Okay I did it.... work done, laundry done, meds picked up, currently packing. Picked the four books I'll be reading, six rolls of film packed, two disposables, two field recorders (just in case)... thank you to the mutual who inspired me to get a film camera again if you read this. Finished recording song #2 last night and will finish song #3 when I get back. Crying on and off but I think I've successfully exorcised the demon by running it through enough pedals and now it's stored somewhere on my SD card. Hopefully kept there for good. I am going to focus on packing, getting ready, attending a friend's birthday party tonight, trying to look my best, then getting to the land of bisons and prairie dogs before I head out again to the glacier lakes :) if you have any ideas for how I should decorate my tent, I'm all ears like a jerboa