QUANTUM HEART

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Yvonne Prinz, The Vinyl Princess

I want to know how everyone else thinks.

It would be nice to not always lose track of time.

Or always lose your phone that is most likely lost in the bag you thought you throughly checked 3 times.

It would be great to not have to deal with a million thoughts and an empty mind at the same time.

I want to know how it feels to have a conversation and have the CHOICE of drifting off when you realize it is unimportant.

How does it feel to catch instructions the1st time they are told?

Can I just experience once, the way words can roll of your tongue without the awkward “umm forgot I was going to say” ?

How do people not rock or shake while standing or sitting?

I really want to experience the luxury of putting work off till the last minute because I was busy, not because I PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY could not bring my self to do it.

Can I do homework without holding on to my pen and blankly staring at the work. Zero thoughts. No, I’m not thinking of fucking squirrels. I’m thinking of nothing because my brain can’t focus.