A Match Beyond Measure Pt 16
Her eyes widened, âWhat?âÂ
He shrugged, âDo you mind sitting in the bowl? I need my hands free to hand out candy.âÂ
She stared at him in disbelief. He⌠he wanted her to do what?! Get in the bowl of candy?! Nausea began to rise in her throat, glancing down at the piles of chocolate as big as her. She flinched as unwanted images flashed in her mind, similar to the ones sheâd had at the restaurant when theyâd first met. Â
âAre⌠are you okay?âÂ
Cecilia couldnât respond, her mouth going dry as her vision of Garret morphed into something more sinister. His mouth curled into a sinister grin, showing off razor-sharp teeth, the rest of his face blacked out. Â
She squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head. Stop it, stop it! Â
When she opened them and looked up, the monstrous face she had conjured up had been replaced with something⌠even more painful. His brows were knitted, and his eyes bore into her with a sense of dread? Sadness? Guilt? A mix of all three?Â
He ever so slowly lowered his hand and set the bowl back down, his eyes lingering on it with a look of disbelief, âYou⌠believe in that⌠that stereotype. Donât you?âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
Garret averted his gaze, âWhat⌠the things people used to say about us, that humans say about us. ThatâŚâ he closed his eyes for a moment, pursing his lips, âThat we ⌠eat humans.âÂ
Her stomach squirmed at his words, and she slumped over, hugging herself, âIâŚâ she breathed, âI was always told these stories, from⌠from my father. They⌠they never really painted people like you in a⌠nice way.âÂ
She closed her eyes, the vivid memory of his wheelchair bound form holding her close as a pair of enormous shoes crossed in front of them. His hand was trembling, yet he held onto her even tighter, âKeep your distance. You have no idea what those things are capable of.âÂ
Cecilia looked back up at Garret, his eyes beginning to water. The moment she made eye contact, he squeezed them shut and breathed. When he opened them, they looked strained, as if they were in pain or being forced to remain composed.Â
âIâm sorry,â she muttered.Â
âDo you think Iâd⌠that Iâd ever do anything toâŚâ he held back a wince, his voice breaking, âTo hurt you?âÂ
Her eyes widened, and her once racing heart now felt as if it were being squished and dragged out of her. She stood and ran over to his thumb, giving it a reassuring pat..Â
âNo! No, how could I ever think that?â But you did, you did think that no less than a minute ago, she grimaced, looking back at her past self with disgust. How could she have ever thought that? When the very thought of it made Garret crumble. She rested her head against the pad of his fingerprint, her body relaxing at the distant sound of his heart beating, âI know now that⌠that it was stupid, ever thinking such things. I mean, youâve given me no reason to, and yet here I am making ridiculous assumptions just because I have no idea-âÂ
âItâs.. Itâs okay.â  Â
She craned her neck to look up at him. He stared down at her, a forced smile on his face.Â
âIâŚI think if I were in your shoes, Iâd⌠Iâd feel the same, or at least similar.âÂ
âYou do?âÂ
He shrugged, averting his gaze to look down at his other hand, âWell, when you think about it, I could justâŚâ he closed his fist, âAs easy as that. Gone.âÂ
A shiver ran down her spine as she stared at the closed fist, identical to the hand she was standing on. She involuntarily backed away from his thumb. Garret immediately took notice, his eyes snapping onto her.Â
âBut I would never!â he blabbered, âNever in a million years even think about⌠about anything like that!âÂ
She winced at his volume. His eyes widened, and he slapped a hand to his face.Â
âIâm sorry, IâmâŚâ he sighed and let out a pitiful laugh, âIâm probably acting just like the giants in those stories.â Â
Her eyes widened, âWhat? No-no! Not at all.â  Â
He looked down at her and smiled, âThanks for⌠for putting up with me.âÂ
Ceciliaâs heart gave a painful throb. So words sounded so similar to what she thought of every single time someone agreed to be her friend, to be around her⌠But she had good reason for thinking that! She was obnoxious and so uptight that it had to be annoying for people to be near her. She also had nothing really to offer in return that would be enough to warrant them being her friend, nothing to give back for the work they put in to put up with her. Â
Garret though⌠It wasnât a chore to be around him. Yes, maybe he was intimidating and didnât seem to know what to do with himself around humans, but he was new to this! And he was doing so much to try to be better. All she had done was continue to pull away and be afraid for no good reason at all.Â
She slowly walked back up to his thumb and hugged it as tightly as she could, but she doubted it felt like much to him. âItâs not putting up with you. I like being around you.âÂ
He raised a brow, âYou do?âÂ
She smiled up at him, âWell, yeah. Youâre kind and funny and⌠and try to do everything you can.â Her smile faltered, unlike me.  Â
Suddenly, his fingers dove and wrapped around her, giving her ribs a tight squeeze as she was whisked into the air. The air was once again knocked out of her when she slammed into the soft, rounded surface that was his cheek.Â
Her heart hammered as he nuzzled her against him, letting out a joyous chuckle, âI like being around you, too. Before, I was just going to be spending Halloween alone. Iâm glad thatâs not the case.âÂ
