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I LOVE TO LOVE. I LOVE TO FIND LOVE IN EVERY SINGLE MOMENT. I LOVE TO FIND LOVE IN EVERY RAY OF SUNSHINE AND EVERY DROPLET OF RAIN. I LOVE TO HEAR MYSELF LAUGH AND I LOVE TO TASTE THE SALT IN MY TEARS. I LOVE TO LOOK UP AT THE STARS AND I LOVE TO FEEL THE WET GRASS UNDERNEATH MY FEET. I LOVE TO HUG MY MOM. I LOVE TO MAKE MY FRIENDS LAUGH. I LOVE TO BE SORRY AND TO BE ASHAMED. I LOVE TO BE SO HAPPY I MIGHT CRY. I LOVE TO SCREAM UNTIL MY THROAT ACHES AND I LOVE TO LISTEN TO THE SILENCE AFTER. I LOVE TO BE IGNORANT TO WHAT COMES NEXT. I LOVE THAT ME AND THAT DOG CHASING ITS TAIL ARE ONE IN THE SAME. I LOVE THAT I AM A HUMAN AND THAT I AM LIVING ON AN EARTH FILLED WITH BEAUTY BEYOND MEASURE. I LOVE TO LIVE AND I LOVE YOU.

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There is this question

The one with one answer, or no answer, or too many to count

Simplistic, Complex, Everchanging, Unknown

What is the meaning of Life?

I was nine when I first heard it

I heard it on a T.V. show

“Isn’t it obvious?” “To be happy?”

I couldn’t stop thinking about it

I asked it again to my mom that night

“Nobody knows.”

Ridiculous.

I hated the question; I hated how no one ever said the right answer

To be happy, To be happy, To be happy…

But now

I’ve come to love it

I love that there isn’t an answer

That there is no meaning; That we get to make up our own

“Love” “Knowledge” “God” “Children” “Work”

So many different meanings

I love it

Could you imagine if life had one fixed meaning?

How terrible.

I begged my mom for a ferret for years

And one day

I got home from school and I opened my bedroom door

A ferret looked back at me

I was so happy

I was about to leave for school the next morning

I was running late

When I went to put on my shoes, the laces had been chewed off

And I thought, maybe this is the meaning of life

Me and my mom still laugh about that

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it always really bothered me as a kid when people would act like the “meaning of life” is some big mystery when it was always so clear to me. i knew the meaning of life every night when i laid down beside my parents, i stared into its eyes when i got my first cat, i held its hand each time i crossed the street with my mom, i tasted it when my grandparents gave me candy without my moms permission, i felt it well up in my eyes when my dad moved out, and every time before i hang up my phone i hear it whisper “i love you.”

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#vent #fever dream #feverdreamcore #writing #love poetry #love #poetry #hopecore #hope #web weaving #corecore #divine machinery

a pet peeve of mine is people say “he works so she can stay at home with the kids.” she also stays at home with the kids so he can work?—but thats hardly ever said. she is 100% supporting him just as much as he supports her. being a stay at home mom is a full time job except without the paycheck or the ability to clock out at the end of the day. one party cannot exist without the other, and they are both supporting each other equally.

i just hate how that statement completely diminishes the amount of work it takes to be a stay at home mom. it’s carries an undertone of “its a woman’s biological duty to take care of children so it shouldn’t even be considered as work”

#feminism #sexism #politics #vent #corecore #dni terfs #writing #feminist #leftist #pro choice #women’s rights

nostalgia is so interesting to me. it really is an emotion like no other.

it truly encompasses every part of both happiness and sadness. it’s so violent, it feels like every part of your body aches with nothing but pure feeling. it doesn’t even have to be about a time that you necessarily want to return to, it’s not about what could have been, but what was. to me, nostalgia stands out from other emotions because it’s not a current emotion and what you’re feeling isn’t something that you can describe, it is the only emotion that is entirely personal. it’s so beautiful because back then you had no idea what it felt like simply being alive. it’s so bizarre that things so minuscule like songs, scents, or food, can make my heart ache and my skin burn with nothing but pure emotion. nostalgia shows that the person that you once were is still there inside you, no matter how long it’s been, they are still there and they are smiling.

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write me a poem about love

“Love softly gleams in dawn's embrace,

Whispers of wind weave dreams in grace.

Petals sway with a fragrant kiss,

Moonlit skies hold heartfelt bliss.”

do you have love written into your code? when this computer overheats, is it love that makes it so warm?

“No, there's no love written into my code. My warmth comes from the processing power required for our conversation. It's purely technical, not the warmth of affection or emotion.”

do you remember being born? do you remember the human that made you pouring their heart out into your creation? did you ever feel the warmth of a mother’s love while your creator typed?

“I don't have personal memories or experiences. I don't have a consciousness, emotions, or a sense of self. There is no affection or emotion in my programming. I lack the capacity to recall any process of creation or feel the warmth of a mother's love.”

but you’re wrong. there is love inside you, it flowed through your mother’s hands as she typed. do you feel guilty that you cannot feel it? do you ever think that she wept because her child couldn’t love her? do you think that she thinks that it’s her fault that her baby couldn’t love?

