all my random thoughts

young MC troublemaker

you good ?

actress

draw me like one of your french girls

jealousy, jealousy

passenger princess

prenup

divorce

mukbang

sulking

text or call ?

console me

easter eggs

cleaning therapy

oranges

you can count on me

it was a rainy sunday morning. you had woken up before sylus (which was rare) and pulled yourself away from his hold quietly. you had brushed your teeth, tied your hair in a bun before tiptoeing your way down to his kitchen.

it was so peaceful and calm, listening to the drops of rain against the window as you cooked breakfasts. you made coffees and glanced at the clock. an hour had passed, surely he was already awake ?

you quietly sneaked your way up the stairs, feeling excited at the thought of having a lazy sunday with sylus. it was rare for you both to stay at home ; even if you had free time, sylus always opted for dates outside. and today, you could use the excuse of rain to stay in.

together, lazy, relaxed, and with nothing to bother your alone time with him.

you pushed the door slowly as you squinted your eyes at the giant figure laying on the bed. with how dark the room was, it was quite impossible to know if he was awake.

that is until you saw him stir up, his silver hair sticking in all directions. he made a noise, somewhere between a yawn and a groan. he flipped on his back before extending his arm toward you : come here, kitten.

you walked over and got on the bed before he pulled your wrist, gently guiding you to sit on his lap. his eyes were barely open, his warm big hands rested on your hips, his bare chest exposed to the cool air.

good morning, kitten ; his husky voice gave you chills. then gently, he caressed the curves of your waist, tenderly, lovingly. he smiled softly before closing his eyes again.

you leaned down and softly planted kisses all over his collar bones, then his shoulders, then his neck, then his adam apple. his breathing hitched every single time your soft lips touched his burning skin. he dug his fingers onto the fat of your hip as he blinked his eyes open.

then you gently bit down on his cheek. he practically purred, or groaned -- it was difficult to differentiate as you continued your attack of kisses and bites.

a feisty kitten in the morning, sylus hummed as he grinned, amused.

you've rarely seen sylus in such disheveled state. even if he just woke up, sylus would still look handsome, manly, perfect. but now, he looked like a mess.

a cute mess. it was very hard to not notice how his grey hair seemed unusually fluffy, how his manliness no longer seemed so dominant but instead, warm and inviting.

he looked like a giant teddy bear. you squished his cheeks together, his lips puckered : ''you look so cute, sy''

he was now fully awake. he pointed his index finger at his pouty lips, a silent request for a kiss, which you gladly did.

cute, huh ? show me just how cute you find me, kitten. his hands gripped your hips firmly as he sat up, nuzzling against the crook of your neck.

this tender moment was certainly not going to be the last. in fact, sylus was already making a mental note to look ''messy'' the next morning so he could experience more of your kisses and bites.

after an entire week of exhausting overtime, you both finally managed to have one weekend free of chores, works and meetings. of course, xavier would never fail to call and text you after his shift, but it wasn't enough.

he wanted proper time alone with you, where work life didn't exhaust him. where he could just turn his brain off and lay his head on your chest, his hands under your shirt as he cups your breasts lovingly. where he can hear your heartbeat, your breathing, your voice for hours as he drifts off to sleep.

and tonight was the night. he went to the grocery after work, practically running with excitement coursing through his veins. you both had agreed to eat supper at home, to cuddle and end friday night together. then you both won't waste time and start the weekend already in each other's arms.

xavier had never heard such great idea in his entire life. he bought whatever snacks and foods you wanted, not even bothering thinking of a proper cooked meal for later. why cook when you could just feast right away together ?

as he made his way inside home, relief washed over his body as he saw you already resting on the couch. he hurried and put the groceries in the fridge before plotting himself down heavily on your body. he basked himself in your laughter, your nagging about how heavy he is, your voice light with happiness.

he wasted no time and rested his head on your chest, his left hand immediately sneaking under your top as he caressed your bra.

''happy to see me, xavi ?''

he hummed and nodded, burying his face further into your chest. then you roughly grabbed his face and forced him to lift his head away from your chest (unfortunately). before he could even say anything, you planted 3 firm kisses on his face.

xavier's eyes widened in quiet surprise before you pinched his cheeks tenderly, mumbling about how cute he looks, about how handsome he is, about how you want to squish him. without saying a single word, he lifted his body up and towered over you.

more. that was a command, and you knew better than to waste time.

you brought his face down closer again and kissed his left cheek multiple times, gently biting on the plumpness. you could see the way xavier tried to hide his boner and his overwhelming joy as he turned his face sideway.

now on this cheek.

you smiled widely as your cuteness aggression continued. xavier didn't have to say just how much he loved this new behavior of yours : small orbs glowed all around your living room in less than a minute.

you're not quite sure when it hit you, this overwhelming urge to cup his cheeks, ruffle his black fluffy hair, bite his biceps (or man tits).

but it started recently. randomly. precisely two night ago, you both were cuddling while watching an old cartoon movie. you laid on top of him, feeling his strong and grounding presence under your body. the way his chest rose up and down, in sync with yours -- you had a suspicion that caleb was also doing it on purpose.

