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And Shane is like, “yeah, I’m married to you.”

This is the greatest news Ilya has ever heard. “What?” He asks, happy tears springing to his eyes. “Me?”

“Yeah.”

“For real?”

“Yeah, Ilya, of course. I love you; we’re married.”

“You love me?”

“Yeah,” Shane laughs. “A lot.”

“Wow. Wow.” Ilya is stunned. “I really married you?”

“Yeah look.” Shane takes his hand and shows him the wedding band on his finger before showing off his own. He presses a sweet, chaste kiss to Ilya’s mouth and the poor guy melts.

“Oh wow,” Ilya sighs. Then pauses. “Wait, come back here. We’re married, come—”

In an alternate universe:

I LOVE Dean , I RELATE to Dean, I strive to EMBODY Dean, which is exactly why I am so obsessed with Cas. He's beautiful, majestic and perfect.

You are allowed to mourn and grieve anyone that has had a positive affect on your life. 

Five years ago, my sister woke me up with the news of Jonghyun’s passing. It was a rollercoaster of emotions being heartbroken for someone I had never met, will never meet. I never went in depth about how I felt with my family, except my sister, because it was hard to describe mourning a celebrity. 

It took almost four months to realize that just because I didn’t know him personally, doesn’t  mean that I don’t have the right to feel sad- no heartbroken- about his passing. SHINee has had an immense affect on my Kpop journey and brought, still bring, me so much happiness.

So mourn Moonbin. I know I will. I found Astro in 2018, my first comeback with them was Always You. All Night was my favorite song of 2019 and is one of my favorite Kpop songs ever. They’ve brought me so much laughter at a time I was going through a lot and honestly, just made me happy with their content and their music. I’m distraught about Moonbin’s passing and I’m going to let myself feel what I need to get through this. A Pinterest quote I saw after Jonghyun’s passing was “some things you don’t get over, you just get through them.” I’m not over Jonghyun’s death but I got through it. I won’t get over Moonbin’s death but I’ll get through it. Your feelings, whether you’re an Aroha from the start, an Aroha from the middle, or a baby Aroha, are valid. Don’t anyone tell you different just because they don’t understand what you’re going through. 

Check in on your friends but also check in on yourself. It’s almost not said enough but check in on yourself during this hard time. If you need to talk to someone, reach out to a person you trust. If you need to distract yourself, do it safely. If you’re spiraling and think you need help, seek it. 

My inbox is open. Granted I’m not a license therapist or medical professional but if having a listening ear, even if it’s a stranger on the internet, can help someone’s heart feel a little lighter, I would love to be that.

every reblog to this post is a prayer for moonbin’s sister. a consoling hug to his mother and father. a blowing of a dandelion into the hearts, minds and souls of aroha, rocky, sanha, jinjin, eunwoo, mj, the poor fucking manager that had to deal with the terror of finding moonbin dead in his home. 

moonbin, i hope with every fiber of myself, my heart, soul and being that your every breath in whatever new chapter, whichever foreign new world you’ve just stepped into is free of worry. i hope that you never have to cry again, that throughout your every moment wherever you are now, your heart is unburdened by the darkness of pain, sadness and sorrow.

goodbye my angel- may the stars birthed by the dandelions breathe you a breath of freedom in every moment you shine in the sky.

all our love goes to you, our prince…

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ᕼYᑌᑎᒍIᑎ ᙭ ᗷᒪᗩᑕK!ᖴEᗰ Oᑕ

✑ 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝙱𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚢 @parkhabits , 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 2011 𝙼𝚃𝚅 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚃𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚆𝚘𝚕𝚏. 𝚁𝚎𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚜, 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜, 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 ~♡

✑ 🛑 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜🛑 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐/ 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚊𝚐𝚎, 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚢, 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚜 (𝚖𝚊𝚓𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚛), 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚎, 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛, 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖𝚊/ 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗/ 𝚙𝚝𝚜𝚍/ 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚗𝚒𝚊/ 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚡𝚒𝚎𝚝𝚢, 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜.

✑𝚀𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 》 𝙳𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚊 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝. 𝙷𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚎𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚒 𝚂𝚌𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚢𝚗'𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚎𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚕. 𝙻𝚎𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚒 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕 𝚍𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙰𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝, 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚍?

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝- @peachjaem00 @ramenlixxie