thinking about how smoke has always been someone who prided himself on discipline. everything in his life was a routine and had a certain place. no matter if it was his money, temper, business, even his brother. the men that worked for smoke or knew him swore that he didn’t love anything enough in the world to let it become his weakness.
but you were different. all the self-discipline that the infamous elijah “smoke” moore had was out the window when he laid eyes on you. it wasn’t noticeable at first, just small things. you’d laugh and he would lose track of the rest of the conversation. you’d ask him for something and he’ll drop everything and cancel his plans for you.
his twin was the first to notice, of course. “you ain’t answer your phone all day.” smoke didn’t take his gaze from you sleeping against his chest. he grumbled a short answer, “been busy.” stack scuffed in disbelief, “nigga you missed a pickup, fuck you been doin’?” “i’ll make another one.” — “you never miss out on no bread smoke.” smoke noticed you shifting around, almost noticing the sound of their two voices. “i said i’ll make another one, now get outta my face elias.”
he despised how easy it was to love you, you had his whole heart. you were a craving to him. he needed you to breath, to feel safe—how ironic it sounds.
to be honest it scared him. a regular night he woke up before dawn. you were sleep, breathing softly beside him, one hand resting on his chest. he didn’t move—he just watched you. the brown freckles that scattered across your back. the way your nose scrunched. how you sighed when turning in the bed. he memorized all of it, you were something worth memorizing to him.
smoke’s routines slowly become your routines. he didn’t intentionally change for you, it just happened. he starts sleeping on your side of the bed whenever you’re gone because it still smells like your vanilla perfume. the iced sugar filled coffee he swore he hated suddenly tastes better because that’s how you make it for him.
thinking about how smoke’s biggest fear isn’t missing out on money anymore. it’s hearing you utter the words, “i don’t think this is working.” because for the first time in his life, he genuinely wouldn’t know who he is without you.
🐆 sev’s comments ┆THATS BIG PAPA! anywaysss, just a lil thought i came up with while listening to miguel. day 100 without writing smut, how im doing people? do i need to return the freak?
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Pairing: Elias "Stack" Moore & Billy (the goat who chose him)
Summary: After a court-ordered anger management sentence following the infamous "wing incident," Elias "Stack" Moore finds himself roped into goat yoga as an alternative therapy. He's not looking for healing or self-improvement, he's just trying to do his time and get back to his life. But one stubborn, troublemaking goat named Billy has other plans, deciding Elias is his person whether he likes it or not. What starts as an annoying punishment becomes an unexpected journey of self-discovery, proving that sometimes the most chaotic relationships are the ones that save us.
Warnings: Elias slowly becoming the goat dad he swore he'd never be, brotherly bonding, and one very unapologetic goat who runs the show.
Orange Chaos
The Wing Incident
The day had started with a hangover and ended with his boss, Mr. Henderson, looking at him over the rim of his glasses like Elias was something he'd scraped off his shoe. "Elias," he'd said, his voice tired and disappointed, "you can't keep showing up late because you were out 'networking' until 3 AM. This is a bar, not a nightclub. And you can't tell the new waitress her ass looks 'good enough to bite' in her first hour. We talked about this."
Elias had just nodded, jaw tight, knowing Mr. Henderson was right but hating him for it anyway. He loved his job as manager at The Southern Pour, loved the music and the energy and the way he could work a room like a politician, but sometimes his mouth moved faster than his brain. Today was one of those days.
By the time he pulled his truck onto his ten acres of land, the old farmhouse silhouetted against the setting sun, Elias was ready to burn the whole town down. All he wanted was peace, quiet, and the one thing that could fix any bad day: chicken wings from Wing Dynasty. Not just any wings—their signature "Delta Heat" wings, spicy enough to make you sweat and cry in the best way, expensive enough to feel like a real treat after a shit day like today.
He ordered them through the app, adding extra napkins and a side of ranch like a civilized man, then flopped onto his leather sofa to wait. The house was too quiet, too big for just him, but he liked it that way. Space to breathe, space to be loud without pissing anyone off, space to exist without Elijah's judgy cat eyes watching his every move.
Forty-five minutes later, his phone buzzed. "Your DoorDash order has arrived." Elias grabbed some cash from the jar on the counter—always tip in cash, his mama taught him that—and headed for the door.
The kid on his porch couldn't have been more than nineteen, skinny in that way that suggested he lived on energy drinks and regret. He was holding the Wing Dynasty bag, but something was off. It looked... light. Too light for the twenty wings Elias had ordered.
"'Sup," Elias said, holding out the cash. "Everything good in there?"
The kid shrugged, already reaching for the money. "Yeah, man. All here."
Elias's eyes narrowed. He'd managed enough restaurants to know when something wasn't right. "Nah, hold up. Let me check."
The kid's shoulders tightened. "It's fine, dude. I just delivered it."
"Dude?" Elias's voice dropped, that Sippi' accent thickening with irritation. "I ain't your 'dude.' And I said let me check the bag."
"It's fine," the kid insisted, backing away slightly. "I gotta go."
Elias stepped forward, blocking his path to the car. "You ain't going nowhere until I check my damn wings."
The kid's eyes darted around, looking anywhere but at Elias. "Look, man, I don't want any trouble—"
"Then open the bag," Elias said, his voice low now, dangerous. "Before I open it for you."
For a moment, they stood there, tension thick as Mississippi humidity in July. Then the kid sighed and held out the bag. "Fine. Whatever. But they're all there."
Elias snatched the bag and opened it. One look inside and his blood started to boil. There were maybe fifteen wings in there, not twenty. And one of them—oh, hell no—one of them had a bite taken out of it.
"You motherfucker," Elias breathed, holding up the half-eaten wing. "You ate my goddamn wings?"
The kid's face went pale. "It was an accident! I dropped one and—"
"You dropped one and decided to taste test it?" Elias stepped forward, backing the kid up against his own car. "You think I'm stupid? You think I don't know what a half-eaten wing looks like?"
"It was just one!" the kid squeaked. "I'll pay you back!"
"I don't want your damn money!" Elias roared, grabbing the kid by the front of his shirt. "I want my wings! I want my evening back! I want you to not be a thieving little shit who thinks he can just help himself to other people's food!"
The kid started crying, which somehow made Elias even angrier. "Please, man, I'm sorry—"
"Sorry don't put wings on my plate!" Elias shoved him against the car, hard. "Sorry don't fix the fact that I had a shit day and the one thing I was looking forward to—THE ONE THING—you decided to help yourself to like it was yours!"
That's when he threw the first punch. It wasn't his best work—he was too angry for proper form—but it connected with the kid's jaw, sending his head snapping back against the car door. The second punch was better, more controlled, landing right in the kid's stomach. He doubled over, gasping, and Elias might have gone for a third if Mrs. Johnson from next door hadn't appeared on her porch with her phone out.
"Elias Moore, you stop that right now!" she yelled. "I'm calling the police!"
Elias froze, fist still raised, breathing heavy. The kid was sobbing on the ground, holding his stomach, and suddenly Elias felt like the biggest asshole in the world. "Shit," he muttered, stepping back. "Shit."
But it was too late. Within ten minutes, Jackson's finest were pulling up his driveway, lights flashing but no sirens (thank God for small mercies). The cops who arrived knew him—they knew all the Moores, really—but their faces were grim as they handcuffed him and read him his rights.
"Really, Elias?" Officer Davis said, shaking his head as he led Elias to the squad car. "Over some chicken wings?"
"He stole them!" Elias insisted, his Delta accent thick with indignation. "Ate one right in the bag! You can't let people get away with that kinda shit!"
Officer Davis just sighed, like he'd heard it all before. And maybe he had. This wasn't Elias's first ride in the back of a squad car, though it was the first time the offense involved poultry.
The booking process was a special kind of hell. They took his belt, his shoelaces, his dignity. They fingerprinted him like he was some kind of real criminal, not just a man defending the sanctity of his dinner. The holding cell smelled like piss and desperation, and Elias sat there on the metal bench, head in his hands, wondering how his life had gotten so off track.
When they finally let him make his call, he debated who to dial. Elijah would lecture him for an hour straight. His mama would cry. His aunt would probably say he had it coming. In the end, he called no one, just posted his own bail and slunk out of the station at 3 AM like a criminal.
Two weeks later, he was standing before Judge Martinez, a woman who'd seen Elias in her courtroom more times than she cared to count. She looked at him over her glasses, her expression weary.
"Mr. Moore," she said, shuffling through his file. "Assault. Over a food delivery. Is there anything you'd like to say for yourself?"
"He stole my wings, Your Honor," Elias said, knowing even as he said it how pathetic it sounded.
Judge Martinez sighed. "Mr. Moore, I've had you in here for fighting at bars, for disturbing the peace, for reckless driving... but this might just be the most ridiculous offense yet. You assaulted a nineteen-year-old kid over chicken wings?"
"He ate them!" Elias insisted, his voice rising. "Right in the bag! Like he thought I wouldn't notice!"
The judge rubbed her temples. "I'm sentencing you to twelve months of probation, fifty hours of community service, and"—she paused, looking at him over her glasses—"mandatory anger management classes. Twice a week. Starting tomorrow."
Elias's jaw dropped. "Anger management? For what? Defending my dinner?"
"For punching a teenager who may or may not have eaten one of your chicken wings," Judge Martinez said firmly. "And if I see you in my courtroom again during those twelve months, you'll be spending some quality time in the county jail. Are we clear?"
"Yeah," Elias muttered, already plotting how he'd get out of it.
The first anger management class was everything Elias had expected and worse. It was held in a community center room that smelled like stale coffee and desperation, filled with people who looked just as miserable as he felt. There was a guy who'd beaten up his girlfriend's dog, a woman who'd thrown a brick through her ex's car window, and a kid who kept setting fires in trash cans. Elias sat in the back, arms crossed, radiating "don't talk to me" energy like it was his job.
And then there was Dr. Robinson. She wasn't what Elias expected at all. A Black woman in her late forties, dressed in a sharp pantsuit and looking like she could kill him with her stare, she stood at the front of the room with a clipboard and an expression that said she'd seen it all and wasn't impressed.
"Welcome," she said, her voice cutting through the room's low murmur. "I'm Dr. Robinson, and I'll be facilitating your anger management journey."
Elias snorted. Journey. Like this was some kind of spiritual quest instead of court-ordered bullshit.
Dr. Robinson's eyes landed on him immediately. "Something you'd like to share with the class?"
"Nah," Elias said, sinking lower in his chair. "I'm good."
"Good," she said, but her eyes stayed on him. "Because we're here to do some real work. Anger isn't just an emotion—it's a choice. A response. And you can learn to make different choices."
The class dragged on forever, with people sharing their feelings and Dr. Robinson nodding like she actually gave a shit. Elias tuned most of it out, just counting the minutes until he could escape back to his house and his peace and quiet.
At the end of class, as everyone was filing out, Dr. Robinson called his name. "Elias. A word."
Elias considered pretending he didn't hear her, but something in her tone made him stop. "Yeah?"
"I read your file," she said, leaning against her desk. "The wing incident."
Elias felt his face flush. "Man, fuck this. He stole my wings! You can't just let people get away with that shit!"
Dr. Robinson raised an eyebrow. "And your response was to assault him?"
"He was stealing! What was I supposed to do, let him walk away with my dinner?"
"You could have called the company. You could have requested a refund. You could have chosen not to let a minor incident ruin your evening and land you back in court."
Elias shrugged, defensive. "Different people handle things different ways."
"True," Dr. Robinson said, studying him. "But your ways keep landing you in my courtroom. So we're going to try something different. Something outside these walls."
"I'm good," Elias said immediately. "I'll just... come to class. Do my time."
"I'm assigning you some homework," Dr. Robinson continued, ignoring him completely. "There's a place about twenty minutes outside of town that offers goat yoga. Every Saturday morning. I want you to go."
Elias stared at her. "Goat what?"
"Goat yoga," she repeated, a smile playing at the corners of her mouth. "Yoga with goats. It's supposed to be very calming. Very grounding."
"You want me to do yoga? With goats?" Elias couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Is this a joke?"
"Do I look like I'm joking?" Dr. Robinson asked, her expression dead serious. "You need to find a way to manage your anger that doesn't involve your fists. If traditional therapy isn't working, maybe something... unconventional will."
"This is bullshit," Elias muttered, already heading for the door. "I ain't doing no damn goat yoga."
"Either you go to goat yoga," Dr. Robinson called after him, "or I recommend to Judge Martinez that your probation be revoked. Your choice."
Elias stopped, hand on the doorknob, and considered his options. Jail or goat yoga. It wasn't even a choice, really.
"Fine," he said, turning back to face her. "I'll go. But you better believe I'm gonna hate every minute of it."
"I don't care if you hate it," Dr. Robinson said, smiling now. "I just care if you go."
As Elias walked out to his truck, already planning how he could fake an illness or find some other way out of goat yoga, he had no idea that his life was about to change in ways he never saw coming. All he could think about was the injustice of it all—the ridiculousness of being punished for defending what was his, and now being forced to do yoga with farm animals like some kind of city slicker who didn't know better.
"Goat yoga," he muttered, starting his truck. "What kind of bullshit is that?"
—
The First Encounter
Saturday morning arrived with the kind of oppressive heat that made Elias want to strip naked and sit in his freezer until October. Instead, he was pulling on a pair of $150 Lululemon pants he'd bought specifically to spite Dr. Robinson and this whole ridiculous situation. If he was gonna be forced to do goat yoga, he was damn sure gonna look good doing it.
The farm was exactly what Elias expected—a white picket fence, a red barn that looked like it belonged on a postcard, and a sign painted in cheerful letters that read "Sunny Meadows Farm: Home of Happy Goats & Yoga!" Elias parked his truck, killed the engine, and sat there for a minute, seriously considering just driving away and taking his chances with Dr. Robinson and Judge Martinez.
"Nah," he muttered, running a hand over his fade. "Might as well get this shit over with."
The yoga area was set up in a grassy field behind the barn, mats arranged in neat rows with a small platform at the front for the instructor. Most of the participants were women—white women, mostly, dressed in expensive athletic wear and chatting excitedly like this was some kind of adventure instead of a court-ordered punishment.
"Hi! Welcome!" A bubbly blonde woman with a ponytail that bounced when she walked approached him immediately. "I'm Brittany! I'll be your instructor today. Is this your first time?"
Elias looked her up and down, unimpressed. "What gave it away?"
Brittany's smile didn't falter. "Just a guess! We're so excited to have you. The goats love new energy."
"I bet they do," Elias said, finding a mat at the back of the group. "Don't get too excited. I'm just here for the court order."
Brittany's eyes widened slightly, but she recovered quickly. "Well, whatever brings you here, we're glad to have you. Just find a spot, and we'll get started in a few minutes."
Elias spread out his designer mat—black, of course, with a subtle logo that cost way too much, and stood with his arms crossed, watching the other participants stretch and chat. They all seemed so genuine, so earnest, like they actually wanted to be here stretching with goats instead of sleeping in on a Saturday morning like normal people.
"Alright, everyone!" Brittany called from the platform. "Find your mats and let's begin with some deep breathing. In through the nose, out through the mouth."
Elias rolled his eyes but did as she said, mostly because he didn't want to draw attention to himself. The breathing part wasn't so bad, actually. Kinda calming, in a way. But then the goats came.
They poured out of the barn like a furry flood of chaos, big goats and small goats, spotted goats and solid-colored goats, all of them moving with that weird combination of grace and clumsiness that goats have. They immediately started causing trouble, jumping on mats, nibbling on yoga blocks, and generally making a mess of Brittany's carefully planned session.
"And remember," Brittany said, as if nothing unusual was happening, "goats are very intuitive. They'll come to you if you're open to their energy."
Elias snorted. "Ain't no energy here to be open to."
But as if summoned by his skepticism, one goat broke away from the herd. He was smaller than the others, with scruffy brown fur and horns that curved slightly backward, giving him a permanent look of mischief. His eyes were bright and intelligent, and he moved with a confidence that belied his size.
The goat made a beeline for Elias's mat.
"Oh no," Elias muttered. "Don't even think about it."
The goat ignored him completely, immediately trying to eat the corner of Elias's expensive yoga mat.
"Hey!" Elias shoved the goat away, gently at first. "Get off that. That cost more than your whole damn family at the meat market."
The goat—later revealed to be named Billy—just blinked slowly, then tried again, this time with more determination. Elias shoved him away again, a little harder this time.
"Man, what is wrong with you?" Elias asked, genuinely baffled. "Can't you see I'm trying to be miserable over here?"
Billy responded by headbutting Elias's shin, hard enough to make him grunt.
"Alright, that's it," Elias said, reaching down to grab the goat by whatever part he could reach. "You and me are gonna have a little talk."
But Billy was quick, darting away just as Elias's fingers closed around empty air. The goat trotted a few feet away, turned, and gave Elias a look that was pure sass before trotting back and trying to eat his mat again.
This went on for the entire session. Every time Elias tried to follow Brittany's instructions—downward dog, warrior pose, whatever the hell that twisting thing was called—Billy would be there, harassing him specifically. Eating his mat. Headbutting his legs. Trying to climb his back when he was in child's pose. The other participants were giggling and cooing over their goat interactions, but Elias? Elias was getting targeted.
"Man, get the hell away from me," Elias muttered, trying to hold a plank position while Billy attempted to climb onto his back. "You want me to cook you?"
Billy just bleated and tried harder, his little hooves finding purchase in the expensive fabric of Elias's Lullemon pants.
"I'm not playing with you," Elias warned, dropping to his knees to avoid being mounted. "I will dropkick you across this field. Don't think I won't."
The goat responded by licking Elias's face with a tongue that felt like sandpaper.
"Ugh! That's disgusting!" Elias wiped his face with the back of his hand, but he was laughing despite himself. "You nasty little nigga."
By the end of the session, Elias had interacted with Billy more than with any human there. He'd shoved the goat away at least a dozen times, dodged three headbutts, and narrowly avoided having his expensive yoga mat eaten. And through it all, Billy kept coming back for more, like Elias was some kind of Dr. Dolittle.
"And that's our time for today!" Brittany called, clapping her hands together. "Thank you all for coming! Don't forget to sign the guest book on your way out!"
Elias rolled up his mat—thankfully mostly intact—and headed for his truck, eager to get back to his house and his life without goats. But as he reached his truck, he heard footsteps behind him.
"Wait up!" It was one of the farm workers, a teenager with a face full of freckles and a panicked expression. "Have you seen Billy? He got out of his enclosure again."
Elias turned, searching the lot, and sure enough, there was Billy, trotting toward him like they were old friends. "This him?"
The farm worker nodded. "Yeah. He's always escaping. Mrs. Henderson says he's got Houdini blood in him."
"Well, he's right here," Elias said, gesturing to the goat who was now trying to eat his truck's tire. "Come get him before I change my mind about not dropkicking him."
The farm worker approached Billy cautiously, but the goat wasn't having it. He darted away, circling Elias's truck like he was casing it.
"Come on, Billy," the farm worker pleaded. "Time to go back."
Billy responded by jumping into Elias's backseat through the open door.
"Oh, fuck no," Elias muttered, peering into his truck at the goat who was now making himself comfortable on the expensive leather seats. "Get outta there."
Billy just blinked at him, then settled in like he planned to stay forever.
The farm worker sighed. "I'm so sorry. He does this sometimes. Just... let me get Mrs. Henderson. She'll know what to do."
Five minutes later, a woman in her sixties with kind eyes and dirt under her fingernails appeared beside Elias's truck. "I hear Billy's found himself a new home."
Elias gestured to his backseat, where Billy was now chewing on a discarded fast food bag. "He's not staying. I don't care how cute he is."
Mrs. Henderson smiled, like this was the most normal thing in the world. "Billy does what he wants. Always has. When he decides he likes someone, that's it. He's chosen you."
"Chosen me for what?" Elias asked, already dreading the answer. "To ruin my upholstery?"
"To be his person," Mrs. Henderson said. "Goats are like that. They pick who they pick."
"Well, he picked wrong," Elias said, reaching into the backseat to grab the goat. "I'm not a goat person. I'm not even a pet person."
Billy dodged his grasp, then headbutted his hand hard enough to make Elias yelp.
"He's got a funny way of showing it," Elias muttered, rubbing his hand.
Twenty minutes later, after much chasing and grabbing and dodging of headbutts, Billy was finally back in his enclosure. Elias climbed into his truck, exhausted and smelling like goat, he started the engine.
As he drove away, he glanced in his rearview mirror and saw Billy ( or he thought ) standing at the fence, watching him go. For a moment, Elias felt some regret, which was ridiculous because it was just a goat, and goats were stupid, and he was never coming back to Sunny Meadows Farm again.
"Good riddance," Elias muttered, turning onto the highway. "Hope you find some other sucker to harass."
But even as he said it, he knew he'd be back next Saturday. Court orders were a bitch like that.
Elias was halfway home when he heard it—a strange bleating sound coming from somewhere in his truck. He turned down the music, listening, and there it was again, clearer this time.
"No way," he said, glancing in his rearview mirror. "No fucking way."
But there he was, curled up on the floor behind the passenger seat like he'd been there the whole time: Billy, the escape artist goat, looking up at Elias with eyes that said, "What? You thought I'd actually stay there?"
Elias pulled over in a gas station parking lot and killed the engine, and just stared at the goat who had somehow, against all odds, been hiding in his truck.
"You got to be kidding me," Elias said, running a hand over his face. "This is some bullshit."
Billy bleated again, then jumped onto the passenger seat and tried to eat the dashboard.
As Elias sat there, goat in his truck, questioning every life choice that had led him to this moment, he had no idea that this was just the beginning. That this scrappy little goat with attitude problems and a talent for escape would change his life in ways he never saw coming.
All he could think was: "Judge Martinez is gonna love this."
—
The Unexpected Houseguest
The drive back home was a special kind of hell. Billy, having exhausted himself with his great escape, had curled up on the passenger seat and fallen asleep, occasionally letting out little bleats in his dreams. Every time Elias glanced over, the goat would twitch or kick his little legs, like he was chasing something in his sleep.
"You lucky you cute," Elias muttered, taking the exit toward his house. "And that I don't feel like explaining to Judge Martinez why I returned a goat with tire tracks on his back."
The sun was setting by the time he pulled into his driveway, painting the sky in shades of orange and purple that would have been beautiful if Elias wasn't so damn annoyed. His house, old but solid, with a wraparound porch and more space than one man really needed, stood silhouetted against the fading light.
"Alright, little dude," Elias said, cutting the engine. "Let's get you back where you belong before you destroy my life."
But as Billy hopped out of the truck and started exploring the yard with the curiosity of a toddler who'd just discovered the word "no," Elias's phone rang. It was the farm.
"Hey," he said, trying to sound casual. "I have your escape artist."
"Oh, thank God!" It was Mrs. Henderson, and she sounded relieved. "We've been looking everywhere. Did you have any trouble catching him?"
"Not really," Elias lied, thinking of the twenty minutes he'd spent chasing Billy around a gas station parking lot. "He was just hiding in my truck."
"Well, bring him on back," Mrs. Henderson said. "We'll be here until dark."
"Actually," Elias said, glancing at Billy, who was now attempting to eat his mailbox, "I was thinking I could just bring him back tomorrow morning. Save y'all the trouble of staying open late."
There was a pause on the other end. "Oh. Well, we close at six on Saturdays. And we're not open on Sundays."
Elias checked his watch. 5:57 PM.
"Shit," he muttered. "You serious?"
"Afraid so," Mrs. Henderson said. "But if you just leave him in the barn, he'll be fine. We'll find him in the morning."
Elias looked at Billy, who had moved on from the mailbox to the decorative bushes beside his porch. "Yeah, I don't think so. He'll probably escape again and end up mayor of Jackson by morning."
Mrs. Henderson laughed. "He's something, isn't he? Well, I suppose he can stay with you tonight. Just make sure he doesn't get into anything he shouldn't."
"Yeah," Elias said dryly. "I'll do my best."
After hanging up, Elias stood there for a moment, watching Billy systematically destroy his landscaping. "Well," he said to the goat, "guess you're staying the night. But we got rules, you hear me? Rule number one: don't touch shit. Rule number two: don't eat shit. Rule number three: don't break shit. You think you can handle that?"
Billy responded by eating a rose bush.
"That's a no, then," Elias sighed, scooping up the goat before he could do any more damage. "Come on, you little demolition expert. Let's get you inside."
The moment Elias set Billy down in his entryway, chaos erupted. The goat, apparently energized by his brief nap, took off like a shot, exploring every room with the enthusiasm of someone who'd just been given the keys to the kingdom.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Elias chased after him. "This ain't the damn White House tour. Stay in one room."
Billy ignored him completely, making a beeline for the living room and immediately jumping onto Elias's expensive leather sofa with the grace of a gymnast.
"Oh, hell no," Elias said, rushing over. "Get off that."
Billy responded by prancing across the sofa, his little hooves leaving scuff marks on the leather, then jumping onto the coffee table and knocking over a stack of magazines.
"That's it," Elias said, scooping the goat up again. "You're going in time-out."
He carried Billy to the guest bathroom—the one with the tile floor and nothing expensive to destroy—and set him down inside. "Stay," he commanded, pointing a finger. "Don't move."
Billy blinked at him, then immediately started eating the bath mat.
"What the fuck," Elias muttered, closing the door and leaning against it. "What is wrong with you?"
He lasted about five minutes before guilt started to creep in. What if the goat got lonely? What if he hurt himself? What if he ate the entire bath mat and died of intestinal blockage?
"Damn it," Elias said, opening the door to find Billy standing on the toilet, trying to eat the toilet paper holder.
"That's it," Elias said, grabbing the goat again. "You're just gonna have to stay where I can see you."
For the next hour, Elias tried to go about his evening routine, checking emails, scrolling through social media, pretending he didn't have a goat in his house, but Billy made it impossible. The goat was everywhere at once, eating his houseplants, chewing on his shoes, and somehow getting his head stuck in a decorative vase that had been a housewarming gift from his mama.
"Jesus Christ," Elias said while holding Billy in a headlock, wrestling the vase off Billy's head. "How did you even—never mind. I don't wanna know."
By 8 PM, Elias was ready to admit defeat. He'd tried containment, he'd tried supervision, he'd tried pleading with a goat who clearly didn't speak English. Nothing worked. Billy was a force of nature, a furry four-legged natural disaster with a particular talent for destruction.
That's when he called Elijah.
"Yo," Elijah answered, his voice calm and measured as always. "What's up?"
"I need help," Elias said, watching Billy attempt to climb his curtains. "And don't you dare laugh."
"I'm already laughing," Elijah said, and Elias could hear it in his voice. "What kind of trouble you gotten yourself into this time?"
"I got a goat in my house."
Silence. Then, "You what?"
"A goat," Elias repeated, as if that explained everything. "From the goat yoga place. He escaped and hid in my truck, and now he's destroying my house, and I don't know what to do."
More silence, followed by what sounded like Elijah trying not to laugh. "You. Stack. The man who once threatened to blow up a restaurant for using stale grease on your fish. You're asking for help with a goat?"
"It's not funny, nigga!" Elias said as Billy knocked over a lamp. "This little bitch is like a furry wrecking ball. He's already broken three things and eaten my favorite plant."
"I'm on my way," Elijah said, still laughing. "Don't let him near anything expensive."
"Too late," Elias muttered, ending the call.
Twenty minutes later, Elijah pulled up, carrying what looked like a pet store in his arms. "I brought supplies," he said, setting down bags filled with... stuff.
"What the hell is all this?" Elias asked, trying to catch Billy before he could eat the corner of the sofa again.
"Goat food, goat toys, goat treats," Elijah said, unpacking. "And some advice from your friendly neighborhood cat dad."
Elias raised an eyebrow. "You still have Marmalade?"
"Yeah, I gave in to being his personal servant," Elijah said, pulling out what looked like a small harness. "Trust me, I know what I'm talking about. Animals are all the same—stubborn, destructive, and secretly plotting to take over the world."
As if to prove Elijah's point, Billy made a run for the kitchen, knocking over a floor lamp on his way.
"See?" Elias said, gesturing to the chaos. "He's possessed."
"Or he's just a goat," Elijah said calmly, following the goat into the kitchen. "They're like that. High energy, curious, and prone to eating things they shouldn't."
They spent the next hour trying to corral Billy, who seemed to be enjoying the attention. He darted under tables, behind chairs, and at one point, somehow got onto the kitchen counter, where he proceeded to knock over everything in sight.
"Got him!" Elijah said finally, managing to scoop up the goat while Billy was distracted by a jar of pickles.
"Thank God," Elias said, leaning against the counter. "Now what?"
"Now we find him something to eat that isn't your house," Elijah said, setting Billy down. "And then we figure out how to tire him out."
That's when Billy discovered Elias's weed stash.
The goat had been exploring the lower cabinets when he found the baggie Elias kept hidden behind some cookbooks. Before either of the twins could stop him, Billy had torn open the bag and was happily munching away on what was supposed to be Elias's weekend supply.
"Oh, hell no," Elias said, lunging for the bag, but it was too late. Billy had already eaten at least half an ounce of premium-grade marijuana.
"Well," Elijah said, watching the goat chew thoughtfully. "This just got interesting."
For the next hour, Billy the goat was officially stoned. His eyes were red and glassy, his movements slow and deliberate, and he kept stopping to stare at things that weren't there with an intensity that suggested he was having some kind of spiritual revelation.
"Man," Elias said, watching Billy stare at a wall for ten solid minutes. "I didn't even know goats could get high."
"Apparently they can," Elijah said, trying not to laugh. "And apparently they really enjoy it."
The high goat chaos that followed was something Elias would never forget. Billy, now completely without inhibitions, jumped onto every surface in the kitchen, knocking over utensils, appliances, and anything else that wasn't nailed down. He tried to eat a banana peel, got his head stuck in a cereal box, and at one point, just stood in the middle of the kitchen floor, bleating softly to himself like he was having a deep conversation with the universe.
"This is your fault," Elias said, as Billy tried to climb into the refrigerator. "You and your damn cat dad advice."
"I didn't tell him to eat your weed," Elijah said calmly, pulling the goat away from the fridge. "Though I have to admit, he seems pretty chill now."
"He's not chill, he's high as a kite," Elias said, but he was laughing despite himself. "Look at him. He's having a religious experience."
By midnight, Billy had finally crashed, passing out on the kitchen floor on his back with his little goat legs in the air, surrounded by the destruction he'd caused. Elias and Elijah stood there, looking at the mess and the sleeping goat, and then at each other.
"Well," Elijah said, breaking the silence. "Could be worse."
"How?" Elias asked, gesturing to his destroyed kitchen. "How could this possibly be worse?"
"He could have eaten your entire stash," Elijah said, then laughed at Elias's expression. "Come on. Let's get this cleaned up before you wake up to find he's destroyed your living room too."
They spent the next hour cleaning up, Elias grumbling the whole time but secretly enjoying having his brother there. It had been a while since they'd just hung out, without the bar or family drama or women getting in the way.
"You know," Elijah said, as they were finishing up, "he's kinda cute when he's not destroying your house."
Elias looked at Billy, who was now snoring softly on the floor, and his heart gave an odd, unexpected tug. It wasn't annoyance or anger or even resignation. It was... fondness. Which was ridiculous because it was a goat, and goats were..... goats, and he was definitely not getting attached.
"He's alright," Elias said, which was as close as he'd get to admitting he actually liked the little bastard. "For a destructive, weed-eating menace."
The next morning, Elias woke up to find Billy curled up at the foot of his bed like a dog, watching him with those intelligent goat eyes. For a moment, Elias just stared back, caught somewhere between annoyance and curiosity.
"Morning, little dude," he said, his voice rough with sleep. "You sleep okay?"
Billy bleated softly, then jumped off the bed and trotted to the kitchen, presumably looking for breakfast.
As Elias followed him, stepping over the remnants of last night's chaos, he knew he should call the farm. He should arrange to return Billy immediately, before he got any more attached, before the goat destroyed anything else. He should end this madness before it really began.
But as he watched Billy attempt to open the refrigerator with his head, Elias hesitated. This little goat, with his attitude problems and talent for destruction, had somehow wormed his way into Elias's life—and maybe, just maybe, into his heart.
"I'll call them later," Elias told himself, opening the fridge to get Billy some actual food. "After I make sure he's okay."
But later never came. Instead, Elias found himself at the pet store, buying goat supplies "just in case." A proper feeding trough. Some goat toys. A collar with a little bell, because what if he got lost again?
"Just temporary," Elias told himself as he paid for the supplies. "Until I can take him back."
But even as he said it, he knew it was a lie. Billy wasn't temporary anymore. He was... something else. Something more.
And as Elias drove home with a car full of goat supplies and a heart full of denial, he had no idea that this scrappy little goat with attitude problems was exactly what he needed to tame the wildness inside himself. That sometimes, the most unexpected friendships are the ones that change us the most.