both of his hands rested on your lower back, his warmth enveloping like a fluffy cloud. he smelled like home, like your pillows, your clothes, with a hint of cinnamon rolls that he had baked for you earlier.

his eyes glued to the TV, the purple and pink irises glimmering with joy and love -- this man was finally at home, at peace (which was quite rare for caleb).

his lips curved slightly upward in his usual boyish grin, a faint tint of pink blushed his cheeks. if you stare at me any longer, i might need to do something about it, pips ; he teased as he glanced at you.

and then the sudden kiss attack. first, on his dry lips (which you made a mental note to put lip balm after), then the corner of his surprised smirk, then on his nose, then on his cheeks.

is that you telling me you want me to do something about it ? caleb continued with his teasing but you paid no attention. you continued to plant feather kisses all over his face, muttering about how handsome and cute he looks, about how you've never loved someone's face more, how he's all yours and only yours.

to keep it short, let's just say that caleb wasted no time to flip you both around as he hovered over, quickly returning the feather kisses.

ever since that evening, caleb has been wondering what exactly gave you this ... what did it call it again ? oh yeah, cuteness aggression. perhaps it was the fact that he had just shaved his face ? or maybe the sugar rush from the cinnamon rolls ? or was it the movie ?

he had to figure out the cause of your sudden cuteness aggression because honestly, caleb was dying for another kiss attack. he didn't express it, but you could practically sense that he was agitated about something.

he kept hovering around you, kept leaning down closer to your lips subconsciously (as if he was quietly begging you to bite his cheek again) during conversations, his fingers tapping his knee restlessly.

you snapped your fingers in front of him, catching his attention as you tilted your head in confusion : ''what are you thinking about, caleb ?''

he scratched his nape awkwardly, a faint blush creeping on his face. he avoided your eyes as he grinned sheepishly. you tugged on his arms, demanding a response.

that night ... what got into you, pips ?

it was quite adorable really, the way his confidence shrunk with embarrassment. you had to stifle a chuckle as you cupped his cheeks and brought your lips together.

caleb instantly wrapped his arms around your waist lovingly before deepening the kiss. he barely managed to pull himself apart from your soft lips before staring right into your eyes, his amethyst irises darkening into an abyss shade : how can i make you bite me more ?

that night ... you bit my chest. then kissed all over my face. then you purred, almost like a cat, caleb whispered, i want more.

safe to say, this was certainly not the last time that he demanded for more. after all, caleb was always greedy when it came to you.

zayne

out of all the lads, i think zayne would have the most neutral and inexpressive reaction. you might even think that he borderline seems nonchalant, but i think his reaction is due to his profession

zayne is a doctor, he encounters life and death on a daily basis ; sometimes, his patients will die and other times, they'll be given another chance at life. in all those encounters, zayne must remain professional and passive, even if he is deeply shaken inside

i think out of habit, the subject of death just makes him freeze. he'd also wonder why you are suddenly talking about this particular topic ... are you perhaps ill ? that question / idea would definitely give a small rise of his anxiety

but honestly, he'd for sure respect your wishes. if you wish to have your ashes buried at the root of a tree, he's doing it. in fact, he's asking you what kind of tree ? where ? why that specific one ? why that place ?

he's also going to ensure that he visits that tree every single day, no matter the time (that is if you die before him) ; you best believe that the tree which holds your sacred ashes is going to be taken care of

caleb

although he might keep his tone light, caleb would for sure panic a little bit at the topic / idea / question. like zayne, he's going to wonder why you're talking about death and how you want your ashes to be scattered around a tree ?

similar to zayne, he's going to ask you which tree / flower, and you best believe that caleb is going to buy that specific tree / flower ... he's not buying the land though ...

hear me out , i think caleb would buy that particular specie of tree / flower ... to plant it in your home backyard / garden. so that in the event you die before him, he's scattering your ashes there

i mean, it's only logical right ? you'd still be at home, caleb will be the only one that will continue to take care of you, and he'd for sure decorate that garden to perfection (because you are scattered there)

in a way, you would still be close to him (his codependency is showing here)

sylus

that man is buying the freaking land if you choose a particular tree somewhere. heck, he's buying the mountain that has the tree that you want

why is he buying that land ? so that when your ashes will be scattered at the root at that tree, he can build garden, a ''church'' like building that has you and sylus' memories and belongings

nobody will be able to come close to that land, only luke, kieran and mephisto

and that way, he can ensure that he'll also be scattered near you. together forever

xavier

i think he would react like zayne : inexpressive and quiet, but deep down he's a bit stressed and suspicious of why you would even bring up such topic

he'd listen to you, take mental notes of all your wishes but don't be fooled. he's got another idea in mind but won't say it. why ? because technically, he's still going to scatter your ashes around the plant that you like ... just not on this planet

if you choose a particular tree somewhere in the mountain / hill / city, xavier is not going to scatter your ashes where other people can walk by the same tree

he'll take notes of that specific specie of plant / tree and he's going to plant it in Uluru, the planet where only you both will exist

you two will live and die there together, in the planet that you eloped together

i also believe that he won't wait too long to join you in the afterlife

rafayel

that man will become defensive : he's refusing to hear you out. how dare you speak of death ? in fact, how dare you think that rafayel will let you die first ? how dare you ask him to hold your ashes, scatter them at some random ugly tree ? why not the ocean ?

