π€ Hi I'm Sam, I'm a small fat 33-year-old queer fat admirer and fetishist into soft feedism & weight gain.
π€ I'm married in a closed relationship but DMs are okay for non-kinky chat :)
π€ I also write fanfiction and original stories over at kinkratonthestreets on AO3 (most stories locked for AO3 users only due to AI scraping concerns βΉοΈ)
π€ Fat liberation is an essential component to feedism and fat-related fetishes and is a frequent topic on here as well
Fave kinks that might pop up on here more often: soft dom feedee/sub feeder dynamics, chubby/fat to fatter weight gain kink, soft feedism, weight gain encouragement
π« No minors. Minors and blogs without your age or a link to a verified OF account in your bio or pinned post will be blocked.
π« ED blogs go away, I block and report πβοΈ
I abandoned my tagging system to be honest, but for my older posts, my most common tags are below β¬οΈ
(I usually remember to tag off-topic posts as "not the usual", liveblogging my writing process as "quiet-writing", and harder dom/sub or pain play topics as "not soft" if you want to blacklist those tags to hide the posts from your dash.)
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I can't truly say that I awoke to you cupping my cheek. The deep pillows, the distant sound of rain on leaves, your light touches over my softened body; all were just watercolors bleeding together. Suggestions. Impressions. So the best I can say is "I think I remember." That's when you do your best work.
I think I remember you getting up. Lithely, even with held breath. You must've practiced this. I sank back into sleep. Thoughts mingled with memory. How you had stuffed me senseless the night before. How I fell asleep to you caressing my softened belly with your dominant hand. Wasn't it just months ago I had abs?
I think you placed your hand on my cheek. Your thumb rested softly on my mouth. Gently, you drew the tip of it down across my bottom lip, stroking and opening them ever so slightly. Affectionate. But subtle. I next awoke mid-swallow, cool, sweet richness sliding down my throat. I felt a thick straw in my mouth.Β A milkshake. Your hand had left my face, and was cupping my pec, playing with my softness.
"Shhh. Shhh. Not yet," you chided. My eyelids closed. A milkshake with cinnamon and a touch of herbs? Horchata-flavored? Something else? Oh, it must be Saturday; those are the days which we agreed you can do this to me with "chemical assistance." My sleepy mind briefly welcomed THC as an old friend. It left the front door wide open before wandering off into twisting halls. Hadn't you bragged about buying a 100mg vial yesterday from the dispensary? Was all of that in me now? It didn't matter. Doesn't matter? Warmth fills me as you pat the side of my ever-expanding gut. It's funny how efficiently your hands convey your satisfaction.Β
The straw sucking against the empty cup nearly wakes me up. I'm too, too full. How? Wasn't it only one milkshake? My capacity's more than that, I know. My eyes start to flutter. They, like me, feel impossibly heavy. I stir. You massage my belly with both hands, and I (think) I can't help but burp from the relief. Maybe I misremembered that. Maybe I didn't.
I'm more confident that you kissed me on my forehead before bringing another straw to my lips. Chocolate this time. I fall even deeper under your spell as hands rub hungry circles along the softest parts of my belly. You've made me --
"Greedy. And that's how I like you." You first said that on our third date, so long ago. Before we started measuring our relationship in pounds. When I used to fit comfortably in booths. We had oreo milkshakes that day. I think I still taste it on my lips. And I think I feel you between my thighs, drawing gentle patterns in the fat that you've put on me. When was this? What do I look like now? Do I still have abs? These blankets are heavy and warm.
I groan, stirring, and strawberry milkshake escapes over my bottom lip. You waste little time. Your hands are all over me, stopping to coyly play with my chest and stomach. I open my eyes.
I think you're kneeling over me. You're straddling the great glutted roundness of my belly, your soft T-shirt hinting at your own curves. Blearily, I start trying to form words. They're slow and heavy, like me. Before I can speak, you reset me with a jolt of pleasure, and I'm sinking again.Β Looking over my body, I see that I am long separated from my abs, thanks to you. You give me a squeeze on parts of my belly that I can't see. I burp again. You giggle, and ever so slowly gyrate your mound against the soft overhang of my gut.
"Good morning, babe," you purr. I try to sit up again, but can't. I'm too heavy and comfy. I'm still asleep? Kind of? What is this? Everything is deep and warm, and as soon as I flirt with focus, your touch lures me back into quasi-consciousness.Β
Your whisper cuts through the fog. You're right up next to me, behind that velvet sensory curtain.
"You've done so well for me. Not even 8:00, and how much have you had? Mmh. You were so eager today. Your body must really want all this." I feel your slight hand, cold but hungry, stretch over the top of my belly. It sinks in, alabaster resting on a plush pillow. You slowly jiggle it, and I feel my own body's momentum. You retract your hand. I keep jiggling. Fuck. You really made me fat.
I think I managed a "Mhmmm." Your finger was on my lips again before I could get anything else out.
"Shh. You rest here, babe. Take some time to digest. I'll wake you up in a couple of hours with breakfast."
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Stuck in bed (i mean literally stuck, even rolling over is excruciating) and frankly in a lot of pain. so im dealing with the anxiety of βwhat if this lasts foreverβ (it wonβt) by once again pretending in my head that actually Iβm stuck for Gigantically Fat reasons & that any second now my love will come help me turn over and bring me something yummy to snack on
this is why i do not respect the half-measure feedist acceptance of like, no health play/immobility/death feedism. (Not as in Everyone Has To Like These, but as in, non-feedists and even feedists who donβt accept that part of our scene.) like, I donβt have this thought fully formed but itβs. You want to disavow that kind of feedism (or whtever it is youβve decided is Too Icky) for being βintentionally disabling yourselfβ and itβs like, what if Iβm already fuckin disabled my dude. what if i already have heart palpitations when i go up stairs and it has nothing to do with my size. what if a power chair is already in my future. like does it not reasonably follow, that if a fat person can love the current state of their body or perhaps even aspire to have more of the socially degraded trait (fatness), that i as a fat disabled person can love the ways i am already fat and disabled and perhaps aspire to more fatness and more disability. I get that thatβs not a common outlook okay! but i promise you people feel the same way about others wanting to be fat! if you can reject one societal expectation you can reject another!!
