cosmic soul

she scares you because you don't want to feel anything and she makes you feel everything.

Change your mindset. Educate yourself. Stay positive. Cut shitty people off. Eat healthy. Focus on your goals. Spend some time alone. Read books. Drink more water. Take care of your skin.

googling how to kill the part of myself that feels everything deeply without killing myself

only talk to me if you mean what you say

someone who loves you just told a sweet story about you. someone else just saw your favorite food in the store and almost bought it even though you’re far away. someone walked past your house and thought the garden looked nice. you are never as alone as you feel

fantasizing about you fantasizing about me

I want to disappear and hope no one would find me.