living the infinite spiral

Childhood can be scary.

Poor Ned (part 2)

Inspired by this: @elaena

❝I know a few things to be true: miracles are real [and] recovery is possible for everyone. No matter how far gone you think you are, we are never too broken to be put back together. Service work feels better than the greatest high. Sobriety makes you weirder, not normal. And I’d be dead if it weren’t for all the love and forgiveness I’ve been showered with by my friends and family. Thank you to anyone that’s ever let me sponsor them. Thank you to my partner, Cody Bear, for showing me what real love is like. Thank you to all my beautiful family (blood and extended). Because of this gift I have no friends, only family. Love you all! Keep up the good fight.❞ [x]

PAST AND FUTURE DO NOT EXIST.

YOU ARE NOW AWARE OF A PAST.

BY BEING AWARE OF A PAST HAVING BEEN (NOW) YOU ARE RECREATING THE PAST.

It may be harder to create in the present because all these ego habits come up,

But if so,

REMEMBER:

Your memory is your own. You have the power to alter it if you don’t feel comfortable altering the present (for now).

You can remember a thing differently and NOBODY can tell you it wasn’t so.

CHOOSE THE MEMORY YOU ALWAYS WISHED TO HAVE.

CHOOSE THE LIFE YOU ALWAYS DESIRED, AS HAVING BEEN YOURS.

See how you feel now, when your past has been entirely different. Who are you now if the entirety of your past you’ve been Lara?