★ PUNK BARBIE ★

“There are some things I say to you with a very heavy heart. But they must be said out loud. They must be because I must maintain that line that dwindles ever so often between wishful thinking and a polar opposite reality.”

Many years now

“She was lightening, and I was thunder; the timing was always slightly off.”

“You cannot come into my life, set my soul on fire and leave me to burn. I deserve better”

I hate that you think you know me, because you spent two years of your life having sex with me. I became myself once I left you, whoever you thought I was; I promise you have it all wrong.

“they say that thirty meters down in the ocean, a diver loses his senses, forgets which way is up, and swims deeper and deeper and deeper down. they say it’s like being drunk (or stupid) (or maybe some of each) to get dizzy in a dark place and stay, to forget the thing that’s trying to kill you and follow it. and i am always thirty meters under. it is always dark and i am always forgetting to breathe, always forgetting that you are the thing to escape from. this is the midnight zone they warned you about, i am too deep in to go back up.”