I Mean, I Guess

Hello!  

I know it’s been a super long time since anyone has heard from me.  In truth, for the past several months, my life has been undergoing changes (as I assume many others have), and currently adapting and adjusting.  But that New Years reading I sorta did?  Definitely playing out as it is so far, I think~

I’m not sure if anyone who’s following me is still active, but for those who are and are still interested, here’s some Psychic-Related Updates with myself--

I’m learning how to do Professional Readings!  Working my way to the “Professional” Level-- I’m not sure if I can call myself a “professional” yet.  I’ve always done readings for free, but recently I’ve been getting paid for the readings I do.  My boyfriend is helping me out by helping me get set up and giving me his business-major knowledge on what I need and everything.  Social Media is something I haven’t been very good with, but I’m going to learn how!

I don’t have Readings-Information just yet, but I’m going to start working my way up to it by getting everything ready-- so if anyone’s interested, keep an eye out for when I’m open to them!  Unfortunately, my brand of “Psychic101″ was taken for most of the social media stuff, so I went with the next best thing: “SuperNormal101″  -- I like it at least!  Here’s where to Find Me:

Facebook Page

Twitter

Instagram

I’ll be posting similar things here on these accounts-- some might be reposts, but also new stuff and other developments.  Slowly building myself up!  It’s wild because I remember having several readings in the past telling me that I’m going to doing Readings Professionally and everything!  (I also been told that I’ll be helping my “Detective Husband” with my abilities, too? Still wild).  I didn’t think I ever would though--- doing this kind of stuff always scared me, to be more public with being Psychic....but now here I am, and I’m starting to see that the path is a lot more visible before me.  Starting to follow these Dominos now!

So! My Friends and I who practice the same thing I practice did a New Year Tarot reading!  I was thinking maybe when I do tarot cards, I’ll start taking pictures and sharing them?  Not only is it a good way for me to keep a record (since, like....I space out and chit when I do Readings.  I get in a “Zone” and then forget things), but also might be good learning experience for everyone!

I think I’ve been improving my Tarot Cards as well!  Lately been Listening and Feeling more than worrying what the book might say (as you guys might remember from past readings!) Even when I lay them out has changed and evolved! 

Anyways--- Here’s my New Years Reading!  ( did sometime this Early January)

January (6 Cups), February (The Lovers), March (The Chariot), April (8 Cups), May (Death), June (8 Swords), July (2 Swords), August (5 Cups), September (The Fool), October (Queen of Wands), November (7 Wands), December (8 Wands),  Year Theme ( King of Swards)

I haven’t really read much into these Cards yet (I’ve been Lazy), but I’ll write down What I got from these cards.  (Which some I already know what they’re about-- but it deals with personal life, so I won’t give details).

January - February:  I know I associate the 6 of Cups with Happy Feelings, Nostalgia, Good Memories--- and sometimes even Innocent Relationships (Whether Friendship or Romantic).  I think it associates with a Promise to be made for the start of the year.  The Lover card--- well.....I can really only associate that with Romance or Romantic Relationship.  I’m not very in tuned with “Romantic” feelings-- I tend to shy away from them, so let’s see what February brings.  I am rather shy to think more on it! (Not to mention....Romance things bore me, sorry!)

March - May:  I know what these cards are about.  The Chariot means that I’m going to start going through some Trials and Struggles (or moreso my whole family), and although I know we’ll get through it fine, you know, challenges.  8 Cups I get the feeling of walking away and leaving something behind (I can see this applied to my siblings, but I don’t know if this is specifically to me though).  And the Death Card is when the Most Change--- a Big Change in my Life (and my Family’s life) will begin. 

June-August: This is just the Aftermath of March-May, I think.  Dealing with high emotions and trying to heal from them.  Learning who to trust and to trust my own feelings.  I don’t know the specifics on this one.

September - December:  I think it’s just trying to bring me out of it--- everything coming to a Conclusion.

New Year Theme: I don’t really know what to associate with King of Sword?  I considered it always masculine energy, often a man in sorta like, Business-Kinda suit in a high paying position.  My Friend references it with logic.