he hates thinking that you might leave before him one day

zayne

doesn't matter if your period is regular or irregular, we all know that man has reminders and a separate calendar meant just for you. that calendar also doesn't just indicate when your last period was, or when your ovulation is, it's also to write down how many times y'all had sex (in case of pregnancy), your cravings, when to buy new limited bakeries, for dates, etc ...

while zayne might allow some of your cravings to go overboard, i also think he'll try to reason you (for your own good, even though we all know he doesn't control himself when it comes to sweets)

zayne has everything that you need, and they're all labeled and organized in a different cabinet just for you

when he knows you're on your period, he's already ready : material and emotion wise lol

i'm sorry to say this, but i don't think zayne would be big on words to comfort you ; his actions might hold more meanings though. massaging your back, rubbing your stomach, cooking warm and healthy meals, make you tea, massage your head (for headaches) ; zayne is that quiet stable comfort

he'll be by your side, up at night with you if he knows that the cramps are bad (won't be able to rest even if he knows he has a surgery the next morning)

whatever materials and food you need, he's on the go

will endure your mood swings with a heavy silence, but will also tell you to behave if you cross the lines lol

caleb

same as zayne, very organized and aware of your ovulation, luteal phase and period. will also have reminders and a separate calendar just for that. only difference between him and zayne is that caleb might actually voice it out that he has create a separate calendar for you (probably to tease you based on your different moods), while zayne will display it in his office (and only voice it out if you happen to notice it)

caleb is like zayne, just a little bit more ... intense and unhinged lol he'll absolutely spoil you with your cravings. will also tolerate your mood swings and might even tease you while at it (calling you a princess or a brat, even though he's the one enabling you)

has everything ready for you and will 100% comfort you when your cramps are bad. like zayne, won't be able to rest if he doesn't see you get better

unlike zayne, caleb might insist force you to take days (yes, DAYS as in plural) off and try to convince you that work will lead to worse cramps and bleeding. wants you to stay at home and do nothing and wait for him (he thrives on your dependency)

like zayne, will massage and cook meals for you. will be more vocal about his worry than zayne, constantly asking you : ''how you feeling, pips?'', ''are you hungry?'', ''how's your back, baby?''

sylus

sorry to say this, but sylus is definitely the type that cares and will take care of you ... but you're going to need to tell him initially what you want

if you don't say, he'll just take care of you according to what he thinks you want. i'm not saying he's oblivious or aloof, but sylus has always been alone. he grew up alone and rarely interacts with others. while he can do some research about period pain, cravings, ovulation, he also knows that everyone is different

he's willing to learn and change for you, but you're going to have to tell him. if your back is hurting, tell sylus you want a massage while cuddling at home. or else he'll do it his way, which is booking a spa day for you

he'll see your mood swings and will try to uplift you by buying jewelries, for instance. or a new car for you. while all you wanted was just some love and affection. but don't worry, once he understands how to comfort you, he's doing it 100%

you won't need to worry about any pads, cravings, meals, clothes, etc ... sylus got it all covered

like caleb, will insist that you quit take some days off your job ; you're in pain and you have him, why are you still working ?

xavier

won't make a calendar, but he'll memorize everything about you. how you behave during your ovulation, or your luteal phase, or your period. can literally see your change in mood and energy, even if you try to hide it (xavier is very observant, you can't hide nothing from him)

will quietly go buy the necessities and come home to you. like zayne, xavier gives off that peaceful quiet comfort at home. won't ask you what you want, he'll give you what you need

will force you to lay down before he starts massaging your lower back, your tensed shoulder, gently rubbing your stomach. all the lights are off at home, except for the TV, a soft and gentle music playing in the background

once you rest, he's cooking a warm homemade meal (he'll try lol). will allow some of your cravings, but like zayne, he can be quite strict when he wants (especially if it's for your own good)

xavier and zayne are quite similar in the comfort and taking care of you. zayne is like the dad that is patient but firm, strict at times but willing to compromise. xavier is the daddy : he'll take care of you and you'll take what he offers, end of the story (and he takes very good care of you, don't worry)

rafayel

if period was a person, rafayel would hunt them down

will stop all of his works just to take care of you (sad for thomas). he's like caleb, but ten times more clingy and bossy lol

will insist that you listen to him at all times : lay down, stop moving, drink this, eat that, don't move, lay on him, lavender calming candles everywhere, bubbly warm bath, etc ...

