magnolia

and what if I said I watched whiplash and wanted to go into music but then I watched dead poets society and wanted to be a teacher and then I watched the perks of being a wallflower and wanted to be a writer but then I watched bbc sherlock and wanted to be a detective and then I watched house md and wanted to be a doctor and then I watched fight club and didn't want to be associated with anything and then I watched stranger things and wanted to be an activist and then I watched bohemian rhapsody and wanted to go into music again and then I watched spiderman and I wanted to be spiderman and then I watched heartstopper and I wanted to be a teacher again and then I watched everything else ever and I wanted to be everything and nothing and then I read sylvia plath and realised I want all the figs and then I realised they will rot and then I realised I am merely a mosaic of the media I consume and if that's all I am then how can I call myself truly passionate about anything at all