This is it for now!!  I’ll try to get more detail on it when I get a chance.  If you guys have your own theories or suggestions or whatnot--- I think it’d be interesting to hear, so feel free to comment or reblog and add onto it!

Hello, everyone!

As you know, I sorta went inactive for a while--- mostly because of things going on personally  in my life.  I thought maybe I should just.....do a huge mega Update!

What Been Up:

As some of you know, I had a lot of stuff that was going on that I needed to take care of myself-- mentioned in this post.  Which I have!!  Trying at least.  Things have been getting better!

My Closest Friends who were struggling with their own Mental Health have gotten much better and have started taking care of themselves--- all of them!  Much much better, and I’m proud of all of them.  However, now that I don’t need to help take care of them anymore to the extent I had in the past, they’re all saying it’s time to Focus on me since I need to learn how to take care of myself--

And boy, do I not know how to not stress out on things. In the meanwhile, I started going to a Friend’s Church (They’re Latter Day Saints) and got Baptized and Chit--- mostly because of two Reasons:  1) I’ve been friends with her and the family for 10 Years and I knew it’d make them happy, so Why not? It doesn’t really hurt me or anything.  2) I needed to get out of the house on a regular schedule so that I can work on kicking PTSD in the butt.  Are they my believes?  Hell Nah.  I will say, they’re Interesting for a Christian Faith-- like, believing in a Mother God?  They actually believe in Psychic Abilities (but they call it under different names-- “Gifts of the Holy Spirit/Ghost.”) It’s been wild--- although, I still do not like organized religion for myself personally.  I just really wanted to make the family happy (and I know I’ll become an “inactive” once I move, but oh well), and I met some nice people there.  My friends are on the Chill and Casual end of it.  I’ll ditch a lot of times if there’s subjects I don’t agree with or I’ll argue with people on things I find wrong (straight up cried at one point).  Is this really healthy or helpful to me?  Meh, it’s just a short stop before I continue on.  It’s really weird to listen to things and think, “ :) It doesn’t work like that though,” and just keeping silent.  

Oh!!!  I told my Friend of 10 Years about being Psychic!!  I told her brother by Accident, who then encouraged me to tell her, and I did, and it was all well received!  That was how I found out they actually believed in this stuff???  Now I make Side Glances to my Friends when something is said because now I can be like, “Yeah, that’s not a real thing. :) “ and it’s so weird to actually include them in on things.   As you can see, I’m completely getting off track.

Anyways--- I’ve been silent and not responding much because I have to take care of myself.  Which I’ve done so far, I think, but still much to improve.

The Reading I Had Done: 

So last year in Late Fall, I decided to get a reading done at the Spiritual Shop that I always go to in Southern California.  My Family and I always talk to the same lady there now--- I’ll call her Psychic Lady V.   It’s been a while since I had the reading, but I think I remember enough of it.

There’s a Few things That She Told me That I just found Interesting in General: 

- I have such a Strong Connection with Nature and Animals (true) that either I’m just Spiritually in Tuned with Nature, or I could have Possibly been a Faerie/Fey in a Previous Life/World?   I forgot how she worded it specifically, but that threw me for a loop.

- My Perception of Time is weird because I’m Aware of being in the 5th Dimension and that we sorta had a Jump-Speed in our Time?  She said we’re all feeling it (meaning that feeling of, “Ugh, Life is just moving too fast!!” because our Dimension decided to drink three 5 Energy Drinks in one go)  I’m hyper aware of this so that’s why I’m constantly like, “I don’t have enough time.  Everything is Fake, and it feels like 5 hours passed instead of 5 minutes.” 

- I”m part of a Generation (I’m 22 years old, so~) that is becoming Hyper Aware and Super Sensitive of our World 

- I’m going to become a Teacher--- continue to get my Masters and Ph.D (God Damn it I really wanted to avoid school in every sense, but eh, Life be like that).  And the only Reason why I don’t like School is because I get bored easily (Called Out, I was). 

- I’m a Healer and a Teacher in a Spiritual and Physical Sense. My abilities are actually pretty hella strong-- and I’m not into that New Age stuff and I like more Traditional, Old Fashioned things because of how advanced I am??  Which I guess makes sense. 