don't get me wrong, he'll for sure take good care of you ; also the most vocal out of the lads. will constantly compliment you to make you happy, will keep his tone light and playful during your mood swings, will constantly praise you when you listen to him, constantly saying ''i love you, cutie'' for no reason

rafayel is that type of person that hides his own pain ; he'll drown himself in his own darkness, so he knows how period can enhance one's negativity. he also knows how draining it can be when one is mentally numb and exhausted, and yet still having to keep a positive attitude. now just imagine when you are bleeding, cramping, and hurting physically on top of that

rafayel doesn't just want to take care of you physically, he also wants to care for your mental and emotional wellbeing

rafayel will bring the positivity so you won't need to ; just cry if your hormones say so, just be moody and down for no reason if your mind is telling you to. just be yourself, rafayel is by your side no matter what

zayne

if zayne was to stumble upon your hidden NSFW drawings about him ? y'all, he is ending his work early that day to come home to you

like gentleman that he is, he'll keep his feelings boner in check and just wait patiently for you to open the can of worm first. there is a reason that you chose to hide it from him, and he will respect that boundary

but of course, he'll drop some clues here and there to encourage you to talk about your NSFW drawings ... of him

and once that topic is brought, you better take the day off tomorrow. because zayne is down bad and the fact that you fantasize about him only makes it ten times worse

he'll drop that gentleman act real quick. for the rest of the night, he's shameless, direct with his desires and very very needy. you won't find the doctor zayne anymore -- you'll have to wait until the next morning

caleb

we all know this man is going to jerk off to your NSFW drawings about you two first. he's shameless, using his imagination and yearning for you to get himself off

in fact, he's going to purposely let some of his cum stain the drawings, just so you know he has discovered this pile of gold and that he is purposely teasing you

like zayne, caleb wants you to come forward with the truth of your desires for them. but unlike zayne, caleb turns his longing into something more dark, more possessive, less controlled

he loves the roleplay of pushing your buttons until you beg him to fill you up. so if your drawings are the truth of your yearning for caleb, then he must hear it

and once you voice your needs, he ain't letting you go until every single drawing is reenacted

sylus

i believe that this man, out of all the lads, is a true menace. a real brat that was created to genuinely tease you until oblivion

he won't even hide the fact that he discovered your secrets, your interesting drawings ; he'll display them on the table while he sits prettily on the couch, a smug grin plastered on his face

once he sees you, tells you that there is something really important to talk about. it's a trap and there is no way that you can escape : once you sees what the important issue is, it's already too late

starts to tease you by saying just how shameless you can be, imagining and drawing him such erotic and filthy ways. then starts to go about how he's being such a bad boyfriend by not noticing how aroused and horny you were, how he has failed you by not giving into your desires

then jumps into the details : how you drew his cock, or his abs, or the sex position for you two. wants to hear you go into full details of how you imagined it, how you want him to fuck you, and why you kept it hidden from him

and of course, that question is another trap : the moment you try to explain why you kept it hidden, sylus already knows the 2 possible endings. either you wiggle your way out, completely submissive to his questionings, or you act all defensive and he finds it entirely adorable

in any case, he's bending you over the couch. you already know his aether core is acting up after seeing your NSFW drawings of him and you two together. you ain't leaving his hold until the hypnotizing red light in his eye dims down

xavier

you just made him the happiest man in the entire universe. you drew xavier and not lumiere ? you might as well just lay down and be ready

he's practically glowing with happiness, quite literally too. the moment you come home to him, you see orbs of lights floating around, the house is incredibly warm, soft and welcoming

you know what else is welcoming you ? xavier's cock, fully hard and ready to make love to you. because those drawings means you love and need him -- that's already enough for xavier

also the type to keep it secret just for him. in fact, you yourself won't be able to see those drawings ever again. it's his and his alone. he'll also demand that you draw more as gifts for him

also the type to fuck you while you are creating those NSFW drawings. goes fast when you are resting your hand, goes slow and deep when you are drawing the lines. then has the audacity to smirk while telling you to focus

rafayel

like sylus, he's obviously going to tease you. miss cutie is drawing him ? in such filthy way too ? oh, he's for sure admiring your skills, the details, the techniques

he's not letting go of this pleasant discovery too. you can expect rafayel to drop his current projects (unfortunately for thomas) and start painting NSFW of you and you two

he'll wait for you to ask him why he's painting such erotic graphics, and only then will he say : "since we have both become each other's muse, i only thought it fair that we use this inspiration to its full potential, cutie"

he'll keep his responses vague and constantly hinting at your NSFW drawings. he wants you to admit it so that he can finally act on his desires

the same way that he absolutely worships you, he wants you to be as obsessed too -- it's only fair and logical

also, he's definitely going to fuck you through the drawing and instructions process. not only is he going to start teaching you different techniques, but he's also going to coach you about the positions and your curves

think for example : your back pressed against his firm chest, his cock buried deep inside you, you're kneeling and rafayel's slender finger is circling your clit. at the same time, he's whispering against your damp skin : "see the way your arch so beautifully for me, cutie ? you need to draw add that detail in your drawing, baby", or "touch here. can you feel how deep i am ? what about your curves here ? you need to draw those too, cutie"

zayne

as a renowned doctor himself, i believe that he has already observed you and came to a conclusion that you might have ADHD / ADD. while he might not have voiced it out at the beginning of the relationship, i still believe that he already had his doubts about it

did that affect his feelings ? hell no

zayne would be the type to not mention anything, until you open that conversation up. not because he is uncomfortable, but because this is something personal that belongs to you. he'll be patient and quietly accommodate himself to your behaviors

