tatum

i get so emotional over pepper & salty’s relationship whenever i watch ahs 💔

been self harm free for 3 months now

i have many different names different personalities acting simultaneously all together

theres nothing mysterious about me disappearing for months i just like to do that shit

I don’t even know what nor how to do to get better, to have a better life. I just don’t know. I don’t know anything

i hope i die soon i have no purpose in life

i don’t know what to do to get better, i don’t wanna get out of my comfort zone, i’ve never asked to be there the fact i have to take responsibility for my own existence is tiring

i can’t stop thinking about ending my own life on new year. I should have done it last year everything is getting worse and i’m forced to admit that i will never be happy

kurt cobain’s words help me so much and i wish i could talk to him just once to say how thankful i am

i don’t even want a gravestone, just throw me away like i’ve never existed please

gained a lot (to me) of followers and i wanted to say thank you, i didn’t know my posts would attract that much attention. thank you for existing :-)