- I’m going to Marry? A Police Officer?  And supposedly will help him out with Solving Cases and stuff??  Wild.  At least that helps ease my terrifying dream I had when I was a kid (I had a dream of my Husband calling my Daughter and me crazy and stuff--- glad to know that won’t actually happen then)

- Other things include that I am surrounded by wonderful friends.  I enjoy learning, I’m going to be fine with Money, and So on and so forth.

What really caught my attention (and was a wake up call) was my Life Line.  She said she noticed that it’s shallow and thinned compared to my “Past” Lifeline (other hand).  She said she’s afraid for my Mental Health, like, I’m just about ready to break--- that’s how bad I actually am.  She said that this is a time to heal myself and work on being careful with my Energies.

She told me that I need to not fix everyone’s life for them and let them live their charts (because I’ve developed a, “Let me help you fix it!” attitude).  She said I need to work on my Empathic abilities to, like, Tame them--- I just pick up on everything in a Snap and it’s stressing me badly.  I can still give advice, but I can’t take on anything anymore-- for right now at least. Pretty Much: I need to really take care of myself.

Like, Wake Up Call.  Thing is, I always knew it.  I started having Melt-Downs when I got overwhelmed with emotions.  (I’m ashamed to say hysterical-- not that it’s shameful to feel that way, but I’m ashamed that I knew better and still let myself get like this). 

What Am I Doing Now?:

Welp!  Self care!  Pretty much I’m learning how to let things go, stop trying to take on other people’s problems, and just allow myself to calm down and relax.  I’m trying to learn on how to rely on other people.  

I wanna talk about my Own Stuff again like I used to on this blog.  I let it turn into something for Other people rather than Myself.  It was my Personal Space, but it’s really not anymore.  I wanna sorta try and reclaim it.

I wanna focus on me right now, I guess.  Work on my own Spiritual Growth rather than to help others with theirs.  (I’ll still give advice and help-- but I’m not going to bend over backwards to give everyone the answers they need like I used to Do ).   But this is why I’m putting readings on a Hold and why I am not rushing to respond to everyone.

I seriously need to take care of myself

Hello!  Sorry for the late response!

Sometimes Negative Spirits do come around. So I don’t think you’re crazy~!

All Evil Spirits are Negative, but not all Negative Spirits are Evil!

Often times they’re attracted to someone who might project the same energy as them because they think they can “Understand Them,” or because, if you’re Psychic, they can see your light and think that you can “Help Them.”  They’re not bad, but they’re also not good to have around.

You just often have to tell them that they need to Let Go of whatever they’re holding onto and to Move On, to Cross Over to the Other Side.  There’s not much you can Help them if you have no way to contact or do anything about it, so telling them the Other Side would be able to help them.  Just tell them You Can’t Help them.

Another thing is to focus on yourself--- make sure your Environment is Positive and You don’t have Toxic Habits or People, just work on your own energy and the surrounding energy.  This way you don’t necessarily attract them and they don’t feel like staying (or encourage them to be positive as well!)

Hello!  Sorry for the Late Response!  Thank you for your Patience!

Pretty much just Embrace it?

You don’t have to tell anyone you don’t want to.

Keep a Journal of your Experiences.  Learn about your abilities and how they work.  The idea is not to be afraid of it-- it’s natural and a part of you, and it can do a lot of good in your life as well~!  

It does help if you have someone to talk to about it (whether or not they’re Psychic themselves). If you want to test the waters out with your Dad and Older Brother, just ask questions about them, like, “I wanna know about when you told me you can talk to ghosts” or whatnot, and just be supportive for them if they do open up about it.  Just test the waters out and see what they say, think, and feel.

But that’s only if you want to.  You can just keep a Journal, or a Blog, and just work on practicing your abilities.  The idea, again, it’s nothing to be ashamed of or fear!

Oh...boy....this was a YEAR ago.....

