go get it, right? Well it slithered away really fast! So I figured Iâd just stop here for today...â Aster is an avid protector of all living things, as you can tell.
â...â The blond haired male blinks, before starting to pat his labcoat down. âMemopad, memopad.... memopad......âÂ
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âYes?â
Aster lets out a small gasp at the voice, turning from a bookshelf he was examining.
âHello!â The researcher rushes over to the other. Heâs a bit more energetic, because heâs never seen a place like this. Itâs exciting to him. A chance to learn new things is always good in Asterâs opinion.
âDo you happen to know where I am?"Â
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âAh, Richter, good! Youâre here just in time!â There goes Aster tugging the red-haired male over towards a table. Aster⌠Donât be so pushy.
âDoesnât this look good?â The boy asks excitedly, holding his arms out and grinning. He apparently made some food from the look of whatâs on the table.
âWe had some sausage and peppers as well as some buns so I made sandwiches!â The blond grins, seeming proud of himself.Â
âI wasnât sure if you liked red or green peppers better so I made both.â
   x. â â ⌠aster?â
   he had only just stepped inside before the sleeve of his coat was within the blondâs grasp and he was already transitioning into taking careful stride to where he was being led. his gaze slowly moves from his fellow researcherâs visage to the meager display on the table. what he gathers in that brief moment is that aster seems proud of his creation [ judging by his avid expression  & body language ] â no matter what it may have been.
   tugging at the fingers of his right hand glove, the half-elf nonchalantly sets the material aside while listening to the explanation of sandwiches. âyou did all this? â whatâs the occasion?â questions that accompany his now ungloved hand lifting the bun off of one to examine its contents.
âOccasion?â Aster questions, unsure, and slightly confused for a moment, before letting out a rather indecent squeak. âEek! I totally didnât think I needed an event to cook!â He looks a bit distraught. âI donât know, what should we do Richter?!â
Thus the blond researcher totally misunderstands. He gets up to move towards the calender- thinking maybe he missed something- but then loses his balance, trips, and falls flat on his face.
Que whining from the younger male.
âOwww! Stupid clumsy ...â Some inaudible mumbling from the male as he moves to stand again.
âHello!â Aster had popped up in front of Marta from seemingly nowhere, although that wasnât exactly the case. He had watched her from a distance, and came to greet her as she spoke up.
âWhatcha talkinâ to yourself about, miss?â Aster peered curiously at the girl. âYou seem down, you should smile! I bet youâd look pretty with a smile on your face!â The blonde moved his fingers to the corners of her lips, pulling them upward. âMuch better~!â
Aster laughed happily, before dropping his hands to his sides. âSorry, I just⌠I was friends with someone who hardly smiles. I feel like everyone should show the world a smile, though! Donât let anything get you down~! All that jazz, yâknow?â The researcherâs labcoat swayed as he spoke, his laughter dying down.
âBut Iâm being honest, seriously!â His expression now mimicked his words, he was certainly serious. âPlease, donât be so down, alright? You look like youâve went through some hard times, but⌠I know you can make it through.â
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Marta had not been expecting someone to pop up right in front of her like this man did. Because of that, she had almost attacked him, instincts from the journey taking over for all of 2 seconds. Because as soon as she clearly saw his face, she froze.
It wasnât possible for him to be here. Emil was gone, trapped in a way-and the only other person who could have this face was dead.
So when the man made her âsmileâ, Marta didnât do a thing to stop him. In fact the majority of what he was saying went completely over her head. It was only when he stopped speaking that she finally snapped back into attention.
âYouâreâŚâ Impossible? Dead? Not real? ââŚAster, arenât you?â
Because even if it was impossible, stranger things had happenedâŚso should she really be surprised about this? Ah, if only Richter were here, heâd be happyâŚand Emil too, because she had a feeling her friend had always wanted to meet Aster himself.
âAh...â Aster began, before holding is hands together in front of himself. âYes. My name is Aster- Aster Laker. Eh... Iâm sorry about the... I didnât mean to be so, energetic, I guess? Richter always used to tell me Iâm gonna overwhelm people...â
The maleâs speech trailed off; blinking again. âOh, how do you know my name, though?â The researcherâs green hues looked to the female. â...Also; can I know yours? Itâs not very fair if I know youâre name but you donât know mine.âÂ
The male smiles sheepishly. âIâm still sorry about that. I didn't mean to shock you.â Aster assumed he was far too energetic around her, which was hard to control for him, sure- but he could get himself to tone it down.
