like maybe its just my own perversions but there's something so beautiful about ilya getting shane to this place where hes so open about what he wants, making shane come out with it, offer up his desire to ilya. and then for that to not work. for ilya to just tell him no
also like this happens in the show !!!! like we can watch this happen on our tv screens!! myshaneandilya are real 😍🥰😁





