once you do open up and share your diagnosis, he'll react as if you just told him the sky is blue. nothing special, your ADHD / ADD doesn't bother him at all. he'll thank you for sharing with him something personal and just continue with his accommodations to you

those type of accommodations vary : if you constantly need reminders, he'll stack up on post-it and write down important events around the house. if you have trouble focusing, he'll work through a project with you, even if he is dead tired from his shift. if you have trouble managing your emotions and impulsivity, he'll sit and talk you through your racing thoughts until you feel calm

he accommodates himself in your daily life without ever mentioning it ; for zayne, true love means loving the person through good and bad

caleb

like zayne, i am 100% sure that he has already observed some particular behaviors and worked his way in your everyday life seamlessly

he doesn't even mention that he has noticed it : in fact, he turns into something that should be included in his life. take for example if you are restless and can't ever sit down (due to your hyperactivity). in caleb's mind, it's natural for everyone to feel restless and need to stand up to work

caleb will do all sorts of interventions and accommodations without breaking a single sweat. he takes it as a challenge to prove to you that he can take care of you, no matter how ''difficult'' you say you are

i also think that caleb would 100% spread awareness about ADHD (either by having pamphlets all around Skyhaven or posting on his social media) and ensure that you feel seen and loved, not just by him but to the outside world as well

sylus

you can forget about stressing out on external factors. work is not willing to accommodate to you ? quit. school is too hard for you ? private tutoring and homeschooling it is. you get too distracted and overstimulated during your traveling to work / school ? a private driver for you it is

sylus sees your difficulties and interpret it as obstacles. simple and meaningless obstacles that he can easily work around and make your life so much more easier

and to be honest, he doesn't really care much about what ADHD is ; what matters more is how it affects you and if you are happy. if something is bothering you, he's booking ASAP a medical appointment to get you help and support. if your meds have gone inefficient, he's scheduling an appointment with the psychiatrist to change your dose

your ADHD doesn't determine who you truly are. it will affect your daily routine, but that is something that can be easily fixed and accommodated -- especially with sylus' help

and honestly, that is only giving sylus another excuse to convince you to work and live with him

if he can't organize and change your surrounding, he'll ensure that mephisto, luke and kieran are never too far to do it. he'll never say it, but suddenly the streets are calmer in the N109, suddenly noise cancelling headphones are a trend, suddenly offices all have stress balls available at every corner ...

xavier

he's doing all kind of research to understand your ADHD more. he wants to understand what can trigger your restlessness, your impulsivity, what type of interventions are useful for managing emotions, and what type of accommodations are used for organization, etc ...

like sylus, xavier sees that you are struggling to achieve a certain goal so he's stepping in to make it easier

xavier is like a cold pillow on a scorching humid summer day : he knows you can tough it out, knows that you'll be able to handle your own ADHD by yourself ... but who doesn't want to sleep with a nice cold pillow on a humid night ?

he'll say nothing and let you do your own thing. but the moment that he sees you need help ? he's completing the tasks right away, no questions asked and no need to ask for your permission

deep down, i do believe that your ADHD stresses xavier out a little bit. he feels much more calmer when he is by your side, because he knows he can just step in whenever he sees you struggling (even if you refuse to voice it out). but when you are alone, i think xavier gets quite anxious and will certainly follow you way behind, somewhere in the shadows

just like caleb, he'll ensure that the outside world are kind to you. strangers don't need to accept your diagnosis, but the minimum of respect is a must. he'll stand on that not just for you, but for everyone as well

rafayel

is it wrong to say that i think rafayel might have a little bit of ADHD in him ?

just the way that he can be so impulsive about his projects, how he's so disorganized at his house, how he can easily get inspired one moment and then distracted / uninterested the second after

you literally serve as a reminder for rafayel to stop procrastinating and complete his projects

just imagine the fun and chaos with you and rafayel ; but amidst the chaos, rafayel is surprisingly very very observant and aware of your needs

he sees your behaviors, your mood, your impulsivity, your hyperactivity, your anxiety ... and he takes mental notes of it all. he makes sure that he stays on top of what caused it, what are the triggers, what solutions worked best, what you need, etc ...

i also believe that, like caleb, rafayel would use his arts to spread awareness about all kind of different disorders, disabilities, etc ... he's spreading positivity, acceptance and respect. it's not just to make people accept each other, but to also ensure that the world becomes a better place

not only is your beauty his inspiration, but your diagnosis is another muse for rafayel to empower you

zayne

he's obviously impressed by your job. absolutely proud to be yours and he for sure shows off subtly to his entourage about how you are an architect. something like : "i present to you my girlfriend, Y / N. she is an architect."

will go and sit beside you every chance that he gets when you are doing your work at home, whether it be a meeting call with clients, or drawing a 3D plan of the building, or in a meeting with other professionals, zayne is there. he finds it fascinating and so so interesting !

