I was really comforted earlier by a video i watched. It goes something like this. God removed you from those people because he sees and hears conversation behind your back. God has a better plan. And if he says no to something, a greater YES will be coming. I was crying my guts out earlier but this calmed me down. This is me handling all my anxiety to the Lord. That everytime I'll be thinking about it I will pray. I will pray that He will take away those thoughts. I will pray that i will be stronger than what i can imagine. I am stronger than my thoughts. This is not my loss instead a gain. Time to finally focus on myself. And I'm excited.
A friend told me I am winning. Yes I am.
A friend told me that i will find someone better and deserving. Yes I will.
Friends told me too many "I love you's" and virtual hugs.
I am overwhelmed by the people who got my back.
This is when I realized that "hey I am a wonderful person". I gained all this love and support because of how I love them back. And if I can pull off that kind of love from everyone else, I can definitely find a great great great one.
There will be better days. Il y aura des jours meilleures. 🌷