Faerie Whispers

This past year has been the weirdest of my life. I’m not used to so many changes. I prayed for the courage to let go of something in my life I thought I never would have and felt so much weight lift off my shoulders when I finally did it, I semi-recovered from my eating disorder (only to start battling it again this past month), I fell madly in love, I got a job doing something I love (and just got let go the other day) but it was still a wonderful experience regardless, I had a crippling panic attack the other night that completely paralyzed my body for 2 hours and gave me short term memory loss (but hey, I haven't had one of those in a long ass time so it's progress!) I made plans to finally do some traveling in August and go on my first plane ride, I’m slowly starting to feel more confident, I don't give into my self destructive urges as much as I used to, some really weird drama with a stalker, my childhood best friend whom I haven't seen in 5 years is coming to visit and so much more! I haven't really taken the time to just be alone with my thoughts and breathe and just be present. All these ups and downs have me feeling grateful to be alive and moving forward each day even though it can be really damn hard sometimes. 

omg it's been forever since i've been on here. life has been crazy