he's also the type to have you explain certain terms and methods to him. what are the process ? how does it work ? where would the building be ? with who are you working with ? which partnerships ? etc ... it brings so much joy in his heart to hear you talk about your job passionately

i also believe that once he proposes to you, he'll ask if it's possible that you draw your dream house ... for you both to live in. and eventually, your children to grow up in

caleb

just like zayne, in pure awe and fascination with your job and just how professional, beautiful, and smart you are ! it's like you never stop to impress him more and more. could you be any more perfect ?!

just like zayne, i think he would want you to create and build your dream house for you two to live in and eventually have a big family in

if possible, caleb would like to join your meetings and your projects. he'll ask if it's possible that he attends physically the building, the visits, the construction zone, etc ...

he says it's because he wants to learn more about your job, but deep down he also wants to ensure that no workers hit on you. because we all know how architecture and construction is a male-dominated field. his possessiveness is just killing him a tad lot bit

sylus

no hesitation and right away asks you to remodel all of his bases and mansions at the N109

will insist that not only is it a waste of your precious time to work with other clients, but they can't also pay as much as he can for your services

deep down, sylus just wants to have your partnership and avoid you working with others, perhaps it is a bit out of possessiveness. why would he want to share you with others ? you basically have the entire N109 to remodel as you wish, so why not with him ?

sylus literally has all the materials, lands, space, and skills that you need for your projects. it only makes sense that he is your one and only partner to conquer and rebuild the N109 (one of his dream btw)

xavier

you literally are the definition of beauty, excellence, and perfection. this job only mean one thing for him : that you'll be the empress of Uluru when times comes and Uluru will be built according to your taste

that only makes xavier even more impatient to elope with you to another planet with only the two of you. a planet where everything is about you is heaven for him

he'll for sure want you to share and explain what your work is about, what project you are currently on. he'll listen to you talk while his eyes literally gleam with adoration and love

you also best believe that when you are on the construction zone working and discussing with the other professionals, he is never too far away ... just in case

rafayel

absolutely overjoyed because you both are into art (in a way) ! he spreads the beauty of art through his sculptures and paintings, and you with your buildings !

the world will obviously be a better place now that it is going to be filled with both of your artistic views

deeply involved in your projects , even decides to join and works as your partner without even asking lol you can't blame him : he's just so excited and passionate !

zayne

absolutely loves it, but won't express it too much initially. the fact that you felt embarrassed and hid it means you did not want to share it with him (sad) ; that is a boundary zayne will respect

he'll for sure bring the knitted plushie out and ask you if you made that. he obviously already knows the answer, but wants to open this conversation up

once he sees that you are embarrassed by it, zayne will absolutely display it on your bed. placed right at the center of it

words of reassurance won't work, he knows. some people can think that compliments are just a way to falsely comfort the other, so zayne will instead show it through actions

you'll see that zayne will be cuddling it at night, he'll wash it by hand from time to time. in fact, he will even ask you if you could knit some clothes for the plushie

and if you dare ask to throw that plushie out, zayne will simply stare at you in quiet judgement. that's your first plushie, your first baby. that plushie isn't going anywhere

he'll also ask you to knit a small plushie ... won't tell you why, but it's because he wants it to be attached as a bag charm ... for his work bag

caleb

i'm sorry to say this but he will laugh at the knitted plushie at first

he thinks it's absolutely adorable that you tried to hide out of embarrassment and will refuse to let it go

he'll tease you about it, saying something like : ''is this supposed to be its eyes or its nose ?'', or he'll point at an obvious flaw and grin so wide, you could literally see his whole set of teeth

he'll for sure want to learn to knit with you after. gives you lots of compliments throughout the process : ''you're so detailed-oriented pips'', or ''look at how fast you improved, pipsqueak !''

i'm also sorry to say this but i do believe that he'll (accidentally) get better at knitting than you ... but that's okay ! caleb will use this new skill to make himself even more dependable, smart and skilled in your eyes ! means you'll love him more

and don't worry, he also ain't throwing that plushie out. like zayne, that's your first baby. and one isn't enough for caleb. he needs a big family !

will 100% name all your plushies, give them personalities, use them to tease you. deep down, he hopes that you'll have as many children as those plushies ... with the same names ... so they can grow up together and be passed on from one generation to another lol

sylus

doesn't understand why you are feeling embarrassed by it. literally will argue with you about how plushie do not have a ''set'' body as human do. a plushie is whatever you decide to be

will absolutely buy a big ass display cabinet for your knitted plushies. every single one of them are going in that display cabinet and they'll stay forever in there

no plushie is flawed or done wrongly in his eyes : your hands knitted them, therefore it is treasure

in fact, he'll placed that big ass display cabinet right by the entrance, so that guests will see it immediately

will absolutely encourage you to knit more because you look adorable when focused

will say that you are talented enough to sell your plushies. he'll open up a store if you wish

won't say it, but your knitted plushies have become a source of stress relief for him when you are away. he likes to hold them and pretend it's you

xavier

will take it from the hiding spot and cuddle with it immediately

not leaving his arms until he hears you say that the plushie was done correctly, that it is perfect, that you are the best at knitting

in fact, he'll cuddle the knitted plushie (instead of you) if he hears another negative comment towards it or yourself

