Im at loss of words over what happened recently. Being a xingmi, my strongest instinct was to protect yixing. I am so heartbroken by the fact that he deleted all of his instagram photos. The meaning behind that action bothered me the most. It just meant that he couldnt stand it anymore. He was definitely hurt by the words of those ~fans~ who were telling him to leave exo. I dont know what else they want him to do? We all know the fact that he gets shit that he doesnt deserve over things that he didnt do. He stays, people doubt him to the point he had to convince everyone through every chance that he has. In interviews, in that fucking press con. I was fuming when the reporter asked him that damned question. The way his expression changed, really made me feel like I was about to lose my calm. PEOPLE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT EXO IS VERY PRECIOUS TO YIXING. However, yixing would still receive the same shit if he leaves. People will still call him a traitor, betrayer or whatever shit their brain could muster. Like, lets be real. What shit have yixing ever done to all those people who decided to shit on him with no particular logical reason. Yixing is kind, but he has a heart. Hes a normal human being. He has feelings. Though he never retaliates to things like this, we all know how hurt he already is by what he did earlier today. It is not okay to do these things.. It is just so unfair, that Yixing got into this kind of mess not just once, but three times. He did not do anything wrong. He is just a man with dreams. With priorities. And he works hard for it. Lets be real, luck is another thing and hard work is a different thing. You can wait for luck that will probably never come until the day you die, but if you work hard for what you want.. Believe me you'll see the results that you craved for. Yixing is the kind of person that even when he is mistreated he'd still look for the good in the person who mistreated him. That is just who he is. I honestly think the people who badmouthed him dont know him well enough. They thought they did, but maybe they are wrong. Yixing does not deserve all this. Some said, he got the studio only because wyf and left. I am baffled at people who confidently said those things. Much more disappointing when it was said by his own fans too. But who I am to judge. People are entitled to their opinion and this is mine: although it might be true that those are partly the reasons to it but do not forget that yixing had proposed it to the company ever since before wyf and lh left. The company trusted yixing enough to allow him to do this. Why? Because he works hard for it. He has a goal. He wants to show that chinese people are trustworthy, he wants to be recognised in his own birth country and what else? He wants to be able to see more of his family and fans. One of his traits, above all his family and fans are always his priority. If you want something, work for it. That is what yixing is doing now. He doesnt want the fame or money. I cant believe how people said he stayed in exo for the fame and the money. Lbr yixing can make more money even if he is not in exo. I have also seen some shits going around how he stole the idea from hzt. Laughable, really. If he had consulted every single member about it what does that mean? We all have brains. So think. Also, I understand where hzt's dad is coming from. Hes just a parent, wanting the best for his child. However, I lost it when he brought up about the studio in the letter. It was indirectly or should I say, directly shading yixing. I would like to elaborate more of what I thought about that but lets just leave it at that. Above all, yixing is much more important to me. I love him, a lot. He deserves only the best. This is a rant so most of it might sound stupid because currently words are jumbled inside my head. Also, I am always bad with words. But one thing, till the end I will always do my best to protect yixing. He deserves only the best.
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