Being Rae!

People who used to be your comfort zone, slowly becoming strangers in the dark.

One of the worst feeling in the world, is that you couldn't live your life in the most honest manner.

I find some people cheap and uneducated with their behaviour towards people and society. They try to show loudly how they can easily persuade someone and show their power skills, but in the end they are just pretending to be one and hiding behind their own skin. Because they weren't too confident enough to give respect for their ownselves.

I strongly admire individuals who are independent and can manage on their own. They don't feel that they need to compete with another soul, but just to be their own grit and power.

I feel pity for those who thinks love should be dependent in having a partner. They think it will make them whole as a person, but actually seeking love with another individual is one of the lowest forms of pity. It will never make you happy and whole as a person.

Sometimes, people keeps repeating the same mistakes in their life over and over again.

I find walktrips with friends like a safe space and comfort to express and talk about unsaid feelings that nobody knows.

There are a lot of things and untold emotions I wanted to say and share with you, but I'd rather not since I don't know if you're okay with it or not. Or you might see me as a monster for seeing and thinking certain thoughts that's racing thru the insides of my mind and my heart.

Sometimes, I still feel those itsy bitsy jealousy. But I just keep reminding myself not to and ignore it like it never happened.