(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

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(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

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I'm seriously not okay.
I keep thinking of the stomach noises at the beginning of Vore. Like... where did he get those? Sure, i guess he could've found a sample somewhere, but all I can picture is him recording his own stomach and being like "this is gonna sound so sick on the track I just know it."
did perfectionism ever truly protect you from harm or neglect as a child though. ultimately. Lol
[REALLY NORMAL AND WELL-ADJUSTED VOICE] well you never know maybe it COULD have saved me. if i ever actually achieved perfection. it could have happened then. if i was actually ever enough. Which i was not
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Simon’s not used to the supervised sleep yet
My FYP in a nutshell:
Feel out of place and disconnected with reality? ✨️OMG babe✨️ you're a fairyyyy 🧚♂️
But no for real you're unfortunately a textbook case of childhood emotional neglect. Your parents didn't love you enough to socialize you so now you're fucked up forever and may never experience true emotional intimacy. Wanna do online therapy courses for like $300 a month?
Feelings
(CW: anatomical, gore/body horror adjacent? Possible tripophobia warning)
I am kinda stuck artistically, and not sure what I wanna do about that.
Never mentioned my tiktok on here, but I haven't even been super active on there as a viewer lately. I have ideas for new ocs and old ones I wanted to develop on there, but I just dont have it in me. Not to mention that I never got to a point where people would see much of my stuff on there anyways.
I'm kinda considering drawing/taking about my OC's and maybe sharing cosplays over here, buuuuuuuuuuut I just don't have any confidence in the idea yet :/

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I've been tired lately and kinda lost a little bit of steam with my art 😞
Something is better than nothing, though. So heres two kinda partial sketches, just to be like "oh, hey. I didn't do nothing." The first one is Lupin flowers, and the second is Lenny. Not sure I like how I drew his fluff but i might fix it later.
I'm just tired
"How was touring/working with Sleep Token?"
Basically, everyone: "Really great, such a blast. Really nice dudes... also, I'm in love with Vessel and want his hand in marriage!"
RCA: "Scary..."
As requested: One More Day.
I hope it helps as much today as it did when I first uploaded it 💜
Reblogging to remember. This video gave me one more day when I didn't think I had one. Thank you, Glitch.
is this anything?
A combination of adorable and hilarious, yes.

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"Don't deal with depression alone"
Well unfortunately my forever people turned out to be "until our lives get busy and inconvenient" people, and now we're all haunted in different ways and are essentially strangers. I kinda have new people, but we aren't to the point yet where I can be like "will you stay up and chat with me bc my thoughts are scary?"
Now I'm wondering if forever people are even real or if we're all alone on this damn rock, drifting around in a random direction and just occasionally bumping into people who are going the same way for a bit. Like what if there is no true home to be found in other people, and all we get to keep is the grief we pick up along the way?
Hear me out. Vessel isn't a bard, he's a warlock and Sleep is his patron