All he knew was that his life had gotten a lot more complicated, and a lot more interesting, since the day a goat decided to adopt him.
—
The Reluctant Guardian
Monday morning arrived with the kind of clarity that only comes after a weekend of chaos and three hours of sleep. Elias stood in his kitchen, surveying the damage like a general surveying a battlefield. The vase was a total loss, his favorite houseplant looked like it had been attacked by a lawnmower, and there were goat hoof prints on his leather sofa that would probably never come out.
"Alright, little dude," Elias said, finding Billy asleep in a laundry basket he'd dragged into the living room. "Time to go home."
The goat opened one eye, bleated softly, and went back to sleep.
"No, none of that," Elias said, scooping him up. "You've overstayed your welcome. Big time."
The drive to Sunny Meadows Farm was quiet, Billy curled up on the passenger seat, like the passenger prince he was. Elias kept telling himself this was the right thing to do—return the goat, reclaim his life, get back to normal. But every time he glanced over at Billy, a quiet warmth spread through his chest.
Mrs. Henderson was waiting for them at the barn, her expression a mixture of relief and amusement. "I was wondering when you'd bring him back," she said, taking Billy from Elias. "He cause much trouble?"
"You could say that," Elias said dryly, thinking of the destroyed vase and the weed incident. "He's... memorable."
"He is that," Mrs. Henderson said, scratching Billy behind the ears. "Well, thank you for bringing him home. We'll keep a closer eye on him."
As Elias walked back to his truck, Billy watched him go with those big goat eyes, and for a moment, Elias considered turning around. But he didn't. He got in his truck, started the engine, and drove away without looking back.
That should have been the end of it. Back to normal. No more goats, no more chaos, no more unexpected houseguests. But as the days passed, Elias found himself thinking about Billy constantly. Wondering if he was okay, if he'd escaped again, if he missed Elias as much as Elias missed him.
"This is ridiculous," Elias muttered to himself on Wednesday, scrolling through goat photos on his phone like some kind of creep. "He's a goat. Not a person."
But Thursday found him driving toward Sunny Meadows Farm, telling himself he was just "fulfilling his court order" by checking on the therapy animals. It had nothing to do with Billy specifically. Nothing at all.
The farm was busy with a school group when Elias arrived, kids screaming and laughing as they chased chickens and petted goats. Billy was in the middle of it all, holding court like a furry little king, letting kids pet him and occasionally headbutting the ones who got too rough.
"Hey," Elias said, approaching the pen where Billy was holding court.
Billy looked up, his eyes lighting up when he saw Elias. He trotted over immediately, pressing his head against the fence like he was greeting a long-lost friend.
"Miss me?" Elias asked, reaching through the fence to scratch the goat's head. "Or do you just want treats?"
Billy bleated and nudged his hand, demanding more attention.
"Yeah, I missed you too," Elias murmured, then caught himself. "I mean, whatever."
He stayed for an hour, watching Billy interact with the kids. This was better than anger management. Better than talking about his feelings or learning breathing techniques. This was... real.
Friday found Elias back at the farm, this time with goat treats he'd bought "just in case." Billy practically knocked him over with enthusiasm when he saw the treats, following Elias around the pen like a puppy.
"You're ridiculous," Elias said, but he was laughing as he said it. "You know that, right?"
Billy responded by trying to eat Elias's shoelaces.
Saturday, during goat yoga, Billy was on his best behavior—relatively speaking. He still harassed Elias specifically, but there was a playful quality to it now, like they were sharing a joke nobody else understood. Elias found himself looking forward to the goat's antics, even secretly enjoying them.
And then, during the chaos of packing up, Billy escaped again. One moment he was in his pen, the next he was trotting toward Elias's truck like he'd done it a hundred times before.
But Elias just sighed. "It's fine. I'll take him back tonight."
"Are you sure?" Mrs. Henderson asked, looking skeptical.
"Yeah," Elias said, opening the truck door for Billy. "Just for the night. To teach him a lesson."
The "just for the night" became a weekend, then a week. Elias told himself he was just helping out, that Billy needed a break from the farm, that he was doing Mrs. Henderson a favor. But as the days passed and Billy made himself more and more at home, Elias knew he was lying to himself.
He started making accommodations—goat-proofing his house by moving anything breakable or edible out of reach, buying proper goat food instead of just feeding Billy whatever was in the fridge, even building a small outdoor enclosure with Elijah's help.
"You're really doing this," Elijah said as they worked on the enclosure. "You're becoming a goat dad."
"Shut up," Elias muttered, hammering a nail into a fence post. "I'm just temporary housing. Until he can behave himself."
"Right," Elijah said, smiling. "Temporary. Like how Marmalade was temporary?"
"That's different," Elias insisted, but they both knew it wasn't.
The anger management sessions got easier too. Instead of sitting there silently, Elias found himself sharing stories about Billy—how he'd eaten an entire roll of paper towels, how he'd figured out how to open the refrigerator, how he'd somehow gotten his head stuck in a bucket and walked around like that for ten minutes before Elias noticed.
Dr. Robinson noticed the change immediately. "Seems like you've found your anger management strategy," she said during one session, her expression knowing.
"It's a goat," Elias said defensively. "I'm just temporary housing until he can go back to the farm."
"Right," Dr. Robinson said, but her eyes said she knew better. "And how's that temporary housing going?"
"Fine," Elias said, thinking of the goat-shaped cookie cutters he'd bought yesterday. "It's fine."
But it was more than fine. It was... good. Waking up to Billy curled up at the foot of his bed. Coming home to a goat who was genuinely excited to see him. Having someone—something—to talk to who didn't judge or interrupt or offer unwanted advice.
Elijah kept teasing him about his "goat son," but he also helped Elias build a proper outdoor enclosure, complete with a shelter and toys and everything a goat could want. They worked together in the hot sun, hammering and measuring and occasionally arguing about the best way to secure a fence post, and Elias felt something like peace settle over him.
"You know," Elijah said, as they finished the enclosure, "you've been a lot less... explosive lately."
"I'm always explosive," Elias said, but he knew it wasn't true. Since Billy had come into his life, he'd been calmer, more centered. Less likely to fly off the handle over small stuff.
"It's the goat," Elijah said, like he could read Elias's mind.
As the weeks passed, Elias started taking Billy to the park, mostly because the goat needed exercise but also because Elias enjoyed the attention. Women were drawn to the man with the goat, stopping to pet Billy and ask Elias questions, their eyes lingering just a little too long on Elias's arms, his smile, the way he talked to the goat like he was a person.
"Is he yours?" a woman with locs and a big smile that made Elias's stomach flip asked one afternoon.
"Just temporary," Elias said, but he was smiling back. "Until he can go back home."
"He seems to like you," she said, scratching Billy behind the ears. "Goats are picky like that. They don't just warm up to anyone."
"Yeah, well," Elias said, grinning. "I'm special like that."
She laughed, and Elias found himself asking for her number, which she gave him without hesitation. They went out the next Friday, and Elias spent the whole dinner talking about Billy like a proud parent.
"You're really into this goat thing, aren't you?" she asked over dessert.
"He's alright," Elias said, but he was smiling as he said it. "For a little nigga with attitude problems."
He began to see Billy as an asset rather than a liability, though he'd never admit it out loud. The goat was a conversation starter, a way to meet people, a reason to smile when he felt like scowling. Billy was... his. And that thought comforted him.
One night, a month after Billy had first "temporarily" moved in, Elias fell asleep on the couch watching TV. He woke up hours later to find Billy curled up beside him, head resting on Elias's chest like he was a dog instead of a goat.
For a long moment, Elias just lay there, staring at the ceiling while the goat snored against his side. He scrubbed a hand over his face. Of all the things he’d expected to get emotionally attached to in his lifetime, a foul-mouthed little menace with horns hadn’t even cracked the top hundred.
Billy had eaten three pairs of shoes, headbutted a mailman, tried to square up with a Roomba, and once somehow got stuck in the laundry room for six hours despite the door being wide the hell open. And yet… The goat had become his best friend. The goat just showed up, demanded snacks, invaded his personal space, and looked at him like he hung the damn moon.
"Guess you're staying, huh?" Elias murmured, stroking Billy's back. "Can't get rid of you now."
Billy bleated softly in his sleep, like he agreed.
As Elias drifted back to sleep, goat on his chest and house in disarray around him, he knew he was in trouble. He was attached. Completely and irrevocably attached to a goat who'd probably eat his favorite shoes if given half a chance.
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Goat Dad
Two months later, Elias's morning routine had transformed into something he never would have recognized. The alarm still went off at 6:30 AM, but instead of hitting snooze three times and dragging himself out of bed, Elias was up immediately, listening for the familiar sounds of his houseguest stirring.
"Mornin', little dude," Elias murmured, swinging his legs out of bed and immediately stepping into something warm and squishy. "Aw, hell. Billy, we talked about this. No shitting in the house."
Billy, who was standing by the door with an expression that could only be described as guilty, bleated softly and nudged Elias's hand with his head.
"Yeah, yeah, I know you're sorry," Elias said, grabbing paper towels and cleaning supplies. "But we got rules, remember? Rule number one: no shitting in the house. Rule number two: no eating my shoes. Rule number three: no headbutting the mailman. We been over this."
As he cleaned up the mess, Elias glanced around his house, noticing for the first time how much had changed. There was a goat-shaped cookie jar on the counter (a gag gift from Elijah that he'd actually started using), a small herd of goat figurines on the bookshelf (collected during his "I'm not attached" phase), and even a goat-themed welcome mat that read "Welcome to the Goat Farm" (another joke gift that had somehow become permanent).
His house had goat-themed elements he didn't even notice anymore, like how he'd started referring to the spare bedroom as "Billy's room" or how he always bought extra carrots at the grocery store. This was his life now—goat poop, goat toys, goat everything—and somehow, it felt right.
After cleaning up the mess and feeding Billy his breakfast of special goat pellets and apple slices, Elias let him out into the backyard enclosure. The goat trotted around happily, checking his territory and occasionally headbutting the fence to remind it who was boss.
"Be good," Elias called, grabbing his keys. "I'll be back after class."
Billy bleated in response.
At anger management, Elias found himself participating, sharing stories about Billy's latest antics with a grudging affection that surprised even him.
"So then," Elias was saying, gesturing animatedly, "the little dude figured out how to open the refrigerator, right? And he's in there, just eating everything he can reach—leftovers, vegetables, a whole stick of butter. And I'm standing there watching him, like, how is this my life? How did I become the guy whose goat eats butter out of the fridge?"
The group laughed, even the guy who'd beaten up his girlfriend's dog, which was saying something.
"Sounds like he keeps you on your toes," one of the women said, smiling.
"Tell me about it," Elias said, grinning. "But you know what? I haven't wanted to punch anybody in weeks. So I guess there's that."
Another participant raised his hand. "You said you got him from goat yoga, right? Like, as part of the therapy?"
"Yeah," Elias said, suddenly feeling defensive. "But it's not like that. He's not my therapy animal or whatever. I'm just... temporary housing."
"Right," the guy said, but he was smiling like he didn't believe Elias for a second. "Temporary."
After class, as everyone was filing out, Dr. Robinson pulled Elias aside. "You've made remarkable progress," she said, her expression warm and genuine. "I don't think I've ever seen someone transform so completely in such a short time."
"It's just Billy," Elias said, shrugging like it was nothing. "Nothing special."
"Is that what you tell yourself?" Dr. Robinson asked, her eyes knowing. "That this Billy who's completely changed your life is 'nothing special'?"
Elias looked away, suddenly feeling exposed. "I mean, he's alright."
Dr. Robinson leaned forward slightly, her gaze softening with an understanding that made Elias's defenses waver. "You know, we spend so much time looking for the big answers," she said, her voice dropping to a more intimate register. "We think healing has to come from some grand revelation, some earth-shattering moment that changes everything. But that's not how it works, not really."
She paused, letting the weight of her words settle. "Sometimes the most healing relationships are the ones that ambush you. They show up when you're not looking, when you're too busy being angry or too proud to admit you need anything at all. They don't come with instructions or warning labels. They just... arrive. And they teach you what you need to learn without you even realizing you're being taught—until one day you wake up and you're not the same person you used to be, and you can't even pinpoint exactly when the change happened."
She smiled then, a genuine, knowing smile that made Elias feel like she could see right through all his bullshit. "That goat? He didn't just wander into your house, Elias. He wandered into your life and rearranged the furniture while you weren't paying attention. And somehow, in the middle of all that chaos, you found the one thing you'd been looking for all along."
"Yeah, well," Elias said, already heading for the door. "Whatever. I'll see you next week."
That weekend, Elias decided it was time for Billy to meet his cousin. Marmalade. The idea had been brewing for weeks—what would happen if the goat met the cat? Would they fight? Would they ignore each other? Would they form some interspecies alliance to take over the world?
"Alright, little dude," Elias said, struggling to get Billy into the harness he'd bought "just in case" they ever needed to go anywhere. "We're gonna go visit your uncle Elijah and your cousin Marmalade. Try not to embarrass me."
Billy responded by trying to eat the harness.
"Right," Elias said, finally getting it secured. "No pressure or anything."
The drive to Elijah's apartment was chaos, with Billy attempting to climb into the front seat, bleating at other cars, and generally making a nuisance of himself. By the time they arrived, Elias was sweating and regretting his decision to ever leave the house.
"Please behave," Elias said, unbuckling the goat. "Just for like, an hour. Can you do that?"
Billy responded by immediately trying to eat Elijah's doormat.
"Of course you can't," Elias sighed, knocking on the door.
Elijah answered, looking impossibly calm and put-together, until he saw the goat.
"You brought him here?" Elijah asked, raising an eyebrow. "To my apartment?"
"He's family," Elias said, pushing past him into the apartment. "Billy, this is your cousin Marmalade. Marmalade, this is your cousin Billy. Try not to kill each other."
Marmalade, who had been sleeping on the sofa, lifted his head and regarded the goat with what looked like disdain. Billy, for his part, trotted over to the cat and sniffed him curiously. For a moment, it seemed like they might ignore each other. But then Billy headbutted Marmalade, and Marmalade responded by hissing and swatting at the goat's nose.
"Oh, here we go," Elijah said, already reaching for the cat.
But before he could intervene, something unexpected happened. Marmalade stopped hissing and started rubbing against Billy's legs, purring like a motorboat. Billy, in turn, stopped headbutting and started licking the cat's head with that sandpaper tongue of his.
"Well," Elias said, watching the unlikely friendship blossom. "Would you look at that."
"They're plotting something," Elijah said, but he was smiling as he said it. "I can feel it."
For the next hour, the twins watched their "sons" interact, sharing a rare moment of brotherly bonding as the animals caused chaos together. Billy and Marmalade knocked over a lamp, ate a plant, and somehow managed to get tangled in the curtains together, all while looking like they were having the time of their lives.
"I never thought I'd say this," Elijah admitted as they worked together to untangle goat and cat from the curtains, “That demon with hooves has somehow made you a better person.”
Elias looked at Billy, who was now attempting to ride Marmalade like a horse. "Same goes for that orange devil of yours," he said, grinning. "Never thought I'd see the day when Smoke became a cat dad."
"Stranger things have happened," Elijah said, finally freeing Marmalade from the curtains. "Like my brother becoming a goat dad, for instance."
"Shut up," Elias said, but he was laughing as he said it.
That night, after they'd returned home and Elias had cleaned up yet another mess, he lay in bed watching Billy chew on a toy he'd bought "because it was on sale." The goat had his own bed now—a fancy orthopedic dog bed Elias had splurged on after Billy complained (by headbutting Elias's shins at 3 AM) about the floor being too hard. He had his own toys, his own treats, even a small sweater Elias had bought "because it was cold" (it was 75 degrees outside).
As Elias watched Billy play, he found himself reflecting on how much his life had changed since "the wing incident." That day—just a few months ago, though it felt like a lifetime—he'd been a man ruled by his temper, by his impulses, by the chaos that always seemed to swirl around him. He'd been angry, defensive, always ready for a fight.
Now? Now he was a man who talked to goats, who cleaned up poop without complaining (much), who found joy in the simple act of watching a goat play with a squeaky toy. He was calmer, more centered, somehow... softer. Not weak, not exactly, but more open, more willing to let people—and animals—in.
And it was all because of this scrappy little goat with attitude problems and a talent for finding trouble.
"Come here, little dude," Elias murmured, patting the bed beside him.
Billy immediately abandoned his toy and jumped onto the bed, curling up at Elias's feet like he'd been doing it his whole life. Elias reached down and stroked the goat's head, feeling the rough texture of his horns, the softness of his fur. "Best damn thing that ever happened to me, you know that?"
As Elias drifted off to sleep with the weight of his son at his feet, he knew this was it. This was what he'd been searching for through all the noise and fights and empty nights, not the quiet peace Elijah had found, but a purpose that roared. Something to pour his chaotic energy into, something to love fiercely and unapologetically, something that needed him as much as he needed it.
The wildest Moore twin hadn't been tamed. He'd been claimed. By the most unlikely of companions, a goat with more attitude than the whole Jackson police department and a talent for finding trouble that rivaled Elias's own. And as Billy snored softly at his feet, a little earthquake of snores and farts, Elias knew he wouldn't have it any other way.
Summary: Everybody in Texas knew the story of Adonis Creed and Kyri Davis. High school sweethearts. Built from nothing. The golden couple who turned young love into an empire of money, fame, and Southern luxury. From championship belts to billion-dollar sports agencies, Donnie gave Kyri everything they ever dreamed about when they were seventeen years old. But somewhere between the ranch house, the private jets, and the expensive silence filling their home, love started rotting beneath the surface. When Donnie catches Kyri crossing a line neither of them can come back from, their relationship spirals into an open relationship built on resentment, loneliness, and emotional starvation. While Kyri chases freedom, Donnie slowly unravels beneath the weight of humiliation and heartbreak, until one unexpected night changes everything.
The ranch house sat quiet beneath the Texas sunset, golden light stretching across the wrap-around porch and bleeding into the fields beyond the property line. The land looked endless from the front steps. Acres of tall grass swaying in the evening breeze. Horses shifting lazily behind white fences. The gravel driveway curls through the property like a private road built for someone important.
And Adonis Creed had built all of it for her.
The house itself looked like something ripped from a luxury magazine, trying to sell rich Southern dreams. Dark wood beams. Massive stone fireplaces. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the ranch land. Expensive leather furniture softened by handmade quilts, Kyri swore she’d replace one day but never did. Every room carried traces of the life they built together. Pictures from championship fights are framed beside old high school prom photos. Signed gloves displayed beside candid snapshots of vacations and birthdays and smiling moments that felt older than they actually were.
From the outside, they looked perfect. The former heavyweight champion turned billionaire businessman, and the woman who stayed beside him since they were kids. People in town loved telling their story. High school sweethearts. Texas royalty. Built from the ground up. Nobody ever talked about what happened after the dream finally came true.
The house smelled faintly like cedarwood and expensive candles, the kind Kyri ordered in bulk and barely noticed anymore. A massive black duffel bag rested near the front door beside Donnie’s polished dress shoes, proof he’d only been home for less than an hour. His jacket hung neatly over the back of a dining chair. His watch sat beside an untouched whiskey glass.
The dinner he made was getting cold.
Again.
Steam no longer rose from the short ribs sitting untouched at the center of the dining table. Candles flickered softly between crystal glasses and folded linen napkins. Donnie stared at the empty chair across from him for a long moment before finally glancing toward the hallway.
Nothing. No footsteps. No voice. No Kyri. Only the distant sound of her laughing softly upstairs.
Probably on the phone again.
Donnie leaned back slowly in his chair and rubbed one large hand down his face. His suit vest strained across his chest from another fourteen-hour workday, but exhaustion wasn’t what sat heavy on him.
It was disappointing. The kind that had become routine.
He looked down at his phone again.
8:43 PM
Their reservation had been for eight.
The same steakhouse they used to sneak into years ago, when they were broke teenagers splitting one plate and pretending not to be hungry afterward.
Back then, they used to sit in the corner booth sharing fries and talking about impossible futures like they were already real.
Kyri wanted a huge house.
Donnie wanted enough money so his daughters would never struggle.
She used to laugh and say he talked like an old man trapped in a teenager’s body.
Now Donnie owned half the damn city.
His company handled:
athlete management
endorsement deals
NIL contracts
PR scandals
recruiting five-star high school talent
college athlete branding
Every week, some new kid walked into his office looking at him the same way Donnie once looked at heavyweight champions on television.
Like greatness was sitting right in front of them.
He built an empire from fists and discipline.
And Kyri still canceled.
Again.
The text she sent an hour ago sat open on his screen.
Raincheck tonight babe. Headache.
No apology. No explanation. Just that.
Donnie swallowed quietly and locked the screen.
Outside, cicadas screamed into the warm Texas night.
The silence inside the house somehow felt louder.
Years ago, this place used to feel alive. Back when they were seventeen. Back before the money. Back before people started treating Adonis Creed like a brand instead of a man.
He could still remember the first time Kyri came to one of his amateur fights.
She showed up late, wearing ripped jeans, gold hoops, and a Houston Astros jacket two sizes too big for her. She spent the entire fight yelling louder than anybody in the gym despite barely understanding boxing back then.
"Get his ass, Donnie!"
Embarrassing as hell.
But he remembered grinning between rounds because she was there.
Back then, she looked at him like he was becoming something.
Not like something she already owned.
He remembered her sneaking into his room afterward through the bedroom window at his mama’s old house, laughing while trying not to wake anybody up.
"You got beat up a little," she teased quietly while pressing frozen peas against his jaw.
"Won though."
"Barely."
He grabbed her wrist then, pulling her into his lap while she laughed harder, her curls falling into her face.
"You still came," he muttered.
Kyri smiled at him differently back then. Soft. Warm. Like loving him was easy.
"Always gon’ come for you," she whispered.
And for a long time, she did.
She stayed through:
His first Golden Gloves win.
bad managers
injuries
cheap apartments
endorsement meetings
media scrutiny
championship pressure
long nights
longer mornings
She used to sit beside him while he studied contracts at tiny kitchen tables in apartments barely bigger than hotel rooms. Used to help him rehearse interviews before sponsorship meetings. Used to lay across his chest while they talked about buying land somewhere quiet once all the fighting was over.
And Donnie listened to every dream she ever spoke out loud.
The ranch house existed because of those conversations.
Kyri had been there through all of it.
Donnie never forgot that.
Maybe that was part of the problem.
Because even now, after everything had changed between them, he still loved her with the loyalty of that seventeen-year-old boy who thought she hung the moon.
The sound of heels finally echoed down the staircase.
Donnie looked up immediately.
Kyri appeared in the doorway wearing one of those silky lounge sets she liked spending absurd amounts of money on. Her hair was wrapped loosely, her lips were glossy, and her phone still in her hand.
Beautiful. Always beautiful. Even now. That was the dangerous part. No matter how distant she became, Donnie still looked at her like she was the first good thing that ever happened to him.
"You still up?" she asked casually.
Donnie stared at her for a second before forcing a small smile.
"Made dinner."
Her eyes flicked toward the table briefly.
"Baby, I told you my head hurt."
"Yeah. I know."
Kyri walked toward the kitchen island without looking at him fully, her attention already back on her phone. The screen light reflected in her eyes while she scrolled.
Donnie watched her quietly.
Watched how easily she ignored him now.
No kiss. No thank you. No noticing the candles. Nothing.
She opened the fridge.
"You eat already?" she asked.
"Was waitin’ on you."
"Oh."
Just "Oh." That one syllable somehow hurt more than yelling would have.
Donnie looked down at his plate.
He used to know how to make her smile.
Used to know exactly what she needed before she even asked.
Now every conversation felt like knocking on a locked door.
Kyri grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and leaned against the counter while typing something into her phone.
A smile tugged briefly at the corner of her mouth. Tiny. But real.
Donnie noticed immediately.
And something ugly twisted low in his chest.
Because she hadn’t smiled at him like that in months.
"Who you textin’ that got you cheesin’ like that?" he asked lightly.
Kyri barely looked up.
"Stella sent me something stupid."
"Mm."
He wanted to ask more.
Didn’t.
That had become another habit.
Avoiding conflict. Avoiding pressure. Avoiding anything that might make her pull further away.
Because lately it felt like Kyri was always halfway out the door emotionally.
And Donnie was exhausting himself trying to pull her back.
Earlier that morning, he’d sent her flowers.
Last week, he canceled meetings to take her to Austin for the weekend.
Two weeks before that, he bought tickets to a private resort in Cabo after she casually mentioned needing a vacation.
Nothing lasted.
Nothing reached her.
And the harder he tried, the more distant she became.
Kyri finally glanced up from her phone.
"You got that NIL dinner tomorrow?"
Business. That’s what they talked about most now. Business. Schedules. Appearances. Logistics.
Donnie nodded slowly.
"Yeah. Got a quarterback comin’ in from Louisiana. Five-star kid."
"The tall one from TikTok?"
He gave a tired laugh through his nose.
"That’s what you know him from?"
"That boy fine," she said absentmindedly while scrolling again.
The joke probably wasn’t meant to hurt.
But somehow it did.
Because once upon a time, Kyri used to look at him like he was the finest man alive. Now she barely looked at him at all.
Donnie stared quietly at her for another long moment.
The kitchen lights reflected softly against the marble countertops. Somewhere upstairs, the television in their bedroom played low enough to barely hear. The entire house felt too big suddenly.
Too expensive. Too quiet. Too empty.
Then finally, he stood from the table.
The chair scraped softly across the hardwood.
Kyri glanced up briefly.
"You mad?"
And there it was. Not concerned. Not affection. Just irritation at the possibility of emotional labor.
Donnie forced another smile.
"Nah," he lied smoothly.
Because that’s what he always did. Kept the peace.
Kyri hummed softly and looked back down at her phone.
Conversation over.
Donnie grabbed his whiskey glass and walked toward the back porch.
Outside, the warm Texas air wrapped around him immediately. Crickets chirped through the darkness. The horses shifted quietly somewhere beyond the fence line.
The porch lights cast long shadows across the wood beneath his boots.
He sat heavily in one of the rocking chairs overlooking the property and stared out into the night.
This was supposed to be the dream. The house. The money. The woman he loved. The life they built together. So why the hell did he feel lonely inside it?
Inside, Kyri laughed softly at something on her phone again.
And Donnie sat outside alone, pretending not to notice how much that sound hurt now.
The rain didn't just start; it announced itself with a low, guttural growl of thunder that vibrated through the chassis of the black Escalade. By the time Donnie turned off the main highway, the sky had unzipped itself, unleashing a torrential downpour that turned the long gravel driveway into a shimmering, black ribbon. The windshield wipers beat a frantic, hypnotic rhythm, but they were no match for the silver sheets of water that blurred the world outside, smearing the fence posts and the endless, rain-darkened Texas plains into an impressionist painting of grey and green.
It had been a week of paper cuts, each one deeper than the last. Three NIL negotiations that felt more like hostage situations. Two media crises that required him to be both a fixer and a therapist. And the cherry on top: a nineteen-year-old five-star recruit, a kid with the world at his feet, threatening to torch his entire future because another agency had dangled a bigger, shinier endorsement deal in his face. Any other night, Donnie would have stayed at the office, a lone warrior battling a sea of emails and spreadsheets until the city lights bled into the dawn.
But not tonight.
Tonight, he came home early.
For her.
On the passenger seat, nestled in expensive cream tissue paper, was a bouquet of deep red roses so perfect they looked almost artificial. Beside them, a sleek black velvet box lay innocently. Inside, a custom diamond bracelet—delicate, timeless, and astronomically expensive—waited. He’d spent two weeks agonizing over the design with the jeweler, every detail calibrated to a casual comment Kyri had made months ago about wanting something elegant she could wear every day, not just for special occasions. The reservation confirmation for a private rooftop restaurant downtown glowed softly on his phone's screen, a digital beacon of his intention. It was one of the first places they had ever celebrated, back when they were so broke they couldn't even afford appetizers, splitting a single entree and feeling like royalty. Now, the owner would shut down an entire section at the whisper of Adonis Creed’s name.
The Escalade glided to a stop beneath the covered porte-cochère. Donnie cut the engine, and the sudden silence was deafening, broken only by the drumming of rain on the roof. He grabbed the flowers, their petals cool and fragrant against his fingertips, and stepped out into the humid, storm-charged air.
The ranch house stood against the bruised twilight sky, a warm, honey-glowing beacon of comfort and stability. It was beautiful. It was quiet. It was too quiet.
The moment the heavy front door clicked shut behind him, a feeling like a cold finger traced its way down his spine. Something was wrong. The usual soundtrack of their life was absent. No neo-soul drifting from the Sonos speaker in the kitchen. No television murmuring from the living room. No scent of the vanilla and amber candles Kyri loved to burn. Just silence. A profound, cavernous silence that made the 8,000 square feet of custom-built luxury feel less like a home and more like a mausoleum.
Donnie loosened his silk tie, the expensive fabric feeling like a noose around his neck. Rainwater darkened the shoulders of his bespoke wool coat. His eyes automatically darted toward the kitchen, expecting to see her at the island, a glass of wine in hand, scrolling through her phone.
Empty.
"Kyri?"
His voice didn't echo. It was swallowed by the stillness. No answer.
He moved deeper into the house, his Italian leather shoes silent on the polished concrete floors. The flowers felt heavy in his hand, their vibrant red a jarring splash of color in the muted, monochromatic palette of the entryway. Then he heard it.
A soft sound from upstairs.
Breathing.
A moan.
Donnie froze, his entire body seizing up like a machine that had been abruptly shut off. For a beat, his brain, a finely tuned instrument of logic and reason, simply refused to process the input. No. It couldn't be. It was the wind, the house settling, a trick of the acoustics.
Then another sound followed. Quieter this time. Breathy. Intimate. Unmistakably female. And it was coming from Kyri’s office.
The bouquet of roses slipped slightly in his grip, the stems digging into his palm. His chest tightened, a sudden, vicious vise that stole the air from his lungs. The hallway upstairs seemed to stretch and warp, the distance to her office door feeling like a mile. Every step was a monumental effort, the plush carpet swallowing the sound of his footsteps as his pulse hammered a frantic, violent rhythm against his eardrums.
Another moan. And this time, there was no denying it.
Kyri.
Donnie stopped outside the partially closed door, a sliver of light cutting across the dark hallway floor. For a second, he just stood there, a statue carved from ice and disbelief. If he didn't move, if he didn't breathe, maybe reality would bend. Maybe he would wake up.
Then he pushed the door open.
Kyri jerked in her chair as if she’d been electrocuted.
"Shit!"
Her laptop slammed shut with a violent clap, the sound sharp and final in the quiet room. It skittered sideways on the polished desk, nearly toppling over. The air in the room was thick with the scent of vanilla candles and her favorite perfume, a cloying, sweet smell that suddenly made him sick. Her hair was a messy cascade around her shoulders, and the silk robe she wore was hanging loose off one shoulder, revealing the delicate strap of her camisole.
Donnie’s eyes, trained to see everything, took it all in in a single, gut-wrenching sweep. The disheveled hair. The hastily closed laptop. The panicked, wide-eyed look on her face. It was the panic that hurt the most. Not guilt. Not remorse. Panic. The raw, primal fear of a predator that had been caught in a trap.
For several long, agonizing seconds, neither of them spoke. The only sound was the soft, steady patter of rain against the floor-to-ceiling windows. Donnie just stared at her, his face an unreadable mask. Kyri stared back, her chest rising and falling in rapid, shallow bursts. His heartbeat felt erratic, a wild drum solo in his chest.
"What was that?" he asked finally.
His own voice surprised him. It came out calm. Too calm. A quiet, deadly monotone that was more terrifying than any shout.
Kyri swallowed, the click of her throat audible in the suffocating silence. "Nothing."
Donnie’s gaze shifted from her face to the closed laptop on the desk. Then back to her. "Don’t do that."
"Do what?" she asked, her voice thin, defensive.
"Lie to me while I’m standin’ right here."
Kyri shot up from her desk, the motion sharp and aggressive. "Why are you home early?"
The question hit him like a physical blow. Not "Oh my god, Donnie, you're here!" Not "What a surprise!" Just immediate, naked defensiveness. A challenge.
Donnie slowly held up the bouquet of deep red roses, their vibrant beauty a cruel irony in the moment. "Wanted to surprise you."
Her expression flickered. A flash of something—guilt? regret?—crossed her features before the wall slammed back into place, hard and impenetrable. "Donnie, it’s not what you think."
"Then tell me what I walked in on," he said, his voice still dangerously quiet.
Kyri crossed her arms tightly over her chest, a classic defensive posture. "I was watching porn."
Silence.
The word hung in the air between them, so absurd, so pathetic, that Donnie actually laughed. It was a short, sharp, humorless sound. "Porn," he repeated quietly, the word tasting like ash in his mouth.
"Yes."
"So who were you talkin’ to?"
Kyri’s jaw tightened, a stubborn line forming on her beautiful face. "Nobody."