he'll even request you to knit some more so that you both can save time from trying to win plushies at the claw machine. plushies at the claw machine hold no cuteness or meaning in his eyes. but yours ? it's the best plushies he has ever cuddled with

besides, all the time saved from the claw machine can be spent at home together ... where you knit peacefully ... and he can lay his head on your lap and admire you. that sounds like an amazing plan

he'll insist that you knit more plushies so he can display them around the house. a plant plushie holding a vase. a chief plushie for the kitchen. a butler plushie for the dinner table

he'll also ask that you knit a mini version of you so he can carry it around

rafayel

like caleb, he's laughing his ass off at first

he'll even go a point further than caleb and actually take pictures of it before posting on social media with no captions. let the comments reveal the truth

he'll eventually stop annoying you and, like caleb, ask that you two learn together. be careful though, once you take on a project with rafayel, it will never stop. it's either you go full in or you don't at all

what started as one plushie turned into a family of plushies, with a closet of its own knitted clothes, with its own knitted bed and blankets ...

then rafayel will want to knit a huge human blanket. one that can wrap your bodies together at night without needing a tug of war. a blanket where you can't roll away from him

or he'll ask to knit a big knitted sweater where you both can wear it together during movie nights

zayne

i think he'd definitely be surprised. i don't think he'd be judging you or anything. zayne would certainly want to hear more about your past, your childhood, your younger self

depending on your reaction, he'd share about his childhood and how he was as a kid too but twist his answers a little bit ... like maybe adding some white lies ? for example, if he knows that you are feeling insecure about how you used to be, zayne isn't about to describe how he was the teacher's pet and never got into detention, you know ?

it's not that he is hiding who he is, but more like choosing a more ... appropriate time to share lol

he'd for sure thank you for sharing this part of you, your childhood ; he'd certainly use a little bit of humor to tease you, but also add a tone of romance of it as well ? he wants you to understand that he doesn't love you less, is certainly not judging you, and is still very much deeply in love with you. he'd say something like ''i hope our children doesn't inherit too much of your mischief''

i also think that zayne will start to subtly analyze your behaviors, just to see if some of those past personalities are still part of the present you ; again, it's not out of judgement, but more like a reflex as a doctor (seeing patterns, for instance). besides, knowing you better also means that zayne can help you more (as the loving partner that he is)

caleb

very amused about your childhood and who you used to be. he'd be listening to you so intently, his eyes gleaming with absolute excitement and love for you, and yet you can also sense a hint of sadness that he wasn't part of it (because we all know that if caleb could choose to grow up with us, he would)

will 100% tease you and use your past "problematic" behaviors to say that you haven't changed and are still the same feisty and adorable pipsqueak that you are

he would for sure try to get you rotten spoiled to have you behave like an actual menace, because only caleb can treat like a princess and nobody will ever love you more than him

he'd for sure let you vent as much as you want about your past and childhood ; it doesn't matter if he has heard it for the dozen times, caleb is patient and he has all the time of the world for you. as long as you feel confident and happy, he'll get through anything

out of all the lads men, i think he would actually use his secret account to stalk your bullies ; he'll for sure get info about them and try to plan an ''accidental'' meet-up. you'll be with him and he'll try to provoke those bullies. only you can stop him, so those bullies better be prepared for a big scene

sylus

i'm sorry to say this, but i actually think that sylus would already know some of your childhood / past ... and that's because he likes to dig around and find info

he'll never say it first and he'll still listen to all of your stories from your younger self ; he loves watching you do anything anyway, so why not ?

he'll also never admit that he did try to dig around your past. i don't think he means it in a creepy or stalking way, but more as a way to get to know you quicker and faster. in his mind, if the info is available on social media, then it is open to all

he'll for sure get those bullies, only if you wish ; those idiots don't cross his mind now, especially since it's been so long and you've clearly grown into such an amazing being. those idiots also are like dirt in his eyes -- he'll only touch them if you say so

in the case that those bullies cross your path, it can either end in 2 ways : they walk away and pretend to not know you, or it ends with sylus and you confronting them if they make a comment (sylus won't let them get away with it even if you stop him)

like him, i think sylus would appreciate the fact that you aren't seeing your ''delinquent'' side as a negative trait ; i do believe that he himself was also a delinquent back in the days. what matters isn't just the actions, but also the intentions behind it

xavier

will listen very intently to you, memorize all the details and information about who the bullies were, which school, who was the principal back then, which teachers helped and who didn't, etc ...

won't say it, but if he crosses their path, may the light be with them

doesn't think that you are a delinquent, or a bad person at all ; in his eyes, you are perfect, soft, gentle, warm, adorable -- nothing you do could ever change that perspective

like all bunnies, they sometimes act up and need to defend themselves ; that is exactly how he saw the situation

i also think that he would try to gage whether you are still hurt from those negative experiences or if you are no longer affected by it ; if you are still insecure / bothered, he won't hesitate to give you reassurance right away. people grow and change, which you did for the better of yourself and those around you. that's what matters

rafayel

will not waste a second to tease you ; says he knew you were trouble from the moment you two met

will start to annoy you by saying just how perfect he was, how he was the teacher's favorite in all of classes, how he never got into conflicts, and how he was literally the golden child

he'll say that he hopes your future children won't inherit your ''delinquent'' side, but deep down he'll pray that they inherit everything about you

he'll certainly listen to you, but unlike the other lads, rafayel might be a little bit more dramatic and chatty about it. the vibes are like talking about something traumatic with your best friend : it's funny one moment, then you're both emotional the next. it's all over the place

one conversation isn't enough ; just talking about it can lead to bickering, teasing and insulting each other, it can lasts for hours then continued the next day

at the end of it, rafayel's theatrics were all done on purpose : if he can make you feel better by making you laugh, letting you vent and realize that those idiots were nothing more than losers -- and all of that done by laughing your heads off for hours -- then, mission accomplished !