Cecilia was frozen, her head felt dizzy from having been brought up so high so fast, and she was still adjusting to Garretâs tight grip. Strangely, though, she didnât hate this. Yes, there was still a voice in her head freaking out about all the what-ifs, but the rest of her⌠liked this. His grip around her didnât feel crushing but secure⌠maybe a little tight, but still it was starting to register in her brain as something similar to a bear hug rather than something threatening.Â
She relaxed against his cheek, heart still hammering, but a small smile playing across her lips.Â
Garret pulled his hand away, and Cecilia fell into it as it carried her over in front of his face. He cleared his throat, looking a bit flustered, âSo uh, where do you want to sit? I can get you a chair orâŚâ he thought for a moment, âI could probably manage the bowl with one hand if youâd like to hang out in the other?âÂ
âAre you sure that wouldnât be any trouble?âÂ
âNah. I like letting kids grab their own candy anyway, gives them the chance to get their favorite.âÂ
Cecilia couldnât help but chuckle at just how much thought he put into Trick or Treating, âOkay.âÂ
He nodded. She stumbled when his hand began to lower. His hand came to rest on top of his knee, the bowl of candy in his lap looming nearby.Â
âOh! I almost forgot.â He reached into the bowl and withdrew a tiny orange object, pinched between his thumb and index finger. Cecilia stood her ground, barely flinching when his fingers hurried towards her, stopping right in front of her and holding out the object to her. It was another candy bowl, this one human-sized and overflowing with king-sized candy bars.Â
She took the bowl, and it was heavier than expected. Garret snorted with restrained laughter as she nearly toppled over. Â
âWould you be alright with handing those out to the little littles? I canât really get a good grip on a single bar.â She nodded up at him, lowering her and the bowl down, âThanks. I felt like such an ass last year when I didnât have anything for any human trick-or-treaters, and I donât think any parents would be too happy with me if I was handing out pieces of chocolate the size of their kid.âÂ
Cecilia laughed again, âSure.âÂ
âAlright then.â Garret leaned back in his chair, âTheyâll be coming out in hordes any moment now.âÂ
Five minutes went by when someone arrived. A boy dressed up as some superhero came running down the sidewalk, his parents calling after him. He raced up the front steps and shouted, âTrick or Treat!â Â
Garret held the bowl out for the boy, who eagerly dug around in it. His parents finally caught up to him right as he withdrew a fistful of candy.Â
âHunter, just take one,â said his mother.Â
Garret waved her off, âHeâs fine. Happy Halloween.âÂ
The boy flashed a grin and ran back down the steps, nearly getting tangled up in his cape.Â
The boyâs father rolled his eyes. âHappy Halloween.âÂ
Cecilia watched them go, giving them a little wave, even though she wasnât sure if they had even noticed her. Â
After the first family, the streets were quickly starting to fill with trick-or-treaters. It wasnât long before they were getting a steady stream of group after group, most of which were giants. That made sense to her; she wouldnât say it out loud, but she could imagine humans not being too keen to let their children lose in a neighborhood that was not just crowded with other wild kids but wild giant kids who werenât focused on where they were placing their feet.Â
They went through at least a few dozen groups, and Cecilia was beginning to believe that by the end of the night, the bowl of candy in her arms would still be full. Not a minute later, though, she spotted them. A group of around seven or eight kids (it was hard to tell from so far away) was slowly making their way along the sidewalk.  Â
The group all looked up at Garret as he excitedly waved to them, âHey! Happy Halloween!â They waved back before continuing forward. His brow furrowed. âDid you guys want some candy?âÂ
They stopped, and even from here she could see the weird look they were all giving him. Cecilia gasped when the hand beneath her rose along with Garret as he stood. He made his way down the stairs before kneeling and lowering his hand to the ground. Â
After collecting herself, she stood and awkwardly got off his hand. The group of kids looked from Garret to her, eying the bowl in her hands. She walked over to them and held it out. Several of their mouths dropped.Â
âOh yeah! Jackpot!â one cried, pushing to the front and snatching a bar. The others followed suit, all scrambling to get one of the king-sized bars as if there werenât plenty to go round.Â
âThanks man!â hollered back a boy dressed as a creepy clown.Â
Cecilia waved after them, âHappy Halloween.â She turned and looked up at Garret, still on his knees.Â
He smirked down at her, âThink theyâll spread the news of the jackpot house?âÂ
She laughed, âMaybe, though I donât know how many others will be coming through here.âÂ
âYouâre right. Hey, you think it would be better if we sat on the bottom step? Maybe they just canât see you from up there.âÂ