If This Applies to Anyone: 

Just tell them: 

1) To Cross Over

2) You Can’t Help them

3) They need to Let Go

Anything else is on Your End: 

1) Use Sage or other Cleansing Practices

2) Cut Toxic Habits and People out of your Life (They’re attracted to the negative energy) 

3) Work on making yourself Happy.  (to, again, not attract Negative Spirits and have them move on) Make sure you keep a Can-Do and Positive Attitude and progress to being Good to yourself!

I know this sounds, like, Generic, but this generally work for me.

Not to Brag, but?

I love my Blog Aesthetic right now.  I normally don’t put a lot of effort into it, but I’m working on it!

I joke a lot about how I don’t carry that Generic “Psychic/Spiritual Aesthetic,” but you can probably argue that do now, LoL~!  It wasn’t my intention (other than the use of the Purple Color--- Spiritual Color), but I just....really love Outer Space.  It’s pretty!

Personally? I’ve had similar experiences, but not one like that that I can remember, LoL!!   (Then again--- I’m literally always hungry.  I like.....food) 

I would hate to experience that though, LoL! 

Hello! Sorry for the late Response!  Thank you for your patience!

Definitely just keep track of your Psychic Experiences!  This is what this Blog Is Really About--- it wasn’t meant for me to take on Anons and Do Readings for everyone, but it was supposed to be my Safe-Place to just.... Talk about my Experiences as Psychic (mostly started by Cracking Jokes about Stereotypes). 

I didn’t actually get into a “Community” in my opinion?  I just sorta ran this Blog for Me and Just me, and then the Community Found me!  I would say if you’re looking for people to talk to, be very careful!  Just because someone says they’re Psychic on the Internet doesn’t mean that They Are.  (If you read through certain posts, I think you can work on telling them apart?  I don’t think there’s a lot of people like that these days, and from what I’ve seen getting a little more legit people--- but I’m still very much for caution!)  

Just work on doing things for yourself!  Wanna have a blog?  Just share your experiences!  Comment and reblog other things relating to your experiences!  You want to grow as a Psychic?  I’ve added a little link down below-- and I’m sure others have nice methods to use, and always ask questions!  Ask many questions!  If you’re not sure Why you Experience something or how something works, ask!  Do that research!

Also-- There are multiple types of Psychics, so not everyone might experience the same thing or use the same terms!  (Ex: I’ve pretty much all things-- Seeing, Hearing, Empathic, Knowing, Etc, but I know people might Only Be Able to Hear Spirits or maybe only have Dream Visions, or maybe they just Know Things and great Astroprojectors, and so on!) 

Just: Learn, Grow, and Embrace it!

How to Improve Your Psychic Abilities

Hello! Sorry for the late response!  Thank you for your patience!

It’s not that you’re actually “Switching” emotions--- it’s that you’re extremely Empathic (And a Healer!) when things like that happen.  You’re experiencing His Emotions as if they’re your own-- you’re experiencing the emotions he felt while you’re taking them away (Calming Him).  What you feel in situations like that aren’t Your Emotions, but they’re His.

This is actually a Thing-- this is something my Little Sister actually experiences as well when working at the DayCare she works at, and she’s helping kids with sickness and/or emotional troubles!

Hello! Sorry for the late response!  Thank you for your patience!

I’ll be honest--- I’ve never had such an experience personally, but I only know from watching my Little Sister and Big Brother.

One of the Key Factors to Unblocking is: Don’t Be Afraid.

Which is hard-- but you can train yourself to embrace it more.  You have to teach yourself this on an emotional and mental level as well as a physical.  What happens is when you get really close to UnBlocking your Abilities, when you get anxious or scared of what you might See, Hear, Know, or Feel and so on--- you actually, what I describe, “Flinch,” as if bracing yourself, and you accidentally block it as a knee-jerk reaction.

Some of the ways is learning what your abilities are and how they work!  My Little Sister is currently keeping a Journal of all the experiences she’s had in her life as well as the ones she’s having now and how it makes her feel and what she thinks, and what works and doesn’t work!  A lot of it is really just understanding yourself, how your Psychic Abilities are a part of you, and what role they play in your life.

For my Little Sister, she didn’t intentionally UnBlock them--- it was like she was forced to UnBlock them.  She needed to help kids, and what best way to do that than to use her Psychic Abilities again?  She didn’t even realized she UnBlocked them until things started happening once more.  

