Ginger Cats…

I love randomly maturing on a random Tuesday and realizing how fucked up my past actions were or like hey maybe this celebrity I disliked wasn’t actually all that bad and I was just being dramatic but also it’s cause I’m a teenager and like my frontal lobe is developing still but yeah idk I just like maturing :)

Does anybody else have a parent who doesn’t take chronic pain or injuries in general seriously or is that just mine? Cause I tore something in my shoulder and it went untreated for so long and I was told to “just push through it” so it traveled down my back and I have such bad chronic pain from my shoulder down to like just above my tail bone I can’t even move some days especially after practices and actually now that I’m thinking about it it NEVER got treated cause I never went to physical therapy my mom just got a diagnosis and my doctor told us to get physical therapy and it NEVER happened and I’m a minor so I need parental consent obviously

I fucking hate trying to get a job as a minor cause like I’m sorry but I don’t wanna be like “mommyyy can you please fill out this form for me so I can get a job” but also I’m just generally scared to ask my parents or anybody for anything for like no reason and I do understand why I need the legal form but still like I just don’t want to. I’m trying to apply for this theater camp to be one of their councilors because I grew up going there and stuff and I’m a chud theater kid who needs a job for the summer (technically next summer cause I missed the deadline to apply this year I’ve just realized..) it’s fun there honestly but like it’s gonna be so awkward I feel like if I do get a job there because like there’s this councilor that’s worked there forever and I used to openly thirst over him and I do NOT wanna work with him by any means bro out of pure awkwardness it was a few years ago but I heavily regret it deeply but he is nice and I haven’t talked to him since but oh my god 😭

Can someone please explain Zeno and neo pronouns to me like I’m a 5 year old child because I do respect them and I’ll use them I just don’t understand them well besides the fact it makes people more comfortable and it’s like pup/pupself? it’s just no matter how many times I do research I don’t understand and like what’s the difference? I don’t get it?!

I love and hate theater camp but there’s these 2 people I think are cool but I’m scared to talk to them mostly cause they’re alt and I’m always scared when I talk to alt people they think I’m gonna bully them cause I’m basic af and low key just look like I’d bully an alt person and usually if I wanna talk to people I have my emotional support alt person to help talk to them for me so it doesn’t look like I’m about to bully them but they’re not here :(

I just found out what a Alaskan king size bed is and I want it like 9x9 feet sounds absolutely amazing but it’s probably hella expensive 😭

How do I make myself sleep late into the afternoon in stead of just until 1 pm 🤔

This is gonna sound hella weird but does anyone else like feel a weird like twitching in their stomach like it’s coming from inside? The best way I can describe it is like what I imagine a baby kicking to feel like? Maybe I’m the start of a zombie apocalypse idk 😭🙏

I hate hypocritical people with a passion they’re a “feminist” but you make degrading jokes about women or your friends do, you’re not homophobic but you say the f slur because you have a gay best friend. There’s so many more examples and it irritates me to the core

My rice purity is 90 but my A03 purity is 30 I’m crine 😭

Thinking about the time my friend said you can’t be Christian and a asshole and someone got hella offended 😭

Any shops people would recommend for someone who wants to start dressing Hyme/hime Gyaru or Hymekaji? (Ik they’re different but similar) I’m going into this pretty much blind since I’ve been basic most of my life without many alt people around me to recommend good shops and I don’t wanna waste my money on shitty clothing

I think I was always meant to be a Chinese douyin dwerking boy but god made me a white woman 😞

On god my ass needs a boyfriend NOW I’m so lonely and the fanfics are NOT working anymore to fix that (it’s unhealthy but I’m also a teenage girl what can I say) anyways I’m tweaking and honestly I wouldn’t mind a girlfriend either considering I’m from unpicky city (pan) I just prefer men but also every single guy in a 20 mile radius of me have all mutually agreed I’m chopped cheese and also every guy I’ve ever liked has liked my best friend instead so and I’m too much of a scaredy cat to ever actually date a women even if I’ve like so many 😭