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I’m working on myself. I should be emotionally available by 2027 I can feel it.

dogs might look like their owners but cat people always have a cat with the same mental illness as them

And of course the second part of the tragedy, which is: which quadrant did you think you were in vs. which one you were really in

I am whatever the opposite of a speed runner is. I am a game meanderer. I have to look at literally everything. I am overly cautious in every way. I forget to pause and wander away from the game. I take a minimum 7 hours to get through any given level. If you give me a timer I will cry.

Jesus also spent Christmas in a barn full of animals

what is UP fellow survivors, it's your girl Carol Sturka, back with another hivemind research update. I'm not sure if the algorithm is suppressing me cuz I'm all alone out here and the hivemind won't talk to me, so to be sure you're seeing my content, don't forget to smash the subscribe button and ring that bell if you like being an individual and having opinions. now let's just jump into it. so about all this fucking milk-

being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should-

it's always some sort of day of the week

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion