All Up in my bpd

some of you have never been in a certain crippling state of terror when your parent is furious because any wrong move might send them over the edge and result in pain and it shows

Some of y’all haven’t become so disillusioned with your own reality that you spend years of your life daydreaming about entirely made up worlds and people and it shows

isolating myself from people when I feel the worst is my toxic trait

if you dissociate hard enough you can eavesdrop on conversations you’re a part of

i don’t remember making this post

you made the claim and then you proved it

Alternatively: I went through periods of depression so frequent and intense that I never considered that I’d actually make it to my 20s so now I’m kinda just making it up as I go

I’m allowed to be angry about what happened. I am allowed to be angry about what you did.

i ain’t no weak bitch but i didnt deserve to go through half of the things i’ve experienced

Creepy how if I died like tomorrow NONE of you would know, you’d jus think I became inactive. Damn yo, life is really somn else.