rae

"time heals all wounds" WRONG. time is chasing me with a knife

it’s kinda crazy to think, but your frontal lobe really does just fully load in randomly on a monday night

Worst part about finding out somebody lied to you is having to sit there and wonder what else they lied about.

I still remember what it felt like to be all you ever wanted

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

it's a sad sort of relief - when they finally hurt you enough. you're able to dismantle the perfect image you envisioned but you do it with sadness. you're no longer crippled by the hurt, just disappointed and numb. it's at that moment you realize that you'll survive

i wonder if you are well. if you ate breakfast this morning. if you took your dog for a walk. if you called your mother like you’d promised. if you listened to music on your way to work. if you thought of me.

Worst part about finding out somebody lied to you is having to sit there and wonder what else they lied about.

The silence after realising, how many lies they told you and how you believed every one of them.