dog headed ape

@pussy-spit

This is a journal/art blog about my journey living with psychopathy. Art isn't mine unless specifically stated. If you recognize the creator of a piece, please don't hesitate to leave it in a comment and I'll update it accordingly. If you are the artist and do not want your art posted on this blog, let me know.

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mercurial and mysterious metal hand, Russia, 1960s

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Ettore Tito, Luna Crescente, 1895

nobrashfestivity

Katsushika Hokusai 葛飾北斎, Two bats flying, c. 1830-50

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To be clear, it is frustrating. It's like something is fighting for survival. And I can't explain or understand it.

There is a mask inside of me that smiles at things I shouldn't.

I don't feel guilty, it's just not objectively funny. But I laugh.

It's not funny. Still, I laugh. Ruminate for hours. Days. Why am I still smiling? Why is it still funny?

Leave it alone, I tell myself. I have to really exercise my mind. Use my discernment. Intelligence. Nothing about it makes me laugh afterwards.

I wonder if it's a mirror. A hurdle. Something for me to look at and decide what I want to do with. I feel mature.

Then I hear something. A log bounced off a tree and struck your cousin in the face. It sounded like a gunshot. He's bleeding everywhere.

And I laugh. But not at the situation, because that's not funny. The emotion. The expression. It's really not funny, but here I am. Laughing.

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thewindowofthesummerhouse

Esteban Maroto

Impatience or inaction.

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Anorgasmia. Ritual suicide. Spiritual imprisonment. Let your humanity slough off like shed skin. Do not rush.

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André de Dienes

Do not spare your enemies.

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Aggressively wanting to "wake" someone up is rooted in trauma, and feelings of abandonment.

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dailyrothko

Mark Rothko Sketches from his Royal Vernon Line Composition Book 1946/1947 Ink on wove paper Royal: Royal / Writing (watermark) 10 1/4 x 7 1/2 in. (26.0 x 19.1 cm) Collections of Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko. © Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko

clawmarks

Johnny Appleseed, and other poems - Vachel Lindsay - 1928 - via Internet Archive

charnel-grounds

“Chapel of Skulls”

anonymous, 19th century

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Wilhelm Kotarbinski

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Nobuyoshi Araki

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