Aurora

Call me and tell me you miss me. Call me and tell me I’m on your mind as much as you are on mine.

If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.

I miss you. I miss the way you used to call be beautiful everyday. And yes I know I told you everyday that you were blind for thinking that, but I miss you so much. The you I fell in love with, who would call me every night just to hear me breathe. But things changed. It hasn’t even been a month and you already have another girl. She’s everything I am not. And it makes me wonder why did we even were a couple when you didn’t brag about me the way you brag about her.. Is it me? am I that broken? Or was I just blindly in love with you? Because you still give me panic attacks and I call it fucking love.

I’m not just falling in love with you. I’m falling into you. You’re an ocean, and I’m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it’s scary in a way, but it’s also the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.

I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me everything is going to be ok. I want to feel how much you love me. I want the last thing I hear is you light breathing and the last thing on my mind is your heartbeat. No you know what I need you told hold me in your arms, tell me everything is ok. I need to feel how much you love me, for the last thing I hear is you breathing and the last thing on my mind is your heartbeat. I need you more then I realized and more then you know.

I am in love with you. I think about you everyday. You are so incredible and have such beautiful soul. I miss you so much. I carry around this sadness inside of me because my soul aches and I am in so much pain because your gone. Moving on is so hard because I love you so much. My god you are beautiful. I would drop everything in life for you. You were it for me, I will never stop loving you. I don’t regret anything that happened or what I went threw, I would live it all over again just to see that beautiful smile of yours. Loving you is the best thing that had ever happen to me, you changed my heart for the better. I am saying good bye, I am sorry for how messed up things got, I am sorry if I hurt you, I am sorry for being bat shit crazy. I love you so much, I am so heartbroken. I wish nothing but happiness in your life, take care.