"I heard you."
"You’re overreacting."
There it was. The trifecta. Gaslighting. Deflection. Turning the knife back on him. Making his pain his problem.
Donnie stared at her for a long, hard moment, his mind racing, connecting dots he hadn't even known existed. Then, slowly, deliberately, he walked to the desk and set the flowers down. Their petals brushed against the cool, dark wood. The black velvet jewelry box followed beside them, a small, heavy testament to his hope.
Kyri’s eyes darted down to the box. Something uncomfortable, something that looked a lot like shame, flickered across her face.
Too late.
"Who was it?" Donnie asked again.
This time, his voice sounded tired. And the exhaustion hurt worse than any anger ever could.
Kyri looked away first, her gaze fixed on a point on the wall just over his shoulder. And suddenly, with a certainty that chilled him to the bone, Donnie knew. This wasn't a suspicion. This wasn't a fear. This was knowledge. This wasn't new. This wasn't a mistake. This had history.
"Kyri."
She rubbed both hands over her face, a gesture of utter frustration, before finally speaking, the words tumbling out in a rush. "I met somebody online a couple months ago."
The room went completely still. The air seemed to crystallize. Donnie felt something inside him, something essential, break loose and drop into a dark, bottomless pit. "A couple months," he repeated, the words tasting like poison.
Kyri rushed forward, her voice rising, defensive. "It’s not serious!"
"You said months."
"Because we talk sometimes!"
"You were havin’ phone sex with another man in our house," he stated, his voice flat, devoid of all emotion.
"Don’t say it like that!" she cried, her face crumpling.
Donnie blinked at her slowly, his disbelief giving way to a cold, hard clarity. "How the fuck should I say it then?"
Kyri looked frustrated now, almost irritated that he was daring to be upset. "You’ve been distant too, Donnie!"
He stared at her, truly, deeply stared at the woman he had built his entire world around. "I been workin’."
"Exactly!"
"That’s not the same thing."
"You think buyin’ gifts fixes everything," she shot back.
The words landed hard because somewhere, in the deepest, most insecure part of him, he feared she might be right. He looked at the bracelet sitting unopened beside the wilting roses. The reservation confirmation still glowed on his phone screen. All the effort. All the trying. All the reaching. And she still looked emotionally checked out, a stranger standing in front of him in their own home.
"Did you sleep with him?" Donnie asked, his voice barely a whisper.
Kyri hesitated.
A fraction of a second too long.
His stomach turned. "No," she answered finally, her voice firm. But she wouldn't look him in the eye. And in that moment, Donnie suddenly realized he didn't know when she had stopped telling the truth.
The storm outside intensified, thunder rattling the windows like an angry fist. Kyri crossed her arms again, her chin jutting out in defiance. Then came the sentence that changed everything.
"Maybe we should open the relationship."
Donnie looked at her like she had just reached into his chest and torn out his heart. "What?"
Kyri exhaled sharply, a sound of pure exasperation. "I’m serious."
"You get caught cheatin’ and now suddenly you wanna be progressive?" he asked, his voice laced with incredulous disbelief.
"I’m not cheating if I’m telling you the truth now."
"Now?" The word echoed harshly, full of venom.
Kyri’s frustration bled into anger. "Maybe we got together too young. Maybe we never got to experience other people."
Donnie just stared at her. This woman knew every scar on his body, every fear that haunted his dreams, every version of himself that existed before the money and the fame. And somehow she was talking about their seventeen-year relationship like it was a college phase they needed to outgrow.
"So what?" he asked, his voice hollow, empty. "You wanna date other people while still livin’ in my house?"
Kyri rolled her eyes immediately, a gesture of such casual dismissal it felt more violent than a slap. "See? That’s exactly what I mean. Everything always becomes about money with you."
Donnie actually looked offended, his pride stinging. "Because I mentioned the house?"
"Because you act like providing things means I owe you ownership over my life."
The sentence hit him like a punch to the gut, a low, dirty blow. Because despite everything, despite the rage and the hurt, Donnie never once thought he owned her. He loved her. That was the problem.
Kyri seemed to sense his shift, her expression softening slightly when she saw the raw, wounded look on his face. "I’m not saying I don’t love you," she said, her voice quieter now, more manipulative. "I just think maybe we need space to figure ourselves out."
Space. Such a harmless-sounding word for something that felt like it was tearing his entire world apart.
Donnie’s gaze drifted toward the closed laptop on the desk. Then back to the woman he had spent over half his life loving. And for the first time, a terrifying, soul-crushing thought settled into his chest, heavy and cold.
This didn't start tonight.
Which meant he had already been losing her for a long, long time.
The rules started three days later.
Kyri wrote them sitting barefoot at the kitchen island, the arches of her feet pressed against the cool leather of the barstool. She sipped her iced coffee through a metal straw, the condensation beading on the glass as she discussed dismantling their seventeen-year relationship with the same casual tone she’d use to plan a weekend trip to Cabo.
Donnie stood across from her, a ghost in his own home. He was still in the slacks and wrinkled button-up he’d pulled on that morning, a uniform that felt like a costume now. He hadn't slept properly since the night in her office, not since the world had tilted on its axis. The skin beneath his eyes was a bruised, shadowed purple, his jaw a permanent, tight line of clamped muscle. Outside, the Texas heat was a physical presence, a thick, wet blanket pressing against the floor-to-ceiling windows, turning the sprawling green of the ranch into a hazy, watercolor dream. Somewhere near the stables, the low, mournful twang of country music drifted from an old truck radio, a sound that used to feel like home.
Inside, the air-conditioning was on full blast, but the chill had nothing to do with the temperature. It was a cold that emanated from the space between them, a vacuum where warmth used to be.
Kyri’s fingers flew across her phone screen, her manicured nails clicking softly. "Temporary arrangement," she said, her voice crisp, business-like. "Just for a few months. To… recalibrate."
Donnie just stared at her. The effortless way she compartmentalized his agony, her neat little labels for his heartbreak, was a violence in itself. He let out a quiet, humorless laugh, a puff of air that tasted like defeat.
Kyri finally looked up, her expression faintly annoyed, as if he were being difficult. "What?"
"No emotional attachment," he continued, his voice a low, flat monotone as he recited the inevitable list. "No embarrassing each other publicly. Discretion. And don’t ask, don’t tell."
"You got all this planned out already?" The question was barely a question, more a statement of weary disbelief.
Kyri’s gaze didn’t waver. "I’ve been thinking about it for a while."
There it was again. Another confession slipped between the teeth of a lie. For a while. The words echoed in the sudden, suffocating silence of the kitchen. Donnie leaned forward, his palms pressing flat against the cool, unforgiving marble of the countertop. He looked down, not at her, but at the polished stone between them, a gulf he suddenly knew he could never cross. The woman he loved, the woman whose name was etched onto his soul, had been packing her bags in her mind for months. Maybe years. And he’d been too busy polishing the floors of the cage to notice she’d already found the key.
"You don’t gotta do this if you don’t want to," she said, a flicker of something—pity?—in her voice.
But they both knew that was a lie. A courtesy. The truth was ugly and simple: whether he agreed or not, Kyri was going to keep seeing other men. The only difference now was whether she did it behind his back or to his face. The realization hollowed him out, leaving a cavernous, echoing space where his hope used to be.
"Few months," he repeated, the words tasting like ash on his tongue.
Kyri nodded, relieved. "Just to see if space helps us."
Space. That damn word again. Like this was a benign relationship reset, an emotional tune-up, instead of the slow, methodical poisoning of everything he’d ever believed in. He looked at her for a long, hard moment. Still beautiful. Still familiar. Still the girl he’d loved since he was a boy. And yet, she felt further away than the stars in the vast Texas sky.
"Aight," he said finally.
The single word was a surrender. A white flag.
Kyri exhaled, a soft, almost inaudible sound of relief. And that, right there, was the sharpest pain of all. She had expected a fight. Expected yelling, expected tears, expected the grand, dramatic performance of a man whose heart was being shattered. Instead, he had given her permission to do it politely. To break his heart quietly.
The first few weeks were a special kind of hell. A purgatory of his own making. Donnie threw himself into the gaping maw of his work. The Creed Agency headquarters in downtown Dallas, a gleaming glass tower of his own design, became a sanctuary. At least there, he was needed. The constant, frantic hum of the office was a balm. Meetings distracted him. Negotiations gave him purpose. Contracts, media strategy, and endorsement deals were problems he could solve, unlike the gaping, unsolvable wound in his life.
His schedule became a weapon he used against himself. Five a.m. workouts that left him shaking. Back-to-back athlete meetings where he had to be charismatic, brilliant, and in control. NIL dinners with entitled teenagers and their overbearing parents. PR crisis calls at 2 a.m. Late-night sponsorship negotiations that stretched until dawn. Anything to avoid going home.
At the office, he was a king. Young athletes, giants of muscle and ego, practically bowed in his presence. Interns scurried out of his path. Wealthy, powerful men shook his hand like he was a messiah, certain that a meeting with Adonis Creed could secure their children’s future. And women… women noticed him everywhere. At charity galas, at industry events, at business dinners, at upscale bars near the agency. Waitresses slipped him their numbers on napkins. Influencers lingered a touch too long, their eyes full of open invitation. Women in power suits smiled at him, their gazes lingering just a second too long.
Donnie ignored every single one. Not out of some misplaced moral high ground. He ignored them because, emotionally, he was still hers. He was a dog tied to a post in the yard, watching his master run free through the neighborhood. She was out exploring freedom, and he still felt a pang of guilt if he looked at another woman for too long. It was pathetic. He knew it was pathetic.
Some nights, he’d drive the aimless loops of the Dallas tollways for hours, the city lights a blurry smear through his windshield, before finally, inevitably, turning the Escalade toward home. Other nights, he’d sit alone on the wide wrap-around porch with a bottle of Blanton’s, watching thunderstorms roll across the property, the lightning illuminating the vast, empty darkness. The rhythmic creak of the rocking chair and the relentless scream of the crickets were the only sounds. Inside the house, he could hear the shower start, the rustle of a garment bag, the quiet hum of Kyri getting ready for a date. And Donnie would sit there, and he would pretend not to notice.
That became the rhythm of their lives. A silent waltz of avoidance. Silence. Distance. Polite, meaningless nods in the hallway.
And Kyri… she started to glow again. That was the worst part. The absolute, soul-crushing part. She laughed more, a real, throaty laugh he hadn’t heard in years. She smiled more, her eyes lighting up with a secret joy. She spent longer getting ready, a ritual of transformation he was no longer a part of. Sometimes he’d catch her in the hallway mirror, pouting her lips, taking a selfie, a private performance for someone else’s eyes. Sometimes he’d hear her from the bathroom, her voice a soft, intimate giggle as she whispered into her phone. And sometimes, she’d come home after midnight, smelling like expensive cologne that wasn’t his, and champagne, and the faint, metallic scent of another man’s skin.
Every time it happened, something inside his chest twisted, a little tighter, a little deeper. But because of the rules, he couldn’t ask. Don’t ask. Don’t tell. The arrangement slowly turned their beautiful ranch house, their sanctuary, into enemy territory.
One Friday night, he came home close to one in the morning, utterly drained after finalizing a massive NIL contract with a cocky quarterback from Houston. The house was mostly dark, a sleeping giant except for the kitchen, where a single recessed light cast a warm, lonely glow.
And there she was. Kyri sat barefoot on the massive kitchen island, wearing one of his old Georgetown t-shirts, the soft cotton worn thin. She was quietly eating takeout noodles straight from the container with chopsticks, scrolling through her phone with her free hand. For a single, heart-stopping second, the image was almost normal. Domestic. Familiar. Like old times.
Then his eyes adjusted. And he saw it. A fresh, purplish hickey, low on the delicate skin of her neck, just above her collarbone. An angry brand in the shape of another man’s mouth.
Donnie stopped dead in his tracks. His blood ran cold.
Kyri looked up, her expression casual. "You just get home?"
His eyes stayed locked on the bruise. A brand. A claim. A declaration.
She noticed his gaze immediately. And her expression didn't soften with embarrassment or shame. It hardened. A wall of pure, unadulterated defensiveness. Like he was the one breaking the rules by having the audacity to see it.
"You hungry?" she asked, her voice sharp.
Donnie swallowed, the motion painful against a throat that had suddenly gone bone-dry. "Nah." His voice was a rough, scraped thing.
Kyri looked uncomfortable for a precise two seconds before glancing back down at her phone, dismissing him. Conversation over.
Donnie walked past her, his footsteps heavy, leaden, toward the staircase. Halfway up, he heard her phone buzz with an incoming text. Then he heard her laugh. That soft little laugh again. The same one he used to think belonged only to him.
Sleep became a foreign concept after that. Donnie spent most nights lying awake, staring at the expanse of the ceiling while Kyri slept beside him, a warm, breathing presence that smelled like perfume and unfamiliar places. Sometimes, in the deep of the night, she would curl against him automatically, her body seeking his out of old habit. That almost hurt more than the cheating itself. Because her body, the muscle memory of their shared life, still remembered him. Even if her heart didn’t.
Weeks bled into months. And slowly, something inside Donnie began to change. Not healing. God, no. Not yet. It was exhaustion. The kind that comes when heartbreak stops feeling like a sharp, stabbing pain and starts feeling like a permanent, dull ache in your bones. He stopped trying as hard. He stopped asking if she wanted him to pick up dinner on his way home. He stopped planning date nights; she would only cancel. He stopped waiting up.
And Kyri noticed.
One night, she found him asleep in his home office, slumped in his leather chair with a stack of endorsement contracts spread across his chest. She stood in the doorway, a silhouette in the dark.
"You could’ve came upstairs," she said quietly.
Donnie barely looked up from the glow of his laptop screen, his eyes gritty with fatigue. "Fell asleep workin’."
Kyri lingered for a moment, a silent, unresolved question hanging in the air between them. But instead of speaking, she just nodded and disappeared back upstairs.
And Donnie sat there alone, listening to the silence swallow the house all over again, a king in a castle that was no longer his home.
The bar smelled like whiskey, rain, and old wood, a trinity of scents that felt like the state’s unofficial anthem. Low R&B, smooth and melancholic, drifted through the room, a sonic blanket over the low hum of conversations that blurred together beneath the dim, honey-colored lighting. The place was a secret, tucked away on the edge of downtown behind a brick facade most people drove past without a second glance. It was one of those establishments where the town's old money oil barons sat beside retired athletes, both pretending not to recognize each other while their expensive watches flashed like silent boasts. It was a place where women in designer dresses laughed too loudly after midnight, and the bartenders had learned years ago that their livelihoods depended on being ghosts, not repeaters.
Donnie sat alone in a corner booth, nursing a glass of Blanton’s he barely tasted. The ice had long since melted, diluting the amber liquid into a pale, sad shadow of its former self. Outside, rain streaked down the tall, arched windows again, a relentless, weeping pattern. Texas storms had been following him for weeks, or maybe he was just finally noticing them, the external weather mirroring the perpetual climate of his soul. The exhaustion in his body had settled somewhere deeper now, a permanent resident in the hollow space behind his ribs, a quiet, aching void that waited for him every time he walked through the front door of the ranch house.
Across the room, a sudden burst of laughter erupted near the bar. Donnie barely looked up. His phone buzzed once against the dark wood of the table, a familiar, dreaded vibration. Kyri. For half a second, his stomach still performed its old, conditioned trick, a little flip of anticipation. Then he remembered, and the feeling curdled into a dull, heavy dread. He opened the text.
Going out with friends tonight. Don’t wait up.
No heart emoji. No nickname. Nothing soft. Just information. A dispatch from a life he was no longer a part of. Donnie locked the screen without replying, the gesture feeling more final each time. The bartender, a portly man with a kind face who knew his regulars, appeared as if by magic and poured another bourbon without a word. That should’ve embarrassed him, the public display of his misery. Instead, he just accepted the glass with a quiet nod of thanks, the ritual of it a small comfort in a world that had lost all its rituals.
A few women had already recognized him tonight. A brunette in a dress so tight it looked painted on had lingered near his table, her perfume a cloying cloud of vanilla and ambition. Another had sent him a drink, a glass of expensive tequila he’d let sit until the ice melted. Someone near the bar had whispered his name at least twice, a sibilant whisper that followed him like a ghost. Adonis Creed still carried a gravitational pull everywhere he went, a planet with his own orbit of admirers. Tall, broad-shouldered, his expensive suit loosened just enough to look dangerous instead of polished, his face was still a familiar sight from magazine covers and championship interviews. Even exhausted, he looked like someone people wanted a piece of.
Normally, he knew how to handle the attention, how to deflect it with a polite smile or a cool, distant stare. Tonight, he was a ghost in his own life, and he barely noticed it. Because no matter how miserable things became, some pathetic, loyal part of him still felt tethered to Kyri. Still waited for her. Still loved her.
The bathroom hallway sat just beyond the back bar, a dark, narrow passage. Donnie only noticed because a flash of movement caught his eye, a familiar silhouette that made his entire body go still. Kyri.
She wore a dark brown slip dress he’d never seen before, a garment so simple yet so devastatingly effective it turned heads the moment she walked in. The fabric hugged her body like a second skin, smooth and liquid against her brown skin, the high slit along her thigh flashing a tantalizing glimpse of leg with every step she took. Her hair was a cascade of soft curls around her shoulders, and large gold hoops brushed against the delicate skin of her neck whenever she tilted her head back to laugh.
And there was a man behind her. Tall, young, with a cocky grin and a hand resting low against her back, his fingers s possessively. Too comfortable. Too familiar.
Donnie stared. The room suddenly felt distant, the sounds and smells and sights blurring at the edges, like he was watching a scene from underwater. Kyri looked happy. Not the polite, performative happiness she wore at charity events. Not the tired, strained happiness she sometimes faked for him. Actually, genuinely happy. The man leaned close, his lips brushing her ear as he whispered something. She smiled, a wide, unguarded, brilliant smile. That same smile Donnie used to spend thousands of dollars on vacations and jewelry and cars just to coax out of her now came easily, freely, from another man saying something stupid in a bar.
Something cracked quietly inside his chest, a hairline fracture on the surface of his heart. He should’ve looked away. He should’ve finished his drink and gone home. Instead, he watched, a silent, tortured voyeur in his own personal horror show. He watched the man guide her toward the dark, inviting maw of the bathroom hallway. He watched Kyri glance around once, a quick, furtive check, before pulling him into the shadows near the restroom doors.
Then the touching started. Hands everywhere. The man pressed her lightly against the wall, his body a cage of muscle and intent. Kyri grabbed the front of his shirt, laughing under her breath, a sound Donnie felt in his bones. His mouth brushed near her neck, and her fingers slid into his hair, tangling, pulling. It was intimate. It was comfortable. It was practiced. Like this wasn't new. Like they had done this before.
Donnie couldn’t breathe for a second. This wasn’t some abstract arrangement anymore. It wasn’t a theory. It wasn’t the rules. It wasn’t carefully worded conversations in their pristine kitchen. This was real. His girl. The woman he’d spent over half his life loving, the woman he’d built an empire for, was touching another man like she used to touch him. He watched the stranger’s hand slide lower, lower, tracing the curve of her hip before she grabbed his wrist with a grin that looked almost playful, almost challenging.
God. Donnie remembered when she used to look at him like that.
Kyri disappeared into the men’s restroom with him a second later, the dark hallway swallowing them whole. Donnie looked down at the untouched bourbon in front of him, his hands suddenly feeling numb, detached. People around him kept talking. Kept laughing. Kept living. And somehow, the world continuing to function normally felt like the cruelest insult of all.
Ten minutes later, Kyri walked back out, smoothing down her dress while the man adjusted his watch behind her. She looked flushed. Beautiful. Happy. Neither of them noticed Donnie sitting in the corner, a shadow in his own life. The man wrapped an arm around her waist and guided her toward the exit. Kyri leaned into him naturally, her head resting on his shoulder. Like she belonged there.
Donnie watched them leave together through the rain-covered windows, their forms blurring into streaks of color and light. Then he finally looked away. For the first time since all of this started, he felt something worse than anger. Something deeper, more corrosive. Humiliation. Not because she wanted somebody else. Because somewhere along the line, he’d become the man sitting alone in bars waiting for someone who had already left emotionally.
"Damn."
The voice, a low, drawling alto, startled him. Donnie looked up.
Stevie stood beside the booth, holding a tequila soda in one hand, the condensation beading on the glass like tiny jewels. She was a study in contrasts. A short, blonde pixie cut that was both edgy and elegant. Gold rings stacked across both hands, catching the light. Her brown skin seemed to glow beneath the amber bar lights, a warm, rich tone that was impossible to ignore. A black leather jacket was thrown over one shoulder, and beneath it, a simple white tank top was tucked into dark jeans that fit her like trouble. Sharp eyes. Sharp mouth. Sharp everything. Confidence rolled off her in waves, not loud or performative, but solid, unshakable, a quiet self-assurance that was more intimidating than any boast.
He recognized her immediately. Stevie was a family friend of Kyri’s cousin Stella. Donnie had seen her at countless cookouts, birthday dinners, and holiday parties. Usually, she was somewhere in the background, holding court with a small group of people, her sharp wit and dry humor a counterpoint to the town's more saccharine social graces. And Kyri hated her. Which, in retrospect, should’ve been a flashing neon sign warning him that Stevie was probably the most interesting person in the room.
"You look like somebody shot your dog," Stevie said bluntly, her Texas accent a slow, warm drawl.
Despite everything, a rough, broken laugh escaped Donnie’s chest. It was small. Surprised. Real.
Stevie slid into the booth across from him without asking, a move that was both presumptuous and strangely welcome. "That bad, huh?"
Donnie rubbed one hand across his jaw, the rasp of his stubble a grounding sensation. "Somethin’ like that."
Stevie’s gaze flickered toward the exit where Kyri had disappeared moments earlier. Understanding dawned in her eyes, clear and immediate. But she didn’t pity him. That was important. Most people looked at Donnie like he was a god, a figure too powerful, too successful to be touched by mortal pain. Stevie just looked at him like a tired man sitting alone in a bar, a sight she’d clearly seen before.
"You want me to lie or tell the truth?" she asked, taking a sip of her drink.
"Depends on what the truth is."
"The truth is, you look miserable."
Another laugh slipped out, this one a little easier, a little more genuine. "Appreciate that."
"You rich people really don’t know how to suffer quietly," she teased, a glint of amusement in her eyes.
Donnie shook his head slowly, a small smile playing on his lips. "I ain’t rich people."
Stevie raised an eyebrow, a gesture of pure, elegant skepticism. "You drove here in a truck worth more than my first apartment."
"That don’t mean I stopped bein’ from here," he countered, his voice low, earnest.
"Mm. Fair enough," she conceded, nodding slowly.
The bartender appeared again, setting down another tequila soda for her without a word. "You come here often?" Donnie asked, feeling the need to fill the silence, to keep this strange, comforting conversation going.
"Enough to know they water down the tequila after midnight," she said, a wry smile playing on her lips.
He laughed again. And for some reason, the sound felt strange coming out of him, like his body had forgotten the mechanics of it.
Hours passed more easily than they should have. That surprised him most. Stevie talked with her hands, her fingers painting pictures in the air as she told ridiculous stories about art gallery clients trying to sound intellectual while clearly high. She complained about wealthy men treating therapy language like personality traits, her impression of a bro-y CEO saying "I'm just in my toxic masculinity era" so spot-on he almost spit out his bourbon. She roasted him twice for owning a pair of custom-made Lucchese cowboy boots that cost more than her car payment.
At one point, she told a story about an oil heir trying to explain the meaning behind a piece of abstract art while accidentally standing directly in front of the exhibit upside down, trying to see it from a "different perspective." Donnie laughed hard enough to choke on his bourbon, a real, gut-busting laugh that felt like a release, like a pressure valve being opened for the first time in months.
And somewhere in the middle of all that, Donnie started talking too. Really talking. Not the polished, media-trained version of himself. The real one. The tired one. The lonely one. He told her about the arrangement, not every sordid detail, but enough. The words came out in a rush, a confession he hadn't even known he was holding.
Stevie listened quietly, her chin resting on her hand, her eyes fixed on his. She didn’t interrupt. She didn’t offer fake sympathy or empty platitudes. She just listened.
When he finally finished, the silence that settled between them wasn't awkward. It was comfortable. Stevie leaned back against the booth slowly, her gaze thoughtful. "Sounds like Kyri wanna have her cake and eat it too," she said plainly.
Donnie looked down into his bourbon, the swirling liquid a distorted mirror of his own thoughts. Because deep down, he already knew that. "Maybe," he admitted quietly.
Stevie studied him for a second, her eyes sharp, discerning. "Question is why you lettin’ her?"
That hit harder than he expected. Because he didn’t have a good answer. Love, maybe. Habit. Fear. Seventeen years of shared history. Probably all of it, tangled together in a knot he couldn't seem to untie.
Stevie watched him quietly for another moment before sighing softly, a sound that was both weary and wise. "You know what your problem is?"
Donnie glanced up, his eyes tired. "Should I even ask?"
"You keep mournin’ somebody who still alive," she said, her voice soft but firm.
The sentence landed directly in his chest, a perfect, painful bullseye. Because that was exactly what this felt like. Grief. Slow, agonizing grief. The kind that dragged itself out over months until you barely recognized your own life anymore.
Outside, rain hammered softly against the windows while the bar emptied slowly around them. The bartender eventually lowered the music. Chairs started turning upside down on empty tables near the front, a signal that the night was over. But neither of them moved. And for the first time in months, Donnie realized something important.
He didn’t feel lonely sitting across from Stevie.
Not even a little.
The first time Donnie went to The Gilded Cage, he almost drove past it.
The gallery sat tucked between an old record store and a closed-down cigar lounge near the arts district just outside downtown. From the street, it was a study in subtlety. Black brick exterior. Gold lettering, elegant and understated, across dark, reflective windows. A single gas lantern hung above the entrance, casting a warm, flickering light onto rain-slicked pavement. It whispered its presence rather than shouting it.
Which somehow fit Stevie perfectly.
Donnie sat in his truck for a moment, the engine idling softly, watching people move in and out of the building. Artists with paint-stained fingers, models with haunted eyes, rich couples dressed in black silk and cashmere, moving with the easy confidence of people who had secrets to keep. A few familiar faces from Dallas society, people he’d seen at charity galas and corporate events, were pretending not to notice each other, their polite nods a dance of social camouflage.
His phone buzzed against the center console.
Stevie.
You gon’ sit outside all night or actually come in?
Despite himself, a real smile spread across Donnie’s face. That had started happening more lately. Smiling. It felt unfamiliar at first, like a muscle he hadn’t used in years, a foreign expression on a face that had forgotten how.
Their friendship had slipped quietly into his life over the last several weeks, a slow, creeping vine that had wrapped around his barren emotional landscape. Late-night phone calls that somehow lasted until two in the morning, their conversations a comfortable mix of bullshit and brutal honesty. Random diner runs after work, greasy fries and burnt coffee shared in a booth that felt more like home than his own kitchen. Stevie was sending him blurry pictures of ridiculous art pieces with captions that roasted them so savagely he’d laugh until his sides hurt. Donnie was calling her while driving home from meetings just because the silence in the truck had started to feel heavier, more oppressive than the noise of the city.
None of it was planned. It just… happened. And somehow, all of it mattered.
He killed the engine and stepped out of the truck, crossing the street toward the gallery.
Inside, The Gilded Cage glowed gold and amber beneath low-hanging lights. Smooth jazz drifted softly through the space, a sophisticated, sensual counterpoint to the low hum of conversations and the quiet clinking of ice in expensive glasses. The gallery itself felt intimate, almost conspiratorial, instead of pretentious. Huge, arresting paintings lined dark, exposed-brick walls beside abstract sculptures that looked like captured emotions and black-and-white photography that was so raw it felt like a violation. Some pieces were beautiful. Some were deeply uncomfortable. Some were openly, unapologetically sensual.
One massive canvas near the center of the room stopped him in his tracks. It depicted two faceless figures, their forms a riot of tangled limbs, rendered in thick, impasto gold paint and deep, velvety shadows. It was a portrait of passion, of anonymity, of pure, unadulterated need.
"That one makes church women nervous," a low, familiar voice said beside him.
He turned. Stevie stood there, holding two glasses of bourbon, the amber liquid catching the light. Tonight her blonde pixie was slicked neatly back from her face, a sharp, elegant frame for her features. Delicate gold chains rested against the deep brown skin of her neck, exposed by a black silk button-up she wore with the top few buttons left open, a casual, confident invitation. Rings flashed across her fingers as she handed him a drink.
She looked expensive. But not polished. There was still something rough around her edges, something wild and untamed that no amount of silk or gold could ever cover. Something real.
"You own this place?" Donnie asked, his eyes roaming the space, taking it all in.
Stevie snorted softly, a sound of pure, unadulterated derision. "Nah, I just like bossin’ people around in here."
He laughed. And there it was again. Easy. Everything with Stevie somehow felt easy. Effortless.
"Seriously," he said, his voice sincere. "This nice as hell."
Her expression softened, the usual sharp wit in her eyes giving way to something warmer, more vulnerable. "Thank you." The sincerity surprised him. Because Stevie joked through almost everything, a shield as much as a weapon. But this place… this place mattered to her. He could tell.
People greeted Stevie constantly as they moved through the gallery. Artists hugged her, their faces lighting up. Bartenders smiled when she passed, their respect evident. A wealthy older couple, pillars of Dallas society, waved from across the room, their smiles genuine. Stevie belonged here. Not because of money or status, but because she had built something people actually loved. That realization sat strangely heavy in Donnie’s chest. Kyri loved luxury. Stevie loved creation. There was a difference.
Later that night, they ended up on the gallery's rooftop, a hidden oasis with a panoramic view of the city. They shared a greasy bag of fries from a 24-hour diner, the salt and vinegar a sharp, welcome contrast to the smooth bourbon they’d been drinking. Downtown lights shimmered in the distance, a sprawling carpet of diamonds. The Texas air felt warm, thick, and alive.
Stevie leaned back in her chair, one worn leather boot resting on the metal railing. "So you finally tell Kyri no yet?" she asked, popping a fry into her mouth.
Donnie glanced over, a frown creasing his brow. "No to what?"
"Anything."
He laughed quietly, a self-deprecating sound. "You make me sound pathetic."
"If the boot fit," she shot back without missing a beat.
"Damn."
"I’m serious though," Stevie said, her tone shifting, becoming more pointed. "You talk about her like she your boss instead of your partner."
That bothered him. Mostly because it wasn’t completely wrong.
Donnie looked down at the city lights below, a dizzying, beautiful maze. "It ain’t like that."
"Then why you always apologizin’ for takin’ up space?"
He frowned slightly. "I don’t do that."
Stevie gave him a look. The kind of look that said she already knew better, that she saw through the carefully constructed facade of the calm, accommodating partner. And for some reason, Donnie didn’t argue. Because lately he’d started noticing it too. How often he adjusted himself to keep the peace. How quickly he backed down from his own wants. How much of his life revolved around avoiding conflict with Kyri. Even now. Even after everything. The realization made him deeply uncomfortable.
A week later, Stevie dragged him to an all-night diner on the outskirts of town after one of his athlete meetings ran late. The place was a greasy spoon, a relic from another era, with sticky vinyl booths and a waitress who called everyone "honey." The waitress recognized Donnie immediately and flirted shamelessly while pouring his coffee, her lingering touches and overly bright smile a performance he’d seen a thousand times.
Donnie stayed polite. Distant. Professional. A wall of quiet, unbreachable reserve.
Stevie noticed. She noticed everything. The restraint. The way his voice deepened slightly when he was irritated was a low, warning rumble. The way people listened immediately when he spoke calmly, his natural authority was undeniable. The way his eyes tracked every room automatically was a fighter's instinct for assessing threats and exits. The way control sat on him like a well-worn coat, a natural part of his being, even while he pretended not to want it. Donnie carried authority without trying. But he hid from it emotionally. That fascinated Stevie.
"You know somethin’ funny?" she said, stealing a fry off his plate.
"What?"
"You intimidating as hell till it come to Kyri."
Donnie sighed tiredly, the fight draining out of him. "Everybody got a weakness."
"Mm. I don’t think she your weakness."
He looked up, his eyes meeting hers across the sticky Formica table. "Then what is she?"
Stevie held his gaze for a long moment, her eyes sharp, discerning, before answering. "Habit."
The word hit him hard enough to quiet the entire table. Because habit explained things that love no longer could. It explained the inertia, the fear of change, the slow, creeping decay of their shared life.
Weeks turned into months slowly. And somewhere amid all the conversations and late-night drives and gallery visits, Donnie started to change. Small things first. He stopped answering Kyri’s passive-aggressive comments with apologies. He stopped rearranging meetings every time she demanded attention at the last second. He stopped asking permission to exist comfortably inside his own home.
