Omg in the past week I've had so many ups and downs I'm exhausted ๐ญ
โฌ๏ธ got bumped to the first row of economy + on our flight and the arms of the seats were a solid metal slab all the way down instead of moveable arms, and my ass was WEDGED in there so bad my legs were tingling by the end. (I need the ass overflow space under the arms of the seats, rude!!)
โฌ๏ธ airline lost/someone stole our luggage with $700 worth of my clothes and shoes (yes, $700, I had to pull receipts for everything in order to get reimbursed), so had 2 outfits and 1 pair of underwear to wear for the past almost week
โฌ๏ธ oh yeah, also? My CPAP was in the lost/stolen bag! Shit sleep and still balls deep in the horrible claims process rn, yay!
โฌ๏ธ was somehow able to find a whole outfit + pajamas to wear from Walmart in my sizes 30 minutes before it closed without trying them on so I didn't need to sleep in sweaty jeans or naked the first night ๐
โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ having no clothes meant I could skip the family event I might have been too disabled and fat for, but still sad I missed it. Also, for 6 days had to wear the same 2 outfits of clothes that only kind of fit me bc I didn't have time to try them on before Walmart closed :( autism nightmare
โฌ๏ธ none of my family members were weird about my weight even though they'd seen me ~40, 60, or 80 pounds ago depending on the person. Only things possibly on the edge were one person saying "I've gained sooo much wei- well, I've gained 10lbs but... that's still a lot..." and then talking to me later about mutual experiences working from home leading to saying I should set a timer on my phone to get up regularly throughout the day (which is true and I should lol, but, one does wonder if that would have come up in a convo with a thin person working from home...?)
โฌ๏ธ it's been chairs with arms galore the past few days and apparently there is a biiig difference in how I'm fitting into chairs recently. If there were any arms, my ass was *squeezed* in, and there were so many chairs with a suspended design (like, the frame of the seat and below is kinda Z-shaped) that I was worried about breaking ๐ฅ
โฌ๏ธ multiple of the older people in my family are so chatgpt-pilled and talked about it constantly (hyperbolically speaking)
โฌ๏ธ On the flight back home, we got to sit in a 3-seat row for just two of us! Armrests were UP, legs were STRETCHED ๐๐๐โจ๐๐๐๐๐โจ๐๐๐ญ
โฌ๏ธ I'm finally supposed to be getting a CPAP loaner today from the airline claims vendor ๐ฎโ๐จ
โฌ๏ธ issues with my ADHD meds for the past month are fucking with meeee ๐ฅ๐ฉ