An odd shiver ran through her body. She didnât know why, but the thought of not just giants but other humans overlooking her existence was⌠a bit unsettling. Not that she wanted to be the center of attention or anything, it was just⌠unnerving. Once again, she couldnât help but wonder if this was how bugs felt, surrounded by things and beings so much bigger than them that they became insignificant⌠invisible to the rest of the world.Â
Is that all she was in a place like this? Insignificant? To the point where her life could be snuffed out just by-Â
âHey, you alright?âÂ
She jumped, nearly dropping her bowl of candy. Garret peered down at her, worry reflected in all of his features. Cecilia felt like slapping herself. Stop it. Stop spiraling off for no reason.Â
âYeah, Iâm fine.âÂ
âYou sure? Is something bothering you?â Â
She forced on a relaxed look, âNope, everythingâs all good.âÂ
He still didnât seem convinced, leaning in closer, âYouâre absolutely sure? You can tell me if somethingâs wrong.âÂ
Cecilia stared back up at him. Her feet felt glued to the spot by his unwavering attention. The way he looked at her⌠it felt like⌠the complete opposite of insignificant.Â
Did⌠did he know what she had been thinking? Was he trying to rectify it? Show her differently? If so, it was working. Â
Now she was wondering what was scarier for a bug: to be completely ignored by the world, or have it entirely focused on you.  Â
Cecilia cleared her throat, âSorry. My mind was just wandering.âÂ
Garret lightened up, âOh, do you often space out too?âÂ
She shrugged, âI guess. Though itâs more like my mind focuses on something random and decides to forget everything else to ponder it.âÂ
âHeh, sounds like my brother, I think itâs a sign of a smart person.âÂ
Cecilia felt her face heating up, âOh uh⌠I donât know. Anyways, if youâre okay with sitting at the bottom of the stairs, then sure.â Â
Garret nodded, âAlright. Itâll probably be less of an ordeal for you. You know, having to have me carry you up and down the stairs. From there, I can just help you down to the ground and back up without having to move from my seat.âÂ
She felt an itch of guilt, âOh, Iâm sorry if it was annoying having to do all that.âÂ
His eyes widened and he quickly shook his head, âOh no, I donât mind at all. I was more worried it would get annoying for you.â He held out his hand in front of her. She climbed on and closed her eyes as he began to move.Â
Even from his hand, she could feel the force of him sitting down. Did he know he did that? That his footsteps and movements cause the ground to shake? Would it be rude to ask?Â
After setting the candy bowl next to him, he leaned back, stretching out a bit. Cecilia watched as his shirt shifted upwards, revealing a sliver of his stomach. She caught a glimpse of several white lines stretched over his skin.Â
Suddenly, Garretâs hand snatched the bottom of his shirt and yanked it down, hurriedly covering up. She looked up at his face. He wasnât looking at her, purposely avoiding eye contact while his face went red. It was different, though, embarrassed and maybe even⌠shame?Â
âOh look, more trick or treaters,â he blubbered, clearly desperate to draw her attention elsewhere.Â
Cecilia, still a little perplexed by his behavior, went along with it and turned to see another group making their way down the path.Â
Garret kept a cheery, enthusiastic attitude as he passed out candy, seeming as if he was truly enjoying himself. To his delight, they were visited by more groups of humans. Cecilia wasnât sure if the first ones had spread the word or not, but it sure seemed like the word was spreading some way or another.Â
Many were teenagers, all scrambling to get their hands on a king-sized bar. Once or twice, though, they had a few younger kids come through. She guessed most parents were stirring their children clear of the neighborhood for their own safety. Â
One little girl had hurried up the path and had run right past Cecilia to reach Garret. She excitedly held out her bag to him, expecting a candy from the big bowl. He had laughed and had pointed her to Cecilia, but she wouldnât budge.Â
Cecilia and Garret both shared a good laugh as the kid tried to convince her parents she would be fine carrying a piece of candy double her size all night, before finally taking a candy bar from the human bowl.Â
The night wore on, and she found herself relaxing in the palm of his hand. Garret smiled down at her. Â
âTired?âÂ
âA little.âÂ
âIâm almost out of candy. You ready to be done?âÂ
She sat up, âYeah, I think so. I should probably be getting back-âÂ
Wait. Her bike was a useless crumpled-up piece of metal. Â
âUm⌠I guess I should get going pretty soon if I want to make it back before midnight,â she glanced out into the night, nervously stirring inside her at the thought of walking home⌠alone, at night, on Halloween. Â
Garretâs eyes widened. âWait, you werenât thinking of walking home, were you?âÂ
She shrugged, âWell, itâs the only option I got.âÂ
âI could walk you back, it would be a lot faster.âÂ
She waved him off, âThatâs alright, I donât want you to have to do all that.â  Â
âBut you canât just walk back alone. At this time?â Â
He had a point there, and Cecilia herself wasnât keen on the idea either. But what else was she supposed to do?Â
Her heart skipped a beat when an idea came to mind. It must have shown on her face as well.Â
âWhat?â asked Garret.Â
She felt her face heating up. Would asking be crossing the line? Was it rude?Â
âUm⌠well⌠I was just wondering⌠You know⌠would it be possible for me to stay the night?âÂ
She braced for the rejection.  Â



















