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I miss going to bed with absolutly nothing on my mind.

This is a tough pill to swallow and fuck is it true

& i won’t be found in others.

& you cannot ever replace me.

I wanted peace. But you happened. And now I wanted the chaos that you came along with.

Sometimes you have to make the tough decision to walk away from someone who can't see your worth. It's okay to choose yourself and surround yourself with people who lift you up. Remember, it's not selfish to prioritize your own happiness.

Grabe yung urge na replayan 'tong mokong na ito. Hindi magrereply nang ilang linggo tapos magpaparamdam ngayon. Ano ako, okay lang ako. Kumain ka na ba? Chariz.

I am heavy on privacy, what you see is what I allow.

Ayoko itong nararamdaman ko. Eww, feelings!

tuesdays are harder for some reason

Sometimes I'm okay, sometimes I feel like I've grown so much, and then suddenly it's like that 14 year old version is all that exists and I'm drowning in the emotions

scrolling through your old pictures and seeing the unhealed version of yourself just hits different because you realize how far you’ve come.

mommy issues are infinitely more interesting than daddy issues cause daddy issues are always just obvious he’s a supervillain while mother daughter relationships are extremely complicated and nuanced and oftentimes you’ve gotta bring grandma in too for the full picture

In the mood to delete everything and go missing .

There will be those days where you wanted to be held because of a very tiring day. It sucks to be clingy for you are always in a constant need for warm hugs. Stroke my back and kiss my forehead. Tell me everything will be alright.

btw the secret to not killing yourself is to find something small to look forward to. like maybe seeing a friend at the end of the week, or getting an overpriced coffee, or going to the cinema. you wait for that. & then it happens. & then you do it all over again

Huwag nyo muna akong kausapin kung hindi pa kayo na ka move-on sa ex niyo, wala pa akong napapatayo na court ginawa niyo na akong rebound.