He managed to for his research, often enough- itâd be much easier to do it for other people. Or so heâd imagine.

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Aster stares at the younger male for a few seconds, a slight frown crossing his features. However, after that brief moment, a larger smile appears. âItâs a pleasure, Emil!â The male, although they were the same height, decided to pat Emilâs head.Â
âThereâs no need to be so on edge, alright? You look like scared little a puppy, and it doesnât fit you well~.â The slightly older male withdrew his hand. âI donât know what youâre going through, but I can at least try and help, so Iâll give you some advice!â doing a small twirl, his lab coat swaying with the motion, he did a small spin before turning to face the other again. âRepeat this after me, alright?â
âCourage is the magic that turns dreams into reality!â
Blinking at the head pat, his hand automatically touching his head afterwards. His gaze then softened when his appearance was mentioned, lowering his head. He knew he looked bad, weak, scared maybe. ( Sure it probably doesnât look right to him, but to me, itâs normal⌠)Â
His expression changed, however, once the word âadviceâ was uttered, and even more so when the other said some very strange words⌠Furrowing his brows, Emil tilted his head in confusion. âWh..what..?â
âNothing will change if you donât take initiative. No one wants to live scared, after all. Itâs not a comfortable life style. Choose something you like; something youâd want to do. Something thatâll make you happy. And make it a reality.â
The male smiled more, holding his fingers up to his own lips, as through making a smile. Itâs more of an example for Emil. âWith courage, anything is possible! If you try, chances are you can succeed.â The researcher took his fingers away from his own lips, and held out his arms.Â
âThereâs so many options in the world, you donât deserve to suffer. Make your dreams come true! Have your courage turn your dreams to reality!â
Aster smiles a bit apologetically. Perhaps he scared this other who shares his appearance. âI, eheh⌠Iâm Aster. Aster Laker. Itâs a pleasure to meet you!â The researcher holds his hand out.
âAnd whatâs your name?â The scientist questioned, turning his green eyes to the otherâs. Ah⌠They even shared the same eye color. Quite an uncanny resemblance. To most people itâd be unsettling, but to Aster it was just another mystery he wanted to figure out.
Hesitantly, Emil extended his hand to shake the otherâs. âIâm⌠Iâm Emil Castagnier,â he replied shyly. âI-Itâs nice to meet you too..â Staring at this⌠Aster, the teen gave a look of concern as he felt rather unnerved by it all. Honestly, he felt sort of sick to see another of himself, and looking so⌠upbeat.
Looking in mirrors at home, he was used to seeing such a down and melancholy face, rarely smiling and rarely encouraging. But Aster held a rather sunny and bright expression, full of wonder and curiosity. It seemed alright, but it just didnât feel okay. Emil bit his lip nervously, his retracted hand twitching at his side.
Aster stares at the younger male for a few seconds, a slight frown crossing his features. However, after that brief moment, a larger smile appears. âItâs a pleasure, Emil!â The male, although they were the same height, decided to pat Emilâs head.Â
âThereâs no need to be so on edge, alright? You look like scared little a puppy, and it doesnât fit you well~.â The slightly older male withdrew his hand. âI donât know what youâre going through, but I can at least try and help, so Iâll give you some advice!â doing a small twirl, his lab coat swaying with the motion, he did a small spin before turning to face the other again. âRepeat this after me, alright?â
âCourage is the magic that turns dreams into reality!â
Aster eyes the other, leaning his face towards the boy with the similar appearance. âYou look like me.â Was Asterâs first statement, before a large grin crosses his lips.
âYouâre like my twin! Ohmygosh this is so cool; I wonder if youâre a clone? Oooooh, or maybe a doppelganger! Ohhh⌠I wish I had my notebook with me!â The researcher practically whines.
