I'll never forget first watching this and immediately experiencing an intense negative reaction. I was in tears over Petscop 11 and at the time I didn't completely grasp why. I had to really think about why this made me so emotional.

Care A, B, and NLM are one character at different stages of trauma. Once Care A becomes Care B, or is changed by whatever horrors she went through, she can never return to who she was before. Eventually, she may slip into NLM (nobody loves me). She can never go back to A, but she can go back to B. She may even remain as NLM. She can still be saved, and is worth saving.

Change is terrifying, especially when it's sudden and very negative. Especially for a child. It's a fact that you don't really get to return to the carefree innocence of before once you've gone through something so awful.

Paul Leskowitz and his totally canon computer lover trust

"Why are you covering your face? "