Music can bring a lot of different emotions to a person, so why not explore the ones that can hurt?ย AKA The one where I write 10 songfics and the common theme is angst
Playlist
(songs linked until I upload the corresponding one-shot)
1.ย Loved You Firstย -ย Kunimi/Reader/Kindaichi
โHad my chances. Couldโve been where he is standing. Thatโs what hurts the most.โ AKA The one where Kindaichi has been in love with you since your second year at Kitagawa Daiichi.
2. Happier - Kageyama/Reader/Hinata
โI wanna raise your spirits. I want to see you smile but. Know that means Iโll have to leave.โ AKA The one where Hinata realized you would be happier with Kageyama.
3. Lies - Tsukishima/Reader
โI donโt wanna admit that weโre not gonna fit. No, Iโm not the type that you like. Why donโt we just pretend?โ AKA The one where Tsukishima doesnโt love you the way a boyfriend should, but you are good pretending.
4. Habits - Suguru/Reader/Kuroo
โSpend my days locked in a haze. Tryna forget you babe. I fall back down. Gotta stay high all my life. To forget Iโm missing you.โ AKA The one where Kuroo broke your heart and you went to Suguru to forget him.
5. Say Something - Kenma/Reader
โAnd I will swallow my pride. Youโre the one that I love. And Iโm saying goodbye.โ AKA The one where Kenma neglects you and you can not take it anymore.
6. Better Now - Oikawa/Reader
โYou know I never meant to let you down, let you down. Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything.โ AKA The one where your prides got in the way.
7. Happier - Bokuto/Reader/Kuroo
โI saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours. Yeah you look happier, you do.โย AKA The one where you moved away and on, but Bokuto never did.
8. Ghost Of You - Osamu/Reader/Atsumu
โSo I drown it out like I always do. Dancing through our house. With the ghost of you.โ AKA The one where Atsumu knows you can not come back to him.
9. The One That Got Away - Daichi/Reader/Sugawara
โIn another life, I would be your girl. We keep all our promises, be us against the world.โ AKA The one where Daichi fell out of love and Sugawara was there for you.
10. Someone You Loved - Oikawa/Reader/Ushijima
โI was getting kinda used to being someone you loved.โ AKA The one where after losing Oikawa lost himself and you to volleyball, but his rival was there to pick you up.
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Figure skating was your first love, the feeling of the ice under the blades of your skates, the public cheering for you and the music guiding your body. The ice was your safe place, but it was also his. Park Sunghoon, your childhood friend turned enemy sometime during high school.
Pairing: ice skater!Sunghoon x ice skater! female!Reader
Tags: ice skating au, college au, non idol au, enemies to lovers, unrequited love
Featuring: Enhypen, TXT, Stray Kids, Itzy
Warnings: Angst, cursing, bad humor, Iโm not a figure skater so a lot of inaccuracies, English is not my first language
Idk if requests are open, but I'm here to ask if you could write smth fluffy with Semi๐๐ป๐๐ป like him and reader being separated a long time and it's just him being soft with his gf when they reunite. Aka I'm sad bc I'm in a long distance relationship and just want to hug my bf๐โ๐ป -๐ฆ
๐/๐ง: aw bb, don't be sad because you at least have the possibility of talking to him over video! Remember, something is always better than nothing ๐งก
๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ : possible manga spoilers
"Are you ready for tomorrow?" His voice echoes through the empty room, a wide smile on his face as he looks at you, barely able to handle his own excitement from bursting out. You've been apart for a while now, Semi touring with his band the past few weeks and leaving you alone in your shared apartment. "I can't wait to see you, Eita...I love you." His smile somehow widens further, stretching across his face and he let's out a breathy laugh, "I love you too."
Last night was a roller-coaster of emotions once you ended your call with him, only a few hours separating the two of you from finally reuniting. You couldn't sleep, watching the clock as it seems to be ticking slower than usual. "Only a few hours left..."
With only a quick nap under your belt, you wake up to your alarm, one of many you put in case you were to fall asleep through the first one. Even if you were prepared, your outfit on your bed and handbag packed to only be grabbed on the way out, you were still lost - running from your bedroom to the bathroom, and then to the kitchen to at least have a bite of toast to eat so you don't pass out on the way to the airport
You were, somehow, ready and headed out the door, the cab waiting for you to take you to the airport. Only two hours left till you were in his arms...