One afternoon, Kyri called him during a crucial recruiting meeting, her voice tight with irritation, demanding he leave early to pick up a piece of furniture she’d ordered. Normally, he would’ve done it. He would’ve made his excuses, apologized to the room, and left. Instead, he leaned back in his expensive leather chair, looked out at the Dallas skyline, and said calmly, "Can’t. I’m workin’."
Silence. A long, shocked silence on the other end of the line. Kyri sounded genuinely, profoundly shocked. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me."
Another silence, this one thick with her rising anger. "You’ve been actin’ different lately."
Donnie stared out the office windows, his reflection a ghost against the sprawling city. Maybe he had. "Maybe I’m just tired," he answered. But deep down, he knew it was more than that. For the first time in years, Donnie was starting to remember himself outside of Kyri.
And Stevie saw it happening before he did.
One night after closing the gallery, she found him leaning against the front counter, watching her count the day's receipts, the quiet domesticity of the moment feeling more intimate than anything he’d experienced in months.
"What?" she asked without looking up, her fingers flying over the stack of cash.
Donnie shrugged. "Nothin’."
"You starin’."
"Am not."
Stevie smirked, a slow, knowing smile. "You smile more now."
That caught him off guard. Because she was right. The realization sat quietly between them, a truth that was both comforting and terrifying.
Stevie finally looked up from the register, her eyes finding his in the soft, amber light. "There you is," she said softly.
Donnie frowned slightly. "What that mean?"
Stevie locked the register drawer with a definitive click before walking toward him slowly, her movements fluid and deliberate. "Means I think you been hidin’ pieces of yourself so long you forgot what they looked like."
The words settled somewhere deep in his chest, a profound, unsettling truth. Nobody had ever spoken to him like that before. Not carefully. Not with kid gloves. Just… honestly.
And standing there beneath the soft amber lights of The Gilded Cage, Donnie realized something that scared him a little. He looked forward to seeing Stevie more than he looked forward to going home. That thought should’ve filled him with guilt. Instead, it filled him with a profound, undeniable sense of relief.
Later, as they were locking up, Stevie leaned against the door, her arms crossed over her chest. "You know, this ain't just about Kyri," she said, her voice low, serious.
Donnie paused, his hand on the door. "What you mean?"
"This… this new you. This backbone you're growin'. It can't just be for her. You can't only turn it on when she calls. You gotta start using it on everybody."
He frowned, not understanding.
"People been walkin' all over you for years, Donnie. Not just her. Business associates. The media. Those damn vulture recruits who think you owe 'em somethin'. You let 'em disrespect you to your face, and you just stand there takin' it, all polite and controlled." She pushed off the door and stepped closer, her eyes intense. "You need to learn to tell 'em to shut up before you fuck 'em up."
He blinked, taken aback by the raw, visceral language. "Stevie—"
"I'm serious," she interrupted, her voice dropping. "You got this fire in you, this… this power. You just keep it on a leash. You think bein' calm and collected is the only way to be respected. But there's a difference between bein' calm and bein' a doormat. You need to let 'em see the teeth. Let 'em know that if they push you too far, they ain't just gonna get a polite letter from your lawyer. They're gonna get you. And you are a fuckin' storm, Donnie. It's time you started actin' like it."
Her words were a revelation, a permission slip he didn't know he needed. She wasn't just telling him to stand up to his girlfriend. She was telling him to reclaim himself. All of himself. The calm negotiator and the storm that lurked beneath. The champion and the man.
They were back in the sanctuary of The Gilded Cage’s rooftop, the city lights a sprawling, silent galaxy beneath them. The air was thick with the scent of night-blooming jasmine and the faint, lingering smell of rain. Donnie was leaning against the railing, a glass of bourbon dangling from his fingers, his mind a million miles away. Or maybe a few feet away, focused on the pair of black sandals Stevie had propped up on the chair opposite him. He’d been… distracted by her feet lately. It was a small, strange thing, but he’d noticed the way his eyes would track them, the elegant arch of her foot, the delicate way her ankles were accentuated by her sandals. He’d even made a joke once, a half-serious, half-desperate attempt at flirting, about emptying his bank account for a few pictures of her pedicured toes. She’d laughed it off, but he’d seen the flicker of understanding in her eyes.
"You're quiet tonight," Stevie said, her voice a low, smooth drawl that cut through his thoughts. "More than usual."
"Just thinkin'," he murmured, not taking his eyes off the distant skyline.
"About?"
"Everything. Nothin'." He sighed, running a hand over his face. "Feel like I'm livin' in someone else's life lately."
Stevie was quiet for a moment, letting his words hang in the warm night air. "Maybe it's time you started livin' in your own," she said softly.
He turned to look at her then, really look at her. The way the city lights caught the gold chains around her neck, the sharp intelligence in her eyes, the confident set of her mouth. "And how do I do that?"
Stevie took a slow sip of her drink, her gaze unwavering. "By stopin' bein' who everybody else thinks you're supposed to be. By findin' out who you are when no one's watchin'."
Donnie frowned, a familiar frustration coiling in his gut. "Easier said than done."
"Maybe not," she said, her voice dropping, becoming more intimate, more conspiratorial. "Maybe you just need the right place to do it."
He raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "What you talkin' about?"
Stevie leaned forward, her elbows resting on her knees, her voice a low, seductive whisper. "You ever heard of a place called Sinners?"
The name itself sent a shiver down his spine, a thrill of something forbidden, something dangerous. "Can't say I have."
"It's a club," she said simply. "A private club. For people who want to… explore. Without judgment. Without the whole world watchin'."
Donnie felt a strange mix of apprehension and curiosity. "What kind of explorin'?"
Stevie’s eyes gleamed with a knowing light. "The kind that matters. The kind that wakes you up."
She paused, letting the weight of her words settle between them. "Look, I'm gonna be real with you, Donnie. I see things in you. Things you keep locked down tight. A need for control that's so deep it's almost a part of your DNA. A… darkness. A part of you that likes to watch, that likes to… possess."
Donnie’s breath hitched in his throat. She saw him. She saw the parts of himself he’d spent a lifetime hiding, the parts of himself he was ashamed of, the parts of himself that craved more than the quiet, desperate life he’d been living.
"I'm a Dom, Donnie," she said, her voice clear, direct, unashamed. "It's what I do. It's who I am. And I'm good at it. I have a sub. A man who pays me for the privilege of kneelin' at my feet. Who gets off on my praise, my punishment, my control."
Donnie stared at her, his mind reeling. He should've been shocked. He should've been disgusted. Instead, he was… fascinated. Aroused. A fire was starting to burn low in his belly, a fire he hadn't felt in years.
"And I see that same fire in you," she continued, her voice a low, hypnotic hum. "I see the way you look at me. I see the way you look at my feet." She smirked, a slow, wicked smile that made his blood run hot. "Don't think I haven't noticed. You got a thing for feet, Adonis Creed. And that's okay. It's more than okay. It's a part of you. A part of you that deserves to be fed."
Donnie felt a blush creep up his neck, a hot, prickling wave of embarrassment and desire. He was exposed. Seen. And it was terrifying. And it was the most liberating thing he'd ever felt.
"I want to take you to Sinners," she said, her voice softening, becoming a gentle invitation. "No pressure. No expectations. Just… a place to watch. To learn. To see what's out there. To see what's in you."
Donnie looked at her, his heart pounding a frantic, frantic rhythm against his ribs. He was scared. He was terrified of what he might find, of what he might become. But he was also tired. Tired of hiding. Tired of pretending. Tired of being a shadow of himself.
"I want to see the real you, Donnie," she whispered, her eyes locked on his. "Not the billionaire. Not the provider. Not the public figure. The man underneath. The man who craves control. The man who needs to be worshipped. The man who needs to worship."
He took a deep, shuddering breath, the air thick with the scent of her, with the promise of something new, something dangerous, something real. "Okay," he said, his voice a raw, rough whisper. "Okay."
A week later, they stood outside Sinners. It was hidden beneath an old, luxury hotel outside town, a place that looked like it hadn't been updated since the 1920s. The entrance was unmarked, a simple, black door with a single, gold knocker. Stevie knocked, a sharp, deliberate rap. A moment later, the door opened, revealing a tall, imposing man in a well-tailored suit.
"Stevie," he said, his voice a low, respectful rumble. "Good to see you."
"Marcus," she replied, her voice cool, confident. "This is Donnie. He's with me."
Marcus’s eyes flickered over Donnie, a quick, assessing glance. "Welcome to Sinners," he said, stepping aside to let them in.
Inside, the club was a revelation. It was nothing like Donnie had expected. It wasn't sleazy or grimy. It was… elegant. A study in dark wood, deep velvet, and soft, gold lighting. Live jazz drifted from a hidden sound system, a smooth, sophisticated soundtrack to the scenes playing out around them. There were voyeur balconies overlooking the main floor, a long, well-stocked bar, and a series of private rooms, their doors closed, their secrets safe.
Donnie’s eyes widened as he took it all in. He saw a woman on her knees, her head bowed, as a man whispered in her ear, his hand stroking her hair. He saw a couple on a large, velvet chaise lounge, the woman tying the man's hands with a length of silk, her expression one of pure, unadulterated power. He saw a man on a stage, his back to the audience, as a woman in a corset and thigh-high boots used a flogger on his back, the rhythmic thwack a hypnotic, mesmerizing sound.
Stevie guided him to a quiet, secluded booth in the corner, a place where they could see without being seen. "Just watch," she whispered, her hand resting on his arm, her touch a grounding, comforting presence. "Just observe. Don't think. Just feel."
Donnie did as she said. He watched. He saw the raw, unfiltered desire on people's faces. He saw the trust, the vulnerability, the profound, almost spiritual connection between the Dominants and the submissives. He saw the pleasure, the pain, the release. And he felt something inside him, something he hadn't felt in a long, long time, begin to stir.
He saw a man kneel at a woman's feet, his lips pressed against the toe of her shoe, his eyes closed in ecstasy. And he felt a jolt of pure, unadulterated desire shoot through him. He saw a woman praise her sub, her voice a low, husky purr, "Good boy. You're such a good boy for me," and he felt a strange, unfamiliar ache in his chest, a desire to be praised, to be found worthy, to be… good.
And then he saw her. Stevie.
She was on the other side of the room, a vision in black leather and raw power. Her sub, a tall, muscular man with a face that looked like it had been carved from granite, was on his knees before her. His head was bowed, his hands clasped behind his back. Stevie circled him slowly, her movements fluid, predatory. She stopped in front of him, her booted foot resting on his shoulder.
"Look at me," she commanded, her voice a low, sharp crack of a whip.
The man looked up, his eyes filled with a devotion so pure, so absolute, it made Donnie's breath catch.
"You've been a good boy this week, haven't you, Terrance?" she purred, her hand stroking his hair.
"Yes, Mistress," he breathed, his voice a hoarse, reverent whisper.
"Tell me what you want," she said, her voice a low, seductive taunt.
"To serve you, Mistress," he said without hesitation. "To please you. To be yours."
Donnie watched, mesmerized, as Stevie put Terrance through his paces, her commands sharp, her praise soft, her control absolute. He saw the power in her, the confidence, the raw dominance. And he saw the peace in Terrance, the surrender, the profound, soul-deep release that came from giving up control.
And in that moment, Donnie understood. This wasn't just about sex. This wasn't just about kink. This was about connection. This was about trust. This was about seeing and being seen, truly and completely, for who you were.
He felt a hand on his shoulder, and he turned to see Stevie standing beside him, her eyes soft, her expression knowing. "You see?" she whispered.
Donnie nodded, his throat too tight to speak.
She leaned in, her lips brushing against his ear, her voice a low, seductive promise. "This is who you are, Donnie. This is the man you've been hiding. The man who craves control. The man who needs to be worshipped. The man who needs to worship."
He looked at her, his eyes wide with a newfound understanding, a newfound hunger. "And what about you?" he asked, his voice a raw, rough whisper. "What do you need?"
Stevie’s eyes darkened, a flicker of something vulnerable, something raw, passing through them. "I need to submit," she whispered, her voice so low he could barely hear it. "To the right man. To a man who's strong enough to handle me. To a man who's not afraid to take what he wants."
Donnie felt a power surge through him. He looked at her, at the woman who had shown him this world, who had seen the darkness in him and hadn't run away. And he knew. He knew what he wanted.
He reached out, his hand cupping her cheek, his thumb stroking her skin. "I'm not afraid," he said, his voice a low, confident growl.
And in the dim, seductive light of Sinners, under the watchful eyes of the club's patrons, Donnie leaned in and kissed her. It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was a declaration. It was the kiss of a man who had finally found himself and who was ready to claim the woman who had shown him the way.
The first time it happened, it wasn't in the shadowed, opulent world of Sinners. It was in the sterile, impersonal quiet of a hotel room in downtown Dallas. The Four Seasons. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked a city he owned but no longer recognized. He hadn't planned it. He'd just called her, the need a sudden, sharp ache in his chest. "I need to see you," he'd said, his voice a low, raw command he didn't know he possessed.
She'd arrived without question, letting herself into the suite with a key card he'd left for her at the front desk. She was wearing a simple black dress, her hair slicked back. She looked like she was there for a business meeting. But her eyes, when they met his, told a different story.
They stood there for a long moment, the silence between them thick with unspoken questions, with the weight of what they were about to do.
"You nervous?" Stevie asked, her voice a low, steady hum.
Donnie let out a slow breath, a sound that was half-sigh, half-growl. "A little."
"Good," she said, a small, wicked smile playing on her lips.
She walked toward him slowly, her hips swaying with a predatory grace. She stopped in front of him, so close he could feel the heat radiating from her skin. "You remember what I said?" she whispered, her eyes locked on his. "About needin' to submit to the right man?"
Donnie nodded, his throat too tight to speak.
"Show me," she breathed. "Show me you're him."
That was all it took. The dam broke. The carefully constructed wall of control he'd built around himself for years crumbled into dust. He reached out, his hands cupping her face, his thumbs stroking her cheekbones. And then he kissed her. It wasn't the kiss from Sinners, a declaration of intent. This was a kiss of need. A kiss that was all teeth and tongue and desperation. A kiss that said, I'm here. I'm ready. Take me.
Stevie responded in kind, her body pressing against his, a soft, willing surrender. But it was a surrender that was also a challenge. A test. And Donnie was determined to pass.
He broke the kiss, his breathing ragged, his eyes dark with a hunger that was both terrifying and exhilarating. "On your knees," he commanded, his voice a low, rough growl that was both a question and a demand.
Stevie’s breath hitched, a flicker of surprise and desire in her eyes. She sank to her knees slowly, gracefully. She looked up at him, her expression one of complete and utter trust. And that, right there, was everything. It wasn't the submission that mattered. It was the trust. The fact that this strong, beautiful, dominant woman was willing to put herself in his hands, to let him see her, to let him have her, was a gift so profound it almost brought him to his knees.
He reached down, his hand cupping her chin, his thumb stroking her lower lip. "You're so beautiful," he breathed, his voice a low, reverent whisper.
And then it began.
Their relationship grew in the shadows, in the stolen moments between meetings and obligations, in the secret weekends and hidden hotel stays that became their sanctuary. It was a world built on rituals, on a shared language of desire and devotion.
There was the ritual of undressing. He would undress her slowly, reverently, his fingers tracing the lines of her body, his lips following in their wake, learning every curve, every twitch of the nerve. It was an act of worship, a slow, deliberate exploration that left them both trembling with need.
There was the ritual of the commands. He would tell her what to do, his voice a low, hypnotic hum. "Touch yourself for me." "Tell me what you want." "Cum for me." "How many spankings today" And she would obey, her body a willing instrument, her responses a symphony of pleasure and surrender.
There was the ritual of the praise. He would praise her, his voice a low, soothing balm. "Good girl." "You're so good for me." "You're takin' it so well." And she would preen under his words, her body arching, her eyes shining with a pleasure that was more than just physical. It was a pleasure of the soul.
But it was the aftercare that meant the most. After the intensity, they would lie tangled in the sheets. He would hold her, his arms wrapped around her, his lips pressed against her hair. He would whisper words of love, of gratitude, of a devotion so deep it scared him. And she would hold him back, her body a warm, trusting weight against his, her hands stroking his back, her voice a low, soothing hum that calmed the storm raging inside him.
It was in those moments, in the quiet aftermath, that Donnie became emotionally alive. He felt things he hadn't felt in years. Joy. Laughter. Tenderness. A love so pure, so profound, it felt like a revelation.
He became more confident, more assertive, not just in the bedroom, but in the boardroom, in his life. He started setting boundaries, not just with Kyri, but with everyone. He started saying no. He started taking up space. He started being the man he was always meant to be.
And people started noticing.
Especially Kyri.
The first time she noticed was at a family dinner. A loud, chaotic affair at her parents' house, with too much food, too much drink, and too many relatives asking too many questions. Donnie was there, a quiet, solid presence at her side. But he was different. He was more present. More engaged. He laughed more easily. He spoke with a quiet authority that commanded attention.
And then Stevie walked in.
She was Kyri's cousin Stella's plus-one. A fact that Kyri had conveniently forgotten to mention. Stevie looked incredible. A short, tight red dress that showed off her curves to perfection. Her blonde pixie was a mess of artful spikes. Her eyes were sharp, her smile wicked.
She made a beeline for them, her hips swaying, her confidence a palpable force. "Donnie," she said, her voice a low, seductive purr. "Good to see you."
"Stevie," he replied, his voice a low, calm rumble. But his eyes, when they met hers, were burning with a fire that was impossible to miss.
Kyri saw it. She saw the way he looked at Stevie, the way his body leaned toward her, the way his eyes darkened with a desire that was both possessive and profound. She saw the subtle, almost imperceptible touch of his hand on the small of Stevie's back, a gesture that was both intimate and proprietary.
And she knew.
She didn't know how, she didn't know when, but she knew. Something had changed. Something had shifted. And she was no longer the center of his universe.
Later that night, as they were getting ready for bed, Kyri turned to him, her eyes sharp, her voice tight with accusation. "What's goin' on with you and Stevie?"
Donnie looked at her, his expression calm, unreadable. "What you mean?"
"Don't play dumb with me, Donnie," she snapped. "I saw the way you looked at her."
Donnie sighed, a sound of weary resignation. He was tired of hiding. Tired of pretending. "She's my friend, Kyri."
"Friend?" Kyri scoffed, her voice dripping with disdain. "Is that what we're callin' it these days?"
Donnie didn't answer. He just looked at her, his eyes cold, his expression distant. He continued unbuttoning his shirt, his movements slow, deliberate, utterly unconcerned. And in that moment, Kyri knew. The game had changed. And she was no longer the one making the rules.
Her face, already tight with suspicion, flushed with a hot, angry red. "Don't you dare look at me like that," she seethed, her voice rising. "Like I'm being unreasonable. Like I'm the one who's out of line."
Donnie paused, his shirt hanging open, revealing the plain white t-shirt beneath. He turned his head, his gaze finally landing on her, and it was like looking at a stranger. "I'm not lookin' at you any way at all, Kyri. I'm gettin' ready for bed."
"You're getting ready for bed? After that? After that little… display at my parents' house?" She was pacing now, a frantic, caged animal in designer silk pajamas. "She was all over you! And you just let her! You stood there and let that… low budget, fake ass K Michelle put her hands on you like she owned you!"
Donnie’s jaw tightened, a flicker of the old anger, the old hurt, sparking in his chest before being extinguished by a wave of profound weariness. He finished with the buttons and pulled the shirt off his shoulders, tossing it neatly onto a chair. "Her name is Stevie. And she didn't put her hands on me. She said hello."
"Don't lie to me, Adonis!" she shrieked, his full name a weapon she only used when she wanted to inflict maximum damage. "I saw your face! I saw the way you looked at her! The way you leaned in. You haven't looked at me like that in years!"
He finally turned to face her fully, his bare chest rising and falling with a calm, steady breath that was an insult to her raging fury. "You wanna talk about how people look at each other, Kyri? Really?"
The question hung in the air, a quiet, deadly challenge. Kyri faltered for a second, her righteous indignation momentarily derailed. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"It means," Donnie said, his voice dropping to a low, dangerously quiet tone, "that you're the one who wanted the 'don't ask, don't tell' arrangement. You're the one who said we needed space. You're the one who's been comin' home smellin' like other men's cologne for months."
"This is different!" she yelled, her voice cracking with desperation.
"How?" he asked, his voice utterly flat, devoid of all emotion. "How is it different? Because you're the one doin' it? Because you thought I'd just sit here and wait? Like a good little dog?"
"Fuck you," she spat, her eyes glistening with unshed tears of fury. "You don't get to do this. You don't get to turn this around on me. I'm trying to save our relationship!"
Donnie actually laughed then, a short, sharp, utterly humorless sound that was more devastating than any scream. "Save it? By goin' on dates? By fuckin' other men? By tellin' me it's for my own good?" He took a step closer, his presence a sudden, solid weight in the room. "You didn't want to save it, Kyri. You wanted to have your cake and eat it too. You wanted the comfort and the status of this life, but you wanted the freedom to fuck whoever you wanted without consequence. You wanted a roommate, not a partner."
"That's not true!" she cried, but her voice was weaker now, the conviction bleeding out of it.
"Isn't it?" he pressed, his voice still low, still calm, but with an edge of steel that was new and terrifying. "I haven't done anything. I haven't been with anyone. I've been sittin' here, in this house, livin' by your rules. And I made a friend. One friend. A person who actually talks to me. A person who actually sees me. And suddenly that's a problem?"
"It's the way you look at her!" Kyri shot back, latching onto her last, desperate thread of outrage. "It's not just friendly!"
Donnie just stared at her, his expression unreadable. He didn't confirm it. He didn't deny it. He just let her accusation hang there, exposed and pathetic. He let her see the hypocrisy, the sheer, unmitigated gall of her standing there, judging him for the very thing she had permitted herself to do.
"So what's the real issue, Kyri?" he asked, his voice quiet, cutting through her hysteria like a knife. "What's really botherin' you? That I might be happy? That I might have found someone who makes me feel something other than like a goddamn accessory in your life? Or is it that for the first time, I'm not waitin' for you to come home?"
Kyri stared at him, her mouth opening and closing, like a fish gasping for air on the dock. She had no answer. Because he was right. All of it was right. And the truth of it was a bitter, poison pill she couldn't swallow.
Donnie watched her, a strange sense of clarity settling over him. The anger was gone. The hurt was still there, a dull, chronic ache, but it no longer controlled him. He saw her clearly then, not as the girl he'd loved for half his life, but as a woman who was terrified of losing the one thing she'd taken for granted: his unwavering devotion.
He turned away, his back to her, and walked into the bathroom, closing the door softly behind him. The click of the latch was the final word. The end of the conversation. The end of an era. And as he stared at his own reflection in the mirror, at the man he was becoming, he felt a strange, unfamiliar sense of peace. He was done apologizing. Done shrinking. Done waiting.
The cookout was in full swing, a chaotic symphony of Southern tradition. Loud, bass-heavy music boomed from a portable speaker on the patio, mixing with the sizzle of barbecue on the grill and the raucous laughter of a dozen relatives Kyri barely knew. Her parents’ backyard was a sea of folding chairs, coolers, and red plastic cups. A game of dominoes was in full swing at a card table, accompanied by the rhythmic clatter of tiles and the occasional triumphant shout. Near the house, someone was butchering a classic R&B song at a karaoke machine, their off-key wail a testament to the power of tequila and good intentions.
Kyri stood by the grill, a forced smile plastered on her face, a plate of untouched potato salad in her hand. She was scanning the crowd, her eyes sharp, searching. Donnie was gone. Again. He’d shown up, looking infuriatingly handsome in a simple black t-shirt and jeans, had spoken to her father for exactly ninety seconds, and then disappeared. That was ten minutes ago.
Her mother, June, materialized at her side, a vision in linen and pearls. "Honey, have you seen Donnie? Charles wanted his opinion on that new smoker."
"He's around," Kyri said, her voice tight. "Probably taking a business call." It was the lie she’d been telling everyone for the last three weeks. The lie she’d been telling herself. Since that night in their bedroom, the house had been a mausoleum. They moved around each other like ghosts, their interactions reduced to clipped, functional exchanges about logistics and schedules. The silence was a living, breathing thing, a constant, oppressive reminder of the chasm that had opened between them.
But Kyri had eyes. She saw the changes. The way he carried himself now was with a new, easy confidence that was both attractive and infuriating. The way he smiled, a real, genuine smile that reached his eyes, a smile she hadn’t been able to coax out of him in years. She saw it at the office when she’d stopped by unannounced. She saw it in the way his staff, his athletes, even his rivals, responded to him. He was… lighter. Unburdened. And she knew, with a certainty that curdled in her gut, that it had something to do with Stevie.
Around the corner of the house, tucked away in the shade of an old oak tree, sat Donnie's black Escalade. It was parked on the grass, a silent, hulking monument to his success. And inside, the world of the cookout had ceased to exist.
The windows were tinted, but if anyone had been close enough, they would have seen a scene that was a million miles from family fun and games.
Stevie was bent over the center console, her upper body sprawled across the passenger seat, her jeans and panties pooled around her ankles. Her bare ass was upturned, a perfect, heart-shaped canvas of smooth, brown skin. And Donnie’s hand was a blur of motion, rising and falling in a steady, hypnotic rhythm.
Smack.
The sound was a sharp, wet crack that was swallowed by the truck's soundproofing. Stevie whimpered, a small, breathy sound of pain and pleasure, her fingers digging into the leather of the passenger seat.
"You gonna act like a brat all day, baby girl?" Donnie’s voice was a low, dangerous rumble, a stark contrast to the calm, controlled tone he used with everyone else. This was the voice of Sinners. The voice of the man who had discovered his own power.
Smack.
Another sharp slap, this one on her other cheek, leaving a matching handprint. "Answer me," he commanded, his hand stilling on her heated flesh.
"No, Daddy," she breathed, her voice muffled by the seat. "I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?" he asked, his hand tracing the curve of her ass, his touch a gentle, teasing contrast to the stinging blows.
"For bein' a brat," she whimpered, pushing her hips back against his hand, a silent plea for more.
Smack. Smack. Smack. Three quick, sharp smacks in succession, each one making her cry out, her body trembling with a mixture of pain and arousal. Her skin was flushed now, and that made his dick ache.
"That's my girl," he murmured, his voice softening, shifting from punishment to praise. His fingers dipped between her thighs, finding her slick, wet heat. "Look at you. So fuckin' wet for me. You like this, don't you? Like bein' put in your place."
"Yes," she moaned, her voice a ragged, desperate sound. "God, yes."
"Good," he said, his voice a low, possessive growl. He slid one finger inside her, then two, his thumb circling her clit in a slow, deliberate rhythm that had her writhing against the console. "This is what happens when you misbehave. You get punished. And then you get rewarded."
He worked her slowly, methodically, his other hand stroking her heated, tender skin, his touch a soothing balm. He was in complete control. The man who had spent years being controlled was now the one pulling the strings. And it was the most intoxicating feeling in the world.
"Who do you belong to?" he whispered, his lips brushing against her ear.
"You, Daddy," she gasped, her body tightening around his fingers. "Only you."
"That's right," he said, his voice a low, triumphant purr. "Now cum for me, baby girl. Cum all over my fingers like a good girl."
And she did. With a strangled cry, she came, her pussy clamping down on his fingers in a series of deep, rhythmic spasms. He held her through it, his arm wrapped around her waist, his body a solid, comforting presence, his lips pressed against her hair, whispering words of praise and love.
When it was over, he helped her up, his hands gentle, tender. He pulled her onto his lap, her jeans and panties still tangled around her ankles, and held her close, his arms wrapped around her, his chin resting on her head. They sat there for a long moment, just breathing, the world outside the truck a distant, irrelevant hum.
"You okay?" he asked, his voice a low, gentle rumble.
Stevie nodded, her head nestled against his chest. "Yeah," she whispered, her voice soft, content. "I'm good."
He kissed the top of her head. "Good."
They sat there for a few more minutes, a quiet, intimate bubble in the middle of a chaotic day. Then, with a sigh, Donnie spoke. "Guess we should go back out there."
Stevie groaned, a sound of pure, theatrical protest. "Do we have to? I'd rather stay in here and let you spank me again."
Donnie laughed, a real, genuine laugh that was full of warmth and affection. "Later," he promised. "Right now, we gotta go face the music."
They straightened themselves up, Stevie pulling up her jeans, Donnie adjusting his shirt. He looked at her, his eyes soft, his expression full of a love so deep it still scared him a little. "You're beautiful," he said, his voice a low, sincere whisper.
Stevie smiled, a slow, wicked smile that made his heart skip a beat. "I know," she said, her voice a confident, playful purr.
They got out of the truck, and as they rounded the corner of the house, the noise and chaos of the cookout washed over them again. Donnie’s hand found the small of Stevie’s back, a subtle, proprietary gesture. And Kyri, who had been watching the corner of the house with a hawk-like intensity, saw it.
She saw the way they looked at each other, the way Donnie’s eyes softened when he looked at Stevie, the way Stevie’s smile was just for him. She saw the lingering eye contact, the subtle touch, the easy, comfortable intimacy that was a slap in the face to every lie she’d ever told herself.
She watched as Stevie said something to Donnie, something that made him laugh, a real, genuine laugh that was full of joy. And in that moment, something inside Kyri snapped. She couldn't take it anymore. She couldn't pretend anymore.
She walked over to them, her face a mask of cold, hard fury, her eyes flashing with a dangerous, jealous light. "Can I talk to you for a second?" she asked, her voice tight, her eyes fixed on Donnie.
Donnie looked at Stevie, a silent question in his eyes. Stevie just nodded, a small, reassuring gesture. "I'll be at the karaoke machine," she said, her voice a low, confident purr. "Try not to get into any trouble."
She walked away, her hips swaying, leaving Kyri and Donnie standing there, the air between them thick with unspoken hostility.
"What's up?" Donnie asked, his voice calm, unreadable.
Kyri looked at him, her eyes burning with rage. "Are you fucking Stevie?"
The question was a direct, brutal blow. A slap in the face. A declaration of war.
Donnie didn't flinch. He didn't look away. He just looked at her, his eyes calm, his expression unreadable. And in the long, heavy silence that followed, Kyri saw her entire world start to crack.
"Yes," he said finally, his voice quiet, but clear. "Yes, I am."
And just like that, it was over. The lie she'd been telling herself, the fragile illusion of control she'd been clinging to, shattered into a million pieces.
The word hung in the humid air between them, a single, brutal syllable that seemed to suck all the sound out of the backyard. For a moment, the karaoke, the laughter, the clatter of dominoes—it all faded into a distant, irrelevant hum. All Kyri could hear was the roaring in her own ears, the sound of her world imploding.
Donnie didn't flinch. He didn't look away. He just stood there, his expression calm, his posture relaxed, a man who had finally laid his cards on the table and was waiting to see what happened next. The quiet confidence in his stance was more infuriating than any explosion of anger could have been.
"You… you can't," she finally managed to stammer, her voice a thin, reedy thing. "You can't do this."
"I just did," he said, his voice low, even. "Now, why is it a problem?"
"Why is it a problem?" she repeated, her voice rising, cracking with disbelief. "Are you serious? You're sleeping with my cousin's best friend! Someone I have to see! Someone who's been in my family's house!"
Donnie raised an eyebrow, a gesture of calm, deliberate inquiry. "And I'm supposed to care about the logistics? After you let some stranger fuck you in the men's room of a bar I had to walk past to get to my truck?"
The crude directness of his words made her flinch, a physical recoil. "That's different!"
"How?" he pressed, his voice still dangerously quiet. "Because you didn't know I was watching? Because you thought I was at home, waiting for you like a good little puppy? Explain it to me, Kyri. I'm genuinely curious."
"It's different because… because it was just sex!" she sputtered, grasping at straws. "It didn't mean anything! This," she said, her eyes darting toward Stevie, who was now laughing with Kyri's cousin Stella by the karaoke machine, "this looks like something. You look at her like… like you love her."
The word "love" hung in the air, a raw, exposed nerve. Donnie’s jaw tightened, just for a second. "And the men you were with? Did you love them?"
"That's not the point!"
"No, it's exactly the point," he countered, his voice losing its soft edge, gaining a sliver of steel. "You wanted an open relationship. You wanted freedom. You got it. You've been 'free' for months. I find one person. One. A person who actually makes me feel something other than like a goddamn checkbook. And suddenly, the rules aren't so fun anymore, are they?"
Kyri’s face was a contortion of fury and panic. "Don't you dare turn this around on me! This is about you disrespecting me! Humiliating me!"
"Disrespecting you?" Donnie let out a short, sharp laugh that was devoid of all humor. "Kyri, you have been shitting on my heart for months. You've been parading your freedom in my face while I've been living by the rules you set. I have been the picture of discretion. I haven't brought her to our home. I haven't flaunted it. I have kept my private life private, which is more than I can say for you."
He took a step closer, his presence a sudden, solid weight that made her feel small. "So I'll ask you again. Why is it a problem? Be honest. Is it that I'm with Stevie? Or is it that I'm happy without you?"
