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amy mentions when they leave it will just be him and the tardis, a boy and his box. and the doctor covers this up by saying “it’s the best thing there is”. he as a person has an inability to sit still, and even admits to amy that while they’re sleeping he contiues having adventures without them. he spends so much of his time alone. just him and the tardis, and the stars, and that is so incredibly dangerous for a man with a god complex who is, at this point, so incredibly human.

eleven needs his companions to keep him grounded, to hold him accountable, but he also uses them as a way to keep his mind quiet, to keep from thinking and thinking and thinking. he is alone, and he gets into trouble because that’s how he forgets. he is constantly attempting to distract himself from his own pain, hiding it from those he cares about, running from it, and that in itself is extremely isolating.

he is shown more than once that any and rory will choose each other over him ( as they should. ), he spends his entire relationship with river knowing how it is going to end, and losing her along the way. he meets clara and loses her, again and again. he puts himself up in the sky above london. he sits on clara’s sofa and cries at the mention of river song.

oh, he has always been excitable. this iteration is just so very open about everything, every little feeling comes out as some explosion of emotion he can’t quite contain.

maybe once upon a time you used to be really good at dancing, all the lessons and the memory is still there, you were just dancing in the kitchen with your wife but now you take her hand and you’re tripping over your own feet. you know how to do this, you’ve done it a million times and your brain knows that but your body has forgotten all the steps. fully rewired coordination, clean slate muscle memory.

( suddenly your shoes are too tight, and you’re left handed, and you hate all of your favorite foods, the music you used to listen to makes your ears ring. )

don't say a word .

don't leave me here .

meet me at our spot tonight .

follow me and stay close .

don't beg , it's pathetic .

can you ( tie / zip ) this for me ?

stop lying to me . tell me what you did .

put that down , you don't know what it ( is / does ) .

get out of my sight .

stop pretending you know what's going on .

find a first-aid kit . quickly !

don't get yourself killed .

leave them to me , just go .

just admit that you love me .

just admit that you hate me .

come here , let me look at you .

( name ) , don't make me do this .

drop your ( weapon ) .

stay here and wait for my signal .

don't just sit there , move .

take this and run , don't let anyone have it .

pretend you're my ( partner / girlfriend / boyfriend ) .

don't look , you'll give us away .

don't say another word .

stop pretending like you care .

go make sure the coast is clear .

take this with you . it's a good luck charm .

don't tell anyone about this .

if anybody asks about today , lie .

stop looking at me like that .

tell me you love me .

just kiss me , already .

keep your eyes on the road .

stop crying and calm down .

come with me . there's so much we could do .

wear the ( dress / tie / item ) i gave you tonight .

show me how you like to be touched .

hold my hand .

kiss me , make it look real .

look at me . how many fingers am i holding up ?

will you marry me ?

just slow down for a minute . what's going on ?

take a deep breath , you need to calm down .

get out of here , ( name ) !

draw your weapon .

go rest . i'm not asking .

take a step back .

give me a straight answer .

be polite to our guests .

look me in the eye and say that again .

put your feelings aside for a moment .

keep close to me .

here , let me see that .

look up at the sky .

get out of here , i don't want to see you right now .

stand up , this isn't over yet .

close your eyes and count to ten .

smile for the camera !

keep your head down .

( name ) , let me past .

listen carefully to what i'm about to say .

don't just stare , come in .

stop laughing , this isn't funny .

take this and hide it .

don't make a sound .

put your hands up .

quit causing problems everywhere you go .

just admit that you don't know what you're doing .

stop right there , i mean it .

don't say that name aloud .

just trust me , okay ?

stop acting so childish .

call the police . now .

tell me you love me , even if it's not real .

take a good hard look .

stop the car , ( name ) .

don't make eye contact .

stay out of trouble .

just do it already , we've waited long enough .

hold me tight , and never let me go .

finish what you started .

tell me what you know .

just stay away from me .

turn around . slowly .

don't be scared .

put it down before somebody gets hurt .

stop pretending , i'm tired of the pretending .

grab me my ( item ) , will you ?

don't make assumptions .

put this over it to stop the bleeding .

get to safety !

wipe that look off your face .

secure the area .

keep an eye on them .

look at yourself in the mirror .

run . run and don't stop .