"Are you going to miss touring around Japan?" He stops his packing, looking back at the screen as your smile fell from your face. He chuckles, approaching the camera to give you a better look of his face. "The tour was amazing, but being with you is even more amazing, so, no, I won't miss it as much because you'll be by my side." You giggle, teasing him for becoming such a sap since graduating from Shiratorizawa. Semi only pouts in return.
The airport was packed, people kept bumping into you, but even though you were never a fan of such a large crowd, the only thing on your mind was Eita, and that was enough to keep you calm.
"Eita!" You let out a soft squeal as you felt yourself being picked up and twirled around in his arms, his soft hair tickling your face. After spinning a few times, he stops and looks at you with the same soft smile from last night
He doesn't say anything as he kisses you, the kiss reminding you of your very first kiss with him, the same sparks and giddy feeling in your stomach making you giggle after pulling away, foreheads touching. "I missed you so much, baby," he emphasises each word with a quick peck on your lips, before putting you down and giving you a proper, tight hug
You relax into the hug, the all too familiar smell of your boyfriend's cologne making you feel at home. "I missed you too, Eita."
if it isnโt obvious enough (it really isnโt im so sorry lmao i tried),, i only have one man in my heart and that is kita shinsuke. and yes, donโt @ me for wanting to get rid of pest with my love hehe frfr i would brand whatโs mine lmao.
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Iโve actually updated my masterlist. What? No wonder itโs fucking raining cats and dogs here cause Kat actually spent time doing her masterlist ๐งก
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A/N: I wrote this a while ago and wasn't sure if I should post it because it's pure self-indulgent trash, but here it is
The block had been perfect, scoring you a point, the landing on the other hand. You could feel the pain spreading through your left leg, eventually dropping to the floor when it became too much to bear. You could also feel a pained scream forming in the back of your throat, but was it pain? Maybe it was panic, maybe it was pride. You just lay on the floor, tears forming in the corner of your eyes, your vision blurring, yet you could see your teammates approaching, the ace extending her hand to you.
In only a few minutes you found yourself in the infirmary, a pack of ice on your left ankle while you waited for the match to end to go talk to your team, to go apologize to them for leaving them without their captain in such an important match. Every minute felt like an hour, your healthy leg shaking due to the nerves, due to the fear. The nurse tried to get you to remain still, but how were you supposed to when the fear was eating you alive.
Sooner than later the words you feared the most reached you. Your best friend walked into the infirmary, tears falling freely down her face, the match having ended only a few minutes ago. You didn't even need her to say it to break down yourself, trying to stand up but failing when the nurse held you down. "Y/N, I'm so sorry." The ace sobbed, reaching the bed and sitting down beside you. You hid your face on her shoulder as you cried. "No, please don't apologize." It makes it real. "I left you alone, I wasn't there." She ran your hands down your hair, trying to comfort you, knowing how guilty you must have felt. "It's not your faul-" Rin started and you sighed. "It is!" You didn't want to yell at her, but the frustration took over you. "I landed wrong, it was my fault, I left you alone!" Your hands were moving around frantically. "It was my fault Shinobu had her first official match in a semi-final, she must have been so nervous." Your friend grabbed your hands, trying to get you to stop moving them before you could hit the wall and get injured further. "I left you alone without your captain and starting setter!" Your voice broke at the end of the sentence and her embrace tightened.
It would take around a month for your ankle to be fully healed, but of course, you didn't care. Barely a week had passed since the match and you were in the gym, waiting for your teammates. "You shouldn't be here L/N." It was the second year setter. "There's no way your ankle healed already." She approached you shaking her head. "I'm perfectly fine Shinobu chan!" You gave her a reassuring smile and a pat on the top of her head as the rest of the team started joining you in the gym. "Y/N, out of here." Rin's voice was cold, yet filled with worry. "Nope, no way." You shook your head, your smile widening. "I'm your captain and being here is my duty." You gave them a thumbs up before getting the training going.
It went on like that for weeks and somehow your ankle healed anyway, even with team practice, even with your own practice. If I was good enough we would have had a big enough lead. You hit the ball, sending it across the gym before you landed, your feet gracefully touched the ground and it shouldn't have hurt, after all your ankle had healed. "Y/N, time to go- Y/N?" Eita's voice reached your ears over your sobs as he approached you, kneeling down beside you and wrapping his arms around you. "I can't." You mumbled, trying to adjust your body to sit up, so he wouldn't be holding all your weight, but the pain shooting through your leg stopped you, yet this time it didn't originate in your ankle, your knee being the source instead.