The question hit her like a physical blow. Because he was right. It wasn't just about Stevie. It was about him. It was about the fact that he was smiling again. It was about the fact that he was standing up to her. It was about the fact that he had found a piece of himself that she hadn't been able to destroy.
Her face twisted, a mask of pure, unadulterated spite. "I see how you look at her. I see how you touch her. Like you own her. Like you're some kind of… king and she's your little subject." Her voice dripped with a venomous, mocking sarcasm. "What's next, Donnie? You gonna start spankin' her when she gets outta line? Gonna teach her who's boss?"
The irony was so thick, so potent, it was almost suffocating. Donnie felt a strange, disconnected urge to laugh. Twenty minutes ago, he had Stevie's bare ass flushed a perfect shade of purple under his hand, her breathless whimpers of "Yes, Daddy" a symphony in the quiet of his truck. And here was Kyri, throwing his newfound proclivities in his face like an insult, completely unaware that she was describing his reality with an accuracy that was both terrifying and absurd.
He didn't laugh. He didn't even smile. He just looked at her, his eyes cold, his expression unreadable. He let her see nothing. Let her hear nothing. Let her twist in the wind of her own bitter, ignorant mockery.
"Is that what you think this is?" he asked, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "Some kind of power trip?"
"I know you," she shot back, her voice trembling with a mixture of rage and desperation. "I know you need to be in control. It's why you're so good at your job. It's why you're so… you. You can't stand it when someone doesn't bend to your will. And she does, doesn't she? Little Stevie, all tough and independent on the outside, but just another girl who wants to be dominated by a rich, powerful man."
Donnie just stared at her, his face a mask of stone. He was done. Done with her projections, done with her hypocrisy, done with her. He saw her for what she was: a woman who was terrified of losing her position, her status, her hold over him. She wasn't angry because he'd betrayed her. She was angry because he was no longer hers to betray.
"You don't know me at all," he said, his voice quiet, but heavy with a finality that was more devastating than any scream. "You haven't for a long time."
He turned and walked away, leaving her standing there, alone, her words echoing in the empty space between them. He didn't look back. He didn't hesitate. He just walked toward the karaoke machine, toward the music, toward the laughter, toward Stevie. And as Kyri watched him go, a single, hot tear traced a path down her cheek. The crack in her world was no longer a hairline fracture. It was a chasm. And she was standing on the wrong side of it.
The only light in Stevie’s bedroom came from the moon, a sliver of silver that sliced through the blinds and painted stripes across the rumpled sheets. The air was thick with the scent of her skin, his cologne, and the lingering, sweet musk of their lovemaking. Donnie lay on his side, his head propped on his hand, watching her sleep. He hadn’t been back to the ranch since the cookout. Three weeks. Three weeks of living out of a suitcase, of waking up in her bed, of falling asleep to the sound of her breathing. It felt like a lifetime. It felt like the first real day of his life.
He reached out, his fingers tracing the delicate line of her shoulder, the curve of her hip. She stirred, a soft, sleepy murmur, her body instinctively arching into his touch. He smiled, a small, private smile that was just for him. He felt… whole. For the first time in as long as he could remember, the pieces of himself that had been scattered, fractured, and suppressed were clicking back into place. And it was because of her.
Her eyes fluttered open, dark and soft in the dim light. "Hey," she whispered, her voice husky with sleep.
"Hey, baby girl," he murmured, leaning down to press a soft kiss against her temple.
She snuggled closer, her back pressing against his chest, his arm wrapping around her waist, pulling her flush against him. It was their position. Their default. A configuration of limbs and bodies that felt more natural than breathing. "What's on your mind?" she asked, her fingers lacing with his where they rested on her stomach.
"You," he said, his voice a low, rumbling vibration against her back. "Just… you."
He was quiet for a moment, gathering his thoughts, trying to find the words to express the tsunami of emotion that was crashing through him. "I don't think I ever told you," he began, his voice hesitant, "how much I appreciate you. What you did for me."
Stevie turned in his arms, her eyes searching his in the darkness. "Donnie, I didn't do anything."
"You did everything," he countered, his voice thick with an almost painful sincerity. "You saw me. When I was a ghost, you saw me. You gave me permission to stop shrinking. You… you brought me back to life."
He leaned in, his forehead resting against hers. "I love having you as my baby girl," he whispered, the words a raw, vulnerable confession. "I love takin' care of you. I love… this. Us."
Stevie’s breath hitched, a flicker of something deep and unreadable in her eyes. She’d never let a sub into her home. Never. Her space was her sanctuary, her fortress. But Donnie wasn't just a sub. He was… more. He was the man who saw the Domme in her and wasn't afraid. He was the man who could handle her. He was the man who made her want to kneel.
She tried to laugh, to deflect with her usual sharp wit, but the sound came out shaky, thin. "You know," she said, her voice a forced, playful tease, "we're startin' to sound like one of those 60s relationships. You're gonna have two families in this town. You and Kyri, with your big house and your 2.5 kids. And then me and you, and our little secret life, sneakin' around in motels and art galleries."
Donnie’s expression hardened, his jaw tightening. He pulled back, just enough to look her in the eye, his gaze intense, unwavering. "Don't joke about that," he said, his voice low, serious.
Stevie’s smile faltered. "Donnie, I was just—"
"No," he interrupted, his voice firm, but gentle. "I need you to hear me. This," he said, gesturing between them, "isn't a secret life. This is my life. You are my life."
He took a deep breath, the words he'd been holding back for weeks finally breaking free. "I'm not goin' anywhere. I'm not goin' back to her. I'm not… I'm not playin' this game anymore. I'm your boyfriend, Stevie. And you're my girl. And that's it. That's the end of it. Forever."
The word "forever" hung in the air, a heavy, sacred promise. Stevie stared at him, her heart pounding a frantic, frantic rhythm against her ribs. She saw the truth in his eyes, the unwavering conviction. And she felt something inside her, something she'd been fighting, denying, and suppressing for months, finally break free.
She loved him.
It was a simple, terrifying, undeniable truth. She loved the way he took care of her, the way his big, strong hands could be so gentle, so tender. She loved the way their bodies spoke to each other without words, a silent, fluid conversation of need and desire. She loved the way he saw her, all of her, the Domme and the woman, the strong and the vulnerable. They were soulmates, not just in the shadowed world of BDSM, but in the harsh, unforgiving light of the real world.
But she was scared. So scared. Scared of saying the words, of putting a name to this feeling, of ruining the perfect, fragile thing they had built. She didn't want to be the woman who fell for the man who had a girlfriend for almost 20 years. She didn't want to be the one who scared him away with the weight of her emotions.
So she just looked at him, her eyes shining with a love she couldn't bring herself to speak, and she nodded. "Okay," she whispered, her voice a hoarse, choked whisper. "Okay."
He leaned in and kissed her, a slow, deep, tender kiss that was full of promises and a love so profound it felt like a homecoming. And as she kissed him back, she let herself believe, just for a moment, that maybe, just maybe, forever was possible.
The bell above the door of The Gilded Cage chimed, a delicate, crystalline sound that was immediately at odds with the storm walking in. Stevie was behind the counter, meticulously cataloging a new series of erotic charcoal sketches, her focus absolute. She didn't look up at first, assuming it was a curious browser or one of her regular clients.
"Well, well, well."
The voice was pure poison, a syrupy, condescending drawl that Stevie would have recognized anywhere. She slowly lifted her head, her expression remaining carefully neutral as she took in the sight of Kyri standing in the middle of her gallery, looking like a wrathful goddess in a designer pantsuit.
Kyri’s eyes swept over the space, her lip curled in a sneer of disgust. "So this is it. This little… hole in the wall. This is where you seduced my boyfriend."
Stevie leaned against the counter, crossing her arms, her posture a study in casual defiance. "Kyri. To what do I owe the pleasure? Lost on your way to a luncheon?"
"Don't you play cute with me," Kyri snapped, stalking closer, her heels clicking menacingly on the polished concrete floors. "I know what you're doing. I know exactly what kind of game you're playing."
Stevie raised a single, perfectly sculpted eyebrow. "Do you? 'Cause from where I'm standing, it looks like I'm minding my business and running my establishment. Something you might try sometime."
Kyri laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Oh, I see. You're the 'strong, independent businesswoman' now. Is that the role you're playing? Let me guess, you're also the 'soulful artist' who sees the 'real man' underneath all that money and power?"
She stepped closer, invading Stevie's personal space, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "Let me tell you something about that 'real man.' He's mine. He's been mine since he was seventeen years old. He was wearing hand-me-down sweats and fighting in dusty gyms when you were probably still figuring out how to work a curling iron. You are nothing but a temporary distraction. A cheap, trashy thrill."
Stevie didn't flinch. She didn't even blink. She just looked at Kyri, her eyes dark, unreadable. "Are you done?"
"I'm not even close to done," Kyri seethed, her face flushed with rage. "You're a gold digger. A tramp. You saw an opportunity, and you spread your legs, hoping to lock down a billionaire. But it's not gonna work. He'll get bored with you. He always comes back to me."
Stevie finally pushed off the counter, her movements slow, deliberate, like a panther uncoiling. "You know what's funny, Kyri? You keep talkin' about what he was, what he is. But you don't know shit about who he is now."
She took a step closer, her voice dropping to a low, dangerous purr. "You see a billionaire. A provider. A status symbol. You see a man you can control, a man you can manipulate with tears and tantrums and the weight of all your years together. You see a prize."
Stevie’s eyes flashed with a cold, hard fire. "I see a man who was suffocating. A man who was so busy tryin' to make you happy that he forgot how to be himself. I see a man who was so starved for real affection, for a real connection, that he was practically a ghost in his own life. You didn't love him, Kyri. You loved the idea of him. You loved the arm candy. You loved the lifestyle. You loved the control."
"You don't know anything about our relationship!" Kyri shrieked, her composure finally shattering.
"I know enough to know you're a spoiled, selfish little girl who's never been told 'no' in her life," Stevie shot back, her voice rising, laced with a righteous fury that was years in the making. "I know enough to see a woman who took a good man's devotion for granted, who treated his heart like it was a disposable accessory. I know enough to recognize a woman who had a king, a real king, a man who built an empire with his bare hands, and was so unimpressed, so entitled, that she got bored and decided to go slummin' for a little 'attention'."
The words were a series of precise, brutal jabs, each one landing with devastating accuracy.
"You call me trash?" Stevie continued, her voice a low, dangerous growl. "Honey, I'm a self-made woman. I own this space. I built this world with my own two hands. I answer to no one. You? You're a professional girlfriend. A leech. A pretty parasite who's been feedin' off a man's soul for over a decade. You have the audacity to come in here and threaten me? You should be on your knees thanking me for reminding him what it feels like to be alive."
Kyri stared at her, her mouth agape, her face a mask of disbelief and fury. She had been prepared for a fight, for a denial, for a catty exchange of insults. She had not been prepared for this. For this raw, unfiltered truth.
"He deserves better than you," Stevie said, her voice softening, losing its edge, becoming something more profound, more sorrowful. "He deserves a woman who sees him. All of him. The fighter and the businessman. The dominant and the gentle. The man and the little boy who just wants to be loved for who he is. He deserves a partner. An equal. Not a pretty little bird in a cage who's forgotten how to fly."
She looked Kyri up and down, a final, dismissive glance. "So you can stand here and threaten me. You can call me all the names you want. But it won't change anything. It won't change the fact that he's done. It won't change the fact that he chose me. And it damn sure won't change the fact that you, Kyri Davis, are the biggest mistake he ever made."
"Now," Stevie said, her voice returning to its cool, professional tone, "I think you should get the fuck out of my gallery. Before I call security and have your entitled, delusional ass dragged out of here."
Kyri stood there for a long moment, trembling with a rage that had nowhere to go. She had been stripped bare, her insecurities and her failures laid out for all to see. And in the end, there was nothing left to say. She turned and walked away, her shoulders slumped in defeat, the bell above the door chiming her exit.
And Stevie stood there, in the quiet, sacred space of her gallery, a queen in her castle, knowing that she had won. Not just for herself, but for him.
The ranch house was quiet, a sprawling, modern monument to a life that no longer existed. Donnie stood in the middle of the great room, his hands shoved in his pockets, his gaze sweeping over the space he hadn't inhabited in weeks. It was beautiful, expensive, and soulless. A museum of a relationship that had died on its feet.
Stevie was perched on the edge of a ridiculously expensive cream-colored sofa, her posture relaxed, but her eyes sharp, taking everything in. This was the first time he’d brought her here. To his home. To the heart of the beast. It felt like a final, necessary step. An exorcism.
"You sure about this?" she asked, her voice a low, gentle hum.
"I've been tryin' to talk to her for a week," he said, his voice a low, frustrated rumble. "She won't answer my calls. She won't text me back. She's been blowin' me off, actin' like I'm the one who's in the wrong."
His phone buzzed in his pocket, a familiar, irritating chime. He pulled it out, his jaw tightening. Another notification. A purchase. Gucci. Then another. Tiffany & Co. He’d given her that black card years ago, a symbol of his trust, his devotion. Now, it was a weapon she was using against him, a frantic, desperate attempt to punish him, to hurt him, to assert a control she no longer had.
"That's her," he said, his voice flat, cold. "Rackin' up charges like it's goin' out of style. She thinks if she spends enough of my money, it'll make me… what? Jealous? Regretful?"
He shook his head, a small, humorless smile playing on his lips. "She has no idea."
He looked at Stevie, his eyes softening. "I'm done waitin'. If she won't come to me to talk, I'll bring the talk to her. Here. In our house. On my terms."
Stevie just nodded, her expression unreadable. "Okay."
They waited. Two hours. Two long, tense hours filled with the heavy silence of the house. Donnie paced, a caged animal. Stevie watched him, her presence a calming, grounding force.
Finally, they heard it. The crunch of tires on the gravel driveway. The distant hum of an engine. The sound of a car door closing.
Donnie stopped pacing, his body going still. He looked at Stevie, a silent, shared glance passing between them. This was it.
A moment later, the front door opened, and Kyri walked in, her arms laden with designer shopping bags, a smug, triumphant smile on her face. "Donnie, you would not believe the sale they were having at—" she started, her voice bright, cheerful, a performance for an audience of one.
And then she saw them.
Her smile faltered, her face freezing in a mask of shock. Her eyes widened, first at Donnie, then at Stevie, who was sitting on her sofa, looking completely at home, as if she belonged there.
"What," Kyri breathed, her voice a thin, reedy whisper, "is she doing here?"
Donnie didn't answer. He just stood there, his expression calm, his eyes cold. He let her take in the scene. Him. Stevie. The house. The final, undeniable reality of her situation.
"Get out," Kyri roared. She dropped her bags, the expensive merchandise spilling onto the floor like a sacrifice. "Get out of my house, you whore!"
Stevie didn't move. She didn't even flinch. She just looked at Kyri, her eyes dark, unreadable. "It's not your house, Kyri. It's his."
"Don't you talk to me!" Kyri screamed, her face a contortion of fury. She rounded on Donnie, her finger pointing a trembling, accusatory finger. "How could you? How could you bring her here? To our home? After everything I've done for you? After all the years I've supported you?"
"Supported me?" Donnie finally spoke, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "You mean supported yourself? Supported the lifestyle you felt entitled to? Supported the image you were so desperate to project?"
He took a step closer, his presence a sudden, solid weight that made the air in the room feel thick, heavy. "I've been tryin' to talk to you for a week, Kyri. A week. You've been ignorin' me, blowin' me off, while you're out there runnin' up my credit card like a spoiled little brat who's about to lose her allowance."
"I'm not a brat!" she shrieked, her voice cracking with desperation. "I'm your partner! I'm the one who's been here for you! Through everything!"
"No," he said, his voice quiet, but laced with a steel that was more devastating than any scream. "You haven't. You haven't been here for me in years. You've been here for the perks. For the status. For the control. You've been here for the idea of me, not the man."
"I love you!" she cried, her voice a desperate, broken plea. "Donnie, I love you!"
And that was it. The final, desperate lie. The last, pathetic attempt to manipulate him, to guilt him, to pull him back into the web of her own making.
And Donnie finally snapped.
It wasn't an explosion. It wasn't a fit of rage. It was a quiet, terrifying implosion. A calm, certain declaration that was more final than any scream, more devastating than any tantrum.
He looked at Kyri, his eyes cold, his expression unreadable. Then he turned, his gaze finding Stevie's. And in that moment, everything else in the room faded away. The anger, the accusations, the years of shared history. All that mattered was her.
"I love her," he said.
His voice was calm. Certain. A simple, profound statement of fact.
And it hurt Kyri more than the cheating ever could. More than the betrayal. More than the humiliation. Because it wasn't an accusation. It wasn't a defense. It was a declaration. A choice. He wasn't just leaving her. He was choosing someone else. He was choosing a different life. A different love.
Kyri stared at him, her face a mask of disbelief and despair. "No," she whispered, shaking her head, a frantic denial. "No, you don't. You're just saying that to hurt me."
"I'm not sayin' it to hurt you," Donnie said, his voice still quiet, still calm. "I'm sayin' it because it's true. I love her. I'm in love with her."
He turned back to Kyri, his expression hardening, his eyes cold. "And I'm done. I'm done with this. I'm done with you. This is over. It's been over. And I'm not comin' back."
"You can't do this!" she shrieked, her composure finally, completely shattering. She lunged at him, her hands flailing, a desperate, wild attempt to physically stop him, to hold on to the last vestiges of her control. "You can't just throw away seventeen years!"
Donnie caught her wrists, his grip firm, but not rough. He held her, a final, physical restraint. "I'm not throwin' it away, Kyri. I'm lettin' it go. There's a difference."
He let her go, stepping back, creating a space between them that was permanent, unbridgeable. "I want you out of this house by the end of the week. My lawyer will be in touch with yours."
He turned to Stevie, his expression softening, his eyes full of a love so deep it was almost tangible. "Let's go."
He took her hand, his fingers lacing with hers, and he led her out of the room, out of the house, leaving Kyri standing there, alone, in the ruins of her own making, the sound of her own sobs the only sound in the vast, empty house. It was messy. It was painful. It was long overdue. And it was, finally, over.
One year later, the Texas sun was a warm, benevolent blessing, shining down on a landscape that had been reborn. The old ranch house, the mausoleum of a dead relationship, was gone. In its place stood a new home, a sprawling, modern masterpiece of glass, steel, and warm wood that Donnie had designed and built for them. It sat on more land, hundreds of acres of rolling green hills and ancient oaks that he’d bought, a kingdom for his queen.
Today, that kingdom was celebrating.
The ceremony was small. Private. Intimate. Just a handful of their closest friends and family gathered under a flower-draped arbor overlooking the valley. Stella was there, crying happy tears into a linen handkerchief. Terrance, Stevie’s sub from Sinners, was there, looking uncharacteristically soft in a tailored suit, his eyes full of a quiet, respectful joy.
Donnie stood at the end of the aisle, his hands clasped in front of him, his heart a frantic, wild thing against his ribs. He wore a simple black tux, but his eyes, when he saw her, were the most expensive thing in the world. And then Stevie appeared, and the world tilted on its axis.
She was a vision. A goddess in a simple, elegant white dress that clung to her curves like a lover’s touch. Her blonde hair was a soft, romantic cascade of curls. And peeking out from under the hem of her dress were a pair of white cowboy boots, a flash of rebellious, unapologetic spirit that was so perfectly her it made his heart ache.
As she walked toward him, a slow, confident smile on her face, Donnie felt a wave of emotion so powerful it almost brought him to his knees. He saw the last year flash before his eyes: the fights, the tears, the lawyers, the quiet mornings in her bed, the late-night talks, the rediscovery of self, the slow, steady blooming of a love that was more real, more powerful, than anything he had ever known.
He was emotional as hell. A mess. A beautiful, blubbering mess. And he didn't care. He let the tears fall, hot and free, as he took her hand, his fingers lacing with hers, a connection that was as natural as breathing.
The vows were a blur of whispered words and choked-back sobs. But the finality of it, the sacred, binding power of it, was a force of nature. When the officiant pronounced them husband and wife, Donnie didn't hesitate. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her, a deep, desperate, soul-searing kiss that was a promise, a possession, a homecoming.
Six months later, the sun was setting over their kingdom, painting the sky in shades of orange, pink, and purple. They were on the porch of their new home, the house that was a testament to their love, a sanctuary they had built together. Stevie was sitting in his lap, her head resting on his shoulder, his arms wrapped around her, his big, strong hands resting on the gentle, swelling curve of her belly.
She was pregnant. Glowing. A testament to their love, a new life, a new beginning.
Donnie was kissing her stomach, his lips pressing soft, reverent kisses against the fabric of her sundress. He was a man possessed. A man obsessed. He talked to the baby all the time, his voice a low, gentle rumble, telling stories about boxing and art galleries and the woman who had saved his life.
"You're gonna be the most overprotective father in the history of the world," Stevie laughed, her fingers stroking his hair, her heart so full it felt like it might burst.
"Damn right," he murmured, his eyes dark with a fierce, protective love. "Nobody's gonna touch my baby girl. Or my baby boy. Or my wife. Nobody."
She laughed again, a sound that was like music to his ears. He looked up at her, his eyes shining with a love so deep, so profound, it still scared him a little. He had spent years surviving love, treating it like a burden, a responsibility, a performance. With Stevie, he had finally learned how to live inside it, how to breathe it, how to be it.
They had heard about Kyri, of course. The gossip was unavoidable. She’d had a complete mental breakdown after the breakup, a public spectacle of shame and despair. She’d been in and out of institutions for a few months, a cautionary tale whispered about at country clubs and charity events. The last they heard, she was in New York, "dating" a young, hot-headed soccer player, a pale imitation of the life she had lost. Donnie felt a flicker of pity for her, a distant, abstract sadness. But it was a fleeting emotion, a ghost from a life that was no longer his.
His life was here. In his arms. In the woman who was laughing at him, in the child who was growing inside her, in the home they had built on the ashes of his past. He was no longer a survivor. He was a man. A husband. A father. A king. And he was finally, truly, home.
F - fluff S - smut A - angst
♡ - series ☆ - one shot ◇ - imagines and drabbles
yeri's favourites
last updated - 08/07/2026
⤷ fic count - 85
fic recs : one - two - three - four - five - six
@0nlyangelxx ——————————
◇ older bf | F.
⤷ some blurbs about being in a age gap relationship with our silver fox.
@80sfilmclub ——————————
◇ husband!jack abbot x pregnant!reader | F.
⤷ running into your ex at the grocery store snippet.
@abbotsgirl99 ——————————
♡ easy on me | A.
⤷ reader doesn’t work in the medical field and always felt a certain level of insecurity because they feel as if jack thinks they are dumb. then one outing with jack’s team and some comments from jack and his coworkers all but confirms their insecurities.
⤷ [ part 2 ]
@abbotsmyhabit ——————————
☆ shark attack | F. S. A.
⤷ after park the shark gets a little too forward with you in the ER jack starts to question himself and your relationship.
@alinathinkstoomuch ——————————
☆ paying up | F.
⤷ you like to give abbot an extra grey hair with your flirting and barely suppressed sex jokes, and he likes to put a little extra in your swear jar. it's a win-win shift.
@an-abysma1-0bserver ——————————
♡ surface pressure | A.
⤷ you can handle anything. you don’t need help, nor do you want it, especially not now. you can’t afford to be reliant on other people. you’ve got your own issues to worry about. yhe last time you relied on someone else, you ended up in your current situation. you can’t rely on anyone else. rven with the ground cracking beneath you. rven when it feels like the sky is falling, that you’re drowning. you just…can’t.
@angelverse222 ——————————
◇ bf!jack abbot x reader hcs | F. S.
@annsfics ——————————
☆ i care about her, too | A.
⤷ after a patient attacks & strangles you, you're put on a short leave of absence so you can recover in peace. when you return to ptmc, you stay practically glued to robby's side. jealous, abbot tries keeping his distance—granting you time & space, so as to allow you to come to him when you're ready to discuss the events of that day...which he emerged from with bloody knuckles on your behalf.
@astarlinggirl ——————————
☆ fuck it, i love you | S. A.
⤷ after a risqué encounter with you at the bar, jack abbot can’t get you out of his head. and then you show up in one of his lectures as his student. and then you two navigate an interesting 'casual' relationship, until your emotionally avoidant asses get, well... attached.
@belleeebelleee ——————————
☆ jack abbot x fem!reader | F.
⤷ no one at the pitt thought it was strange when you showed up with a kid on your hip. because everyone already knew things about you—just… not the right things. they knew you were married. they knew you had a kid. they just didn’t know who.
☆ jack abbot x fem!reader | F.
⤷ you get a 'J' tattooed just over your rib cage and surprise your husband jack with it
@bluetimeombre ——————————
☆ j over my heart | F. S.
⤷ i had some voices whisper into my ear about a shared tattoo with jack abbott and wife(pediatrics doctor?) reader? reader and jack having two tattoos. one that everyone would see and the other where only the two of them would. and what if, their marriage is like not known to everyone except for robby and dana
@buckyscaptain ——————————
☆ dr. sunshine | A.
⤷ jack loves you, he does, but when you take a hit out in the ambulance bay by a less than satisfied patient and try to brush it off, you test every inch of his patience.
@butyoudidthis4what ——————————
☆ i told you so | A.
⤷ jack gets a premonition about you at work, but there's no way that feeling can be true, right?
@clarktologist ——————————
☆ baby, baby | F.
⤷ jack abbot is a big fan of calling people pet names. it drives you nuts.
@cvfeaulait ——————————
☆ soap suds | F.
⤷ after a long and exhausting night shift, jack comes home needing the comfort of his wife.
@dollsonlyhurt ——————————
♡ these hands heal | F. S. A.
⤷ you’re fresh meat on the pitt’s night shift, and dr. jack abbot makes damn sure you know it. he rides your ass every shift, you challenge every order he gives, and somewhere between trauma activations, bruised egos, and one very unfortunate obsession with his hands… things get complicated.
⤷ [ part 2 part 3 ]
@filmetcs ——————————
☆ normal girl | A.
⤷ you wake up feeling like the world is out to get you and Jack is there to help pick up all the pieces.
@fluttervoid ——————————
☆ in his arms | F.
⤷ getting dragged out of bed before sunrise because jack wants you to “keep him company” was never something you agreed to, but somehow it still happens. you end up on the gym floor in his hoodie, half awake and pretending to read while he trains, only to realise he’d much rather bench press you instead of the barbell.
@geminiwritten ——————————
☆ miss independent | F. S.
⤷ you've always kept things casual. it's just easier that way. you've got a roster, a routine, and absolutely no intention of changing—until you realise you've made one very inconvenient mistake: falling in love with dr. jack abbot.
@lauraneedstochill ——————————
☆ bite the bullet | A.
⤷ when jack arrives in the ER in his SWAT uniform, he is surprised to see a new surgeon. and right away, he takes a liking to your brazen tone and notices your skills. he finds you intriguing. except, you hate everything about his hobby, and you aren’t afraid to let him know.
@llittlekittennn ——————————
◇ husband!jack abbot headcanons
@lostalioth ——————————
☆ capable hands | F. S.
⤷ jack brings younger reader around his army friends for a pool party/BBQ. they’re all giving him shit for being with someone younger but they’re all secretly jealous of him having a pretty young thing dote on him and care for him.
@louloops ——————————
☆ touchy!jack abbot in public | S.
⤷ thinking about how jack abbot would literally never leave you alone during gatherings.
@lov3land ——————————
☆ cola | F. S.
⤷ in the words of lana del rey, “i got sweet taste for men who are older…” or, two times jack abbot was mistaken for your father, and the one time he wasn’t.
@lovebugism ——————————
☆ in our bedroom after the war | A.
⤷ you saved jack abbot's life once, and now he insists on returning the favor.
☆ unfinished business | A.
⤷ you've been trying to get over dr. abbot for weeks now. jack, unfortunately for you, has other plans.
@mariposium ——————————
☆ the abbot effect | F. A.
⤷ your boyfriend has a way about him that draws women in like bees to honey. it’s never bothered you before, but after a bad shift and an ill-timed bet, you are quickly reaching the limit of what you can handle.
☆ higher standards | F. A.
⤷ everyone has an ex that they’d rather forget about. yours is just more persistent than most. however, when he takes the initiative to show up at your place of work, demanding a second chance, it’s time for you to shut it down once and for all—and to show that you have standards now.
@mcybank ——————————
☆ tender | F. S. A.
⤷ the worst-cared-for girl in the county keeps washing up in jack’s er, and he can’t help but start paying attention.
@midnightgardentales ——————————
☆ oops | F. A.
⤷ jack abbot absolutely adores his wife. but sometimes he wonders how the hell she made it this far...
@moodyabbott ——————————
☆ jack abbot x shy!reader | F.
⤷ shy!reader get sick and she visit the pitt at night
☆ silver fox | F.
⤷ tiktok inspired me cuz today i saw that this girl was dating some forty two year old and he called her purse a pocketbook lol
@mysoulbelongstobuckybarnes ——————————
☆ sunshine of the dark | F. A.
⤷ the sunshine of the night shift, all cookies and lavender, loves to make the grumpy, sassy, silver fox attending smile through attempts at flirting and baked goods. but what happens when he asks a certain replacement attending for drinks and the sunshine dims?
@nealla ——————————
◇ perv!jack abbot drabble | S.
@obsessivefanfictionauthor ——————————
☆ missing you | F. A.
⤷ it's just never the right time for you and jack Aabbot, not since you left the first time. until it is. or four times you and jack abbot miss your chances and the one time you don't.
@of-apollo ——————————
☆ buddy knows best | A.
⤷ when an angry patient attacks you at work, you do everything in your power to hide how bad it is from jack. unfortunately for you, his dog, buddy, knows best, and is quick to alert him to how bad things are as soon as he gets home.
☆ dog's best friend | F.
⤷ when jack takes you back to his place after the longest night shift, he is quick to warn you about the stubborn rescue dog living with him. however, in a beautiful turn of events, the dog takes a very strong liking to you.
☆ it's getting hot in here | F.
⤷ when jack drops you home after a shift, he cannot bear to be in your stuffy apartment for more than a minute. the thought of leaving you there to disintegrate pains him, and he is quick to invite you back to his house for the sweet, crisp air of his AC, and some relaxation in the pool…
@oxalaia-quilombensis ——————————
♡ give it to me, baby | F. S.
⤷ jack abbot is many things; a loving husband, a phenomenal doctor, a decorated war veteran, an adrenaline junkie, a lower-leg amputee, and (possibly) a mind reader. but he is not a father. in 4 years of marriage you haven't been able to surprise him even once. but maybe, for his 50th birthday, you can kill two birds with one stone.
@p1stach-io ——————————
☆ maggots for brains | F. A.
⤷ overwhelmed by the emotional distance of your careers, you seek a brief moment of comfort from husband amidst the chaos of his hospital shift.
@popcornpoppypop ——————————
☆ surprise | F.
⤷ reader would have her normal shift and goes into labor without knowing she is pregnant
☆ i don't know why | A. - [jack abbot x oc]
⤷ mia relapses and jack is there for her.
♡ hell of a night | F.
⤷ after a girl's night out goes wrong, reader calls jack for help.
⤷ [ part 2 ]
@pyjamatranslation ——————————
☆ you started it | F.
⤷ the pitt needs jack but he's asleep. accidental cuddling when you go wake him up.
@redd-blushing-roses ——————————
☆ stubborn heart and stuffy nosed | F.
⤷ they say doctors make the worst patients... and jack abbot is no exception to that.
☆ baby rabbit | F. ⤷ when you've been feeling sick for a few weeks, jack expects to face the worst. but a trip to the emergency room reveals something he never expected. and you have to face the fact you're there for each other in sickness and health... and everything between.
@richeeduvie ——————————
♡ leggy! | F.
⤷ a collection of fics where the beautiful, oddball daughter you gave jack becomes attached to his prosthetic as much as she is attached to him...
☆ jack abbot x fem!reader | F.
⤷ your beautiful daughter has recently discovered the ability to compare. robby's lucky enough to be there to witness it in the living room, maybe looking too comfortable in jack's house for jack's liking.
@satellite-evans ——————————
☆ expectations | F.
⤷ you finally have expectations when it comes to men.
☆ absolutely not | F.
⤷ you trust jack with your patients, your career, and your life. realizing you'd trust him with your heart is a much bigger problem.
@savemefromanepicoftimewasted ——————————
☆ i've waited a hundred years, and i'd wait a million more for you | F.
⤷ jack signed on before the older man had even gotten the chance to finish his spiel, telling him how he would do whatever it took to be there.
@shadeofpeach ——————————
♡ grey clouds | A.
⤷ working the night shift at the pitt is hard enough without carrying the weight of a violent secret. jack abbot has been watching his best resident slowly fade for months until a desperate attempt to leave her abuser turns into a fight for her life.
