Raindrops

Everything fell into place.

When I think everything's going to be okay

Or so I thought.

I was eleven then,

When I thought the world was unfair

For breaking a child's heart.

She was seventy nine then,

I was eleven,

When I first learned and forced to understand,

What death can do.

I was eleven then,

When I thought the world was unfair.

I am twenty six now,

When I finally knew the world was always unfair.

I was eleven then,

She was seventy nine,

When her world became up there,

While mine has fallen apart.

I was eleven then,

Hurting, for losing you Inay.

I am twenty six now,

Still feeling that pain, for losing you Inay.

Fifteen years..

Not yours.

This is my darkness

I don't want you to see

This is my darkness

I'm afraid you might unlove me

The people we live with,

We just couldn’t be ourselves.

Our feelings, this love;

In this part of the world, this love;

it may be homeless.

But as long as

we’re in each others’ arms,

—Raindrops, Calm

The most important thing is, you love. You love, and that’s what makes everything worth it. You love, and then you do things; be it sacrifice, be it fun, be it sweet, be it small or grand gestures. You love, and then everything else follow.

You love, and then you embrace the pain that comes with it. Because only then, you’ll know.. that it is real.

And you,