Somebody

You know

Why do we have to lose the ones we care about?

Just when you think your getting ahead you feel like your getting right back down..

All I can say is let God take the wheel.

1. ELIMINATE HURTFUL PEOPLE FROM YOUR LIFE..... REMOVE THEM. 👊

2. STOP BLAMING EVERYONE ELSE FOR YOUR PAIN. 🗣

3. LOVE YOURSELF.....YOUR EVERY FLAW IS PERFECT. YOU ARE PERFECT. EVERY BONE CELLULITE, NOSE HAIR AND FRECKLE. 😌

4. NOBODY IS PERFECT BUT BE PERFECT FOR YOURSELF.🤓

5. DO THE THINGS YOU TOLD YOURSELF YOU COULD NEVER DO. 🎢

6. LET PEOPLE IN, TELL SOMEONE YOUR HURTING. 😥

7. BE NOBODYS PUPPET YOU WERE BORN IN YOUR SKIN FOR A REASON. LIVE IT UP. 🌅

8. FLY BABY, FLY. ALL THESE FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU SEE, THESE RICH PEOPLE YOU SEE, AND THESE HAPPY PEOPLE YOU SEE, CAN AND WILL BE YOU, IF YOU WANT IT. YOU JUST HAVE TO FLY. 🌠

9. BE HAPPY WITH WHO YOU ARE DON'T CHANGE unless "you want to".....YOU WANT TO. 👸🤴

10. STOP FEARING REJECTION. REJECT REJECTION. IF SOMEONE WANT TO CLOSE A DOOR FOR YOU THEN ITS YOUR JOB TO OPEN ANOTHER ONE. Kick it down if you have to kings and queens. 👊🚪

Make your own list if you gotta.....Just do it. Live a life you can be proud of. 💯

Remember time waits for no one. Your 21 now love, but tomorrow you could be 81 just saying...... A whole lifetime passes us by is we keep waiting for time to slow up for us.

Some of my past posts have been rather sad and downright painful and rude. My goal here is to vent and try and help others with these similar issues. So I can show others they arent alone.

To be honest I wrote these posts during tough times in my life. Do I still feel the same way today about these posts.......... well yes and no.

But the biggest difference is that now, I am in a better place in my life. I have mostly eliminated these hurtful people from my life and....... I have apologized a lot for the things that I personally believed was my doing. I also took responsibility for situations I inadvertently had parts in.

I wont delete them because like I stated earlier in my post I want to show others they arent alone. 💯💯💯

I was taught by this anime in particularly, that I can do whatever I set my heart out to. Why the heck not.💯💯❤

I want to be seen but I dont at the same time. I want to be famous, but not an unbearable fame.

I will announce what I am getting to ready to do after I have produced at least one part of it first.

*****Hint........*****

Model ✅

Graduate high school ✅

Go to college ✅

Entrepreneur ✅

Perform on stage ✅

Overcome my stage fright❌

Successful entrepreneur ❌ (not yet)

...........

But dont worry this list can go on with an ❌ or a check ✅ my game of life is still going on. I wont give up, and neither should you.

Im going to accomplish everything I set out to no matter the challenges or the cost. ❤ I owe myself and God......to become everything I possibly can be.

You do the same people, no matter what it is. Do what your hearts tells you and let your mind guide you. Think wisely. Live life like nobody's watching. But also live it like everybody's watching. 👀

I am still a freelance model on and off. 👗

Im an entrepreneur. 💯

College student. 🎒

Full time believer in God. 🙏

Its been such a long time since I posted here. Thank you to my first follower. You are much appreciated.

Well I believe its been a bit over 3 months since I last posted here. I have good reason. I have been so busy modeling. Model work truly is tough work, but I love it.

But today I wanted to talk about friendships. How do you know when you have a true friend? Its been so many years since I have had a real friend that cares. I am that friend in need, where is MY friend indeed? 

Everyone knows how you have to be safe in this world and I like to think that I am, but where is MY friends indeed. I quite contacting most of my friends first because they never contact me first. I know it seems petty, but sometimes it good to know someone was thinking about you.

I have a photoshoot tomorrow with a photographer I have never met, and you know what I dont have any of my so called friends to go with me. I just wish that the people who said they care about me actually cared about me.