Today was a good day
This has just become a diary of little reminders to think positively since I’m such a negative asshole...but, like, how many people actually follow me anyway? 😄
Today I had my first ever adult furniture delivered to my new house. I legitimately was clicking my heels at work because I was/am so giddy. I the more I stop by the house the more anxiety I feel lifting from my chest.
The bathroom is so big that I can finally have the “jungle” I’ve dreamed of! I actually FIT COMFORTABLY in the tub! It’s been fucking years since I was able to take a truly relaxing bath. I’ve always had to divide the underwater time between my upper and lower halves since neither were able to be submerged simultaneously. I spent a good 20 minutes today just going through emails while laying in the tub (fully clothed) as I waited for the furniture delivery dudes to show up.
I have my own backyard that won’t be filled with constant trash and cigarette butts. The front gets great full sun and the back is nicely private with a large, shady tree and strong afternoon sun. Once I take a power washer to it, it’ll be goddam beautiful. Also, PLANTS!
The entire upstairs has stick on laminate parquet on the floors which is underwhelming, but I found the most gorgeous hardwood floors underneath. Same thing with the original trim along the doors and walls. I’ll just need to strip and refinish them and it’ll look amazing.
For the first time in a long fucking time I am seriously happy as all hell. I’ve worked my ass off and now I can revel in the beautiful landscape that I’ve sown. I’m doing great, mother fucker!



