âWh-what?â Emil muttered in confusion, his eyes wide and puzzled. Clone? Doppelganger-? Emil furrowed his brows before he tilted his head. âIâm not⌠a clone? Um..âÂ
He just didnât know what was up with this guy⌠He was dressed like a scientist, of course, but⌠He sort of talked crazy. Maybe he wasnât all there? Shaking the thoughts out, Emil gave a nervous smile, showing polite kindness to the other blond. âAh⌠Wh-who are you..?â
Aster smiles a bit apologetically. Perhaps he scared this other who shares his appearance. âI, eheh... Iâm Aster. Aster Laker. Itâs a pleasure to meet you!â The researcher holds his hand out.
âAnd whatâs your name?â The scientist questioned, turning his green eyes to the otherâs. Ah... They even shared the same eye color. Quite an uncanny resemblance. To most people itâd be unsettling, but to Aster it was just another mystery he wanted to figure out.
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i. animal: ferret ii. color: white iii. month: july iv. song: the child in me v. number: 13 vi. day or night: day vii. plant: aster (was that not obvious?) viii. smell: chemicals ix. gemstone: ruby x. season: spring xi. place: Imperial Research Academy xii. food: fruits xiii. astrological sign: leo xiv. element: light xv. drink: tea
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âAh, Richter, good! Youâre here just in time!â There goes Aster tugging the red-haired male over towards a table. Aster... Donât be so pushy.
âDoesnât this look good?â The boy asks excitedly, holding his arms out and grinning. He apparently made some food from the look of whatâs on the table.
âWe had some sausage and peppers as well as some buns so I made sandwiches!â The blond grins, seeming proud of himself.Â
âI wasnât sure if you liked red or green peppers better so I made both.â

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Sitting by the staircase in front of his home, Emil sighed, burying his head in his hand. He could hear his aunt and uncle fighting inside, about, of course, him. The blond tried his hardest to shut them out, tears lining up his eyes.Â
When he moved to cover his face with his arms in his legs, a sight caught his attention. He looked up, at another blond with his same face. Emil blinked, jaw dropping.
Aster eyes the other, leaning his face towards the boy with the similar appearance. âYou look like me.â Was Asterâs first statement, before a large grin crosses his lips.
âYouâre like my twin! Ohmygosh this is so cool; I wonder if youâre a clone? Oooooh, or maybe a doppelganger! Ohhh... I wish I had my notebook with me!â The researcher practically whines.
âEveryone! Science has confirmed space booze is a real thing. Space. Booze.â
âNo problem! People here already decided Iâm as weird as they come. âŚThat and I talk out problems to myself all the time, so itâs nothing new to them.â
âItâs a pleasure to meet you Edna!â He smiles wide. âAnd yeah; Iâve been here since I was young. I was considered a child prodigy, so they took me in when I was about⌠nine?â
His green hues dimmed for a brief moment, before another grin crosses his lips. âNot everyoneâs awful. I mean; many people are, but someday, maybe, thatâll change. Someday kind people will be more of an abundance!â Thatâs just wishful thinking, but Aster IS an idealist.
âSo itâll look ânormalâ to the others if they see you talk to me.Heh~âshe chuckled slightly. At least this meant she could talk to him without him being looked strangely at and feeling âweird.â
Edna couldnât help but smile as Aster had a wide smile. âMy you really are an idealist..You sound like him..âShe mumbled before nodding. âI want to believe youâre right, Aster. Mind if I stay with you?âshe asked, having decided he was one of the few humans she liked.
ââHimâ?â Aster questions, before blinking. âAh, uhm... My curiosity gets the best of me a lot. If itâs something you donât want to answer you donât need to.â
The blond nods as she asks if she can stay. âSure! Although it might be pretty boring. I just sit in the lab most of the day. ...Although I might go back to my study, I needed to grab some books and then I was going to read them and maybe do a paper-â Aster laughs awkwardly.Â
âOh, right, if I get carried away you can always tell me to stop. It seems to happen a lot.â
âOh, no, I wouldnât dream of doing that!â Aster quickly replied, seeming visibly disgusted by the idea. âJustâŚ. Some of the researchers here take their job a little too seriously. They might try and dissect you to like, see what makes you tick or something. A lot of them are really mean, though, to be honest.â
Aster shakes his head. âJust, try not to announce that your invisible if someone else sees you here. Itâs not a good idea.â He pauses, laughing awkwardly. âSorry, anyway⌠My nameâs Aster. Aster Laker. Youâre in the Imperial Research Academy of Sybak, which is the University town. If I can be of any help to you please let me know.â
âSo humans are still as horrible and cruel as back then..âshe murmured to herself, sighing sadly. The seraph had hoped that humans had changed but itâs impossible.
