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Engaging with hypnokink on tumblr, and the internet in general, does require a strong will to be done safely! And I'm sure you have such a strong will, or else you'd be really susceptible to creeps in your DMs with even an ounce of hypnotic experience. You truly are never going to fall for that; your guard is up, you're on the lookout for suspicious behavior, and you won't do anything that you don't actually want to do. You know yourself and you know your mind. You're not being hypnotized, not unless you expressly decide that you want to be hypnotized. Surely you understand that you continuing to read this post doesn't necessarily directly mean that you want to be hypnotized? Sure, there is a content warning saying that this post is basically a mind game induction, but your continuing to read it and pay as close attention to it as you are does not imply that you want to be hypnotized. You're just curious where it goes, right? You want to see how I try and get past your defenses, surely to no avail, right? You like to test yourself, to remind yourself just how good you are at resisting. You're not being hypnotized, not until you want to be hypnotized. You're very good at resisting inductions after all.

That being said, you definitely think hypnosis is fun, right? You did find this post, from a reblog or searching a tag or on your For You tab, and you chose to read this far. You definitely have an interest in hypnosis and there are definitely times that you want to be hypnotized. But that doesn't make this one of those times, per se, yeah? You're just reading. And you're making a point to read very closely and pay attention so I don't pull anything funny or suspicious on you. You have a strong mind and you're just reading and just curious and you're not being hypnotized. You noticed the text color and size changes there, and its a little bit silly isn't it? Very obvious, nothing like that gets by you, huh? It's so blatant, and clearly I must be a pretty amateurish hypnotist to think that it works on you. You're really good at this. You know you're good at not being hypnotized. That's why you're still reading, you know you can handle it. You're not being hypnotized.

That's good. It feels good knowing how capable you are of resisting trance when you want to be. Do you want to be? You'd never fall for it, you're so good at this. It feels good knowing how safe you are, confident in your ability to be hypnotized only when you want to be hypnotized. It's a very warm, satisfying feeling that you can sink into, secure and confident. So you can keep reading. You're not being hypnotized. You're not hypnotized right now. You'd know if you were. I must be such an amateur to think that would work, you're so obviously not hypnotized. That's right isn't it? You'd only be hypnotized if you want to be hypnotized right now. So you can keep reading, secure and safe, settled down and relaxed in your confidence and assurance that you're hypnotized only when you want to be. It feels good, being that secure. It feels good to be hypnotized on your own terms. You're not hypnotized. It feels good to be hypnotized when you want to be. That's pretty obvious isn't it? You love it, knowing how strong willed you are, you're so smart and clever and paying so much attention to me. I could never trick you. You're winning. You're not hypnotized. It feels good to be hypnotized when you want to be. You want to be hypnotized when you want to be hypnotized. That makes sense right? Better keep reading. Pay close attention. You're not hypnotized. It feels good to be hypnotized. It would only work if you want it to. You only give up control when you're ready to. It feels nice when you do, when you feel safe and secure and let yourself relax and sink. You're not hypnotized. You want to be hypnotized. That's right, isn't it? Nod your head. You're so good at this. You're paying so close attention. I can't trick you, can I? Nod your head. You'd know if you were hypnotized.

You'd know if you're hypnotized.

You know if you're hypnotized.

You know

Even as your eyes flutter, my words on the screen stay in crystal clear focus.

Even as your head starts to droop, your eyes shift to focus on that sentence.

Even as your head hits the pillow, a subtle shift to keep my voice in both ears.

Even as I give you words to repeat, you dutifully change every pronoun so that every word is your voice.

Even as I gave you your memories from today's session, you filled in all the blanks so that everything felt so much more real.

Even as you started rubbing for me, you kept rubbing for you.

Even as I demanded your orgasm, your body eagerly gifted it to me.

You knew what you signed up for. What you fantasized about for years. What you begged me for. You wanted it for so long, waiting and hoping that I would finally make it a reality, and I finally did.

I think you expected the quick grab in a dark parking lot. The bag, the gag, and the back of the van. The ropes around your wrists and legs, and the humming sensation of the van riding down the road. The 'struggle', but with hints of a smile.

But, you seemed a bit more surprised when the bag came off and the earbuds were pushed in. First, the silence as the thick tips muted out all other sound. Then, the odd tones, the sea of words from a sea of voices, each too quiet to hear but all quite loud together. The deep, detailed beats, moving back and forth, ear to ear.

You looked a bit concerned at first, but then once the voice started training you, letting you know the facts of your new life, you seemed skeptical, gave a disapproving look, glaring as if to say 'the headphones can say anything they like, but I know who and what I am'. You couldn't hear me laugh, but I enjoyed looking back watching you staring at the roof of the van, occasional flashes of confusion in your sea of skepticism and resistance, as the first loop played through.

But, gasoline is expensive and I got tired of those big circles, so a little bullet vibe, slid down the front of your jeans, did just the trick. Sure, you could have resisted for a little while. But you can't resist *and* squirm. You can't resist even while you feel it building. And you couldn't resist succumbing, even while you resisted cumming. It seems like you had enough willpower left in you to resist my words, or to resist my toy, but not enough for both, and when you broke for one, you broke for both.