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it made me uncomfortable and i felt like dying, 2025

why has god forsaken me with this flesh and tongue why does he not strike me when my prayers ask of it how could i be made in his image when i am nothing but a disgusting sinner in my final prayer i ask that those i've touched do not find me that in some miracle i finally see the answers i seek what is so wrong with me with this gun in hand i pray god takes me peacefully i pray that the earth turns the same as it always does the sun rises and sets the moon is as beautiful as ever i love her but i cannot stay for her i pray that god sends her my apologies i pray that she understands i am a flawed lover she brings me to my knees i am only a sick dog in her eyes i am tired please deliver me to hell safely amen

words can't describe how much i hate you when you eyes stare me down, i do not feel fear rather, anger visceral rage you feel nothing, because you don't know what i am man-made horror beyond comprehension and you are a sole deer waiting to learn the feeling of teeth

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also got this dodgy picture of him sitting right after he ruined a picnic look at him he’s so polite

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