Hello everyone! This is just a little bit of an introductory post!
My name is Calvin, I’m 15, and I plan to share and document my journey as I start Testosterone! I hope to provide the internet with the information I wished I could’ve had going into this!
I plan on posting regular pictures of my body to document how fat redistributes. Weight gain & weight loss. I do not have a personal scale but will try my best to provide details like weight, measurements, and all of those intimate little things nobody else seems to post about.
For additional context, I’m 5’4 (about 137cm) and 107lbs (48.5kg). My starting measurements are slightly bottom heavy (chest-waist-hips-thighs, 30-26-36-20/inch, 76-66-91-51/approx cm) and I measure a D cup. I also have size 4 feet (women’s 6, USA sizing).
I will be taking Testosterone Cypionate with a weekly dose of 50mg. In a 10mL bottle of 200mg that works out to 0.25mL. I will be injecting subcutaneously in my thigh using 30g syringes for injections.
My biggest insecurities are my hips, thighs and breasts. I know that my hips will likely not become much smaller due to being primarily bone. I have hope that my thighs will become less “shapely” and straighten out after a year. I am not sure if there is hope that my breasts will get smaller because I do not know if they’re made up of primarily tissue or primarily fat.
If you are also concerned about whether or not T (or exercise, general weight loss) will reduce the size of your breasts, you can measure the density of your breasts through a mammogram. I plan on having a mammogram whenever I can to check this for myself. You can naturally lose fat but you can’t lose tissue without surgery.
If you, like me, are very young and kind of short, I would recommend to get a wrist X-ray to see if your growth-plates are open or closed. I also plan on having this checked as soon as I can, as I would definitely enjoy growing a couple inches, but I’m not sure if it’s still possible.
The things I’m looking forward to most is body hair growth, fat redistribution and a deeper voice. I naturally have very sparse body hair and look shaven to most people. I would really enjoy a thicker waist and a more square build. I think the deeper voice is self explanatory.
I’m also looking forward to possible bottom growth, but I believe it may not happen to me. Since this is a personal, intimate blog, I will be very transparent. I am decently certain that I was born Intersex (with a pseudophallus) and that it was cut off, leaving me without a real clitoris. If this theory is correct (or, if it’s wrong, and I’m just very small down there, and not very lucky) then I will not experience much, if any, bottom growth.
I intend to write about bottom growth if it happens aswell as possible vaginal atrophy, increased or decreased libido, and how sensitive I am in that way. I know this is sort of gross and nobody wants to talk about it, but I think this is really important to speak about so that, in a couple years, a kid or teenager in my position will have my blog to look at for timestamps and effects.
Sorry for such a long and ramble-y post! I just want to provide as much context as possible. I really look forward to sharing my journey and hope any readers here will come along with me!
Images of my current body will be posted in 2-ish weeks when I start T. The measurements listed here will still be accurate then. I intend to tag things accordingly aswell so they’re easy to find! The first tags on this post will be what I intend to use on this blog.
TAG KEYWORDS;
#body update
#what I eat
#measurements
#bottom growth
#injections
⬆️ self explanatory for how to search on my account to see specific things!
