haunted and holy.

#𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋  —    an    indie    and    selective  𝙰𝚈𝙰𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙸 𝚁𝙴𝙸 of the Evangelion series.    as    loved by    Su    (    she/they,    23,    GMT    ) 

𝙰𝚗 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 : 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗, 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚜, determinsim 𝚟𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 end of the world.

❛❛ What makes you think so ? ❜❜

The question is almost insolent in the face of his ever-present smile - those eyes, whose depths I have peered into through the mirror in the bathroom and recoiled from the abyss I found watching me back. But something itches at the back of my skull now. It scratches, it claws, insistent to break out the shell that is me.

Not the revulsion of what lingers in the peripheral of my being, but something akin to recognition, though this is the first time we've met.

He is like me. Something between life and death, a whole piece of fractured desires.

Alike, yet not the same.

❝ Nii-san. ❞ It's barely audible over the tap, tap, tap, of her stylus, hunched over pale blue handheld. Some rhythm game, it seemed.