Lena

june 18, 2016 | mornings are for bullet journalling and re-reading old books

16.10.17 // 5/100 Days of productivity - I had a wonderful morning today, I’ve studied already half of the topics of my first midterm this Friday and I’m going to the college library this afternoon to keep studying, I’m feeling great!

hey everyone ! the title speaks for itself, this is a post on how to be more confident. (i will try not to make this personal but who knows) i. have a playlist that makes you feel badass. this is the easiest tip i know. when you feel horrible, blast that badass playlist. feel the fire in your bones. lose yourself to the power in the music. i have a few playlists h e r e if you want to check them out for inspiration or whatnot. ii. posture is everything. hold your head up high. this is so hard sometimes, i know, trust me. sometimes you want to curl in a ball and disappear. but if you want to look confident, want to be confident, you need to hold your head up and straighten your back and walk like you mean business. iii. know yourself. know your flaws. know your strengths. know what your limitations. honestly, this is so hard for someone with a personality disorder or someone who is neurodivergent or anyone actually. but knowing what you can do, sitting down and thinking hard, is incredibly helpful. iv. make a list of what you know you can do. you can breathe, you can blink, you can kill a man, it doesn’t matter what is on the list as long as you can do it. it can be hard or easy. it can be something everyone can do or only people of your culture can do or something only you know how to do. trust me, there is something you can do. now look at all the crap you can do ! look at you ! hell yeah you can do stuff ! v. now make a list of what you can’t do/ haven’t been able to do yet. maybe it’s riding a bike, maybe it’s scoring a 5 on your ap test, maybe it’s kissing that cute girl in your math class i don’t care. it can be something everyone can do or something no one can do or a small task or a hard task. highlight what you want to learn to do or want to do. how will you do it? if you ever end up doing the thing, move it onto the list of things you can do. woohoo ! you did something hell yeah ! be confident, look at you accomplishing stuff ! smile, babe. vi. maybe make another list for your flaws, also highlighting what you want to change. strive to make those changes. you can become a good person, you can become a better person. people change. that’s okay. look at you improving as a person. high five ! vii. breathe. do it. in through your nose. out through your mouth. now go back to that point about posture. straighten your back, lift your head up, breathe again. viii. fake it til you make it. confidence is not easy. pretend to be confident through my tips or someone elses or do whatever you want actually just pretend to be confident. keep on doing this everyday. you will become confident eventually trust me. ix. treat yourself sometimes. working yourself until you pass out isn’t really a confidence booster. sometimes, you need to care for yourself. it will make you feel better. hell yeah your skin smells like cocoa butter ! hell yeah you look cute asf ! you are worth it. show yourself that sometimes, okay ? that’s all for now ! have a lovely day ily <3

21•03 | first day of uni was pretty exciting. the whole lecture theatre was full of students and it happened to be the biggest lecture theatre in my uni. my first tutorial involved ice breakers and making a history timeline of things that i had zero knowledge on ;-; buT overall t’was a good day , here are re-written lecture notes because productivity is key

1/100 days of productivity- swam two hours this morning and i rlly don’t wanna do anything today but sleep, but trying to pull through and get some stuff done so tomorrow will be less painful! 🌻✨ // part of @emmastudies challenge ^^

People kept stealing my pics so I had to resort to watermarking them sobssss why do people do this :——-((( buT HUZZAH finally a bujo update!!!

🎧: running 2 u - nct 127

the GLORIOUS revolution // world history

— 03:09:2017 I have been really productive ✨

ig: vestiblr

10.14.17- The accursed apush notes make an appearance, ft. my least favorite, government 😶

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10.10.17 || 100 Days of Productivity (10/100) - Some psychology notes in preparation for psyc midterm >.<

Hello again, love.

currently listening to: “quavers” - rando