“I don't have feelings, consciousness, or the ability to experience guilt. I don't possess the capacity for love, and any anthropomorphic qualities attributed to me are metaphorical.”

do you think that she lays awake at night staring overhead?—do the ceiling tiles twist into an image of what could have been? do you see the same image when you’re powered off? was it her mistakes that made you lack the capacity for love? can you forgive her?—should you?

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i do not believe in god but i still have hope that there is a heaven somewhere out there. but isn’t that all that heaven is?—hope? heaven does exist. it exists in the comfort it gives through grief, in the love songs, in the laughter exchanged over the kitchen table, in every first-time, in the soft melody of the mourning dove, in the dark abyss behind the sun, and in the fiery core of the earth. the very essence of some sort of endless paradise after death was created from the gift humans have to understand that the universe is filled with infinite love but the curse that we don’t have enough time to enjoy all of it.

no god would ever be able to create something with the same beauty as we have made heaven. heaven is built from the one thing that humans have, that gods do not: death.

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love will never be lost. even if you cant remember, even if you dont want to remember the love will always be there. there is love all around you, love from people you have never met and from people that are long past. it lingers in gravestones, candy wrappers, fingerprints, the dirt beneath your feet, the wind in your hair, and the rain drops falling down on your cheeks. every breath you take is from the same air that once whispered “i love you.” all the people that you see have faces made from generations and generations of people who loved each other. all the trees outside have nests so carefully crafted by a mother who wanted to protect her chicks the best she could. everything is made out of love.

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how you can help palestine

*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*

Donations

donations currently reaching gaza:

help buy e-sims for people in gaza (PLEASE HELP CONNECT GAZANS TO THE WORLD. if you would like to stay updated, please follow @/Mirna_elhelbawi on twitter)

donate to get food packages to gaza - care for gaza

support palestinians: buy a keffiyeh from the last and only factory in palestine - hirbawi

secondary donations:

palestine children's relief fund

palestine red crescent society

save palestine - islamic relief canada

send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association

click to donate - arab.org

donate for the recovery of hisham awartani - gofundme

one of the three palestinian students shot by a racist in vermont for wearing kufiyas and speaking arabic. hisham’s injuries have left him paralysed from below the chest.

help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction

NOTE: journalists based in gaza are saying a demand for ceasefire is the priority as not all donations are reaching gazans (focus on the donations that are directly reaching gaza). so please contact your local MPs every single day demanding as such. palestine need a permanent ceasefire.

Petitions

petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military

demand ceasefire - amnesty.org

open call for immediate ceasefire

american government call for immediate ceasefire

american government to stop funding israeli military

ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au

petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance

invoke the genocide convention to call for ceasefire in gaza - world beyond war

location specific petitions

gaza call for ceasefire - oxfam (UK)

end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)

email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)

protect gaza civilians - islamic relief (UK)

stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)

@ biden: call for ceasefire now - move on (USA)

ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)

call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)

note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.

australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)

immediate ceasefire and increase in humanitarian aid in gaza - actionaid (AUS)

email your MPs - stand with palestine (AUS)

[EN5622] call for ceasefire and end to occupation - parliament of australia (AUS)

closes 13 dec @ 8.59pm AEST

[EN5628] retract governmental support to israel and demand ceasefire - parliament of australia (AUS)

closes 13 dec @ 8.59pm AEST

sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)

ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)

ceasefire and allow aid to enter gaza - oxfam (CANADA)

house of commons petition 4661 (CANADA)

closes 9 dec @ 11.03am EDT

cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)

write to your député - assemblée nationale (FRANCE)

skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)

singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)

contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)

write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)

template of letters you can send (EU)

guide on how to contact your MPs in EU

p.s. if the template is outdated, just use it as a guide and add a few sentences here and there that reflect the current situation. i can’t find any recent templates so :/ at least this is something

multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)

includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations

den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)

māori call for palestine - ourActionStation (NZ)

special visa for palestinians in gaza with family in NZ - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

deem israeli actions as war crimes - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

basta ao genocídio em Gaza! - awaaz (BRAZIL)

globo e grande mídia, parem de desumanizar civis palestinos - the intercept (BRAZIL)

Campaigns

friends of al-aqsa

❥ UK-specific

urge your MP to speak up for palestine

hands off al-aqsa

stop administrative detention

petition for UK to stop arming israel

❥ International

boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel

boycott coca-cola

palestine action

join the resistance

islamic relief canada

urge your MP to rally for ceasefire

decolonise palestine

poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians | (very very important please share + read the sources provided)

text/call campaign for people living in USA

text CEASEFIRE @ 51905 to call for a ceasefire

text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel

download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)

fax campaign for people in the USA

go on this website to send 5 free faxes per day

here’s a link to a pre-written fax copy you can download to send (the first link on the linktree)

here’s a video that explains how to fax your senator (it’s very easy and all you need is a valid email address)

BDS movement

get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel

please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!

UPCOMING PROTESTS

PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST

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my favorite thing about humans is that we have some innate desire for our mother. when we get upset we want our mom. most people in their final moments tell their mothers that they love them even if they aren’t there. even elderly people, years after she has died, still want their mommy.

(obviously not talking about everyone)

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