if i die, put me in a plain pine box.
i don't want a fancy casket with fancy embroidery.
if i die, don't embalm me.
i want to go out of the world the same way i came in.
if i die, don't ask my dad how he's taking it.
if he didn't care about me in life, i don't care what he thinks of me in death.
if i die, look closely at my mom.
she will be both falling apart at the seams, but lighter than ever.
see how long it takes her to move on and throw out my things.
when i die, don't glorify who i am.
i'm the same person i always was.
if you didn't like me in life, you aren't allowed to like me in death.
when i die, bury me in a field that reminds you most of the one behind my old house.
i want to be there forever.
when i die, don't tell people i was suffering and this was the only way out.
when i die, don't tell people it was gods plan.
this was nobody's fault but my own.
i did this to myself because i wanted to be in control.