I have chronic mono and that’s why I’ve been on deaths door for a month and a half I’m putting the gun to my temple right now.

im playing baldurs gate 3 w my husband, and i keep getting jealous when he talks to the women, not cause of him but cause the women are mine. shadowheart specifically.

I start eating disorder treatment officially in two weeks and I want to scream and run away.

I can’t do anything I like to anymore my world gets smaller and smaller and smaller. my world is a full size bed and a cell phone.

20 out of 30 days this month have been migraine days. I think I should literally just blow up and die.

i like writing really awful and terrible things and then not showing anyone

Migraines are so evil because if you don't intervene enough, they build pathways in the brain that lead to more frequent and painful migraines.

yes i still do magic and go to mass. cathliocs r literally doing magic like taking the little baby away from st anthony when you lose something and youre like ok st anthony you get this baby back when i get my car keys back.... that is magic.

i did a cord cutting ritual to banish my ex from my life last night and it literally make the plate exploded

my husband making sure to stack my books on Christian mysticism, cs Lewis essay on chronic pain and Catholic glossary just so on my bedside so I can reach them at any time.