He hummed along to a song you couldn't recognize, an attempt to take your mind off the pain, his hand drawing patterns on your back as he nuzzled the top of your head. If Rin was your best friend, Eita wasโฆ it was hard to explain. You knew each other since you were like 5, after your family moved to the house next to his and you had hit it off immediately. Practically growing up together it was almost logical you 2 would become friends, the bond only strengthening with the years, as both of you always attended the same schools. But now, during your third year at Shiratorizawa, were you still just friends? Sure, you weren't dating, but sometimes it felt like you were. Moments like this made you wonder what it would be like to date him.
You leaned against him, letting the tears fall, letting the fear and frustration caused by pain out. "Thank you, Eita." You whispered once you felt like your voice wouldn't break. "It's no big deal." He reassured you as he slowly moved to stand up, offering his hand to help you. You took it and in a quick movement you were on your feet, stumbling due to the pain and you couldn't hide it, his arms moving to help you support your weight as you made your way out of the gym and to your dorm so you could rest.
Once you reached the door he stopped. "Y/N, please take care of yourself." He let you go so you could open the door, his hand lingering on your waist a few seconds. "I'll be okay." You gave him a smile, one that could have fooled anyone else, but not him, not someone that knew you like the back of his hand. Yet he sighed, letting you get away with it. "Good night." He completely let go of you, his hand leaving your waist and finding its way into the pockets of his jacket. You opened your mouth like you wanted to say something, yet you closed it quickly. Come inside, I don't want to be alone. Your eyes looked for his, finding them scanning your face with a slight frown. "See you tomorrow." You mumbled, your hand reaching up to the back of his neck, making him lean down to press a kiss to his forehead before walking -no, limping- into your room and closing the door. He sighed.
The next day the pain on your knee continued, being enough reason to visit the doctor, yet the news he gave you weren't good at all.
You were crying when there was a knock on your door, your face buried on your pillow. "Go away." Your scream was muffled by the pillow as your hands held tightly to it. "Y/N, please open the door." His voice was filled with worry, when he heard your own break it was like someone had hit him on the face. "Please." He repeated a few seconds later since you didn't answer at all. He was about to say it again when you opened the door, eyes puffy, a crutch on your left hand and you were clearly leaning your weight on it rather than your leg, this made his gaze go lower, noticing the brace around your knee. "Y/Nโฆ" He pulled you into his arms, letting you fall against his chest and hide there. Hide from the pain and your worries. "What happened?" His tone was soft as he picked you up and carried you back to your bed.
So you took a deep breathe, calming down before you started explaining. You admitted to overworking yourself, admitted to your ankle not healing before you started practising again and last you admitted your fear of failure, the one behind everything. He only listened. Listened as you told him how the pain in your ankle made you change the way you stood, walked, ran and jumped, eventually taking a toll on your ankle and your healthy leg, you had expected that. What you hadn't expected was to ruin your knee because of it.
Semi shook his head slightly. "It's gonna be okay Y/N, you-" He couldn't finish. "It's not gonna be okay!" You yelled. "It'll never be okayโฆ" You looked down at your hands, which were resting on your lap. "Why do you say that? Just give it ti-" Once again you interrupted him. "What's the point?" You looked up at him, your voice raising once more. "What's the point of giving it time?!" You stood up quickly, stumbling slightly due to the pain, but shifting to rest your weight on your right leg. "What's the point of waiting for it to heal if the doctor said I won't be able to play again?!" Tears started falling down your face once again. "What's the point-" This time it was his turn to interrupt, him standing up in front of you and placing his hands on your cheeks being enough to shut you up, yet the words that left his mouth were what stole your breath away. "The point is that I'll love you anyway!" You blinked, the shock lasting a few seconds before your hands found their way to the back of his neck and pulled him down to your height, your lips locking with him in a chaste kiss full of suppressed feelings. It only lasted a few seconds before you pulled away. "I'm-" He leaned down and kissed you again before you could apologize. His hands moving away from your cheeks, resting on your back as he pulled you closer, desperate to let out his feelings through the rather messy kiss and you weren't about to complain, too enamoured with the idea of him returning your feelings. "I love you too." You breathed out after you separated and he rested his forehead on yours, a smile adorning both your faces. "Good."
