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toddler shane refusing to talk after his hockey team lose a game. yuna & david are trying to be encouraging like “bud!! you played so good!!” and shane is ignoring them while climbing into his car seat where he’s going to angrily drink his juice box and then chew on the straw.
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"Why are you smiling at your phone? Is it a boy?"
Yes actually. Its two boys. And they're doing unspeakable things to each other.
i actually think being staunchly against rpf out of respect for celebrities that don’t know you is more parasocial than shipping them #darkwoke
"Hey Carl... Do we have an expense account?" "We don't. — But I do."
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the way they’re looking at each other here
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Thank you @krexhatespushups-blog for giving me the this idea ages ago! I'm going through an art slump but pride month gave me the motivation I needed to draw this despite that
Shane's Centaurs shirt is my own design, and is available for purchase on my RedBubble and TeePublic ! I have the version shown here, as well as bi flag colours, MLM flag colours, and a regular non-pride version. My TeePublic shop also has shirts with Hollander 24 and Rozanov 81 on the back
Shane has always been a big napper. When he was young, school really tired him out. So many different people around him for such an extended period of time, expectations of certain behaviour, having to socialise, having to pay attention, having to answer questions, the constant hum of fluorescent lights overhead. He came home exhausted and in need of a nap more often than not. There were also the panics. Sometimes they were big, sometimes they were small, but they usually left him feeling wrung out and he didn't really function well until he'd had a nap after one. Becoming a professional hockey player hasn't changed this, if anything it's made it a useful skill. A little post-practice nap is sometimes just the thing he needs and a pre-game nap can make all the difference to his play. With the constant travelling and endless timezone changes, napping becomes a necessity.
Ilya, however, never quite got the hang of it. He knows a lot of his teammates nap whenever and wherever, falling asleep before games in hotel rooms or resting up on the road, snores filling the team bus or plane, but Ilya can't quite get there. It's probably a remnant from childhood, from not feeling safe enough to let his guard down like that. He can't even imagine what the reaction would have been if his father had come home to find him asleep on the couch. He was certainly quick enough to accuse him of laziness without Ilya handing over additional ammunition for free.
But Ilya loves holding Shane when he naps. He loves how quickly his body grows lax, loves the gradual shift in the depth of his breaths, loves the warmth of his body pressed against him, loves his sleepy little sounds and scrunched little face when he wakes up, loves that Shane trusts him enough to be that vulnerable around him. Shane doesn't really know that Ilya doesn't nap, not with how often Ilya's the one to suggest one, not with the way Ilya makes sure to feign coming out of sleep as soon as he feels Shane shift in his arms in that particular way that suggests he's waking up. He doesn't want to risk Shane feeling like Ilya's doing him a favour with holding him through his naps, doesn't know whether he can admit how much he loves their naps even though they never include Ilya falling asleep. He likes the way things are. He doesn't want to risk it changing.
Eventually it does change though. Not because Shane discovers Ilya's secret of never actually falling asleep but because, a few years into their marriage, Ilya start... actually falling asleep. He never plans to. He loves getting to spend that time resting with Shane while staying alert enough to catalogue his every sleep-muddled sigh, his every shift. He just feels so warm, so full of love, so incredibly safe that one day he just... drifts off. After that it keeps happening. He has Shane in his arms, he's enjoying his breathing, he's loving this moment, he doesn't want to lose consciousness, he wants to stay in it, but his eyelids are drooping. He lets them shut, just for a minute, but then he wakes up to Shane's smiling face, his eyes soft and sleep-warm, his hands gentle as they cradle Ilya's face and run through his curls, and he can't be mad at himself for having missed out on those precious moments if this is what he gets to wake up to. Time is no longer a limited resource. Safety is no longer conditional on remaining alert. He has the rest of his life to enjoy this, to let himself be lulled to sleep by Shane's breathing and waking up to his soft touches. He can let his eyes drift shut and trust that Shane will still be there when he wakes.
In the year after the cottage, during Ilya's last season with Boston, there's a stretch of time where due to schedules and roadtrips and such, Shane and Ilya don't see each other for close to two whole months. And they try to FaceTime where they can, but with teammates in such close proximity, it's not always safe. With the result that when Shane shows up on his doorstep ahead of their game the next day, his hair is longer (and sexier) than ilya's ever seen it.
Ilya's knees almost give way as blood rushes to his cock. Shane looks so fucking hot. He immediately pulls him inside and kisses him up against the windows about it, luxuriating in the feeling of tangling his fingers up in the new longer strands. There's just so much of it now.
"Fuck, your hair, solnyshko," he says, kissing down his neck, enjoying the way Shane's hair brushes over his forehead. "It's so fucking hot."
Shane lets out a moan of pure bliss as Ilya tugs at it a little.