Maybe these Tips here Can Help you as Well in terms of Practicing?  

How to Improve Your Psychic Abilities

Because Practicing is really important as well!  Psychic Abilities is like any Other-- if you don’t Use it, you’ll get Rusty and need to practice on honing them in!

Hello!  Sorry for the late response!  Thank you for the patience!

Honestly?  It would depend on *how* you feel things!

“Superfeeler” - If I’m understanding this correctly, it’s like a level of sensitivity to emotions, right?  You feel emotions more strongly, and/or you feel for others just as strongly and more passionate and/or understanding of the human emotions.  Feelings hit on a deeper level for you than for most people perhaps.  Yes yes?

Empathic - This is a term for a type of Psychic Ability.  It’s that you’re “Picking Up” emotions from other people.  It’s not that you’re feeling things your own, but you just *know* what other people around you (or maybe across long distance if you’re strongly connected to them) are feeling despite not being told or aware of it.  It’s harder to explain (as most Emotion-Related things are), it’s not these feelings are your Own--- they belong to someone else, and you’re just hyper aware of this.  Sometimes though that picking up on another person’s feeling will cause you to feel it as well (which is most often the case).  If someone is feeling irritable or sad or anxious and so on, then I’ll act in the same--- even if I have no reason of my own to feel such a way.  It’s just that I’m picking up on other people’s feelings as if they’re my own, but in reality they’re not. 

I hope I made sense so far!  Describing Empathy at 1:20 in the morning is really hard, LoL~!

Now, often times though “Super-Feelers” have a chance to be a little bit Empathic as well.  I know I am.  I’m an extremely sensitive person because of how I feel everyone’s emotions, so my own emotions plus having to *completely experience* another’s is really, well, emotional!  As an Empath, too, you also have the understanding and deep connection of understanding human emotions, and to make it worse: Empathics tend to be a little “hyper-sensitive,” meaning that we tend to feel as though the emotions are hitting us 2x as much as the person experiencing it.  (This isn’t that it’s “worse” for us--- it’s just that we know how to handle our own emotions, but handling another person’s a little harder to manage when you’re not used to it.  The person who is personally experiencing things will always be more valid, I say).  

To Summarize: Empathics tend to be “Super-Feelers” or Sensitive, but not all “Super-Feelers” are Empathics!

Hello! 

I’d like to help-- but I’d like to know more as to what you mean by curse and why do you think that?  (What’s been up that lead to this~?)

If you don’t mind me asking, of course! 

Hello!

I know a lot of people have been asking about this---

And I don't have a definite time, I'm sorry.  The most I have to say is: “When I’m healthy enough to do them.” 

Currently, I have to take care of my health right now--- supposedly I’ve not been doing a good job at self-care, and it’s pushed me to where that I need to start being careful of stress loads.  I know I have a lot of messages and whatnot not asking for them, and I’ve been in middle of conversations where I disappear for a while.  I do try my best though.

This blog wasn’t created so I could do readings.  It was never my intention at all--- nor did I start putting out a post originally saying, “Hey, who wants readings?”  People just asked if I could do them and I thought, “Why not?”  I do them free, spending my own physical and mental energy to give readings for those who needed them at the times---- but I hope everyone can understand why I might have to back out sometimes, or take forever to respond, or put things on hold.  Again, this blog wasn’t designed to host readings--- it’s meant to just focus on my experiences as someone who is Psychic, but I’d do readings if it means it’ll help other people.....but right now, I have to take care of my own health because I’ve been told I need to be really careful right now.  I’ve been getting messages of impatience--- and I understand since, you know....most readings are done within a certain time frame.  I hope this post can shed a little light on what’s been up and help provide better understanding.  To get a proper reading, I need to be able to connect with energies without it being too much on me.  Right now, it’s a little too much on me to do so for so many people-- and doing it through the internet doesn’t help too much.  It’s harder for me.

If and When I decide to do readings again, I will make a post and update it--- but until then.  Readings are Closed For Now until I’m 100% healthy again.