⤷ [ part 2 - take me home ]
⤷ [ part 3 - to be okay ]
⤷ [ part 4 - out of breath ]
⤷ [ part 5 - a new kind of love ]
☆ night dada | F.
⤷ jack returns home to find his sleepy babygirl clinging to a very special teddy.
☆ the prettiest in the room | F.
⤷ jack decides he’s done hiding exactly how whipped he is for you.
☆ a fall, a cut and an angry cut | A.
⤷ a routine task like doing laundry turns into a nightmare when a sudden slip makes you trip on the stairs. with a deep cut on your face and an injured knee, you try to downplay your clumsiness, but for your husband, jack, the accident is anything but funny.
☆ sensory meltdown | F. A.
⤷ when you're pushed to your breaking point by a brutal shift and fever, jack is there to catch you and guide you into the quiet dark.
☆ happy (first) father's day | F.
⤷ a small gift box changes jack's entire world forever.
☆ twins power | F. A. ⤷ a midnight fever transforms an ordinary bedtime into every parent's worst nightmare, leaving you with no choice but to rush your four year old twins, luca and lily, to the pittsburgh trauma medical center.
☆ sleepy tantrums | F. A.
⤷ toddlerhood is hard, but dealing with an overtired three years old who weapons grade fights sleep is a whole different level of exhausting.
☆ critical levels | A.
⤷ dr. jack abbot x artist!reader
☆ the bet | F.
⤷ when a fever leaves you completely exhausted, abbot steps in to take care of you; unbeknownst to you, entirely validating a hospital wide betting pool on his secret crush.
☆ i like it when you blush | F.
⤷ jack knows exactly the effect he has on you.
@spice-honey ——————————
♡ bucket list | F. S. A.
⤷ when brilliant surgeon dr. sofia beckett and ED attending dr. jack abbot clash over a fatal patient case, their collision forces them both to confront the grief they've buried. sofia never lets anyone see her break. jack knows how to survive, but surviving isn't living. when they discover that the person who sees through your defenses might be the only person who can save you, they face an impossible choice: keep running from loss, or finally stop fighting it alone. one bucket list Item at a time.
@springtyme ——————————
☆ your eyes, twice over | F. A.
⤷ the night takes a turn when jack finds you in the ER hallway with two little girls who look unmistakably like you. he realizes there’s a whole part of your life he never knew about. but maybe, if you let him, he’d really like to understand it.
@st-abbot ——————————
♡ timebomb | F. S. A.
⤷ after growing close to jack following the death of your respective spouses, you navigate your feelings for the man who has been there for you through it all; until a brush with death pushes you to disturb the careful equilibrium between the two of you.
@starsandfrostcombined ——————————
☆ willing, maybe able | F.
⤷ you were so willing, he was unable.
@taknbythewind ——————————
☆ soft and sweet | F.
⤷ his wife brings the kids to visit him at work and to show off the new addition to the abbot family, and maybe jack is already itching for another…
@targaryenluvs ——————————
☆ kissed and made up | F.
⤷ after pissing off your boyfriend in the late hours of night before his shift, you decide to bring him a nice big lunch during said shift. except not one of his coworkers knew you were actually real, let alone oh so gorgeous and sweet!
@thatfanficstuff ——————————
♡ widow!jack abbot | F.
⤷ a series of ficlets featuring our favorite chaos goblin, jack abbot and his wife.
@thefictionalmanswhxre ——————————
☆ now how i planned | F.
⤷ a miscommunication kind of trope between jack and reader where they’re dating and she thinks he’s cheating on her because he’s been acting very strange but in reality he’s planning to propose and she confronts him, almost leaves him so he has to propose to her in the least romantic place, not at all how he planned
@thehatussy ——————————
☆ when jack's fiancée ends up in his own ER.... | A.
⤷ reader goes on a nature walk and ends up in the ER and jack hates it.
@therarityoflife ——————————
♡ nipple piercings | F. S.
⤷ you’d gone straight to the gym after work, or else you would have seen the condition your roommate was in earlier. after getting home for your shift in the pitt, and subsequent gym session that came after it, you find your roommate suffering from appendicitis and rush them to the ED. all would be well except in the rush to get there you forget that you were braless in a top that leaves nothing to the imagination. now in the chilly ER you are faced with the senior attending who has been secretly pining over you for months, and the piercings you got when you turned nineteen are on full display for him to see.
⤷ [ part 2 ]
@tojisteddy ——————————
☆ jack abbot x reader | S.
⤷ jack abbot would love when you call him ‘papa’ or ‘big papa’ in passing/casually because he simply gets turned on and (but not limited to) scared when you call him by name.
@tulipluver03 ——————————
☆ fake it til you make it | A.
⤷ sometimes labels stick annoyingly too long. sometimes someone comes along and sees beyond them.
@vampireedolll ——————————
☆ baby break | F. A.
⤷ you come to check on baby jane doe and have a quick and impromptu conversation about children with your husband
@voidsagent ——————————
☆ sticky notes & scrub tops | F.
⤷ when you start packing lunches for jack, the ED takes notice. not just of the notes you leave, but of the changes in jack too.
@wannabespacesmuggler ——————————
☆ do not disturb | F. A.
⤷ jack abbot's relaxing day off takes a turn for the worse when he hears his phone ring. after all, his phone is on do not disturb and there's only one person that he's allowed to interrupt his peace — you. even worse, your voice isn't the first thing he hears when he picks up.
@weird-is-life ——————————
☆ hearts full | F.
⤷ you and jack get a chance to adopt baby jane doe after struggling with the adoption process for a long time
☆ ruined vacation? | F.
⤷ you get your period just before two-week long vacation and you worry you just ruined it
@whitehorsesrun ——————————
☆ night off | S.
⤷ it’s jacks night off and you’ve been waiting all day for him to come home dressed in his SWAT uniform…
@wildflowerluver ——————————
◇ jack abbot x wife!reader headcannons
☆ taste back | A.
⤷ jack relearns what it’s like to want to be around someone all the time
@yawnlovescookies ——————————
☆ married? | F.
⤷ what happens when someone sees the wedding ring you were trying to hide? who will win the bet about your mysterious husband?
@youknowiloveyou-so ——————————
☆ one night only | F.
⤷ jack invites you on a date to the movie theater to watch one of the movies he used to watch with his sister. he plans to ask you to be his girlfriend.
ohhhh my godddd thank you so much for mentioning my fic!! eternally grateful for your love <3 also wanted to say that the next part for sunshine of the dark is already out now!
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DUFF - Designated Ugly Fat Friend, English Slang (UK)
Summary : College years are not easy for everyone, especially not for a scholarship awarded international student. Diatah chose to swallow everything — discrimination, bullying,pain, fake friendships, awful jobs. She was ready for all, except him. That cocky man from Louisiana.
Pairing : Stack x Diatah (OC)
Genre : College AU
Music : People help people, Birdy, Wanna be, Megan Thee Stallion, Kissin on my tattoos, August Alsina
University of East London. Three years ago Diatah had been awarded a scholarship to study in this prestigious institution. For a young woman like her, who’d spent her teenage years in a country where everyone praised the occidental lifestyle, she had been more than thrilled to experience it. Until she landed.
The africanophobia was not the worst of it, racism she’d cruelly learned to swallow, however their mistreatment was something Diatah didn’t prepare herself for.
They were also black. Weren’t they? Certainly not the same features as her, more occidentalized — still, what about those who came from the same land as her? They accommodated and it was now legitimate to treat her like a nuisance?
Diatah. The one resembling a lioness
Her father sure gave her quite a name !
Misfortune she’d thought came to an end when she’d encountered Nimue and Shantal during her sophomore year — both women came mid-semester from an international exchange program.
Texas, Nimue had proudly clarified.
They were different.
Never did they shamed Diatah for her complexion. Neither for her African origins.
Those petty bullying were not their cup of tea.
Nimue and Shantal aimed higher.
They accepted Diatah in their group, loved and appreciated her. Then started sending her to some ridiculous errands.
A coffee to fetch.
Homework to do additionally to her own.
Conversations she wasn’t invited to participate in.
Bags to carry because Nimue just did her manicure and couldn’t hold her own purse.
Money lent and never returned, because friends always got the back of each others.
Little innocent remarks on her body, because they want her to be a baddie too.
Diatah was sure. It was all good. They were simply looking after her.
Well, that Saturday, after the Junior Ball game, she started doubting of their good intentions.
“Every group needs a duff. And I’m so happy to have Diatah with us.” Nimue had expressed, glossing her lips.
“Don’t get her wrong Tah. We love how strong you are. Thanks God you here to put these lame ass away.” Shantal had added.
Diatah had laughed bitterly, realizing that finally no friendship came without a price.
Yet, wasn’t it better to be a Designated Ugly Fat Friend than the poor African immigrant who doesn’t know how to fit?
The first semester end gracefully for Diatah, despite everything she scored higher than average and kept the scholarship.
Summer arrived merciless, she spent it plainly between part-time jobs, moving out into a new apartment, taking time to send money home in Ghana. In short, the joy of being an international African student abroad.
Laying down in her bed, she scrolled through Nimue and Shantal Snapchat stories — the girls were constantly out : parties, picnic at places Diatah had shown them, beach activities…
They didn’t invite her to none of it.
“It’s alright. I rather stay home anyway. It would have been awkward if I was there…” Diatah mumbled to herself, zapping the TV.
Later that day, her phone buzzed — while she was busy preparing for her part-time job.
Nimue: hey girl, wyd? My hg make a party tonight I was wondering if you in?
Diatah widened her eyes, reading the text over and over again to find the trick.
Perhaps did she meant to send it to Shantal?
Nimue:???
Back to earth, she hurried to reply.
Diatah: yes, tell me the hour and adress
Nimue: 9PM. Can me and Shantal come to your place to get ready? Our dorm room too small and yk how the supervisors are…
Ha. Here was the trick after all.
She already gave her word. It would be troublesome to say no now.
Diatah : alright.
After hitting sent, Diatah hurried to catch the next bus. Being late to noon shift at Burger King was criminal.
Anyway — she arrived five minutes late. Be assured that her manager will make sure to cut it off her salary.
She left the restaurant at seven and arrived home at seven and forty. Fifteen minutes later Shantal and Nimue were calling her apartment’s number.
Towel wrapped around her water-dripping body, Diatah answered the call and heard their footsteps climbing the stairs already.
“Hey girl.” Shantal voice interrupted behind the screen door.
Diatah inhaled sharply and opened her entry, a convenient smile plastered on her face.
They made themselves at home, a bit too much to be exact — monopolizing the bathroom that even the rightful tenant had to use a small mirror sitting in the living room to put her makeup on.
Shantal and Nimue left the bathroom gorgeous, bold and beautiful. One had a tank top and jeans with red heels on, the other a micro laced dress with platform shoes.
“Di…Diatah?” Nimue stuttered, grazing her friend up and down.
She heard Shantal swallowing by her side.
The woman before their eyes was different from the gloomy nerd they used to see wandering around the faculty’s hallways.
“Ah excuse me. Is that too much?” Diatah asked genuinely, taking in her micro-skirt and low-cleavage flared blouse — with care she’d oil up her deep brown skin, glistening every strikes mapped on her hips, stomach, high-thighs and top breasts.
It was her first girl’s night out, so she might have overdone the glam? Her face was sculpted, baked and glossed with a brown-cream combo — Hair slicked with bold aesthetic edges. Cherry on top, she wore her nipples heart-shaped piercings — outlined under the white blouse —, bohemian wooden bracelets, rose gold bellybutton’s jewelry that glint slightly when she swayed her hips.
And, at the bottom of her outfit sat a pair of mid-length open-heels, pretty match for her white painted toes.
“You’re so pretty Tah, that’s—” Shantal began, truly mesmerized.
“That’s too much…yeah.” Nimue cut, frowning and dusting invisible dust off her lace dress. “I mean— you gorg’ babe, but it’s just a small party no need for allat. And…” She burnt a hole on Diatah’s plushy stomach. “I think a mid-length dress can suit you better. I love when you put dresses on!”
Hesitant, Diatah sighed silently and turned on her heels, searching through her closet. She was not an idiot — but refused to admit that Nimue of all women, the same Nimue prettiest of prettiest, could possibly see her as a threat. And to be fair, she’d said small party. Maybe Diatah had just overdone it.
She got a hold on a cheetah dress, mid-thighs, then grimaced.
“This one a bit…” she murmured to herself, biting her lower lip.
No judgment. Diatah had been shopping clothes for years now, swearing each time to start investing in her nightlife.
It was cricket until today, of course.
“We down, hurry up a bit” threw Shantal, shutting the door behind them, purse in hand.
“Oh yes. Give me just five minutes.”
Diatah pressed her lips together and stepped into the dress, tugging the fabric up over her generous hips, adjusting the thin spaghetti straps on her shoulders. The cheetah print stretched across her voluptuous chest, nipped at her waist, stopped mid-thigh. She smoothed a hand down her round stomach once and behind, on her backside.
As time was running against her, she picked the first mule — a pair made of the same cheetah print and Marabout feather fanning across the toe strap.
She crossed to the small living room mirror — the same one she’d done her full face in while Nimue and Shantal had monopolized the bathroom to themselves —
“Wipe a bit here…” she smooched her lips and remove a bit of gloss that was spoiling her brown combo. “Yeah more like it…”
Music was blazing from the two stories house when Shantal parked her BMW across the street.
Diatah had a knot in her stomach, she never been comfortable around a crowd.
She breath in and out, wearing her same poker face, laying flat her edges staring at the small mirror she brought.
“Nimue !” A group of guys came over as soon Nimue stepped out the engine. She was followed by Shantal who slightly turned around to lock the car and Diatah who was now finding the hem of her dress too high on her curves.
A tall, mahogany complexion and goat trimmed-bear guy leaned down to kiss the two girls on the cheeks, “sup’ girls?”.
Shantal whimpered amused with all teeth out. The guy arrived at Diatah’s stance — poor girl didn’t know how to act. Whether to lean in to receive a smooch or stay put — and tapped on her shoulder, “it’s cool seeing ya’ll there.”
Diatah clocked the attitude. She didn’t mention it though. It wasn’t unusual. She stood behind the two girls, clutching her purse under her arm, fingers tight on her hem, ankles jewelry clicking to the rhythm of her heartbeat.
The group moved toward the entrance talking over each other — she fell in step behind them, pulling her phone out, feigning to scroll on Instagram.
This party will be long.
“Hey Tah ! Come on, don’t stay behind like that girl.” Nimue said over her shoulder laughing, the same guy holding her waist. “We having fun tonight, don’t be weird honey.”
“I brought a book for her in case” Shantal added, walking backwards to Diatah. “Come on you all better pour a strong shot for my girl.”
Who read a fucking book at party?
What was her problem?
Diatah put on a convenient smile, struggling to hide her annoyance.
They get it. I’m your pushover, let it rest now. She thought, walking inside the booming house.
The group of boys steered them through the packed group of people toward a sofa near the staircase — fluff, animal printed pillows, already warm from whoever had been sitting there before. Nimue dropped into it first, crossing her legs, her phone out before she even settled. Shantal squeezed in beside her, angling her body, chin down, and they fell into it naturally — snapping pictures, checking, reshooting, laughing at notifications on the screen between them.
Diatah sat at the edge of the cushion, eyes moving across the room. She wasn’t told to join, so she stayed still, already imagining how to get out of this mess.
The guy who tapped on her shoulder earlier offered a playfully restrained grin, looking at her up and down.
She was fine. And she knew it — from head to toes. Still, his gaze made her uncomfortable. It was full of something, a flicker of attraction maybe, she wasn’t sure…until he lowkey named it.
“Y’all three from East London Uni?” He asked dampening his lower lip.
“Yeah and no. We from Texas just there only for the two semesters hopefully.” Shantal responded, making herself comfortable in the sofa.
“And Diatah is a Ghanaian immigrant here so, prolly getting back soon?” Nimue added, turning head to her direction.
Diatah bit her tongue. “Hopefully so.” She answered.
“Oh. You African?” The guy mentioned with a lower, more plain tone.
“Yes.” She shot back, — invisible brow lifted — with more irritation she should have.
“That’s cool. My mom Sierra Leone and my dad from Brazil. We settled here years ago.” He said cheerily.
For a moment, Diatah’s guards fell down. She smiled back at him — in corner.
The tension didn’t escaped Nimue radars.
“Come on nigga, we thirsty.” She interrupted. standing up.
“Oh— right, what you girls wanna drink? I’m goin to make it. Tell me”
“Henny and coke, no ice.” Nimue uttered, scanning the space over his shoulder.
“Make it two.” Shantal added, singing some verses of Ciara’s song that was bleeding through.
He turned to Diatah last, smirking and waiting.
Before she got a word out, Nimue’s hand landed briefly on his arm — “Tah not picky, something sweet will do.”
Diatah rolled her eyes. She wasn’t having it this time. “Actually I’ll have some rum and lemon please.” She crossed her calves, making her jewelries sing. “Ton of ices too.” She laughed.
Shantal clocked the whole exchange — Diatah’s eye roll,Nimue’s dumbfounded face after — and bit the inside of her cheek, swinging her gaze deliberately toward the dancefloor.
“Yo Jay, Smoke not coming, I prolly—”
Halfway to the bar, Jay turned his attention to the stairs.
“What? Stack you leaving?”
The whole party went silent. Or at least that’s how Stack felt it when his eyes fell on Diatah — taking in her rich deep brown oiled complexion, her white painted toes brushed by the fanning Marabout feathers’ shoes. He slowed up, looking at the luxurious gold ankles contrasting her skintone, the way her cheetah dress molded her curves — glancing at her stomach, he peeped a bellybutton jewel’s shape.
Mesmerized, he — unwillingly — rushed his eyes all up her face.
She bad. Like real bad.
He couldn’t read much into it. She was keeping him captive.
“Huh-huh. Just tellin’ you Smoke won’t be there tonight.”
Diatah held his gaze a moment then traveled her eyes all over him — a tall, lean figure man with pecan colored skin. His almond shaped eyes lighted with deep brown irises ; he wore a goatee beard cleanly trimmed on his flexed jaws.
Diatah squinted her eyes, grazing across his features — a sharp fade tapered clean to his temples, hairline crisp against his smooth golden skin. His nose was long and flat at the bridge, lips full and resting easy. He wasn’t smiling, not quiet, instead he was throwing at her an interesting grin.
Her heart pounded hard in her chest, though she let nothing appeared on her face.
It was the first time a man of his caliber stared at her with such intensity.
Well, she couldn’t have possibly experienced it since she never let any men come close to her. She had her share of cruel, painful heartbreak — weaving between unrequited love, being hide and dumped.
Stack’s brows sat low over his eyes that hadn’t shifted off her once since he’d stopped walking.
His outfit was casual : two earrings on ear ear. A chain against his collarbone, short enough to sit flat on his chest. Black tee that matched black jeans, silver bracelet on his wrist.
Diatah pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and turned her eyes somewhere else.
He was hot. A damn fine mess.
Handsome was an understatement and she wouldn’t sit there and let him catch her agreeing with it.
“Hey.” He finally broke the ice, addressing the group of girls.
Nimue and Shantal didn’t hide their spark of interest. Though Shantal laid low, playing hard to get, Nimue — who was already up —, padded few feet toward his direction.
“Hey, I’m Nimue. We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”
Catchy. Could’ve do better.
Diatah hated.
“Stack.” He drank from his cup. “I don’t know where we probably met, I would have remembered.” He sneered, glint in his eyes.
“Hmm. For sure you would.” She replied, honeying the edges of her voice. “This is Shantal.” Nimue pointed to her bestfriend’s spot.
“Evening.” Shantal replied simply.
Stack nodded then backed his attention to Diatah, whose face was turned ahead to the party booming around them. “And you are—?”
He didn’t bother misplacing his interest. Through the way he was drinking in her body, her attitude, her strict pretty face.
She was the one he wanted to find about — her name, where she from, her favorite color, her hobbies, what she doing there, is she a good kisser? — with scrumptious lips like hers, the answer was evident — how she moved in bed?
“You’re staring.” Diatah finally spoke, swaying her hips on the cushions — her gaze shooting fire.
“Oh. Do I ?”
Nimue cleared her throat. Not oblivious to the bubbling, electric tension.
“Aww Tah come on don’t be weird.” she walked back to the sofa, settled in middle of Diatah and Shantal then grabbed Diatah’s thigh, tapping atop of it. “She’s shy, excuse her. Tah don’t really do parties but we dragged her out tonight, she not used to this kind of vibe. She’s more of a stay home type.”
“You better not be calculating how fast you can get back home right now, Tah” Shantal laughed cozily playful. “better be here than KFC, don’t you think.”
Stack didn’t laugh. Didn’t react the way Shantal’s tone was fishing for. He didn’t understand the KFC line. And it wasn’t that important.
Diatah flicked her eyes to Shantal who was brushing Nimue’s forearm, laughing genuinely.
Mentioning KFC because she was fat. Of course nobody would try digging if she was a regular customer or simply worked there. First option always fit best their perception of fat bodies, anyway.
All that circus for a man. What a waste.
Shantal was right on something though : she was definitely calculating how she could get the fuck out of this party.
“Here you go girls.” Jay’s voice cut across the room. “Two Henny and coke and a lemon rum.”
“Thank you Jay.” Shantal cheered, picking the two henny drinks.
Diatah leaned over and took hers. “Diatah, by the way.” She said, glancing at Stack. “My name.”
“Nice to me meet you Diatah.” He smiled.
After trying too many times to hit on Stack, Nimue seemingly gave up and dragged Shantal somewhere else in the house to dance, leaving Stack and Diatah alone.
“You keep staring, you’ll lose your sight.” She said, putting her cup down on the coffee table.
“Don’t show up delicious next time and I won’t.”
Diatah frowned for seconds, grazing him up and down.
There would never be another party.
He chuckled, showing off his dimples. “And clearly you could use a friend right now.” He laughed. “Yours kinda shit.”
A man like him always came up with a price and truthfully she was too broke to afford it. Or at least she thought so.
“Answer by yes or no.” Diatah uncrossed her glazed thighs. “You got a fetish?”
Stack widened his eyes, blown away by her question and the seriousness on her tone when she asked it.
“I love pretty women, that’s it.” He bite inside of his mouth. “And right now… there’s nothing about you that doesn't turn me on.”
Stack caught her off guard.
Suddenly drown by waves of nervousness, Diatah’s fingers twitched on the hem of her cheetah dress.
In films, books and even the pieces she read online on blogs — men wasn’t usually bold at first meeting.
She rubbed her thighs shyly yet still suck her tongue. “That wasn’t a yes or no.”
“Let me get you out of there and I’ll tell you.”
Diatah pushed herself up from the cushion, her curves jigging with the motion — hips swaying out, tits bouncing and filling out her cleavage, the dress riding a half inch higher on her thighs before she tugged it down once and reached for her purse.
She walked toward the exit without a word, mules clicking a path through the crowd and out the front door.
Stack’s jaw tightened.
He fell in behind her, eyes dropping the second she turned her back — locked on the roll of her voluptuous curves under the dress, the way they wiggled with each step, her deep brown oiled skin catching every light she passed under.
Her aphrodisiac perfume threaded back and wrapped around him before he could breathe around it : myrrh with undertones of cinnamon and orange.
He liked it.
Outside, the night’s cold wind hit them both. “I’m parked over there.” He lifted his chin toward the direction.
She crossed the street behind him, arms folded against the cold biting at her bare shoulders. Of course Diatah was reluctant to get in a stranger’s car. Still, it seemed better than the alternative of being Shantal and Nimue’s punching ball for the rest of the night.
His car was a cherry red ford, crouched low at the kerb. He swung his side open and gave her a look over the roof.
She let herself in, sat straight, and arranged the hem across her lap with two fingers.
As soon as Stack got inside,he turned the engine over with a low rumble and pulled from the kerb without rush, one hand resting at the bottom of the wheel.
“And where are we going?” He asked.
“Just drive me somewhere.” She replied, short.
She cut him a look without elaborating. The streets outside were still lit — off-licences glowing orange, a night bus pulling heavily from its stop ahead of them. He signaled right and let a cab pass before easing through.
“Why are you even hanging with these girls?”
Diatah pressed her lips together and sucked her teeth, clearly embarrassed. “They’re not that annoying. Just…they just got a certain type of humor that’s all.”
“The type of making fun you ‘cause you’re prettier than them?”
She chortled. “You think I’m pretty ?” She arched a brow.
“I do.”
She shook her head, amused and unconvinced then drifted her eyes to a chicken shop pass on her side, yellow sign buzzing, two guys leaned against the wall outside in puffer jackets with their hands buried in their pockets.
They reached a traffic light at red and Stack stopped the car, fingers tapping once on the wheel then going still.
Diatah studied his profile from the corner of her eye. The jaw, the clean line of his fade catching the red glow, earring glinting at his ears.
This man had an attitude — unbothered, calm, playful? All at once?
Her heart started drumming. Inaudibly at first then loudly. So loud she feared he would hear it.
“You definitely got a fetish.” She mumbled, deflecting.
Stack scoffed. “That what you want to believe?”
Diatah didn’t answer. She folded her arms on her chest and exhaled : “London is beautiful at night.”
Stack sighed, returning his gaze on the road ahead. “Yeah.”
Four blocks away, he turned off the main road without signaling, parking in front of a convenience store — who apparently was going to close. Diatah grabbed the door handle on instinct, ready to step out, thinking he decided to drop her off here.
“Wait. Give me a minute.” He brushed the top of her hand a second before walking into the store.
She watched him through the lit glass — the store nearly empty at this hour, one bored attendant at the till, Stack moving down an aisle with a rushing expression on his face, hands in his pockets.
Diatah exhaled through her nose and sank back against the seat. “What am I doing here…?”
She didn’t know this man. Didn’t know where he lived, what he did or if Stack was even his real name.
She doubted it.
He reappeared at the till, set a few things on the counter. The attendant bagged , he tapped his card and was back outside.
He sat into the driver’s seat and tucked the bag behind her headrest without a word.
“What did you buy.”
“Curious, ain’t we?” He cocked a smirk, squinting his almond brown eyes.
“Do what you want.” She turned her head, skimming the rain drops that wee now weeping from the sky.
Stack drove back and merged into the thin late traffic, rain pouring hard and relentless, fogging the road, thickening against the windshield. He flicked the wipers up a notch without looking away from ahead.
“You gon’ tell me where we’re headed or I gotta guess.” Diatah crossed her thick leg over the other, angling herself toward the window, though her eyes kept cutting back to him every few seconds.
He glanced at her quickly, then back on the cars in front of him. “You always this impatient or is it just me?”
“It’s you.” She retorted flat, fighting a grin.
He laughed, grumbling in his chest and took left after a roundabout, the tires hissing against wet tarmac as the shopfronts and their lights gave way to hedgerows dripping under the weather, gates set back off the road with intercoms rusted at the posts.
Diatah sat up a little straighter, unfolded her arms, taking in the change of landscape.
“Is this where you kill all your victims?” She kept her tone light, teasing, but her fingers pressed tightly the seam of her dress against her thigh.
“Only the cute ones.” He picked the grocery bag on backseats without breaking his line on the road.
“You’re an ass.” She giggled nervously.
“So I’ve been told.” He eased off the accelerator.
Diatah leaned toward her window, staring at a streaming water that pulled into view — a lake, maybe a reservoir, she couldn’t tell with this little light, but it stretched far enough that the far bank sat swallowed in mist and shadow.
Rain dimpled the surface in a thousand places at once, each ripple swallowing the last before it had time to spread.
Stack slowed the car to a crawl along a gravel track running parallel to the bank and parked beneath a tree wide enough to keep most of the rain off the windscreen.
He cut the engine off and looked at her. “How you feel?” He lowered the window of his side.
“Cold.” Diatah rubbed her palms down her bare arms, the heater ticking as it cooled with the engine off. “If I knew it would rain, I would’ve thought twice before running off with you.”
“Running off?” Stack repeated it amused and turned his gaze toward her direction. “You walked out first, if I’m remembering right.” He opened the bags in his lap.
“Details.” She waved it off, watching him pull out two chicken cheese sandwiches and pass it over. “You picked a chilly park. Coulda taken me anywhere and you chose here.” She kept complaining, rubbing her thighs together, the breeze caressing her skin.
“You said somewhere.” He shrugged, tearing his own wrapper open. “This is somewhere.”
“That’s a cop-out answer.”
“It’s an honest one.” He took a bite, chewing as his eyes traveled to the water, rain still needling the surface in restless little circles.
Diatah unwrapped hers slower, taking in his sudden distant tone. “Still…I’m surprised.”
“Hm?”
“You don’t strike me as a romantic type. One that drives girls out to a lake.” She bite her sandwich.
“Maybe you don’t know what type I am.”
Diatah chuckled, uncrossing her legs. “Maybe.” She gave up on the idea of scrolling the hem of her dress down. “Or maybe you just didn’t want to take me home.”
She internally cursed at her own stupidity as soon as the words spilled from her lips.
Diatah already came to accept the fact that she would never be the kind of girls guys hook up with or publicly flirt with or sort of any social interaction in the genre.
She was fine having a medium sexual life with average looking men — she was not even attract too — that hid her like cholera. And moreover, this one, Stack was just being nice and friendly. And it was okay.
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean—”
“Not yet.” He licked the cheese off the tips of his fingers and grazed his eyes over Diatah’s voluptuous body from her face — clinging to her lush breasts, skimming her glossy thighs — to her painted toes, on which his irises dilated hungrily. “I thought after this terrible party you might want to chill. Sorry I didn’t expect the rain. We could’ve sat closer to the lake.”
Diatah’s breath hitched. She cleared her throat and busied her hands with the sandwich, folding the wrapper back over the half she hadn’t touched.
“Rain’s not so bad.” She mumbled shyly. “I don’t melt.”
“Didn’t expect you to.” Stack laughed pleasurably entertained. He cracked the seal of his bottle of water. “You always this hard on yourself?”
“I’m not hard on myself.” She frowned, totally defensive.
“You apologized for a sentence you ain’t even finish saying.” He tipped the bottle back, drank, staring at her over the rim of it.
Diatah opened her mouth, closed it twice in row, and backed down, focusing her attention on the bucolic landscape instead, watching a duck she hadn’t noticed before paddle out from the reeds along the near bank, cutting a slow path through the rain-pocked water.
“Guess I’m used to people finishing my sentences for me.” She explained it to the window glass rather than to him. “Usually not kindly.”
“I’m not people.” Stack set the bottle back in the cupholder. “And even if I was fixing to finish it for you, wasn’t gon’ be cruel about it.”
She glanced at him sideways, gauging whether he was lying or saying the truth, but found nothing except that same playful, easy expression.
“My mother would hate this.” He chuckled.
“What?”
“Sitting in a car,feeding a girl junk food from a corner shop instead of taking her to eat a proper meal.”
“Running a strict program?” Diatah asked, finally relaxing.
“And do.” He held her gaze for a moment before releasing it. “She’s a doctor. She worked in humanitarian field to be exact.”
“Ah.” Diatah breathed, slightly annoyed.
Humanitarian huh. The ones that help the poor African get access to health?
She clacked her tongue inaudibly, rolling her eyes.
“I’m stopping you there ma’am, fix your face. She’s not doing white people fetish porn about saving the poor African babies. That’s some white people shit. Fuck them and their hero syndrome” He raised his finger clearly offended and Diatah cupped her face, bursting in laugh.
“Moreover she had more mission in East Europe, Orient and in the US.” His eyes turned sad. “I spent half my childhood watching her patch people up in places most folks wouldn’t send a postcard from.”
Instinctively Diatah rest his palm atop of his, warm and reassuring.
“She would have had something to say about wasting a night at park instead of doing something useful with my hands.”
“Useful like what.”
“Studying. Volunteering. Anything that wasn’t sitting still.” He rubbed his thumb along hers. “We moved around a lot chasing her work. I stopped counting the schools after the fourth one.”
“Sounds exhausting.” She retrieved her hand in her lap.
“It was. I missed Louisiana sometimes.”
“Louisiana?”
“Yes ma’am. That’s where I’m from. My mom is from Nola and my dad is a northerner, Chicago.”
Poor Diatah, she aggressively struggled to tell him how bad she was at geography.
“You can’t place them right?” He laughed mockingly.
“Shut up.” She murmured, flustered.
Stack lit his phone and tapped on iPhone map.
He leaned over, crowding her body with his — almost cheeks to cheeks, breathing hot against her lips.
“Here.” He first showed his home address, then New Orleans and a random place in Chicago. “My bad for showing a coffee shop in Chicago. I don’t know the exact place where my dad from.”
He returned to his seat, leaving Diatah’s heart beating abnormally.
“Well. It doesn’t matter now. With my parents and brother we settled in London. Mama reconvert into a simple doctor. Should’ve done that when we were young but anyway.” He spoke lightly but Diatah caught on the sad undertone.