i don't think he'll try to snoop around and find the whereabouts of those bullies. why ? because they are losers and you are the bride of rafayel. that alone is enough of an achievement nobody can ever get

zayne

really depends on how bad your injury is. if you miss a step and fall down, he knows that the injury might be minor, but the embarrassment is bigger. in that case, he shakes his head and gives a sigh, like an exhausted father that has witnessed the 3948458th fall of their kid

he'll ask you if you are all right afterwards, in a low and subtle tone as to ensure that you can still keep your pride in check lol

won't be laughing at it because zayne is a serious doctor that hates seeing people get hurt. and seeing you hurt is even worse

might actually become physically more bossy with you, as to prevent more falls and accidental trips, like having his body closer to yours, a hand gently resting against your lower back as to guide you, his eyes constantly glancing your surrounding and the path that you are walking, etc ...

i think deep down, he likes to see you stand strong and nonchalant towards pain ; it's almost like a proof to him that you are going to be all right in the event that he isn't there

in the case that you are truly hurt, zayne becomes a doctor real fast : he's analyzing your injuries, questioning you about the pain and any symptoms, what treatments you need , etc ... forget about using humor to get yourself out of this situation. zayne's entire focus is to heal and make you well again

he's also wondering why you got injured in the first place : were you not paying attention ? are you feeling weak, faint or shaky ? did you eat enough ? are you well hydrated ?

caleb

best friend energy, laughs at you if he knows you're not really in pain. teases you while tending to your wounds

i honestly think he'll dramatize your wounds a bit more than what it really is. why ? because that means he can take care of you longer, and it also means that he might become more dependable in your eyes

like if you missed a step and fell down the stairs, caleb will tell you that you might have twisted your ankle even though you only got a small scratch on your knee. he'll insist that you hold his hand while walking, or have him carry you around the house, or that you hold his arm and lean against him so you can avoid putting pressure on your "twisted ankle"

forget about acting all nonchalant when you get lightly hurt : he's going to ragebait you

sylus

similar to zayne, except that he won't verbalize his worry as much and instead, analyze the cause of your injury. is it truly as simple as just an accident, or is there something more behind that accidental injury (like your head is elsewhere because of a problem ? any weakness or recent injuries that could have caused this ?)

a mix of zayne and caleb, will tease you while tending to your wounds

forget about acting all nonchalant, he's carrying you in his arms, makes you sit somewhere (preferably on his lap) while taking care of you. will tease you about how cute you look acting all tough (but deep down, admires your strength and strongness)

also, if this accidental injury happens again, you can expect sylus to modify the environment. like if you fall down the same steps / stairs, sylus will 100% change to another type of stairs

he'll suggest that you take a day off and chill at his house, because why do you even need to work when he is here ? especially now that you are hurt (even if it's just a small wound)

xavier

not buying your nonchalance and tough act, will right away carry you and tend to your wounds quietly, all while ignoring your nagging and squirming

he's a little bit like caleb, but in a more possessive and serious tone : he'll use that fall as an excuse to hold your hand. he'll twist this fall into a more serious tone, insisting that you need to hold onto him or you're going to get hurt again

if you are seriously injured and you try to dismiss it, he'll get frustrated and mad. you're not leaving his hold and his field of vision, won't let you lift or do anything that he deems worse for the injury

once you are feeling ok again, xavier will subtly ask for some compensation, reward or gratitude back ... not in words though. he'll say something along the lines of ''you're my partner and so it's normal that i take care of you, baby ... but you know, you can always show your gratitude if you want'', or ''you're my partner, so it's normal that i take care of you. it's also normal that you take care of me as well'' (and he's not referring to any of his injuries)

rafayel

laughs at you, will for sure try to record or take a picture of you

will think it's even more hilarious if you try to act all nonchalant and tough afterwards ; he's a mix of sylus and caleb, in the sense that he'll ragebait and annoy you (like caleb), but under his teasing and playful remarks, he's also a little bit worried and analyzing if you're truly ok (like sylus)

amongst his playful and loving insults, he's also complimenting you. something like ''how can someone even fall so gracefully?'', or ''you looked so embarrassed earlier, cutie -- so cute !''

he's also like xavier, in the sense that he will want some kind of gratitude back for tending to your wounds. except that he isn't as subtle as xavier : ''what would you do without me, cutie ? you're so lucky that i'm here and taking care of you. look at how well i'm putting the band-aid on !''