"You like it?" he asks, like it's not obvious from the way Ilya is trying to consume him whole.
"So much," he says, straightening up to get both hands tangled behind Shane's head and crashing their lips together again. "What made you want to grow it?"
"You're going to think it's crazy." Shane blushes so beautifully behind his freckles that Ilya can't help but press a kiss to each cheek. "You're going to realise how fucking crazy I am about you and run for the hills."
"Not possible, I won't run," he says, standing back a little. He's unable to stop the grin that spreads across his face as he adds, "That's kind of your thing."
It's worth it for the laugh and "Fuck off, Rozanov" he gets on return.
"Just tell me, Lyubimyy. Whatever it is, I am sure it won't scare me."
And Shane takes a deep breath, seemingly unable to meet Ilya's eyes now. "I was supposed to get it cut, I had an appointment booked and everything. But then I thought about how all the hair I was going to get cut was the hair you'd had your hands in. And the new hair wasn't. And we were going to be apart for so long I just... I didn't want to be stuck with just the new Ilya-less hair and no you, y'know?" His eyes finally lift to meet Ilya's, looking like he's just admitted his deepest darkest secret. "Does that make me sound as crazy as I think it does?"
And Ilya straight up can't speak. He just about manages to breathe out a shaky, "Fuck, Shane" before coming just so fucking hard in his pants. Shane just gapes at him.
"Did you just...? Because of what I...?"
And Ilya is so embarrassed, but also so fucking in love and overwhelmed by how much he's missed Shane that he grabs his arms and pins them to the window as he kisses him hard and filthy. He eventually pulls back just enough to growl into his ear.
"I haven't seen you or touched you in two months and the first thing you tell me is that you didn't want to cut your hair because you were remembering my hands in it. That's so fucking hot, Shane. Apparently I was even more desperate for you than I thought."
He goes back to kissing him, before trailing his lips down his jaw, his chin, his neck. Finally, against his collarbone so that his lips brush against the skin there, Ilya mutters, "Your turn now, Malysh. Show me that you can return the favor."
He doesn't have to wait long. In less than a minute, Shane is also coming with an almighty moan, before collapsing against Ilya, laughing.
"Fuck, it really was too long apart, huh?" And Ilya's laugh mingles with his as he kisses him.
"Much too much."
When they break apart Shane asks "So probably shower first then?"
And Ilya presses one last kiss to his lips.
"Only if you let me wash your hair for you." He says. "I need to make sure I touch all of it so you will have to grow it even longer."
It's not that Ilya doubts Shane's love for him. He's aware that Shane loves him. It's just that, in his darker moments, he doesn't think he should and, even in the not so bad moments, it's sometimes hard for him to understand why. When he's suddenly on the third (fourth?) day of not being able to rise from bed, unable to bring himself to shower, unable to even get up to pee, curtain drawn against the summer sun, with Shane bringing him soup and feeding him spoonfuls Ilya doesn't want but accepts for Shane's benefit, he does think it would be easier for Shane if he didn't love him. When he tries new medication and his fucking dick stops working, preventing him from giving Shane the only thing he knows he can do better than anyone else Shane could find (someone who didn't come with all this fucking baggage), it's hard to see any reason why Shane would want to stay when he can't even give him the one thing he's good for. When the world turns so grey that Shane's freckles start bleeding away into the rest of his skin, he feels like crying but he can't quite get there, the numb weight on his chest keeping him from even that much. And through it all, Shane holds him and strokes his hair, and whispers "I love you. I choose you. You're my favourite person. I would choose you a thousand times over." He even writes it down on a piece of paper, leaves it in Ilya's line of sight, when he has to go to practice, Ilya insisting he go, Shane hesitating, making him promise to call if anything changes, if he needs him here. Ilya says he will, knowing full well he won't have the energy to lift the phone, he doesn't even have the energy to lift the piece of paper, the one he knows says "I choose you" in Shane's chicken scratch handwriting. Just knowing it's there does help a little, though.
When he's feeling better, a few days later, he takes the note to a tattoo parlour, inking it over his heart as a permanent reminder that although Ilya doesn't always understand why, Shane does choose him. Would choose him a thousand times over.
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changed lives
Unfortunately Hudson Williams committed several grave sins to the internet:
Masculanized an Asian character
Became a heartthrob as a POC
Gave an award-winning performance for a neurodivergent character
Is dating a woman after playing a gay man
Gets just as much praise as his white costar
Doesn't censor himself to fit in
IS AN ASIAN MAN WHO HAS PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD SO DIABOLICALLY DOWN BAD FOR HIM
hudson williams walks around looking like the most beautiful man on planet earth on the daily and i think i just have to accept that it makes me embarrassingly unwell
There are thoughts in my head but none of them are appropriate
Once again, thank you Aika!
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by.aikaflores hot n dangerous 💃🏻
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