Little Lazy Lola

1. Look at old pics of when I was skinny

2. Hit vape

- a whole cantaloupe

- one shrimp

- a bowl of roasted vegetables with homemade tahini and pesto sauce

- half an avocado with blue corn chips

- a banana strawberry smoothie bowl with chamomile flowers, lemon balm~ topped with cashew yogurt, peanut butter, and cacao nibs

Time is 5:11pm <3 not planning 2 eat again 2day

This herb is known for reducing late night sugar cravings. It’s basically birth control for your midnight binge :-30 no food babies up in here!

Body checks 01/30/21 w/some strategic posing

My new best way to avoid a binge is keeping tons of fruit in the house. Something about eating a straight up ingredient fills me up so easily. Not to mention if you binge on sweets (like me) it will cut down sugar cravings without causing cellulite.

Hashtag hot mess 4 life

(Even tho in some ways I’m getting my shit 2 gether)

College apps and self reflection are bomb

Purging 3 times in an hour at midnight to true crime documentaries not bomb

Picking at my skin and creating acne from thin air??? Part of the deal baby

Getting up early to drive your sister to school and then going to a new job to create content for a start up app. Boss ass bitch.

I will now be going w/ red spots all over my face like a 7th grader.

I said it, now I have to stick with it.

My throat could not take another purge

Been relapsing so hard w/ my bulimia bullshit I think it’s the stress of college apps and family jazz (the perfect cocktail for a binge?)

I feel loved in my body

I can’t help but smile & my smile is contagious

I am there for others

I am there for myself

I nourish my body with healthy foods

I am repulsed by processed food

My hair is thick and glossy

My skin is smooth and glowing

I want to be touched

I deserve to be loved

My butt is round and my legs are long

My face is happy, stunning, and symmetrical

I want to be touched and I deserve to be loved

Food does not control me