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something for someone

going into 2019 with a strange feeling.  i haven’t decided if it’s a good one or not but whatever it is, i’m uneasy. i can’t tell if it’s because this will be yet another big year for me or if i’m uneasy because i realize that my life has changed completely and i lost a lot of things that made me, me.  

more than anything right now i’m sad. i see tumblr is so broken it’s a lost cause. i can’t even search old games i use to play. on top of that i can’t seem to get into any games anymore, period.  Aion is dead.  BnS is dead.  Bless is...broken.  are there more out there? surely.  but we can all admit it isn’t the same world it use to be. i miss being able to meet new people every day and while i’m happy my life outside of the internet has taken off, part of me is missing and i don’t know how to get it back.  it’s like a sort of desperate feeling when you long to spend a few free hours on the pc but then when you sit down...there’s nothing there for you.  you don’t talk to the people you use to, you don’t play the things you use to, they aren’t there anymore.  i do still love my OC’s and will continue to draw them but they feel..homeless? does that make sense?

i guess, i’m just trying to say i appreciate what this was for me for the last decade of my life and want to thank the people who stuck around with me for it.  

H A P P Y     H A L L O W E E N

Nym: “Is this a good idea?”

Qol: “*karate chops the air* A B S O L U T E L Y.”

then they died.

Well, I’m returning as well :P so I’m probably not the best person to ask.  I do see there are a lot of forum posts about the differences between Dan and Kat.  I see people saying Danaria is slightly larger but I’m not quite sure! 

so i got to day 2 of inktober, which is one day more than last year HAHAHAHAHHA

i’m attempting inktober though i know i will always be a few days behind - and that’s ok.