“Accra.” She said. “That’s where I’m from. Well my grandma’s place at least, and I mostly grew up at her house, so…” She beamed reminiscing. “My parents’ place had very authoritative rules. So I loved to run away from it.”
She flattened her head against the window. “My mémé had a goat that ate my school shoes once and nobody even got mad about it. I remember my mother came and with her mom they just laughed at my expense.”
Diatah turned her head and caught Stack pressing his lips, eyes laughing. “Don’t. Stack don’t you dare—”
“HAHAHAHAHA— eurgh”
“…laughing.”
“A goat ate your shoes?”
“Brand new ones. Stop laughing it was traumatic.”
“Alright…okay…PFFT HAHAHA.” He caught his breath. “Did he chew even?”
“Go fuck yourself.” She exhaled.
“Do it for me.” He slurred.
Diatah’s mouth fell open scandalized and she shoved his shoulder, laughing despite herself. “You’re vile.”
“You started it.” Stack caught her wrist before she could pull it back, holding it there loose against his chest, thumb tracing slow along the inside of it. “You told me to fuck myself. I’m just offering better options.”
“Let go of my hand.” She whispered uncertain, her heart skipping a beat, betraying.
“You want me to?” He didn’t let go, drinking in her face, his smirk fading the longer she remained silent.
Diatah’s breath went shallow, the rain poured wildly against the roof, windows fogged thick, hiding the lake behind grey glass — leaving just the two of them and the small space between their seats.
“If I give in to my desires, I'll have to deal with the consequences of their actions.” She hushed, chest warm and heart kicking out its cage.
“Then, let me own those desires for you tonight.”
Stack’s thumb stilled against her pulse point. He glided his eyes to her lusciously glossed lips then leaned in slow, giving her every chance to pull back if she wanted to, his breath lukewarm against her cheek before capturing her lips.
He held her chin, fluttering, grazing long up to her jaw carefully, like she might change her mind if he rushed the moment.
Diatah’s fingers curled into the front of his shirt, steadying herself onto him.
He kissed her feverishly, caressing her lips patiently, softly and she melted into it despite her nerves and each cell of her body telling her to stop. That he would go back to his life after undoing her, this late night in front seat of that cherry red Ford.
Despite all, she whimpered, abandoning herself to his loving caresses, consuming years of loneliness on his lips.
When Stack pulled back, his forehead came to rest against hers, both of them panting in the small fogged-up space.
“Yeah.” He grunted softly. “Figured you’d taste like that.”
“What—what are you saying now...” Diatah’s fingers stayed knotted in his shirt, her chest rising fast against his, — nipples jewelries chafing against the fabric of her cheetah dress — and before she continued deflecting, Stack dipped back into it again, crashing his lips against her, passionately biting her bottom lip between his own.
His grunts muffled with Diatah’s whines as she slightly arched her spine off the seat, one knee lifting to press against the console as his palm slid from her jaw down the column of her throat, thumb dragging along her collarbone where the cheetah print had slipped a half inch.
He groaned low against her mouth, losing his hand in the curve of her waist, gripping her softness like he meant to pull her fully across the console into his lap.
Then out of blue his phone rang, the vibration rattling the cup holder’s plastic loud enough to cut straight through the haze they’d built between them.
“Course now.” He retreated back from her, and snatched the phone up with a scowl.
He unlocked it. “Yeah.” His jaw ticked, eyes cutting to the roof of the car. “Yeah I know…I’ll explain when I’m home. I’m out right now…yeah.” He suck his teeth and hung up. “Sorry ‘bout that.” He dragged a hand down his face, exhaling through his fingers. “It was my brother.”
Diatah scooted back into her own seat, tugging the hem of her dress straight over her thighs. She dragged her eyes everywhere except on his face. “Is everything okay?”
“Fine. Don’t worry.” He scratched the back of his head. “I’m sorry I’ll have to drive you home, my brother is—”
“Don’t worry. You can drop me the nearest bus station. It’s emergency I understand.”
“There’s no way I’m dropping you alone at this time. What’s your address.” He brought the engine to life, rounded the tree and made his way back on road.
“I really don’t want to bother, I got a peeper spray on me, I can—”
“Diatah look at me when I’m speaking to you.” He rasped. “Please.”
She sighed and turned her head.
“Good.” He clenched his fingers tight on the wheel. “You’re funny. Stunning. Smart.”
“You don’t know me enough to say all of that.”
“Touché. I do know enough to say that you kiss like a Goddess though.”
“What are you—” she began, embarrassed.
“What I mean is. Don’t be your own enemy, don’t let your own mind screw up your self-esteem. And dump those mean girls. They don’t deserve your friendship and you know it.”
“Just a kiss and you turned into a philosopher?” She teased, smirking. “I’m wondering what the kitty can do.”
“Wanna find out?” He stopped the car midway, unbuckled his seatbelt and leaned closer, studying every feature of her face. He could hear her heart pounding, drumming one beat after the other. “You trying to get a man in trouble talking like that?”
“Never told you to behave.”
She shifted in her seat, angling her body toward him, cleavage sagging down and loose over her swaying breasts. Her nipples jewelries scraped off the fabric with each inhales and her perfume flew over Stack nose, overwhelming the confined space.
She shuffled — the hem of her dress hiking high up her thigh — and stared at him through half-lidded eyes, her glossy lips parting slightly.
“You seem uncomfortable down there. Is everything cool?”
Stack shut his eyes and cleared his throat before backing away.
He lost at his own game.
“So. Your address?”
Diatah laughed, honest and free.
“Thank you for the advice.” She drew circles on the window’s glass. “I know, they’re not good friends. It’s just…at least they’re there.”
A heavy silence fell in the car.
She tapped her address on the GPS and they drove quietly to her neighborhood.
She climbed off the car and he caught her wrist. “My name is Elias. Friends call me Stack so you can keep doing it if you want.”
“Alright. Stack.”
“Can I have your number?”
“Why are you asking for something that’s already in your phone?” She winked at him and set her wrist free, disappearing inside her building.
He loves their curly hair, he loves the different shades of brown of their eyes, he loves their dark lips and skin. He loves the way they go through life with a compassion and kindness that others don’t seem to have.
He loves when they call him “sugar” or “baby”. He loves when they feed him, he especially loves when they feed him. And since he’s returned to New Orleans he’s been very well fed by the city’s variety of restaurants.
He loves when he lays down on a silk pillow case and there’s you scratching his scalp and kissing his forehead. He loves when you get your nails done and show him excitedly. He loves when you tell him all about your favorite singers, how you like someone named Lil Wayne because he’s also from NOLA. He loves when you and your friends need a ride to the club and he gets to dance with you all night.
He loves when you try different lip glosses, with a dark brown lip liner that reminds him of brownies. He loves when it’s Summer, and you guys go to the pool. He’ll sit on the side, watching you tan (slightly amazed that you sparkle in the sun) and how you take care to slather him with sun screen even though he’s sure he doesn’t really need it.
He loves how you spend hours scrolling through Pinterest for different hair styles and show him. When you send him to the store because you’re still at classes and you can’t really just walk out of a lecture like “sorry sir, I’m braiding my hair after class so I’m just gonna take off early” so he gets to go.
He browses the aisles of products. The gels, the brushes, the oils, the bottles and body lotions. He never knew there could be so many different types of brushes. Even the wigs he’s enamored by, and he’ll admit there are a few particularly nice ones he’d kill to see you in.
When he goes to check out after selecting a thousand extra things he felt like he just wanted you to have and the bill comes out he doesn’t even worry a bout the price and just hands over the cash without even worrying about change.
He loves, loves the different things you can do with your hair too. He loves the different styles, the colors, how each thing you do helps it grow. Don’t even let him get started on when you have your natural hair out and free. He doesn’t even mind finding bits of your hair in his suit jackets or on the bathroom sink if you forgot to pick it up that morning.
He loves the niche things you do, that can only be explained as “a black people thing”. How you go through life with a sense of style that can only be found in certain areas. He loves how you laugh, smile, how you growl at him with anger when you get hangry or you see something stupid, how you carry yourself.
Elijah doesn’t particularly just love black women. He particularly loves you.
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I’d be lying if I said I knew what this was. I was watching the Originals and just realized he’s always laid up with a black woman. Anyways that’s my man guys 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾
(Here’s a NSFW Drabble about Elijah)
You guys can’t stop me, I’m on a roll
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Elijah loves to fuck.
It’s a little bit scary because he’s one of those guys who yo
Ditzy!reader has such a praise kïnk like omg girl we get it😭😭
Smoke knows you have that confidence in you, you just need a little reassuring! Sometimes he’ll give you a good pep talk before going into a place, lift your chin up and fix something about your outfit he saw wasn’t right. He’ll say something like “Don’t overwork that pretty mind ‘f yers. Ain’t shit you can’t handle.” Or he’s giving acaress of his hand on your cheek, or giving your thigh a squeeze. And after you say what you need to properly your eyes are immediately looking at Smokes for approval. He doesn’t mind though, give you a little curt but pleased nod that makes you wanna fall on top of him and roll around in his warmth while you giggle.
Or when he’s drilling his meaty length inside your sopping walls, your head pulled to the side with hearts in your eyes. Salvating at the sweat dripping down the side of his face that you want to lick up, you’re mewling out, “Is good ‘Lijah, it’s hck- it’s good?”
He lets out a grumble of curses, damned at how sexy you look all fucked out and needy. Pretty pussy clamping down on him like your aching for his cum, his lips fall to your neck, your chin, leaving sloppy kisses on your lips while he gives you slow sledgehammer into your heat. Crown of his head pressing that special spot you love so much.
“Course it is darlin- fuuuuck me, yer wonderful princess.”
It only makes you moan louder, creaming his length as he holds you close, letting your nails claw down his back as he doesn’t stop railing you, only fucking your through it. Pushing your curls back as he’s got your head inbetween his bicep.
He groans, thrusting his cock into you faster, dirtier, “Shit, you can take this baby, can’t you? You’re my good girl, aintchu? Don’tcha wanna make yer husband cum?”
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Summary: Raven’s due date is getting closer, the nursery is almost ready, and the house is overflowing with pillows, baby books, snacks, and nervous excitement. Between overprotective rules, name debates, and last-minute nesting chaos, Raven, Stack, and Elijah try to enjoy one more quiet day before everything changes.
Warnings: pregnancy, polyamorous relationship, domestic fluff, nervous new dads, mild panic, strong language, family intimacy, soft chaos, and overwhelming parenthood emotions.
The morning arrived quietly, easing into the house through the thin slivers of sunlight peeking around the heavy curtains. The morning light stretched lazily across the dark hardwood floors, climbing the polished legs of the coffee table before settling over what had once been their living room. Now, it belonged almost entirely to Raven.
The couch had long since become decoration. Somewhere over the last few weeks, Elias and Elijah had quietly surrendered the room to her without ever saying the words aloud. It had happened one extra pillow at a time. Another blanket, another body pillow, another snack basket, another charger stretched across the floor until there was barely any evidence the room had once been arranged differently. The transformation had been so gradual that Raven hadn't fully realized how completely they'd given her the space until she woke up one morning surrounded by her things and realized their belongings had migrated to other rooms.
Right in the middle of it all sat what Stack proudly called Raven's Nest.
It wasn't really a nest anymore.
It was a fortress.
A queen-sized pallet covered nearly the entire center of the room, layered with thick comforters and soft quilts, making it look more like a luxury cloud than a place where a person should reasonably sleep. Seven oversized pillows surrounded her in a loose circle, each serving a different purpose that only Raven seemed capable of remembering. One supported her back, another rested beneath her knees, two more cradled either side of her stomach whenever she rolled over, and the remaining pillows existed simply because Stack insisted she "might need 'em."
Three blankets were scattered across the pallet despite it being warm inside the house. Raven had insisted on keeping them nearby even in July, explaining that her body temperature ran hotter than ever now, but she still got chilled easily. The twins had stopped questioning her peculiar pregnancy requests weeks ago, simply nodding and fulfilling whatever strange craving or comfort measure she requested.
A woven basket overflowed with pregnancy snacks. Granola bars, fruit gummies, dried mango slices, peanut butter crackers, applesauce pouches, and the family-sized bag of spicy chips she'd been obsessed with for the last month were all within arm's reach. The chips were a particular obsession – something about the combination of heat and crunch seemed to satisfy some deep primal craving that had emerged around month six.
Several bottles of water stood like little soldiers beside the pallet, each one opened to a different level because, according to Elijah, hydration was now everyone's full-time job. He'd read somewhere that dehydration could trigger early labor, and now he monitored her water intake with the intensity of a scientist conducting a critical experiment.
Baby name books lay open across the blankets, pages marked with colorful sticky notes sticking out in every direction. Raven had been methodically going through name options for weeks, crossing out possibilities, adding new ones, and occasionally waking up in the middle of the night with a sudden inspiration that had to be written down immediately.
A tablet rested face down beside her, its screen dark but ready to provide distraction during the sleepless nights when pregnancy insomnia kept her awake while the rest of the house slept.
Three phone chargers somehow managed to tangle themselves together despite never moving, a mystery of physics that Raven had given up trying to solve.
Raven lay comfortably in the middle of the organized chaos, one hand resting beneath her head while the other absently rubbed slow circles over the enormous curve of her stomach. Her dark skin seemed to glow in the morning light, stretched tight over the life growing within. At thirty-seven weeks, she was enormous – carrying quadruplets would do that to anyone – but somehow she still found herself beautiful when she caught her reflection in the mirror. Her face was fuller, her breasts heavy and dark, and there was a certain power in knowing she was creating life, four lives, all at once.
Thirty-seven weeks.
She could still hardly believe it.
The babies shifted beneath her skin with sleepy little movements that rippled visibly beneath her oversized T-shirt – one of Stack's that barely covered her stomach now. One tiny foot—or maybe a knee—pressed firmly against her side before disappearing again, earning a quiet smile. The movements had become more deliberate lately, less random fluttering and more purposeful shifting, as if they were getting ready for their grand entrance.
"Good morning to y'all too," she murmured, rubbing the spot affectionately. "No karate practice today, please. Mommy's got enough going on."
Across the room, tucked neatly into the corner nearest the fireplace, sat a large unopened cardboard box with "Birth Pool in a Box" printed across the side in bold blue letters. It had been delivered almost two weeks earlier, and Stack had wanted to inflate it the same day. Elijah had talked him out of it after reminding him they still needed somewhere to walk through the living room. Even so, the unopened box had become a quiet reminder that everything was getting very real.
Every time Raven looked at it, she found herself imagining what the room would look like soon. The birth pool inflated near the windows, soft music playing, the lights turned low, the nursery upstairs waiting, four newborn cries filling the house for the first time. The thought made her chest tighten in the best possible way – equal parts excitement and terror, but mostly excitement.
From somewhere upstairs came the muffled sound of a drill, followed by Stack's voice shouting, "Babe!"
Raven smiled before he even finished the sentence. She knew this routine by heart.
"What?" she called back, her voice carrying easily in the quiet morning.
"Don't move!"
She rolled her eyes toward the ceiling, a gesture she knew he couldn't see but felt necessary anyway. "I'm literally laying down."
"Good!"
Another burst of drilling echoed overhead, followed by what sounded like something heavy being dropped.
The nursery had become the twins' latest obsession. For the last week, they'd practically moved upstairs, refusing to let Raven help with anything heavier than folding tiny socks. Every morning started exactly the same – Stack found another project, Elijah quietly fixed whatever Stack accidentally measured wrong, then they both came downstairs every twenty minutes to check on Raven as if she'd somehow forgotten how to exist without supervision.
As if summoned by her thoughts, heavy footsteps thundered down the staircase. Elias rounded the corner carrying an empty cardboard box under one arm, his fresh fade still perfectly crisp despite already working all morning. His T-shirt clung lightly across his broad shoulders, a few flecks of sawdust dusting the front. He stopped the moment he saw Raven beginning to shift against the mountain of pillows, his expression immediately shifting to one of concern.
She planted both hands beside herself, preparing to push up. At this point in her pregnancy, even simple movements required strategic planning and execution.
Pushed once.
Then again.
The second her hips lifted off the pallet—
"Sit down."
She looked up slowly, her eyes meeting his. "Elias."
"What?"
"I'm literally getting water."
"Water can wait."
She stared at him, not breaking eye contact. "No, it can't."
"It absolutely can."
"I'm thirsty."
"I'll survive."
"I'm not talking about you."
Before Stack could answer, Elijah appeared behind him, carrying a small toolbox tucked beneath one arm. His shirt sleeves were rolled to his forearms, revealing muscular arms dusted with sawdust, and a pencil was tucked behind one ear. His expression was calmer than Stack's, but no less concerned.
"I'll get it," he said simply, already moving toward the kitchen.
Raven threw both hands into the air in frustration. "I have two perfectly good legs."
"And four babies," Elijah reminded her, disappearing into the kitchen.
"They're still inside!"
"Exactly!"
She huffed dramatically before easing herself back against the mountain of pillows, the movement requiring more effort than she wanted to admit. "Y'all are treating me like glass."
Stack shook his head immediately, setting down the box and moving closer to her pallet. "No."
He paused just long enough for Raven to narrow her eyes.
"...Like expensive china."
The pillow left Raven's hands before she consciously decided to throw it. It flew through the air with surprising accuracy for someone her size.
Stack caught it cleanly against his chest with a grin that spread from ear to ear, showing off his perfect white teeth against his dark skin. "There she is," he laughed. "Aim's still good."
"Oh, you're hilarious."
"I know."
Elijah returned a moment later with one of the already-opened water bottles, unscrewed the cap for her without saying a word, and placed it gently into her hand. His fingers brushed against hers, warm and calloused from his work.
She accepted it with exaggerated annoyance. "I could've done that."
"I know," Elijah said, smiling as he leaned down to kiss her forehead. His lips were warm against her skin.
Raven looked from Elijah to Stack, then around the living room that no longer looked anything like it had months ago. To the birth pool box waiting patiently in the corner. To the baby books scattered across the blankets. To the tiny pair of newborn socks someone had accidentally left on the coffee table. To the two men who had turned the house upside down, making sure she never had to lift more than a bottle of water.
The nursery upstairs was almost finished. Only a few finishing touches remained. Downstairs, though, surrounded by pillows, laughter, and the quiet certainty that she was deeply loved, Raven realized something that made her smile to herself.
The house wasn't waiting for the babies anymore.
It was already becoming their home.
"Are you hungry?" Stack asked, already moving toward the kitchen without waiting for an answer. "I can make those pancakes you like."
"The ones with blueberries?" Raven called after him.
"And chocolate chips," he confirmed from the kitchen. "And whipped cream. And that maple syrup you like."
Elijah sat down on the edge of her pallet, careful not to disturb her arrangement of pillows. He reached out and placed his hand against her stomach, feeling the babies shift beneath his touch. "How are they today?"
"Active," she said, covering his hand with hers. "They had a party around 3 AM. I don't think I slept more than an hour straight."
"Did you try the music?" Elijah asked, his thumb stroking circles over her skin.
"Yeah, it helped for a little while," she said. "Then they decided the lullabies were boring and started doing gymnastics again."
Stack returned from the kitchen with a plate of pancakes that smelled heavenly, topped with exactly what he'd promised. He set it down on the low table beside her pallet along with a fork and napkin.
"You didn't make any for yourself?" Raven asked, already reaching for a piece.
"I'll eat after you," Stack said, sitting on her other side. "Make sure it's good first."
Raven took a bite and closed her eyes in pleasure. "It's perfect," she said around a mouthful of pancake. "As always."
The three of them sat there for a while, Raven eating while the twins watched her with identical expressions of contentment. Sometimes it still amazed her how two people could be so different in personality yet so similar in their devotion to her. Stack was loud and expressive, his love showing in grand gestures and constant attention. Elijah was quieter, his love manifesting in thoughtful gestures and unwavering support. Together, they created a balance that had become her foundation.
When she finished eating, Stack took the plate without being asked and disappeared into the kitchen again. Elijah stayed, his hand still resting on her stomach.
They continued like that for a while, the three of them laughing and talking about the future, occasionally stopping when one of the babies made a particularly strong movement that could be felt by all of them. Outside, the sun climbed higher in the sky, filling the room with warmth and light. The birth pool box seemed to glow in the corner, a silent promise of the changes to come.
Later that afternoon, when the twins went back upstairs to finish the nursery, Raven lay in her nest, surrounded by the evidence of their love. She closed her eyes and placed both hands on her stomach, feeling the four lives moving within her. The house was quiet now, except for the distant sounds of construction overhead and the soft beating of her own heart.
In a few weeks – maybe less – the living room would be transformed again. The birth pool would be inflated, the pillows rearranged to accommodate not just her but the midwives and doulas who would help her through labor. The snacks would be replaced with healing foods for the postpartum period. The baby name books would be put away, their purpose served.
But for now, Raven rested in the center of her fortress, surrounded by love, and felt gratitude so profound it brought tears to her eyes. She had never expected this life, never imagined she could be so happy, so fulfilled, so completely at peace. The babies shifted inside her, a gentle reminder that everything was about to change again.
And she couldn't wait.
The smell of fresh sawdust lingered throughout the upstairs hallway, a scent that had become the unofficial perfume of their home for the past month. It clung to the walls, mixing with the faint, clean scent of baby detergent drifting from the nursery where freshly washed blankets, swaddles, and impossibly tiny onesies had already found their place inside neatly organized drawers. The rhythmic scrape of wooden drawers opening and closing echoed softly through the room as Elijah checked each one for what felt like the hundredth time that morning.
"Top drawer is diapers," he murmured mostly to himself, his dark fingers tracing the neat stacks. "Second is sleepers. Third is swaddles. Fourth is socks, sorted by color and size."
Stack leaned against one of the finished cribs with his arms folded across his chest, watching Elijah reorganize a drawer that already looked perfect. The crib creaked slightly under his weight, a sound that made them both smile. These cribs, solid as oaks, would hopefully withstand four babies over the next couple of years.
"You've folded them three times," Stack said, his voice a low rumble in the quiet room. "They're not getting any more folded than they already are."
"They weren't right," Elijah replied without looking up, adjusting the sleeve of a tiny blue sleeper. "The seams weren't facing outward."
"They looked right."
"They looked acceptable," Elijah corrected, finally sliding the drawer shut with quiet satisfaction before looking around the nursery one more time.
Stack snorted. "See… this is why I don't let you organize the pantry. We'd have cans facing north-south by the time you were done."
"You don't let me?" Elijah raised an eyebrow, turning to face his twin brother.
"You heard what I said," Stack grinned.
Elijah simply smiled, a gesture that always seemed to soften his features. The nursery was almost finished. The walls, painted a warm cream weeks earlier, glowed beneath the morning sunlight spilling through the large window. Four matching cribs stood proudly along opposite walls, each one already dressed with fitted sheets and waiting for the tiny people they'd soon hold. Above them, wooden shelves displayed children's books, stuffed animals, and framed ultrasound pictures that seemed almost unreal now—four tiny beings floating in black and white space, already so real to them.
The rocking chair sat beside the window with a folded knit blanket draped over one arm, a gift from Raven's mother. A small basket of diapers rested beside it, fully stocked. The changing table was organized with military precision—everything within arm's reach but nothing cluttered. The nightlight had already been tested three separate times because Stack insisted every brightness setting felt "different" and wanted to make sure they had options for late-night diaper changes.
Now only the smallest details remained. A few decorative baskets. The mobiles that would hang above each crib. A picture frame waiting for four newborn footprints. And four names.
The twins looked at each other, a silent understanding passing between them as it so often did. After all these years, they could communicate volumes with just a glance.
Almost simultaneously, they spoke.
"…Let's go ask Mama."
Downstairs, Raven had abandoned the couch entirely. She now sat in the middle of her pallet, surrounded by what looked less like a collection of baby books and more like the aftermath of an academic research project. Her dark hair was pulled back in a loose bun. The oversized T-shirt she wore—one of Stack's—was stretched over her enormous belly, the fabric thinning in places as if threatening to give up the ghost entirely.
Name books lay open in every direction, pages marked with colorful sticky notes. Loose notebook paper covered in crossed-out names was scattered around her like autumn leaves. Colored pens, highlighters, and more sticky notes formed a chaotic rainbow around her. At the center of it all sat a yellow legal pad with columns labeled Boy One, Boy Two, Boy Three, and Baby Girl. Half the pages had little hearts beside names she'd liked yesterday and aggressively crossed out sometime during the night when pregnancy insomnia had struck with a vengeance.
Pregnancy had made naming four children feel like negotiating an international peace treaty, with Raven as the exhausted mediator between two very opinionated superpowers.
She looked up just as the twins appeared at the bottom of the stairs, their faces hopeful and expectant. "There y'all are," she said, attempting to shift to a more comfortable position and failing miserably.
Stack looked down at the explosion of paper surrounding her. "…Looks like the IRS came and did an audit on your imagination."
Raven picked up the nearest baby book, brandishing it like a weapon. "I'll throw this."
"You probably should," he nodded seriously. "Might improve your aim."
"I definitely will," she grumbled, though they all knew she wouldn't.
Elijah laughed quietly before lowering himself beside her on the pallet, taking care not to disturb her carefully arranged chaos. "You ready?"
She sighed dramatically, placing a hand over her stomach where one of the babies was currently practicing what felt like martial arts. "As ready as I'll ever be. Which is to say, not ready at all, but we're doing it anyway."
Stack plopped down on the opposite side, immediately grabbing one of the books and flipping through pages with purpose. "Alright," he rubbed his hands together. "Today…" He paused for effect. "…we finish this."
Raven laughed, the sound warm and familiar in their living room. "You've been saying that for three weeks."
"This time I mean it," he insisted, his expression earnest.
"You said that last Tuesday."
"I was emotionally unprepared," Stack explained. "Naming is a sacred responsibility. It requires proper mental preparation."
Elijah reached for the legal pad, reading over the current list. "So…" He uncapped a pen. "What do we have?"
Raven pointed toward the top of the page. "Blaze." She smiled, her fingers tracing the letters. "I still love Blaze."
Stack grinned proudly. "Knew you would. Strong name. Fire element. Can't go wrong with fire."
Elijah nodded. "Blaze stays." He drew a perfect circle around the name, his handwriting neat and precise. "Onyx."
Raven laughed so hard she had to hold her stomach, the movement causing the babies to shift inside her. "Oh, my God."
"They're gonna love it," Stack continued, warming to his theme. "Imagine the roll call on the first day of school. 'Blaze, Onyx, Khalil, and Hurricane!' No one's gonna forget them."
"They're gonna resent you," Elijah replied. "And possibly us by association."
Stack pointed toward Blaze. "Tell me Blaze and Storm don't sound hard."
"They sound like an energy drink," Elijah said without missing a beat.
"Blaze and Thunder?"
"A monster truck rally."
"Onyx and Rain?"
"A luxury candle collection."
Raven buried her face in one of the pillows, laughing until tears gathered in the corners of her eyes.
Once the laughter finally settled, Elijah reached for another notebook. "Let's actually do this." He drew four neat columns. "No interruptions."
Stack raised one finger. "I object."
"Denied."
"We're voting now?"
"We've always been voting."
"I thought I had executive authority." Stack looked genuinely confused.
"You've never had executive authority," Elijah explained patiently.
Raven watched them bicker back and forth, smiling to herself. This had become their rhythm over the past months. Stack throwing ideas into the air just to see what stuck. Elijah quietly grounding every conversation before it spiraled too far. And her… somewhere in the middle, exactly where she belonged.
For the next hour, names filled the page. Amari. Micah. Noah. Sage. Ezra. Zion. Raine. Kairo. Miles. Julian. One by one they were discussed, circled, questioned, crossed out, rewritten. Every name came with a story. Someone they'd known. Someone they'd admired. A meaning they liked. A sound they didn't. Stack vetoed anything that sounded "too soft," while Elijah rejected names that were "too trendy." Raven served as the tie-breaker, her intuition guiding them toward names that felt right.
Eventually, only one boy's name remained untouched. Khalil.
Raven looked at it, her finger tracing the letters. "So…" She glanced between both men. "I think that's him."
Stack nodded before Elijah even answered. "It feels like him."
Without another word, Raven drew one slow circle around Khalil. Three names. Blaze. Onyx. Khalil. Only one space remained on the page. Baby Girl.
Silence settled over the living room, heavier this time. Naming their daughter felt different—more final somehow.
Stack looked at Raven. "So…" He smiled hopefully. "…Rain?"
Raven threw a sticky note at him. He caught it with reflexes that still surprised her sometimes. "I had to try."
Elijah shook his head, laughing. "You are nothing if not committed."
"I've been committed for months," Stack replied. "Emotionally, mentally, and now financially to these tiny humans."
"You've been delusional for months."
"That's rude."
"It's accurate."
The laughter slowly faded again. Raven lowered her eyes to the blank space beneath Baby Girl. She didn't speak. She simply picked up her pen. The room grew unexpectedly still. Neither twin interrupted. Neither asked what she was thinking. The only sound was the quiet scratch of ink against paper.
Slowly…
Carefully…
She wrote one name.
Shiloh.
She stared at it for several seconds, testing the sound of it in her mind. Then quietly slid the notebook toward them.
Neither man spoke immediately.
Elias looked at the name. Then at Elijah. Elijah looked back at him. Both of them smiled at exactly the same time. Not because they had finally settled the debate. Because something about it felt unmistakable. It didn't need explaining. It didn't need defending. It simply belonged.
Stack reached over and rested his hand on top of Raven's. "I think…" His voice was quieter than it had been all morning. "…that's our little girl."
Elijah nodded, his eyes lingering on the name one last time before drawing a careful circle around it. No arguments. No debate. No vote. Just certainty.
For the first time in months, every space on the page was filled.
Blaze.
Onyx.
Khalil.
Shiloh.
Raven rested both hands over her stomach, smiling as four tiny kicks answered from within, almost as if the babies had been listening all along and approved of their choices.
Stack's eyes widened. "You think they approve?"
Raven laughed softly. "I think they were tired of waiting on us to make up our minds."
Elijah leaned over and kissed her forehead before looking back down at the page. Four names. Four babies. For the first time, they weren't talking about the babies anymore. They were talking about Blaze, Onyx, Khalil, and Shiloh.
The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across the living room, bathing Raven's fortress in a warm, golden light that made everything seem softer, more dreamlike. The smell of pancakes still lingered in the air, mixing with the faint scent of the wood polish Stack had used on the nursery furniture that morning. Three empty plates sat on the coffee table, along with three glasses, each bearing different lip prints from where they'd all been sharing Stack's experimental mango smoothie.
Raven lay propped against her mountain of pillows, her feet elevated on a smaller cushion Stack had insisted she needed for "proper blood circulation." The television played some mindless reality show none of them were actually watching, its colorful characters moving silently across the screen while the three of them talked about nothing and everything at once.
"You know," Stack said, stretching his long legs out on the floor beside her pallet, "if we're having four kids, we're gonna need a bigger car."
"We have an SUV," Elijah replied from his spot on the couch, where he was meticulously folding one of the baby blankets for what had to be the tenth time that day.
"An SUV that's gonna smell like spit-up and have crushed goldfish crackers in every crevice within the first month," Stack countered. "We need like… a van. One of those big ones with the TV screens and the individual climate zones."
Raven laughed, shifting slightly to relieve the pressure on her lower back. "So we went from 'expensive china' to 'a minivan'?"
"You're upgrading from china to crystal, baby," Stack grinned, reaching over to rub her stomach. "Only the best for my queen."
The babies shifted under his touch, a ripple of movement visible through the thin fabric of her T-shirt. "They agree," Stack announced seriously. "I can feel their approval. Especially Blaze. He's already planning his road trip playlist."
"Blaze is going to be two weeks old," Elijah reminded him, setting the perfectly folded blanket aside. "He doesn't need a road trip playlist."
"Never too early to start them on good music," Stack argued. "None of that baby shark nonsense. We're starting them on real hip-hop. Old school. Biggie, Tupac, maybe a little Nas for the more sophisticated moments."
Raven smiled, watching them bicker back and forth. The nursery upstairs was ready. The birth pool still sat waiting in its corner. Their lives were about to change in ways they couldn't fully comprehend, and yet here they were, arguing about whether it was appropriate to play explicit rap music around infants.
As if sensing the direction of her thoughts, one of the babies—Khalil, maybe—pressed firmly against her ribs, a steady pressure that made her catch her breath. She shifted again, trying to find a comfortable position, but it was getting harder these days. At thirty-seven weeks with quadruplets, comfort had become a theoretical concept rather than an achievable reality.
"You okay?" Elijah asked immediately, his attention shifting from the blanket to her face.
"Fine," she reassured him. "Just someone practicing their ninja moves in there."
Stack's hand returned to her stomach, his expression softening as he felt the movements. "They're getting restless," he said quietly. "Getting ready to come out and meet us."
