I call this my bitch(ing) blog. I have private main blogs but this ones the most public you’re gonna get.

And no you didn’t deal with incest. Your mom body shaming you is not fucking incest.

Holy larp. Again.

No I did not kill myself. My aunt is dead. I do not want to get into it until after the funeral. Respect my wishes.

I am dealing with a huge problem rn. So I haven’t been online. Basically I have been touching grass. But my aunt died in a freak accident. She was only 41. I am having a lot of time with family and people coming for the funeral. Honestly just leave me alone. I didn’t expect this to happen and you’re a drama whore.

I don’t think a perisex tmasc black guy whose shown to be intersexist is who you should be praising.

Search for intersex artists who aren’t afraid to depict our bodies.

It’s literally so insane how i’ve been treated. I was talking about this last night actually. It’s so fucking funny how this shitty attempt at a harassment champaign didn’t work. Because. Mari did it. She literally cried to keegan all the time about me and was paranoid I was like doing shit I wasnt???? Like I had keeg blocked. Me and keeg talk about it sometimes.

Not to mention. Mari told my partners and friends about it before I even had a chance to breathe. I was not ready to disclose this. Mari essentially forced me into a rushed statement because she kept making it public. She put her hands on me and raped me more than once. I’m not kidding mari contacted my mom. I had to discuss my rape to my mom.

It’s just hard to rationalize sometimes. Because I won’t view it as that bad. But then keeg is like. Sawyer. I saw her scream at you. It’s bad.

beforehand, I hope you are ok and safe.

From what I understand, the anon who gave the screenshot was like putting you as a hypocrite because you are dating people that have some dark interests in media. I remember the person giving more proof of you being a bad person because of your partners and because of some repost or tweets TwT.

what are your thoughts on this?

If you’re that bored you have to look at my partners reposts from DECEMBER to try to paint me as a bad person. You are a loser with no life.

I have discussed that I was groomed into feral nsfw. I don’t personally like it. I cannot help how others cope with their own trauma and we both have publicly discussed this before. I have OCD. I have been working towards drawings not ruining my life. Because shocker. It’s no way to live.

I don’t know what was posted since I was at work. But I am allowed to talk about people hurting me irl. Sorry I don’t give a shit about drawings. I talk about actual predators and rapists.

Like you are throwing stones at your own glass houses. Yknow.

Also people are fine to criticize me. The issue was them showing off my new account. I work fulltime. Anon got mad that they couldn’t find anything so they tried to go for my partners in bad faith. All accounts are labeled 18+.

Like you don’t have to like me or my partners. It doesn’t hurt my feelings.

My point still stands though. I rebranded to get away from these people. So sharing that is irresponsible. You’re giving people who’ve stalked me a way to again. Doesn’t sound innocent here.

Also I do not control my partners. Sorry.

This TBI has gotten my ocd symptoms to near 0. I just don’t care anymore. If you’re gonna treat me as a bad person for not proving you right. Idk what to say then.

This is all I have to say. Like I am so entirely sick of these three trying to terrorize me and ruin my fucking life.

I shouldn’t have to hide. And honestly nah. I’m not. You won’t buy my silence.

The fact that you have to cyberstalk me for years and cry over me daily is pathetic and sad. You can’t occupy your victims spaces and then demand I am evil for it.

You’re mad I am doing better now. I am safer now. I am with people who love and care about me. Things you don’t get because you’re a rotten disgusting person.

It’s just annoying and frustrating that people who don’t know wtf they’re talking about seem to act like i’m being crazy. When salem and wis have tried to ruin my life because they don’t like me.

It’s one thing to dislike me. It’s another to date my rapist and claim I groomed my partners. Start to pull this into my real life. Contact my rapist who physically abused me. The insane amount of isolation I have experienced from these three. Disgusting. Utterly.

You didn’t see me act like I had a brand new alter with all the stress he put me under! I’m seeing a pattern here.

im so sorry if this dredges anything up and feel free to ignore this but when did they do that?? wis trying to defend her so hard suddenly makes a lot of sense... i wonder if wis stopped trying to defend mari after realizing how toxic she is 😭

I got screenshots a bit ago about this I wanna say maybe? February? But it heavily leans that they did. Considering they said mari and “girlfriend” together. As in like. “Wis and my other girlfriend”. WEIRD ISN’T IT.

Like sorry it is fucked up. But yeah. I mean. I called it. This had to have been around the dess era so, recently. I was sent art and screenshots implying they are dating/were dating. And salem doesn’t say girlfriend to anyone. It’s literally dating he says friend if not.

I kept my mouth shut. But nah. Fuck everyone in this. Yall going to fucking hell.