~ Why I Need to Lose Weight ~
1. None of my pants fit over my disgusting thunder thighs
2. So my coworkers will gossip about how i look fit and healthy instead of how i “really let myself go”
3. So I can fit into my old clothes from when i was skinny
4. So my stomach doesn’t sag and jiggle when i move
5. So i can actually look in the mirror when i get out of the shower
6. So i can feel proud when I get dressed instead of feeling sick
7. So i can talk about food and people won’t look at me with judgement and disgust
8. So i can take a bath with a bath bomb and not feel like a fake undeserving pig - so i can take a bath and look dainty and pretty and feel like one of those aesthetic pics with tiny legs and flower petals
9. So i have boney shoulders and prominent collarbones
10. So i can sleep peacefully and wake up refreshed - not wake up sweaty, feeling sick & unworthy
11. So i can wear tank tops and tight clothes and look fit and lean
12. So i can walk like a model and my tiny legs will just glide by each other - they won’t rub and chafe and sweat
13. So i can glide gracefully across the floor instead of thumping around like an elephant
14. So i can be the thinspo instead of drooling over it
15. So i can feel powerful, disciplined, in control, and put together
16. So i dont want to numb the pain of being so disgusting and i can stay sober
17. So i will want to be awake and out in the world instead of hiding in my house 24/7 where no one can see me
18. To have confidence instead of shame
19. To be able to wear dresses and look nice instead of awkward
20. To feel comfortable in my skin
21. So i can wear whatever i want instead of being limited to what fits over my fat rolls
24. Feeling graceful and light
25. To prove to myself i have power and discipline
26. So if i gain a couple pounds no one will notice or care - unlike now where people expect it and roll their eyes thinking i’m a pig and theyre better than me
27. Being skinny means less food, can wear old clothes, etc - it’s less expensive
28. Have more mental energy to do other things instead of worrying about my weight
29. So i can cross my legs comfortably with space to spare
30. Pointy elbows, tiny arms, boney wrists
31. Less weight to carry around all the time
32. Learn to eat little so i can relax instead of constantly trying to burn off all the calories i shove in my piggy face
33. Go to the beach and look like a swimsuit model not like a beached whale 🐳
34. People will congratulate me on my weight loss
35. My friends will marvel at my control and wish they had my discipline
36. Impulsiveness will be a thing of the past
37. Customers will wonder and stare at how i move - they’ll wonder how my tiny, lean, frame has such strength and energy and endurance (the secret is that i only eat when i need the energy for work then i can work hard as possible and burn it off and never gain)
38. No sweaty summers, i’ll be comfortable in the sun
39. I can do workout videos without jiggling and crying
40. Be thinspo not fatspo
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