This is really similar to how I look at it! I already use a mobility aid, need to sit/lie down more than I want to, and need to eat food. But what if that was for reasons I wanted and thought were hot? What if, while my body is in such levels of pain and discomfort, I got to enjoy the feeling of being soft and heavy? Not to mention that I (and a lot of others with my condition) have seen my symptoms improve the more weight I gain. Getting stuck in a doorway because it's inaccessible & too narrow for me to pass with my rollator? Fuck that, lemme get stuck because my ass is too wide
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leah stardew valley anon from back then! have you played fields of mistria or at least heard of it? first of all, i love how you can make your farmer look like Anything gender presentation wise and choose from multiple sets of pronouns including it/its, and theres two bachelors and bachelorette that whet some feedist tastes! (1/?)
(Tumblr fully ate part 5 so thanks for sending it again!)
Hello, welcome back!
I've heard of fields of mistria, but I haven't played it yet! I shall have to look these characters up :)
Hayden is cute! He's more beefy to me than fat, but he does love pumpkin pie and likes drinking milk so we can fix that π And I'm not mad about that little love handle bulge in his summer outfit at all πππ
He sounds so sweet, though, especially with his chicken π I'd def want to romance him... And the fact that you get a big, beefy silver fox to romance instead of 100% twinks is kind of amazing?
Okay, looking up Eiland now:
Oh, he needs to be pudgy immediately!! I don't normally care about kinkifying thin characters, but something about him having such a cute cupcakey color scheme is calling to me, I see the vision πββοΈ And I just looked up his loved gifts dialogue and woahhhh:
"...Thank you [Player], I'll be sure to give this dessert the attention it deserves!"
"An Ice Cream Sundae! For me? [...] It would be a shame to let it melt... I'd better eat it right away!"
"I was just thinking it was treat time! Not that it's something I do regularly! Or have an official name for!"
"... This looks delicious! Just know, it's taking every bit of willpower to not eat it right here in front of you."
"Ah, you got me [Player]! I can't resist something so sweet. It's one of the great pleasures in life!"
Aghhghh fan service for me! Also, he's absent-minded and loves history?? Hellooo, mindless eater who snacks while he's doing research slowly but steadily getting chubbier and chubbier over the years π€²π€²π€² He needs the Feedism Community Treatmentβ’
Like, I'd be annoyed if they made the character who's obsessed with desserts canonically fat, but as you said: future fat person material here for sure. (Once he hangs up his dungeoning hat perhaps?) I am imagining those sashes on him in another 10 or 15 years, slung around his hips and weighed down in the front by a round, heavy belly :3
Reina's turn!
Ooh, she's cute, too! I feel like her outfits were just made to be flattering on a fat person, like, she's ready to be fat imo (maybe she used to be and circumstances just aren't in her favor to be fat rn? <- making up lore for a game I've never even played), like she's just waiting for the right person to come along so she can unleash her feeder desires and they can get huge and soft together, right? And these 2 of Reina's dialogue options for gifts,"Well doesn't this look scrumptious! Looks like you and I have a love of great food in common!" and "This is so sweet of you, [Player]! It's fun to cook for other people, but I do love when people treat me," are so mutual feedist-coded, you're so right about her!
But also, like, can we talk about Holt, please?? Helloooo where's the mod that lets me be a homewrecker for himmm
ahem, does it perhaps look like he has a full belly on the left and a soft, empty belly on the right to anyone else π The moustache and fanny pack just round out the chubby dad aesthetic so well, too :3
Yeah, so, you've definitely sold me on trying this game out - maybe I'll get it for myself as a reward in a couple weeks :) I wanna to get to know the characters better so I can make up more lore about how they so get fat :)
(but on the topic of beefy characters we'd like to get fatter...)
Um Olric is realllyyy speaking to me π Tradie/handyman(?) with a gratuitous harness and ripped shirtsleeves let me give you the fatboy treatment ππ«ͺ U don't have to be a beefcake anymore if u don't wanna
Also his brother March, while not beefy, sounds like exactly the marriagable character type that's like catnip to me in these types of games - vain and standoffish until you get to know them?? Have a sushi platter as often as the game will let me until I have worked my way into ur heart and those ribs and the tasteful sideboob in your slutty 2010s cut-off party t-shirt gives us all a window to rolls on rolls on rolls >:) you know? Let's make sure those apron strings can't reach around u to tie anymore in a few winters π
(I have the thing wrong with me where a character makes this face in a game and I'm immediately like, 'marry me')
Also, it's so endearing to me when characters have only 1 food gift in their loved gifts, it's like, you're not even a foodie, but I've found your food weakness and I will exploit it π
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i'm a huge advocate for people hopping on hrt to figure out if it's right for them. especially babes who have been debating it for years. if you have access, you should give it a shot
what i honestly love the most is unrepentant, hedonistic, blissful gluttony. when a person gorges themselves with a smile on their face, leaning back in their chair, unbuttoning their clothes, clutching their belly while they eat. hiccuping, burping, moaning, sighing. itβs the most beautiful thing in the world.
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