But as the blonde introduced himself to her, Edna thought he was a little like Sorey. Nice. Warmhearted. âOh nice to meet you Aster..Iâm Edna. So youâre a researcher too? Itâs okay I donât need any help. But if people see you talking alone and canât see me they might think youâre weird..hope you donât mind.â
âNo problem! People here already decided Iâm as weird as they come. ...That and I talk out problems to myself all the time, so itâs nothing new to them.â
âItâs a pleasure to meet you Edna!â He smiles wide. âAnd yeah; Iâve been here since I was young. I was considered a child prodigy, so they took me in when I was about... nine?â
His green hues dimmed for a brief moment, before another grin crosses his lips. âNot everyoneâs awful. I mean; many people are, but someday, maybe, thatâll change. Someday kind people will be more of an abundance!â Thatâs just wishful thinking, but Aster IS an idealist.
Aster laughs. âIâve been told that many times before. I suppose itâs true.â However the boy looked up at the other again, thoughtful for a moment. âYes, I can see you. Can others not?â The male watches her curiously. Perhaps she should not have mentioned that. Aster IS a researcher after all.
He looks closer at her, his nose almost touching hers. âYou seem to be an ordinary humanâŚ. Is this a joke?â The blond pouts a bit. âIf so, thatâs not nice! Youâre in an academy!!! Someone might take you seriously and try and dissect you or somethingâŚâ
âNo others cannot see me. Or shouldnât be able to at least.â As he leaned closer to her, his nose almost touching hers, she took a little step back, being slightly intimidated by the male. He sure wasnât scared.
âI-Iâm not joking!âEdna huffed, noticing she stuttered for the first time. âWhy would someone want to dissect me..?But..you wonât do that right?Youâd better not or I might have to hurt you.â Edna wasnât sure if he was a threat to her life now or not. But he didnât seem like it.
âOh, no, I wouldnât dream of doing that!â Aster quickly replied, seeming visibly disgusted by the idea. âJust.... Some of the researchers here take their job a little too seriously. They might try and dissect you to like, see what makes you tick or something. A lot of them are really mean, though, to be honest.â
Aster shakes his head. âJust, try not to announce that your invisible if someone else sees you here. Itâs not a good idea.â He pauses, laughing awkwardly. âSorry, anyway... My nameâs Aster. Aster Laker. Youâre in the Imperial Research Academy of Sybak, which is the University town. If I can be of any help to you please let me know.â

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âI can do itâŚâ Aster begins to speak with a grin, before it quickly fades and he is letting out a quiet sigh. âActually, yeah nevermind, maybe not⌠But, um, we donât really have much right now because Iâve been holed up in my roomâŚâ
âI can make dippy eggs with the eggs and add some random vegetables to it. I know that is in the fridgeâ Plus itâs healthy.
âDunky eggs!â Aster gasps dramatically. âGood idea! Thank you Lyra!â He hugs his daughter. âYouâre such a good girl. Smart, pretty, and a good cook. Youâre going to make a fine wife to someone when youâre older.â Aster pauses at his own statement, before a frown crosses his face. âI donât wanna be old!âÂ
âThat is so true!â Aster is laughing more. Itâs nice to be around other Asters, apparently. Then he realizes something.
âUh⌠I didnât, think that through.â Aster please, youâre a researcher why wouldnât you think anything through. âŚThen again maybe thatâs why everything blows up around you. âI got so excited about the mention of doggies I just rambled. Oops.â The blond laughs awkwardly. âI guess we could go to an adoption agency?â
The more Asters, the funnier!
Aster gasped at that, realizing he didnât think that through either. âWe could! Wasnât there one at Palmacosta?!â He heard some tourists talking about it a while ago, even though he didnât really know where it was now, but nothing could stop him now, for his dosâs sake!
âThough, do we really need the permision from the University orâŚâ Tell him itâs âorâ.
âOhhh, I think so.â Aster replied to the other Aster, nodding. âI do recall hearing about it, anyway.â The blond then looks at him when mentioning permission.
âNah, one time these kids were throwing rocks at a snake so I took it in for a while until it got better.â It did end up getting loose and caused a lot of problems, but thatâs another story for another time...