TW: Blunt talk about mental health issues, $h, sui ideation, hypers3xuality, and other unhealthy coping mechanisms and sensitive topics that might be triggering, disturbing or concerning for some people. In such case, please just block.
I'm being kinda ambiguous with the tws because I'm not sure what I'm going to post here exactly. I plan to use this blog to vent and share random things about my daily life, but again, I'm not sure, so the warning is there anyway.
DNI: I actually have a long dni list that I'm too lazy to mention. I block freely most of time, but generally, dni if you support weird sh!t like p@raph!lias, politicians, or any ideology against human rights, basically anti-woke.
About me: I'm currently studying my first year of an animation career, I'm also in the drama club, it's quite fun. I used to play the keyboard (piano) when I was in high school, but now with the little time I have plus my back pain, I haven't done it for a while.
I'm quite nerdy about Vocaloid and pjsk; I got into them when I was in my lowest in middle school and they've become my life since then. I'm also a sharing Rui yumeshipper (Yes, my actual boyfriend knows, yes, he's okay with it), I love him so much, Rui yumeshippers please talk to me I need to share my love for him with other Rui lovers, he's just that amazing, he deserves all that love!! (つ≧▽≦)つ ♡
Likes: Vocaloid, pjsk, nso, sanrio, lads, mlp, bl, omori, Ado, fnaf, pmmm, crk, theater, drawing, my career, my boyfriend, dinosaurs, jirai kei fashion, cute things, sushi, most of desserts, my headphones.
Dislikes: My uni, math, foods with weird textures or strong flavors, meat, heat, too much light, too much loud, my undiagnosed autism, my diagnosed mental disorders, my chronic fatigue, MY FUCKING BACK PAINS.
Hobbies: Listening to music, playing rhythm or building/decorating games, collecting merch of my interests, especially plushies, making papercrafts, cosplaying sometimes.
As for other social media platforms, I usually only use them to post art just like my main blog. At the moment I only have Blue Sky: @raincandyal.bsky.social, Threads: gomu_thebluereptile, SpaceHey: Gomu, and an Instagram acc, but I only accept people I'm very close to there, so I'm not adding it here.
Also, English isn't my native language, so I apologize if I make a mistake or even talk in Spanish (my native language).
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Yesterday in tutoring class we had an activity of writing down things you like about each other and I realized that maybe I'm not as invisible as I thought... They really like my style? My art? My personality?... Am I really making a difference?...
I haven't been able to stop thinking about it, even if they don't really mean it, I really needed to hear it.
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WAHAHH I KNOW MY BF LOVES AND ACCEPTS ME EVEN WITH MY MENTAL ILLNESS AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHY I CAN'T BE GLOOMY AROUND HIM I ALWAYS HAVE THE URGE TO BE SILLY AND WHIMSICAL AND HOLD HIM AND KISS HIM AND STROKE HIS HAIR AND CUDDLE AND MAKE OUT AND MAKE HIM MINE UGHHHGGFGGG WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO HANDSOME AND CUTE AND PRETTY AND GORGEOUS AND SMART AND UNDERSTANDING AND CARING AND SILLY AND GOOD LISTENER?!?!?;?!?!?;?;?;?? IT'S NOT FAIR!!1!!1!1!1!1!1!!1! ARAGGAHHGGGGGGG??1?1!!1!1111?!2!1;!1!1!!1
rui kamishiro I love rui kamishiro I play pjsk constantly so I can see rui I think I like rui I feel like Im on 15 lines of crack when I see him I think rui kamishiro is so amazing
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Accidentally went too deep and it burns badly but it's okay!!!!!!!!! I deserve it!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a useless piece of shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >///////<<<