The thought sent a strange mixture of excitement and terror through Raven. For months, she had been counting down to this moment—reading every book, watching every documentary, preparing herself mentally and physically for bringing four children into the world. But now that it was actually getting close, the reality of it was settling in. Four babies. Four tiny humans who would depend on her for everything. Four lives she was responsible for nurturing and protecting.
"Hey," Stack said softly, noticing the shift in her expression. "We've got this. All of us."
Elijah nodded in agreement, moving from the couch to sit beside her pallet. "We're a team. Always have been."
Raven looked between them, at the identical expressions of determination on their faces. They had been her rock throughout this pregnancy—through the morning sickness that had lasted well into the second trimester, through the doctor's appointments where they'd learned they were having not just twins or triplets but quadruplets, through the moments when she'd looked at her expanding body and wondered how she would possibly survive the next few months, let alone the next few years.
And they had been there through it all—Stack with his boundless optimism and constant reassurance that everything would be fine, Elijah with his quiet strength and practical solutions to every problem that arose. They had transformed their entire lives to accommodate her and the babies, rearranging their home, their schedules, their priorities without a single complaint.
"I know," she said, reaching out to take both of their hands. "I just... sometimes it feels so big, you know? Four babies. How are we going to do this?"
"One day at a time," Stack answered immediately. "And with a lot of coffee. And possibly a minivan."
"And help," Elijah added. "Your mom and dad already offered to come stay for the first month. We're not doing this alone."
The television continued to play in the background, its bright colors flickering across their faces as they sat there in the quiet afternoon, hands joined, hearts connected. Outside, the world went on—cars passing by, neighbors returning home from work, life continuing its steady rhythm. But here in their living room, time seemed to slow, stretching into something precious and fragile.
Raven felt a sudden surge of love for these two men who had become her everything. They hadn't planned this, hadn't expected to become fathers so soon, hadn't anticipated the chaos that was about to descend upon their lives. And yet, here they were, ready and willing to embrace it all because of her, because of the four tiny lives growing inside her.
"Thank you," she said softly, her voice thick with emotion.
"For what?" Stack asked, confused.
"For everything," she replied, her gaze moving between them. "For being you. For being here. For..."
She paused as another sensation rippled through her body—different this time, deeper and more purposeful than the usual movements. It wasn't painful, not exactly, but it demanded her attention in a way that nothing had before.
"What?" Elijah asked immediately, his expression shifting to concern. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," she started to say, but then it happened again—a strange internal pop followed by a sudden warmth that spread quickly through her lower body.
She froze.
The television continued to play, the reality show's dramatic music swelling as if on cue. Stack and Elijah watched her, waiting for an explanation she wasn't sure she could provide.
"Raven?" Elijah prompted gently.
She looked down at herself, at the dark fabric of her T-shirt where it stretched over her stomach, then back up at them. Her mind raced, trying to process what had just happened, to connect the sensation with the reality she'd been reading about for months.
"I think…" she began, her voice barely above a whisper.
Beat.
"My water broke."
Silence.
The television seemed to grow louder, the reality show's contestants arguing about something that suddenly seemed utterly trivial. The late afternoon sunlight continued to stream through the windows, casting everything in that same golden glow as if nothing had changed.
But everything had changed.
Then—
Absolute chaos.
Stack shot up from the floor so quickly he nearly tripped over his own feet. "Now? Like right now? Are you sure?"
Elijah was already moving, his expression calm but his movements purposeful. "When did it happen? Are you having contractions? How far apart are they?"
"I don't know!" Raven answered, her voice rising with panic. "It just happened! Like five seconds ago!"
"The bag!" Stack shouted, already running toward the kitchen. "Where's the go bag? We packed the go bag, right? Elijah, we packed the go bag?"
"We have four go bags," Elijah replied calmly, already pulling out his phone. "One for each baby, one for Raven, and one for us. They're all in the hall closet."
"The birth pool!" Stack continued, his voice echoing through the house. "We need to inflate the birth pool! Where's the pump? Did we buy a pump?"
"It's in the box with the pool," Elijah said, dialing the midwife. "I'll get it after I call Sarah."
"Sarah!" Stack repeated, running back into the living room. "We need to call Sarah! And your mom! And my mom! And your dad! And—"
"Stack," Elijah said, his voice cutting through the panic. "Breathe."
But Stack couldn't breathe. He was already pacing the length of the living room, his long legs eating up the space as he muttered to himself about towels and heating pads and whether they had enough snacks for the midwives.
Raven watched him, a strange mixture of amusement and terror warring within her. This was it—the moment they'd been preparing for, the moment that would change everything. And somehow, it was both exactly as she'd imagined and completely different.
"Hey," she said, her voice cutting through Stack's frantic pacing. He stopped immediately, turning to face her.
"It's okay," she said, holding out a hand to him. "We're okay."
He crossed the room in three long strides, dropping to his knees beside her pallet and taking her hand. "Are you sure? Are you really sure your water broke? Like, are you positive positive?"
"Pretty positive positive," she replied with a small smile. "I don't usually experience spontaneous warming sensations in that particular area."
Elijah ended his call and rejoined them, his expression calm and reassuring. "Sarah's on her way. She said to try to stay calm, that it could still be a while before things really get going. She wants us to start timing the contractions if they start."
"Contractions," Stack repeated, his eyes widening. "Right. Contractions. We need to time them. Does anyone have a watch? Or a timer? Or—"
"I've got it," Elijah said, already pulling up an app on his phone. "Just breathe, 'Lias. We've got this."
Raven looked between them—at Stack's panicked energy and Elijah's calm determination—and felt a surge of confidence wash over her. They were ready. They had been ready for months, even if it didn't always feel like it. The nursery was finished, the birth pool was waiting, and most importantly, they had each other.
"Okay," she said, taking a deep breath. "Let's do this."
Stack's expression shifted from panic to determination in an instant. "Yeah," he nodded. "Let's do this. Let's inflate that pool. Let's get this show on the road. Blaze, Onyx, Khalil, and Shiloh are about to meet the world."
As if on cue, another sensation rippled through Raven's body—this one stronger, more insistent, undeniably a contraction. She gasped slightly, her fingers tightening around Stack's hand.
"Was that one?" Stack asked, his eyes wide with excitement and fear.
"Timer started," Elijah replied, his gaze fixed on his phone.
Raven nodded, breathing through the sensation as she'd practiced in the birthing classes they'd all attended together. "Yeah," she said, her voice steady despite the intensity building within her. "That was definitely one."
The television continued to play in the background, its colorful characters moving silently across the screen. But the three of them were no longer watching. Their world had narrowed to this room, to this moment, to the journey that was just beginning.
The birth pool waited in the corner, a silent promise of the work ahead. The nursery upstairs stood ready, four empty cribs waiting to be filled. And in the center of it all, Raven lay surrounded by the two men who had become her family, her lovers, her everything, ready to bring four new lives into the world.
It wasn't how she'd imagined it would happen—not this sudden, this chaotic, this real. But as another contraction rippled through her body, she knew with certainty that it was exactly how it was supposed to be.
Their babies were coming.
The moment the word "contractions" left Elijah's mouth, Stack's brain short-circuited.
It wasn't a gradual decline into panic. It was a sudden, catastrophic system failure, like a power line snapping in a storm. One minute he was kneeling beside Raven, holding her hand with the confident swagger of a man who had read all the books and attended all the classes. The next, he was on his feet, his eyes wide with the kind of terror usually reserved for horror movie protagonists.
"Shoes," he announced to the room at large, his voice cracking slightly. "I need shoes. Where are my shoes?"
Raven, who was breathing through another wave of tightening in her belly, managed to crack a smile. "Babe, you're wearing shoes."
Stack looked down at his bare feet, then back up at her, his expression utterly bewildered. "No, not these shoes. My hospital shoes. The comfortable ones. Where are they?"
"They're in the closet," Elijah said calmly, not looking up from his phone where he was already opening the contraction timer app. "With the rest of your shoes."
"The closet!" Stack snapped his fingers, already moving. "Right. Okay. Phone. I need my phone."
Raven watched him pat his pockets frantically, a genuine laugh bubbling up between contractions. "Stack, honey."
"I can't find it," he muttered, already tearing apart the couch cushions. "I had it like five seconds ago. I think I lost it."
"Stack," she tried again, her voice strained as another contraction built. "Look at your hand."
He glanced down, where his phone was clutched in a white-knuckled grip. "Oh. Right. Okay. Good. Phone's accounted for." His eyes darted around the room. "The go bags! We need the go bags! Elijah, did you grab the go bags?"
"I'm on it," Elijah replied, already heading for the hall closet. "You need to stay calm, 'Lias. Panicking isn't going to help."
"I'm not panicking!" Stack shouted, his voice echoing through the house. "I'm being proactive! I'm preparing! Where's the birth playlist? I spent three weeks curating that playlist! It's got the perfect mix of hip-hop and R&B for delivery and some softer stuff for after!"
"It's on your phone," Raven managed, squeezing her eyes shut as the contraction peaked. "The one you're holding."
"Right!" He tapped frantically at the screen. "Okay. Birth playlist... located. Keys! We need the car keys! Where are the keys?"
"On the hook by the door," Elijah called out, emerging with two of the go bags. "Where they always are."
"The hook!" Stack nodded, already moving toward the door. "Right. Okay. Keys, shoes, phone, playlist, bags... what else? What am I forgetting?"
Raven opened her mouth to answer but was cut off by another contraction, this one stronger than the last. "Oh, shit," she breathed, her fingers digging into the pillow beneath her.
That was all it took for Elijah's focus to sharpen. His calm demeanor shifted into something else—laser-focused, precise, the controlled force they all knew him for. "Okay," he said, his voice dropping into that low, steady register that always made everyone listen. "New plan. Stack, breathe. Raven, breathe with me. In through the nose, out through the mouth."
He was already moving, pulling out his phone again. "I'm calling Sarah again," he said, already dialing. "Then I'll call the birth assistant. Stack, I need you to get the towels from the linen closet. The dark blue ones. And then start filling the birth pool."
"On it," Stack nodded, his movements jerky and frantic as he headed for the linen closet.
Raven watched them, a strange mixture of pain and amusement warring within her. Here she was, in active labor, and her life had become a comedy routine.
"Sarah's on her way," Elijah said, ending the call. "She said to try to relax as much as possible between contractions. She wants us to keep timing them and let her know if they get closer than five minutes." He was already moving again, checking the supplies they had laid out weeks ago—gloves, gauze, scissors, bulb syringes, all arranged neatly on a tray beside the birth pool box.
"Pool's filling!" Stack called from the corner, where he was wrestling with the pump hose. "This thing is more complicated than it looks! Why does it have so many attachments?"
"Read the instructions," Elijah replied without missing a beat, already pulling out the diffuser and adding lavender oil. "Raven, do you want some water? You need to stay hydrated."
She nodded, unable to speak as another contraction washed over her. Elijah was there immediately, holding the bottle to her lips, his free hand rubbing her back in slow, steady circles.
"That's it," he murmured. "Just breathe through it. You're doing great."
By the time the contraction subsided, Stack had managed to get the pool partially inflated and was now checking the water temperature with a thermometer he'd found God knows where. "Ninety-eight degrees," he announced proudly. "Perfect for birthing."
"Good," Elijah nodded, already on his next task. "I'm calling the birth assistant. Stack, once the pool is filled, I need you to bring Raven some snacks. Nothing too heavy, maybe some of those dried mango slices she likes."
"On it," Stack saluted in a cringy nervous way, his movements still frantic but somehow more purposeful now. "Mango slices. Got it."
Raven watched them move around the room, a machine of panic and precision. Stack was all nervous energy, his movements sharp and jerky as he bounced between tasks, while Elijah was the calm center of the storm, his actions controlled and on point. Together, they were somehow keeping everything from falling apart.
The doorbell rang twenty minutes later, and both men froze.
"That's Sarah," Elijah said, already moving toward the door. "Stack, stay with Raven. I'll let her in."
Raven looked up as the door opened, revealing a tall, imposing woman with kind eyes and a no-nonsense expression. Sarah took in the scene with a single sweeping glance—Raven on the pallet, Stack hovering beside her with a look of pure terror, Elijah moving to greet her with an air of calm efficiency.
"Alright," Sarah said, her voice warm but firm. "Let's see what we've got here." She stepped inside, setting her bag down beside the door. "Who's panicking?"
Stack's hand shot up before he even thought about it.
Sarah's lips twitched with a smile. "Alright, Stack. You're on official panic duty. That means you get to be my special helper. Your first job is to take deep breaths whenever you feel yourself starting to spiral. Can you do that for me?"
He nodded, looking slightly ashamed. "Yeah. I can do that."
"Good," she nodded, already moving toward Raven. "Now let's see how our mama is doing."
Raven smiled up at her, grateful for the steady presence. "I'm okay," she said, just as another contraction began to build. "Or I will be. Eventually."
Sarah knelt beside her, placing a cool hand on her forehead. "That's it," she said softly. "Just breathe through it. You're doing amazing." She glanced over at Elijah, who was already taking notes on his phone. "How far apart are they?"
"About six minutes now," Elijah replied. "They started around fifteen minutes apart, but they've been getting closer."
"Good," Sarah nodded. "That's exactly what we want to see. Stack, how's that pool coming?"
"Almost ready!" he called from the corner, where he was struggling with the final inflation. "Just need to top it off and check the temperature again!"
"Perfect," Sarah smiled. "Elijah, I need you to bring me the birth stool and the kneeling pad. And then I want you to make Raven some tea—raspberry leaf, if we have it. It'll help with uterine tone."
"On it," Elijah nodded, already moving toward the kitchen.
Raven watched them all, her heart swelling with a love so intense it almost hurt.
"You're all crazy," she said, her voice thick with emotion as the contraction subsided.
"We're your crazy," Sarah replied, smoothing back her hair. "And we wouldn't have it any other way."
The doorbell rang again, and Elijah went to let in the birth assistant—a cheerful woman named Maria who immediately took over the task of finishing the pool setup while Sarah continued to assess Raven's progress.
By the time the sun began to set, casting the room in a warm, orange glow, the birth pool was ready, the diffuser was filling the air with calming lavender, and Raven was surrounded by her team—her chaotic, loving, perfectly imperfect team.
Stack had somehow managed to pull himself together, his panic replaced by a fierce determination as he held her hand through each contraction, his voice steady as he coached her breathing. Elijah moved between tasks with quiet efficiency, always seeming to know what was needed before anyone even asked. Sarah and Maria worked together seamlessly, their presence both reassuring and empowering.
"Okay," she said, her voice firm as the contraction peaked. "I think it's time to get in the water."
Sarah nodded, already moving to help her up. "I think you're right."
And as they helped her into the warm, welcoming water of the pool, Raven felt a sense of peace wash over her. The chaos had settled into a rhythm, the panic had transformed into purpose, and the love that had brought them all to this moment was stronger than ever.
The babies were coming.
The water was exactly the temperature Raven had imagined—warm enough to soothe but not so hot as to be uncomfortable. It enveloped her body, supporting her weight in a way that nothing else had for months. Behind her, Elijah's chest was a solid wall of muscle, his arms wrapped securely around her middle, his hands resting on the swell of her belly. In front of her, Stack knelt by the edge of the pool, his fingers laced through hers, his dark eyes never leaving her face.
No rushing. That's what Sarah had said. This was their baby's journey, and they would let it unfold at its own pace.
Hours passed.
The first hour was almost peaceful, the contractions still manageable enough that Raven could talk through them. Stack kept up a steady stream of commentary, pointing out which songs from his carefully curated playlist were coming on, making jokes about how the babies were definitely going to have excellent taste in music thanks to his influence.
"They're gonna come out rapping Biggie," he declared, squeezing her hand as a contraction built. "I can feel it. Blaze is already practicing his flow in there."
Raven laughed, the sound breathless but genuine. "Blaze is going to be a newborn, Stack. He's not going to be rapping anything."
"Never too early to start," he insisted. "We'll have him freestyling by kindergarten. Onyx can be his hype man."
Elijah's chuckle vibrated against her back. "Let's focus on getting them out first before we start planning their entertainment careers."
The second hour brought stronger contractions, waves of intensity that stole Raven's breath and left her clinging to Stack's hand. The music shifted from Stack's hip-hop playlist to something softer, more ambient, the change so natural that Raven didn't even notice until she found herself swaying to the gentle rhythm between contractions.
"Look at you," Elijah murmured against her ear, his hands rubbing slow circles over her lower back. "You're amazing. Just feeling what your body needs to do and letting it happen."
"I'm trying," she gasped as another contraction peaked, her body arching against his chest. "Oh, God, this is intense."
"You're doing great, mama," Stack reassured her, his voice steady as he pressed her hand to his lips. "Just breathe with me. In... and out. That's it. You're so strong, baby. So fucking strong."
The lighting in the room changed as the afternoon sun began to set, Sarah adjusting the lamps until the living room was bathed in a soft, golden glow that made everything feel dreamlike and intimate. The birth pool had become the center of their world, the focal point around which everything else revolved. The nursery waited upstairs, four empty cribs standing ready, but here in the living room, life was being made.
By the third hour, Raven was in another world entirely. The contractions came like tidal waves, building slowly, cresting with an intensity that bordered on pain, then receding just enough for her to catch her breath before the next one began. She was no longer laughing. She was crying sometimes, tears of exhaustion and emotion streaming down her face as she rode out each wave.
"Fuck," she sobbed against Stack's shoulder as a particularly strong contraction gripped her. "Fuck, fuck, fuck."
"I deserve that," Stack said immediately, his voice gentle as he wiped her tears with his thumb. "I deserve every curse word you've got. Keep 'em coming if it helps."
"So do I," Elijah added from behind her, his hands never ceasing their steady massage. "We put you in this position. You can blame us all you want."
The fourth hour brought darkness outside, the moon rising in the sky as their intimate world inside continued to unfold. The twins never left Raven's side. Ever. One always behind her, supporting her weight, massaging her back, whispering encouragement in her ear. One always in front, holding her hand, helping her breathe, reminding her how strong she was, how loved she was.
Sometimes she was laughing, especially when Stack started making ridiculous faces to distract her during the peaks of contractions. Sometimes she was crying, overwhelmed by the intensity of the sensations and the emotions coursing through her. Sometimes she was cursing both of them, her vocabulary expanding in ways she didn't know was possible as she rode out each wave.
"I hate you," she snarled at Elijah during one particularly intense contraction, her fingers digging into his arm where it wrapped around her middle. "I hate both of you so much right now."
"I know," he replied, his voice calm and steady. "And we love you more than you can imagine. Just a little longer, baby. You're doing so well."
The doula coached everyone from her position by the side of the pool, her voice a quiet presence that guided them through the process. "That's it, Raven. Let your body do what it knows how to do. Don't fight it. Just breathe with it."
Sarah moved around them, checking Raven's progress, adjusting the water temperature, making sure everyone had what they needed. Maria, the birth assistant, was a constant reassuring presence, offering cool cloths, sips of water, quiet words of encouragement.
"You're almost there, baby," Elijah murmured against her ear as another contraction gripped her. "I can feel you changing. Our babies are getting ready to meet us."
Raven nodded, too exhausted to speak, her head resting against his chest as she focused on breathing through the intensity. Stack kissed her hand, his eyes never leaving her face.
"We're right here," he said softly. "We're not going anywhere. We've got you, always."
It was during the fifth hour that Elijah pulled out his phone, his expression thoughtful as he looked at Raven. "I want to call your parents," he said quietly. "I think they should be here for this."
Raven's eyes widened. "Here? As in... here here?"
"Just on FaceTime," he reassured her. "They don't have to see everything if you don't want them to. But I think they should be able to see you bringing their grandchildren into the world."
She hesitated, then nodded. "Okay," she breathed, just as another contraction began to build. "But don't tell them... you know."
"They're in for a surprise either way," Stack grinned, already adjusting his position to give her more support. "Let's make it a big one."
Elijah dialed, his expression calm as he waited for them to pick up. Raven took a deep breath, trying to prepare herself for this conversation while riding out another wave of intensity.
"Hello?" Her mother's face appeared on the screen, her expression curious. "Elijah? Is everything okay?"
"Everything's more than okay," Elijah replied, turning the phone so Raven's face was visible. "Raven's in labor."
"What?" Her father's face appeared beside her mother's, his eyes wide. "Now? Like right now?"
"Like right now," Raven managed, her voice strained as the contraction peaked. "Hi, Mom. Hi, Dad."
"Oh, baby," her mother breathed, her hands covering her mouth. "Are you okay? How far along are you?"
"Pretty far along," Stack answered for her, his voice gentle. "She's doing amazing. Really strong."
"Can we... can we see?" her father asked, his voice thick with emotion.
Elijah looked at Raven, who nodded slowly. He adjusted the camera, giving them a view of her face and upper body, careful to keep the water level and anything too private out of frame.
"There," Elijah said softly. "Can you see her?"
"Oh, honey," her mother whispered, tears already streaming down her face. "You look so beautiful."
"We're so proud of you," her father added, his voice thick with emotion. "Just breathe, baby. You're doing great."
The next contraction hit hard, and Raven cried out, her body arching against Elijah's chest. "I can't," she sobbed. "I can't do this anymore."
"Yes, you can," Stack said immediately, his voice firm but gentle. "You're doing it right now. Look at you. You're the strongest person I've ever known."
"You're almost there, baby," Elijah murmured against her ear. "Our babies are getting ready to meet us. And their grandparents."
Raven looked at the phone, at her parents' tear-streaked faces watching her with expressions of love and pride. She took a deep breath, letting their strength flow through her, giving her the resolve to keep going.
"Okay," she breathed, as the contraction began to subside. "Okay. I can do this."
The next hour was a blur of intensity and emotion. Raven moved from her side to her hands and knees, leaning against Elijah as Stack rubbed her back, his hands steady and sure. The contractions came one after another now, barely giving her time to catch her breath between them.
"I feel like I need to push," she panted, her body bearing down instinctively. "Oh, God, I need to push."
Sarah was immediately beside her, her voice calm and reassuring. "Listen to your body, Raven. If you need to push, push. But let's do it gently. Let our babies come down in their own time."
Raven nodded, her eyes closing as the next contraction gripped her. She bore down, her body working with a wisdom all its own, opening and releasing in ancient rhythm.
"That's it," Elijah encouraged, his hands supporting her weight. "Just like that. You're doing it. You're bringing our babies into the world."
Stack kissed her shoulder, his lips warm against her skin. On the phone, her parents watched in silence, their faces a mixture of awe and emotion as they witnessed their daughter bringing new life into the world.
"I can see the head!" Sarah announced excitedly. "Raven, you're doing it! Our first baby is almost here!"
Raven cried out, a sound of effort and emotion as she pushed with everything she had. And then, suddenly, there was a release, a moment of emptiness followed by the first cry.
"It's a boy!" Sarah announced, lifting a tiny, wriggling body from the water. "Blaze is here!"
Raven turned, her eyes wide as she saw their first child for the first time—a dark, perfect little being, already crying his indignation at being born into the world.
"Oh, God," she breathed, tears streaming down her face. "He's beautiful. He's so beautiful."
Elijah kissed her forehead, his own eyes wet with emotion. "He's perfect. Just like his mother."
Stack was already reaching for the baby, his hands gentle as he took him from Sarah. "Hey there, little man," he murmured, holding the tiny body close. "Welcome to the world. We've been waiting for you."
On the phone, Raven's parents were crying openly, their faces alight with joy and wonder. "Oh, honey," her mother sobbed. "He's beautiful. Absolutely beautiful."
But there was no time to rest. Already, another contraction was building, Raven's body already working to bring their next child into the world.
"Here we go again," she breathed, leaning back against Elijah's chest. "Okay. I'm ready."
The second baby came more quickly than the first, Raven's body already knowing what to do, opening and releasing with practiced efficiency.
"And another boy!" Sarah announced as the second baby emerged into the water. "Onyx is here!"
Raven laughed through her tears as Stack passed Blaze to Elijah so he could hold their second son. "Two boys," she breathed, her heart overflowing with love and wonder. "We have two boys."
"We have two sons," Elijah corrected, his voice thick with emotion as he held both babies, his expression one of pure awe. "Our sons."
But still, Raven's body wasn't finished. Another contraction gripped her, and she bore down again, her strength already waning but her determination stronger than ever.
"Come on, baby," Stack encouraged, his hand rubbing her back in steady circles. "You've got this. Just one more push."
"One more," she panted, her body working with a will of its own. "One more."
The third baby emerged with a rush of water, another cry joining the chorus as Sarah announced, "Another boy! Khalil is here!"
"Three boys," Raven breathed, her body trembling with exhaustion and emotion. "Oh, God, three boys."
Stack was already reaching for their third son, his hands gentle as he took him from Sarah. "Hey there, little man," he murmured, kissing the tiny forehead. "Welcome to the family. You've got a lot of brothers to keep up with."
On the phone, her parents were speechless, their faces a mixture of shock and joy as they tried to process what they were witnessing. "Three?" her father managed, his voice thick with disbelief. "You're having three?"
Raven started to laugh, but it was cut short by another contraction, stronger than all the others.
"There's another one," she gasped, her eyes wide with surprise. "Oh, God, there's another one."
"What?" her mother shrieked on the phone. "Another one? Raven, what's going on?"
"Surprise," Stack grinned, even as his expression turned serious. "You might want to sit down for this one."
Raven bore down with everything she had left, her body screaming in protest but her spirit pushing forward, determined to meet their final child.
"And a girl!" Sarah announced triumphantly as the fourth baby emerged into the water. "Shiloh is here! You have a daughter!"
Raven cried out, a sound of pure joy and relief as their final child joined their family. "A girl," she breathed, tears streaming down her face. "We have a girl."
Stack was already reaching for their daughter, his hands gentle as he took her from Sarah. "Hey there, princess," he murmured, holding her close. "Welcome to the world. Your brothers have been waiting for you."
On the phone, her parents were completely speechless, their faces a mixture of shock, joy, and disbelief as they tried to process what they were witnessing.
"Four?" her father finally managed, his voice thick with awe. "You're having four babies?"
"Four," Raven confirmed, her body trembling with exhaustion but her heart overflowing with love. "We have four babies."
Elijah carefully passed Blaze and Onyx to Maria, then reached for Khalil and Shiloh, his arms full as he held their two newest children. "We have a family," he breathed, his eyes wet with emotion as he looked at Raven. "We have everything."
Raven leaned over the side of the pool, her body exhausted but her spirit soaring as she looked at the four tiny beings who had changed everything. Four perfect, beautiful babies who had made their family complete.
"We have everything," she agreed, her voice thick with emotion as Stack kissed her, his lips gentle against hers. "We have everything."
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a very long note: guys, GUYS. normally i stopped reading celebrity fanfiction since it kind of icks me now. however with my regrowing infatuation with michael, i would like to pay an homage to the 16 year old me. so here it is in all its glory. please don’t get annoyed that there is not much smut though. i don’t really get along with that in this particular case. i want to go back and cuddle him so most of them are just fluff, comfort and angst (duh, who am i without that type of anguish) enjoy!
SERIES- MULTI CHAPTERS
past exposure • michael jackson x time traveller!reader
↳ by @thedailymichael (multiple eras, time travelling au)
the jackson chronicles • michael jackson x spouse!reader
↳ by @imhandicapableofmath (so domestic, married!michael, suggestive, fluff)
desire, interrupted | desire, reclaimed • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @urbanfunkchild (dangerous/history era, smut, angst, soft fluff)
you knock me off my feet | part two | part three • michael jackson x newrisintvocalist!reader
↳ by @comoquesoybambi (bad era, michael is basically obsessed)
my little reporter | part two • michael jackson x journalist!reader
↳ by @/am3sss (bad era, fluff)
again | part two | michael jackson x dancer!reader
↳ by @tpwkyarely (angst, hurt/comfort)
beautiful stranger | part two • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @mjuniverse (pre thriller era, slow burn, yearning, very angsty, right person, wrong time, soft!michael)
gone by morning | part two • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @startingsomethin (thriller-bad era, angst, cheating, smut, fluff)
spotlight • michael jackson x popstar!reader
↳ by @hcwait (thriller era, slow burn)
making of an it girl | part two • michael jackson x tourdancer!reader
↳ by @intelligenthottie
baby be mine | thrill you tonight • michael jackson x girlnextdoor!reader
↳ by @iceemochaa (post otw-pre thriller era, fluff, slightly suggestive)
stargirl | part two • michael jackson x singer !reader
↳ by @ytrhbz (thriller era, whipped!michael, fluff)
remember the time | part two | part three • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @chmpngekisses (thriller-bad era, angst)
his new obsession | part two • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @luvvreader (yearning, slow burn)
by your side | part two • michael jackson x actress!reader
↳ by @svnnywrites (thriller era, hurt/comfort)
ONE-SHOTS-BLURBS-HC’S
baby be mine • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @angelfacediary (otw-bad era, angst, fluff)
nine months of home videos • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @angelfacediary (pregnant!reader, so so so fluffy)
out of time • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @urelliee (bad era, angst, heartbreak, very bittersweet)
pretty young thing • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @tpwkyarely (angst, comfort, tw: dv)
through his lens • thriller!michael jackson x reader
↳ by @neverlandzangel (thriller era, married!michael, fluff, domestic bliss)
arrow through the heart • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @startingsomethin (dangerous era, oh so angsty)
excuse me that’s my wife • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @mvsticmoony (jealous!michael, fluff)
where is my husband! • michael jackson x singer!reader
↳ by @mvsticmoony (fluff)
love caught on tape • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @mvsticmoony (invincible era, flashbacks, married life fluff)
a love letter to june • michael jackson x fan!reader
↳ by @hcwait (dangerous era, very fluffy)
in sickness and in health • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @king-mila (bad era, protective!michael, sick!reader, fluff, hurt/comfort)
america’s sweetest bunny • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @michaeldiary (dangerous era, playboymodel!reader, sooo fluffy, slightly suggestive)
little pieces of her • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @brownsugarletters (thriller era, fluff)
young hearts, run free • michael jackson x guitarist!reader
↳ by @shakinghamster (thriller era, fluff, workplace romance, cheating)
unforgettable • michael jackson x fan!reader
↳ by @ytrhbz (history era, fluff, reader is that girl)
cause if it’s aching, you have to rub it • michael jackson x fem!black!reader
↳ by @serenebows (thriller era, shy!reader, fluff)
all over, all over, all over • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @hon3yarchives (dangerous era, fluff, suggestive)
sign the girls • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @michaelpilled (thriller era, suggestive, flirting)
a memory to look back on • michael jackson x pregnant!reader
↳ by @lovecherishly (bad era, soo fluffy)
sweet tooth • michael jackson x sweet!reader
↳ by @carmaloves (bad era, so very fluffy)
stuck in the elevator • michael jackson x reader
↳ by @londynham (romance, fluff, angst)
working overtime • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @urbanfunkchild (pre bad era, kind of smutty, possessive!michael)
love never felt so good • michael jackson x fem!black!reader
↳ by @proseandj (invincible era, fluff)
like a stradivarius • michael jackson x gn!spouse!reader
↳ by @imhandicapableofmath (married!michael, domestic fluff, humour, suggestive)
“she thinks you smell like cinnamon” • michael jackson x gn!spouse!reader
↳ by @imhandicapableofmath (married!michael, fanfiction meta, emotional comfort, teasing, fluff)
#1 loverboy • michael jackson x gn!reader
↳ by @invincibledc (bad era, fluff)
read my lips • michael jackson x deaf!black!reader
↳ by @invincibledc (protective!michael, fluff)
home movies • michael jackson x pregnant!reader
↳ by @ktrsis (bad-invincible era, flashbacks, soo fluffy)
the lady in my life • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @cupcakeprincezz (thriller era, fluff)
surprise visit • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @cupcakeprincezz (bad era, very fluffy)
secret touch • michael jackson x fem!singer!reader
↳ by @invinor (dangerous era, fluff)
inspiration • michael jackson x singer!reader
↳ by @liyahhsnuckhere (pre bad era, sooooo fluffy, suggestive)
the chateau • michael jackson x younger!fem!reader
↳ by @elleist (dangerous era, fluff, very cute)
imagine sitting on his lap
↳ by @humannatures (fem!reader, fluff)
tabloid junkie • michael jackson x fem!reader
↳ by @moonlitjane (protective!reader, fluff, suggestive)
hidden in the spotlight • superstar!michael jackson x costumedesigner!fem!reader
↳ by @gh0ulxxc (dangerous era, angst, fluff, romance, slow burn)
This show had some of the most insane, important scenes pro women, I've seen in fiction. It took me by surprise, specially considering this is a 90's tv show. And yeah, I know nowadays this would be the bare minimum but you have to understand the thing that were peak romance and boy x girl friendships around the time was stuff like F.R.I.E.N.D.S where the boys were seemingly good friends with the girls but nothing like this scene ever happened or we had a Ross 'toxic boyfriend' Geller as the main couple with Rachel Green, who's biggest love flex was quitting her dream job for him.
Seeing this made me realize that was the reason why Living Single was as huge as other shows, but it also made me a fan.
