Sadness and Saints

Until I met you I wasn't aware life could feel like a love song

Me and my demons talk alot About all the things I'm not About the things I cannot do and cannot be I beg I don't end up hanging from a tree Stuck inside locked up with a latch key A good word said about me I disagree

Singing to the women on venus While I'm stuck on mars Separated by the stars I bleed from all my scars

Shit baby I'm inclined to agree I hate myself as much you as hate me

I've got cobwebs in my mind Stuck there With things in bind These pretty things of mine Cobwebs in my mind Only growing bigger in time With the more I'm confined Only remembering how I used to shine Cobwebs in my mind Making me feel That happiness is something I've left behind That it was never really mine I've got cobwebs in my room Some big enough to swallow two

Call me your man Make me your boy Make me your toy 

In my darker days Depression is all I can turn too It'll always be there Unlike you I know it's over That's it's through and through But I can't lie My heart belongs to you Trying to fix things Start anew 6 months on I still wonder why you lied when you said "I love you"

I'd never understood the saying "Summer Girl" until I saw you. Dirt under your nails, hair sewn from gold, a chipped tooth smile. A goddess in a godless world. Riding behind me on my bike, your arms around me a little too tight. Your lips a gentle stinging as they touch mine. My honeybaby.

Nothing left but your makeup stain on my favourite shirt